@not44radio's writing sub-blog | juna. . .ᐟ 22 / phil . . . cabin ten 🪷
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this but its levi and lily being sixteen years apart. imagine luke going downstairs and hearing his daughter sing something about a club of pink ponies 😭
june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be
what about and just hear me out mac comes out with his new song breathe and reader and the girls are in his music video and idk luke is jealous again bc im a fein for jealous luke
texts with frat!luke castellan
good friend
— 💌 a/n: this turned into breathe promo im so sorry but i just had way too much fun imagine luke not being able to read whatever he's trying to study cause his phone keeps on chiming (he has notifs on for y/n) and his feed is just full of macy/n photos lmao
you shift from the bed after feeling the absence of your husband’s warmth. slowly opening your eyes, you reach out instinctively, only to find his side empty, “luke?” you call faintly, though even before it leaves your lips, you already know where he is—the soft glow spilling from the slight opening of the bedroom door gives him away.
you sit up slowly, the warmth of the blankets fading as you rub your eyes and push yourself upright. slowly walking toward the nursery in slow, one hand lightly brushing the wall for balance as sleep still clings to you.
as you get closer, you hear soft rattling and a faint humming of a nursery rhyme in a tone so low it’s almost a whisper. you pause at the doorway for a second, just listening, then you open it.
inside, there’s luke—standing near the center of the room, your newborn daughter nestled carefully in his arms as he sways gently from side to side. levi is beside him, with a toy rattle in his hand, he looks up immediately when the door opens. “hi mom,” he says, like it’s completely normal to be awake at this hour.
luke glances over too, his voice soft as he adjusts his hold. “oh—hi,” he murmurs. “you woke up?”
“yeah,” you step inside. “i realized you weren’t there.” a pause. “what happened?”
“she was a little fussy,” levi says gently, “so i thought she might be hungry.”
“then dad woke up too.” luke exhales a quiet laugh through his nose. “and then she got more fussy.”
“rude,” luke adds immediately, as if offended on behalf of himself.
levi continues, “no—i meant she wanted to be held more by your presence, not that you smelt bad.” your son scratched the back of his head.
“and now she’s gonna get more fussy cause mom’s here and she loves being held by her.” he observed.
you chuckle at that, finally waking up a little more, shaking your head as you step closer. “so she just hates peace, basically.”
almost on cue, lily lets out a small, rising cry the moment you come nearer.
levi points at her like he’s been proven correct in court, “told you.” far too satisfied for a kid who should be asleep.
“wow,” luke laughed quietly, “my teenager and his newborn sister already have some good comedic timing.” he joked, earning a laugh from everyone.
you stretch your hands toward her, instinctively ready to take your crying daughter, but luke gently shifts away just slightly. “nope,” he firmly, still smiling. “you already carried her all day. let me do this.”
“dad’s right mom,” levi adds immediately, “you should go back to sleep.”
you blink at them, “but i can’t sleep without your dad.”
luke pauses for a second, “oh,” he says, amused. “right. i almost forgot you’re my first baby.”
“oh my gosh,” levi groans instantly, covering his face with his hand. “get a room.”
luke laughs under his breath, shifting lily again as her cries soften into tiny hiccups. “relax, lev. you’ll understand one day.”
“no i won’t,” levi mutters. “i’m never getting married.”
luke lets out a quiet laugh, “that’s what they all say.”
"oh so you change your mind about marrying me?" you teased.
he rolled his eyes, "mom, i was three. plus," pointing at his parents. “look at you two. emotionally unstable in the morning because you can’t be separated for five seconds.”
you press a hand to your chest like you’ve been personally wounded, “emotionally unstable?”
“he’s got a point,” luke says, completely unhelpful.
“luke.”
“what?” he smiles, soft and sleep-heavy. “we are in a nursery arguing about love at 1:43 a.m.”
levi nods, “exactly.”
you reached out to lightly fix the tiny blanket around lily’s feet, and her cries are already fading into small, sleepy hiccups.
luke notices, “see?” he says quietly, tilting his head toward you. “she’s fine.”
“because mom’s here and she has like… calming powers,” levi said. you softly chuckle, messing his hair.
lily lets out one last soft sound before finally settling completely, her tiny hand curling into luke’s shirt. the room goes quieter after that.
you exhale slowly, the tension in your shoulders finally giving in as you watch her fall asleep again. luke doesn’t move much either now, just swaying more out of habit than need.
“you’re really serious about not getting married?” luke asks suddenly, glancing at levi.
levi doesn’t hesitate. “yes.”
“hm.” luke hums thoughtfully. “that’s a shame. i was gonna give you my legendary marriage advice.”
“oh?”
“but you’re never getting married so forget about it.”
“dad, you can't just say you'll tell me something and not do it.” he cross his arms at his father.
“come find me again when you’re getting married.” he chuckles, reaching out to kiss the top of your head, making you giggle.
levi groans again, “you two are impossible.”
“we’re a team,” you correct, gently caressing his cheek.
he pauses for a second at the gesture, then sighs like he’s trying very hard not to lean into it, usual teenage angst, “a very loud team.”
“a team you are a part of.”
luke nods toward the sofa bed in the corner, “come on.”
you blink. “what?”
“all of us,” he adds. “we’re not doing this whole emotional conversation standing up.”
levi looks immediately suspicious, “why do i feel like this is a trap.”
“because you’re dramatic,” luke replies easily.
still, levi drags his feet towards the bed. you end up settling first, luke carefully lowering himself beside you while still holding lily, and levi reluctantly squeezing in on the edge like he’s being forced into affection against his will.
“this is uncomfortable,” he whispers.
“you’ll survive,” you murmur, leaning slightly into luke anyway.
luke exhales a quiet laugh, head tipping just enough to rest against yours. “you see?” he says softly to levi. “this is what you'll be missing out on.”
levi looks between the two of you, then down at lily sleeping peacefully in his dad’s arms. he thinks for minute, “…i still don’t want to get married,” he says, but it’s weaker now.
“that’s fine,” you whisper, eyes already half-closed again. “you can stay with us forever.”
luke hums in agreement. “we’ll feed you.”
“and embarrass you,” you add. “constantly,” luke confirms.
levi groans one last time, but this time there’s no real fight in it. just sleepiness. just warmth he can’t really argue against anymore.
slowly, the room settles—lily asleep in her father’s arms, you tucked against luke’s shoulder, and levi finally leaning, just slightly, against your side without realizing it.
— 💌 a/n: THIS is the husband luke i speak of hehehehe
what about and just hear me out mac comes out with his new song breathe and reader and the girls are in his music video and idk luke is jealous again bc im a fein for jealous luke
texts with frat!luke castellan
good friend
— 💌 a/n: this turned into breathe promo im so sorry but i just had way too much fun imagine luke not being able to read whatever he's trying to study cause his phone keeps on chiming (he has notifs on for y/n) and his feed is just full of macy/n photos lmao
Love ur new pfp babes!! Hope you're okay after everything with the 🦈anon impersonator <3 Stay safe, and take breaks when ya need em! (:
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i'm doing alright!!! some people are just miserable and i feel bad for shark anon too cause they had something taken away from them :/ they used to share some cute stories here and now they won't use the anon anymore :(
but thank u for ur kindness!!! make sure u prioritize yourself tooo
