h0wled

my fingers 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑤 ᵞᴼᵁᴿ 𝑠𝑘𝑖𝑛, try to ᵀᴱᴬᴿ 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑦 ᴵᴺˑ ˑ ˑ

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# h0wled.        griffin  wood,     an  independent  original  character.     vague  concept  established  last  year,    brought  to  the  dash  05.12.22.      following  typical  lycanthropic  law  merged  with  personal  concepts.     shaped  by  robin. 

thematic  focus:      the  underdog,     forced  to  grow,    overcoming  internal  monsters,      finding  beauty  in  all.    

biography.         lycanthropy ,    a  cycle .        temp  rules  under. . .

mutuals only please!  this is for my own comfort and i promise is nothing personal.   i just get overwhelmed easy. 

i have no affiliation with brenton thwaites but the character is mine as are all the graphics.   the psd is from fossaed,  but heavily edited. 

no hate,  no assholery,   be a nice person.  

i love ships but i’m still working him out.  don’t force them on me but also i’m happy to plot pre-est stuff! 

i am a teacher in high school so my time is mostly taken up,   and i have adhd,  severe social anxiety and dyslexia. and to add to that, i had a stroke about three years ago so my memory is absolutely shot.

it has been brought to my attention that i am on the dni of some people for ‘racist patterns’ or something like that (idk i didn’t see it,  just what i’ve been told).  if those people want to reach out and talk it through,  i’d love to!  i’m unaware of any racist patterns and would love to discuss it,  as to not make any further mistakes/clear up any misunderstandings.  again,  i haven’t seen the dni list or even really know the url of these people as i want to ensure everyone has a safe space and don’t want to impose myself where i’m not wanted,  but if you guys do see this?  reach out.   i’d love to chat. 

this is important. if you soft block me and i follow again, please forgive me. i won’t have remembered following you in the first place. i started rping on tumblr to get my reading and writing skills back. so please bare with me!! love you guys :)

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i need new graphics to be here bc i'm that way yknow but everything i do i hate so . bare with me guys <3

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tonight i think about griffin . i think about the life he deserves verses the life he has , how he truly deserves the entire world for being sick w kind soul but is trapped with a monster inside of him . i think about how he is so kind and considerate and it’s why he’s consistently walked all over . i am sad about griffin today .

[petaltexturedskies]

Jeanette Winterson, Gut Symmetries

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i miss my awoo boy

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i haven't forgotten my boy i PROMSIE

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meme call ? like for memes ?

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no one asked but griff’s favourite flower is a sunflower , closely followed by by a hydrangea !

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good afternoon , send memes 😌

[leememes]

ANGSTY   LYRIC   SENTENCE   STARTERS  .

“   when   i’m   thinking   too   much ,   i   realise   i’m   unkind  .   ” “   i   hope   that   our   few   remaining   friends   give   up   on   trying   to   save   us  .   ” “   what   are   your   intentions  ?   ” “   what   are   your   intentions  ?   i’m   ashamed   by   mine  .   ” “   i’ll   never   come   back   to   this   town   again  .   ” “   i   pretend   that   i’m   nicer   than   i’ll   ever   be  .   ” “   i   hope   you   die  .   ” “   i   hope   you   die  .   i   hope   we   both   die  .   ” “   i   am   selfish   and   deluded  .   ” “   enjoy   my   hypocrisy  .   ” “   i   hope   it   stays   dark   forever  .   ” “   i   hope   the   worst   isn’t   over  .   ” “   i   should   just   shut   my   mouth  .   ” “   i   hope   when   you   think   of   me   years   down   the   line ,   you   can’t   find   one   good   thing   to   say  .   ” “   there’s   evidence   piled   against   me  .   ” “   i’d   hope   that   if   i   find   the   strength   to   walk   out ,   you’d   stay   the   hell   out   my   way  .   ” “   i   am   drowning  .   ” “   you   are   coming   down   with   me ,   hand   in   unlovable   hand  .   ” “   i   don’t   like   walking   around   this   old   and   empty   house  .   ” “   your   mind   is   playing   tricks   on   you ,   my   dear  .   ” “   it’s   killing   me   to   see   you   this   way  .   ” “   there’s   an   old   voice   in   my   head   that’s   holding   me   back  .   ” “   just   let   me   go  .   we’ll   meet   again   soon  .   ” “   all   that’s   left   is   the   ghost   of   you  .   ” “   i   am   awful   just   to   see  .   ” “   the   hardest   part   of   this   is   leaving   you  .   ” “   i’m   a   half - empty   girl  .   ” “   just   let   me   cry   a   little   bit   longer  .   ” “   i’m   not   gonna   smile   if   i   don’t   want   to  .   ” “   i   want   you   to   stop   insisting   that   i’m   not   a   lost   cause  .   ” “   i’ve   been   through   a   lot  .   ” “   all   i’ve   got   is   just   to   stay   pissed   off  .   ” “   leave   me   here   a   little   bit   longer  .   ” “   i   don’t   want   you   to   see   me   cry  .   ” “   you   say   we’ve   gotta   look   on   the   bright   side  ?   well ,   maybe   if   you   wanna   go   blind  .   ”

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yo do people still reply to open starters or . . .

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i can’t sleep who can i yell at

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hello good morning 🤍

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no one asked but griffin loves mcdonalds

[archaeologian-blog]

send me a topic to write a meta about my muse on

I might write anything from a paragraph to a whopping essay, but send me something you’ve noticed about my characterisation or just something you want to know about my muse and I will write what I can!

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i can’t sleep and i’m going INSANE

[malefixium]

the trees you grew up with have not forgotten you. their branches still whisper your name in the breeze and their roots remember the paths your feet once traced through their shade.