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♛ THIS IS OUR ADVENTURE; for the tickets that waver and make the sound of foreignness when the laser hits the barcode; to the days where you don’t know what’s in store for the future, except it’s gonna be fucking awesome; and the adventures, even if it’s just you and your cat  // 8tracks.spotify.download

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♛ THIS IS OUR ADVENTURE; for the tickets that waver and make the sound of foreignness when the laser hits the barcode; to the days where you don’t know what’s in store for the future, except it’s gonna be fucking awesome; and the adventures, even if it’s just you and your cat  // 8tracks.spotify.download

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♛ EMPATHY; for the songs that show you’re not the only one who can fail, be alone, or experience struggle; ‘cause everyone feels that. // 8tracks.spotify.download

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♛ EMPATHY; for the songs that show you’re not the only one who can fail, be alone, or experience struggle; ‘cause everyone feels that. // 8tracks.spotify.download

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♛ BLACKOUT; for all the times grinding on the kaleidoscopic dance floor; the shots for the fucking good life; and the sexcapades that make them reconsider their toxic lives; all the bickering, bantering, and bashing; cause, in the end, they’re more than just best friends: they’re fucking lovers. // 8tracks.spotify.download

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♛ BLACKOUT; for all the times grinding on the kaleidoscopic dance floor; the shots for the fucking good life; and the sexcapades that make them reconsider their toxic lives; all the bickering, bantering, and bashing; cause, in the end, they’re more than just best friends: they’re fucking lovers. // 8tracks.spotify.download

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♛ BLACKOUT; for all the times grinding on the kaleidoscopic dance floor; the shots for the fucking good life; and the sexcapades that make them reconsider their toxic lives; all the bickering, bantering, and bashing; cause, in the end, they’re more than just best friends: they’re fucking lovers. // 8tracks.spotify.download

[snarkbastian-smythe]

[h-untbastia-n]

♚ SUCCESS; for the songs that prove you’re the best; ‘cause you are

[h-untbastia-n]

ignore ignore ignore

honestly, i'm a bit frustrated right now.

and, i never post on this blog, but, well, i don't want to put it on my other one for unspecified reasons--plus my formal blog has enough bitchery and i sort of want to minimize that. but: ugh. 

(note cause my blog is not geared to let you see the full story please click here if you're actually going to read this shit)

i'm really done with people; that sounds like a terrible thing to say since it's essentially the holidays and 'oh no you're being a bitch for sulking; suck it the fuck up and enjoy the wintery spirit.' q, please. do you know what winter is? winter is not artificial damn neon lights, with all this weird ass shit lacquering 50% of every kilocubicmeter, whatever the fuck you want to confabulate. bitch, no. 

winter, at its core, is fucking ice and snow. you know, the stuff that that kills people; the shit that conjures a snowstorm and which people die to. all this nonsense is a social construct put on by greedy men longing to abuse your wallet by distorting its origins. and that would be better left for another post, but blah blah blah bullshit. why be thankful on one fucking day of the year when you have 365 other days--don't leap year bullshit me--because that's the exact kind of fuckery that wall street is trying to drive up your ass. people must be so ungrateful if they think that this is one of three days of the year where presents are an acceptable act of kindness.

bitch, no.

you should be practicing this altruism all the time.

the irony is that this post has nothing to do with fucking winter or the holidays. it's that people, in general, suck ass. a lot.

why should i be doing work just to get something shitty, and then the same person who gives me something that is literally crap can poop out quality to another person. and this 'other person' who literally gives zero fucks about the person (on an emotional level, or just as a human being) that i have been trying so fucking hard to please. see, everything i do i don't fucking half-ass. but i can tell other do it to me, and then their 'half-ass' to other people is much better than the shit that i'm handed.

the worst is literally when they said they haven't half-assed it, but the quality they hand me is fucking disgusting. like, it's incomprehensible; don't even think that you can lie to me because i know damn well that, by the quality of your reply, it was half-assed. meanwhile, bitchface gets something substantial? cool.

wow, this is so lame for rp shit, but, at this point, i could literally give less of a fuck. rp is like my de-stresser (well, writing is) and it feels good. but, hello, i cannot tolerate shit. i really cannot.

'oh gosh you must be a bitch to rp with!'

cool. i do not care. yep. isn't that harsh? not really. see, my values include:

consistency

quality

if we're at the point where you can muster a reply every week, i probably hate you a lot. but, you know, whatever. this is most the rp community. they are shoddy ass bitches who can't deal with commitment (because arceus have mercy i am practically running three jobs and excelling; it shouldn't be that hard but, then again, i won't speak for anyone) and lack of empathy. it's weak.

okay, so if you get past that, then quality matters. and, please, i can write with anyone, but if you start writing with anyone else, suddenly, you will never win. see, i play exclusive, essentially. if you dare to hand me shit while other people get seemingly better, well, arceus forbid, you're very welcome when i hand you a sack of criticism and bitching. cause 'wow' you're being such a bitch when your bias is inherent.

honestly, i'm just truthful. i see through bullshit because i'm not fucking stupid.

and then there is the 'well oh my gosh it's just rp/writing' and my response is simple. go away. i think i can bitch about what i want seriously and i'm sure that in exactly two days, six hours, forty three minutes, and 7 seconds down to the precision of seconds to the 10^-51 that i will delete this.

and there are people in general. being unreliable, non-empathizing morons that don't understand communication. seriously, just fucking tell me; just fucking try for once. 'oh, you're being vague.' nope. see, this is a contextual thing. mostly (and it's not restricted to, like, rp) it's just getting hints/notions that are so obvious, or perhaps reciprocating in a way that would be clear. honestly, i don't know how to describe this, but i feel like it's what a lot of 'T' jung people struggle with.

ugh. i just lose either way. some people need to stop because they are faux ass bitches.

and, really, i should have just put this into a video so i could articulate all the sass and snark that i FEEL FOR THIS

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BLACKOUT | HUNTER C. & SEBASTIAN S. | LISTEN

➢ It went more than just one fuck like a one night stand. For the love songs they spew at each other, just like their toxic relationship. Bickering, bantering, bashing—in the end, they’re more than just best friends. Perhaps lovers, if they realize what they mean.

➢ Two hopeless romantics that don’t realize their love, and can never make progress with words—just actions.

♪ TREASURE BRUNO MARS ♪ 1901 PHOENIX ♪ SEXYBACK COLLEGE BACK ROW ♪ BREAK MY HEART SPECTACULAR! ♪ THIS KISS CARLY RAE JEPSEN ♪ MAGIC ONE DIRECTION ♪ BLACKOUT ACCAPOLOGY ♪ DOMINO JESSIE J ♪ RED PLANET LITTLE MIX ♪ LIVE WHILE WE’RE YOUNG GLEE ♪

[nolangerardfunkonline]

[nolangerardfunkonline]

Thinking of you in class… @MTVawkward

[gargoyles42]

[theexterminatingangel]

omg is his willie hanging?

…I’m impressed 

[theexterminatingangel]

#whattheFunk

[hollahudcon]

[nolangerardfunkonline]

Nolan speaking French on the Awkward. aftershow!

[ninquellote]