a breath aquiver.

SHE     IS    LACHRYMOSITY      !

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acedia  leaks  from  a  vibrant  vermillion  chalice    ,    seeking  solace  as  halcyon  days  sanctimoniously  sweep  ‘neath  glamour    &&    crystalline  fervor    .                             ❝      helen cho    .    i  believe  we’ve  never  met  before    .     ❞  

private helen cho    .    headcanon - based    ,    low activity muse written by clary    (  she / her  )    .    read rules before interaction    !

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it's been 80000 years... i have muse and potentially a layla from g*nshin *mpact

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a hundred kissing prompts

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“ just kiss me. ”

“ i really want to kiss you right now. “

“ forgive me with a kiss? “

“ give me a smooch. “

“ you’re mine. “ “ so come kiss me. “

“ maybe if you kiss me, i’ll do the dishes. “

“ i’m here for business — not pleasure. “

“ so you don’t want me to kiss you? “

“ i could kiss you for hours. “

“ how about a good night kiss? “

“ you may now kiss your fiancée. “

“ we should practice for our wedding day. “

“ you, me, bed, now. “

“ i want our first kiss to be special. “

“ you didn’t kiss me good night last night. “

“ we forgot our good morning kiss. “

“ i forgot to kiss you good morning, so i’m doing it now. “

“ i’ve been wanting to kiss you for a while. “

“ kiss me, i’m miserable. “

“ who was your first kiss? “

“ did you pay the bills? “ “ yes — where’s my kiss? “

“ if you want me to kiss you, all you have to do is ask. “

“ you’re a great kisser. “

“ you’ve never made out with yourself in the mirror? “ “ …what? “

“ can i get another one? “

“ every time you kiss me, i swear i fall even more in love with you. “

“ i haven’t mastered the art of kissing yet. “

“ wanna practice? “

“ you’re a great kisser... is there an award for that? “

“ kiss the pain away. “

“ your lips on mine and i'm home. “

“ is there such a thing as love at first kiss? “

“ if i were to kiss someone, it would be you. “

“ you’re irresistible. ”

“ with your lips on mine there's less bullshit coming out of it, so i guess there's that. “

“ you’ve got great lips. ” “ thank you? “

“ kiss me again — but don’t stop this time. “

“ i love it when you kiss me. “

“ your kisses mean the world to me. “

“ i want you to kiss me. for real, this time. “

“ one last kiss is worth being late to work for. “

“ if you kiss me, we’re not getting out of bed today… “

“ you kissed me last night. “ “ and you didn't stop me. “

“ no more kisses! i need to get ready for work. “

“ you’re not much for kisses, are you? “

“ i really want to kiss you. “

“ it’s cute, this thing you’re doing. “ [being nervous over their first kiss]

“ you've never been kissed before? “

“ you’re going to have to guide me through this. “

“ do i just... close my eyes and lean in? “

“ you're just, really cute, and i don't want you to be disappointed... “

“ if you're not ready for a kiss, that's okay. “

“ guess there's some pressure for you too, isn't there? you know, being my first kiss and all... “

“ i want our first kiss to be special. “

“ one day, i'm going to kiss you, and it's going to be magical. “

“ i kissed you. “ “ i know, i... was there. “

“ kiss me again. “

“ you just can't help yourself, can you? “

“ you’re just… you know, i really want our first kiss to be special. “

“ i've always wondered what it would be like to kiss you. “

“ it's just an innocent kiss. “

“ we're friends, right? friends kiss each other all the time. “

“ people kiss each other all the time, doesn't mean there's feelings involved. “

“ i'm sorry for bringing it up. “ “ actually, i would love to kiss you. “

“ you mean, you, and me? kissing? “

“ you've seriously never thought about [us kissing each other]? “ “ maybe once or twice. “

“ you mean us, kissing? “ “ can’t say it never crossed my mind. “

“ let’s just… kiss to see what it’s like. “

“ fuck it. get over here. let’s do it. “

“ it’s just an innocent kiss. it’s not like it means anything. “

“ when you kissed me... it's like my soul got set on fire. “

“ i've heard great things about you. so naturally... i'm a little curious. “

“ it’s not like i’ve thought about kissing you, or anything… “

“ you’re really good at this, you know. “

“ all i want to do is kiss you, all day. every day. “

“ i’ve never kissed anyone before. “

“ you said you’ve never kissed anyone before. i’m planning on changing that. “

“ well, if anybody were to kiss me… i would want that person to be you. “

“ you just can't get enough of me, can you? “

“ and right now... i think you should kiss me. “

“ are you sure you’re ready for this? “ “ i've been ready. “

“ don't make this weird. “ “ but... you haven't been kissed before. “

“ kiss me like you mean it. “

“ kisses aren't necessary. we can stick to hugs and hand holding. “

“ i’ll kiss you right now to prove that i don’t feel anything for you. “

“ you kissed me first. “ “ i definitely didn't. “ “ you were literally all over me. “

“ i’ve been wanting to do that for a while. ”

“ did you just kiss me? “

“ you're full of shit if you think that kiss didn't mean anything. “

“ did we just... kiss? “

“ your kiss already proved it. “

“ shit... i didn't mean to do that. “ you didn't mean to kiss me? “

“ kiss me, and don't let go. “

“ you're not gonna kiss me. “

“ kiss me and you'll find out. “

“ you don't have to kiss me if you don't want to. “

“ and right now, i think you should kiss me. “

“ you shouldn't kiss me right now. “

“ don't speak, just... kiss me. “

“ come kiss me. “

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i​.

it’s supposed to be a quiet night out; quietness of the supernatural variety, though there’s nothing to be said for adrian’s loud choice of evening misadventure. isaac, ever the babysitter during his friend’s touring of the states, is enthused enough to go along to many a karaoke bar, trailing behind with hands shoved deep in his pockets like a cool football dad standing on the sidelines. it’s supposed to be a fun, normal night out — but it doesn’t last.

( it never lasts )

three hunters find them, and he forgot how incredibly disadvantaged werewolves are in the greatest country on earth. he forgot the ease of access for all manners of wolfsbane; bullets, bats, knives. adrian is hit, but isaac’s faster. the three knocked unconscious, isaac finds an abandoned warehouse, gentles as the young guy grips at his shirt, blood blooming red in the middle of his stomach.

he calls @hacion​, because chris provided him with her number in case of emergencies. they’ve never met ; never crossed paths despite the years he’s had her as an emergency contact. he calls her, because he doesn’t know who else to call. it’s a tightrope bordering on hysterical, the closer her phone comes to ringing out, longer and longer waiting as his free hand presses to adrian’s wound. and then she picks up. thank god she picks up. there’s a low-level of panic tinging his voice when he finally has the luxury to speak.

     ‘ is this dr. cho? ’     the phone presses between his ear and shoulder, hard hazard to balance as a second hand seeks out the source of his beta’s pain. veins bleed black as he provides what little comfort he is able.     ‘ i’m isaac— i got your number from chris. chris argent. i need your help. ’

how  sweet  the  silence  of  suppressed  solace    .        superimposed  unto  placidity    ,    halcyon  song  reconcile  an  aria  infinitesimally  imperceptible  to  the  unassuming  ear    ,    no  sweeter  than  three  carmine  drops  passing  from  chalice  to  champagne  -  marred  oropharynx  ‘till  maelstrom  -  marred  musings  shatter  crystalline  chatoyancy    .

a  ring    ,    a  ring    ,    a  headache    ,    TRANSIENT  TRANQUILITY    marred  by  shrapnel  through  atria    ,    no  doubt    .        all  is  quiet    .

                                    ❝      this  is  her    ...        could  i  ask  where  you  are    ?     ❞        

damnéd  spot    ,    chris  argent’s  liberal  application  of  debt  incarnadine  damns  us  to  the  mercies  of  marred  agents  fractured  through  inhuman  tendencies    .        cold    ,    quivering  alloys  piercing  thinly  -  veiled  corporal  manifestations    .        to  dread  the  wielding  of  weapons    ,    to  anticipate  with  shivering  adrenal  impulses  the  breath  drawn  before  a  shot    .        the  soprano’s  solo  reaches  its  silken  melody    ,    landing  further  and  further      (    and  louder  and  louder  and  louder  and  louder    )      still  landing  ‘neath  deafened  ears    .

settled  sweets  abandoned  to    SACROSANCT  VISIONS    ,    MARKÉD  ANOMIE    .    such  is  the  fate  of  halcyon  -  singed  souls    ,    tidings  drip  sanguine  scintillations  towards  a  heart  aflutter  in  aurum  ornamentals   /  halcyoness  reaching  through  eons  marred  through  bloodstained  money    .        how  sacred    &    how  sweet  the  living  breath    ,      she  muses    .        trailing  behind  the  boot  is  a  silken  melody  aloft  visceral  volume    .        the  halcyoness  to  rise  above  a  deafening  melody    .

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yoon se-ri

↳ tvN’s crash landing on you (2019)

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oh wow.

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oh  god  everything  is  awful

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little women (2019) sentence starters.

“ not a first attempt, i take it. “

“ people want to be amused, not preached at. “

“ what do they write, your trouble-making family? “

“ you can do nothing if you go back. “

“ who will you dance with, ____? “

“ i never dance. “

“ i already feel ridiculous. i don’t want to look it. “

“ i can’t get over my disappointment in being a girl. “

“ ____, would you like to dance with me? “

“ you can laugh if you want to. it’s funny, i know. “

“ oh, ____, you’ll kill yourself for fashion one of these days. “

“ i would love to read what you’re writing, if you’ll trust me. “

“ i feel caught. “

“ do you want to know what i honestly think of you? i despise you. “

“ i despise you. “

“ with every chance of being good, happy and useful, you are lazy, faulty and miserable. “

“ well, selfish people do like to talk about themselves. “

“ you think i’m beautiful? “

“ yes, you like that, you old vanity. “

“ with all these good things to enjoy, you find nothing to do but dawdle. “

“ i’ll be good for you, ____. i’ll be good. “

“ aren’t you ashamed of a hand like that? looks like it’s never done a day of work in its life. “

“ i feel sorry for you. i really do. i just wish you’d bear it better. “

“ i’d be respected if i couldn’t be loved. “

“ has no one ever talked to you like this before? “

“ why be ashamed of what you want? “

“ we can’t do much, but we can make our little sacrifices and do it gladly. “

“ i detest rude, unladylike girls. “

“ i know you don’t care what i think, but you don’t want ____ to find you like this, do you? “

“ i don’t see how you can write such splendid things. you’re a regular shakespeare. “

“ ____, you look tired. were you up again all night writing? “

“ boys scare me, and that big old house scares me. “

“ don’t say such despicable things! “

“ i like strong words that mean something. “

“ i intend to make my own way in the world. “

“ you don’t know what ____ loves. “

“ well, it’s possible to be right and foolish. “

“ i can’t afford to lose this position. “

“ i’m not scared of anyone. “

“ you have always had a talent for getting out of the hard parts of life. “

“ don’t be a baby and whine about it. “

“ i think you’d hate to poke in where you’re not wanted. “

“ i told you i’d make you pay, and i did! “

“ i really did want to hurt you. “

“ don’t let the sun go down on your anger. “

“ you don’t deserve my forgiveness. “

“ i will hate you! i will hate you forever! “

“ if ____ had died, it would’ve been my fault. “

“ what is wrong with me? “

“ i’ve made so many resolutions, and i’ve written sad notes, and i’ve cried over my sins… but it just doesn’t seem to help. “

“ when i get in a passion, i get so savage. i could hurt anyone and i’d enjoy. “

“ you remind me of myself. “

“ i’m angry nearly every day of my life. “

“ i am not patient by nature. but after all this time, i’m learning to not let it get the better of me. “

“ i hope you’ll do a great deal better than me. “

“ there are some natures too noble to curb and too lofty to bend. “

“ i miss everything. “

“ i said hi to the horses. they’re very nice. “

“ what would ____ say? “

“ let me have my fun tonight. i’ll be desperately good for the rest of my life. “

“ i try to be contented, but it is hard. “

“ i don’t want to see you. “

“ ____, don’t be mad at me. “

“ i’m a failure. “

“ why give up? you have so much talent and energy. “

“ talent isn’t genius. and no amount of energy can make it so. “

“ i want to be great or nothing. “

“ i’m of middling talent. “

“ i’ve always known i’m going to marry rich. why should i be ashamed of that? “

“ i believe we have some power over who we love. it isn’t something that just happens to a person. “

“ i think the poets might disagree. “

“ i’m not a poet, i’m just a woman. “

“ don’t sit there and tell me that marriage isn’t an economic proposition, because it is. it may not be for you, but it most certainly is for me. “

“ you look beautiful. you are beautiful. “

“ i love to listen to you read, ____, but i love it better when you read stories you’ve written. “

“ i’m very sick and you must do what i say. “

“ i’ll only plague ____ if i go, so i might as well stay and plague you longer. “

“ don’t marry ____. “

“ i have been second to ____ my whole life in everything. “

“ i will not be the person you settle for just because you can’t have ____. i won’t. i won’t do it. “

“ i won’t do this. not when i’ve spent my entire life loving you. “

“ we barely have enough to feed ourselves. “

“ don’t say that. don’t say that. “

“ i’ve had a very long time to think about this and… i’m not afraid. it’s like the tide going out. it goes out slowly, but it can’t be stopped. “

“ i’ll stop this. i stopped it before. “

“ we… we can’t stop god’s will. “

“ god hasn’t met my will yet. what i will shall be done. “

“ you are your family’s hope now. “

“ please fight. don’t go quietly. fight. please, please, just fight to the end and be loud, and don’t just quietly go away, ____. “

“ thank god you’re home. thank god for you. “

“ we can leave. we can leave right now. “

“ i can make a life for us. “

“ let’s just run away together. “

“ you will get bored of ____ in two years, and we will be interesting forever. “

“ just because my dreams are different than yours doesn’t mean they’re unimportant. “

“ i want a home. and a family. and i’m willing to work and struggle. “

“ i just hate that you’re leaving me. don’t leave. “

“ i’m not leaving you. “

“ i’d rather be a free spinster and paddle my own canoe. “

“ i can’t believe childhood is over. “

“ it was going to end one way or another. “

“ i may not always be right, but i’m never wrong. “

“ i’m just not good, so i’m angry and restless. “

“ you don’t have to stay here, ____. “

“ i have loved you ever since i’ve known you. i couldn’t help it. “

“ i tried to show you and you wouldn’t let me. but i must make you hear now and give me an answer, because i can’t go on like this! “

“ i figured you’d love me, ____. and i realize i’m not half good enough. “

“ you’re a great deal too good for me. “

“ i don’t see why i can’t love you as you want me to. i don’t know why. “

“ i can’t change how i feel. “

“ it would be a lie to say i do when i don’t. “

“ i can’t love anyone else, ____. i only love you. “

“ let’s be happy together, ____! “

“ i can’t say yes truly, so i’m not going to say it at all. “

“ you’ll see that i’m right eventually and you’ll thank me for it. “

“ look at me! i’m homely, and i’m awkward, and i’m odd. and you’d be ashamed of me. “

“ ____, i don’t believe i’ll ever marry. i’m happy as i am, and i love my liberty too well to be in any hurry to give it up. “

“ i think you’ll find someone and love them. and you will live and die for them. because that’s your way, and you will. “

“ you’re much too lonely here, ____. “

“ i ruined our friendship with my temper, just as i ruin everything. “

“ if i was a girl in a book, this would all be so easy. just give up the world happily. “

“ do you love ____? “

“ i care more to be loved. i want to be loved. “

“ wanting to be loved is not the same as loving. “

“ i’m so sick of people saying that love is all that a woman is fit for, i’m so sick of it. “

“ i’m just so lonely. “

“ i don’t despise you, ____. “

“ i just didn’t love you as i should. “

“ the worst fate is to live my life without you in it. “

“ are you in love? “

“ i want to say one thing and then put it away forever. i’ve always loved you. “

“ i think it was meant this way. “

“ could we still be friends though, ____, please? “

“ life is too short to be angry at one’s sister. “

“ i started something, but i don’t think it’s very good. “

“ maybe it doesn’t seem important because people don’t write about it. “

“ writing doesn’t confer importance. it reflects it. “

“ when did you become so wise? “

“ i don’t want you leave. i want you to stay. “

“ i would never leave if you wish me to stay. “

“ i have nothing to give you, ____. “

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Son Ye-jin at the 56th Baeksang awards

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WE CAN MAKE THIS BETTER. BUT WE'RE NOT. YES WE WILL. // WE'RE JUST LOOKING FOR SOMETHING INSIDE US TO KILL. // I'M NOT DONE, YET. I’M NOT DONE YET // DOWNTIME IS NEVER MET WITH AN OVERJOYED GRIN, 'CAUSE SLEEP & DEATH HAVE ALWAYS BEEN CONJOINED TWINS.

EGO DEATH: A "COMPLETE LOSS OF SUBJECTIVE SELF - IDENTITY". THE TERM IS USED IN VARIOUS INTERTWINED CONTEXTS, WITH RELATED MEANINGS. IN JUNGIAN PSYCHOLOGY THE SYNONYMOUS TERM PSYCHIC DEATH IS USED, WHICH REFERS TO A FUNDAMENTAL TRANSFORMATION OF THE PSYCHE.

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☼ ･*｡ﾟ  :    @diamvnd​

indomitable  force  seeps  beneath  silver  silks    .    everclear  determination    ,    met  in  tandem  with  steely  tides  compressed  into  two  women    .    how  worlds  do  collide    !!        ❝      helen cho    .    i  believe  we’ve  never  met  before    .     ❞  

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☼ ･*｡ﾟ  :    @sihlvr​​

had  fate  illumined  those  lachrymose  digits    ?        acedia  stains  a  visage  carmine  -  red  as  she  drinks  from  a  chalice  of  discordance    .    scintillating  stones  ‘neath  adamantine  clavicles  illuminate  vested  intentions    .        ❝      you've  never  helped  me  before   .    so  why  approach  me  with  this  unreasonable  proposition  now    ?     ❞

[seojuhyun]

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☼ ･*｡ﾟ  @wonwars​  uttered :    ‘ what’s the truth? ‘

symphonies  alight  ‘twixt  halcyonic  requiems    ,        a  heart  aflutter  with  acrimonious  whispers  in  the  midst  of  carnal  rot    .    deification  sits  on  his  right  hand    /    sanctification  sits  on  his  left    .    quivering  petals  shrink  beneath  iniquity  -  bearing  ivories    .    what  countenance  bears  the  lachrymosity  envisaged  ‘pon  the  lark’s  browbone    !    she  sighs  in  aurumnal  gusts    .        ❝      i’m  sure  you  already  know  what  happened    ,   steve    .    there’s  nothing  left  to  say                    i  was  just  doing  what  i  thought  was  right    .     ❞        disillusioned  sylph  blooms  crumble  ‘neath  sacrosanct  façades    .