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momentarily lost access to this account ( and had a busy week of nonstop work ) — so things will be done here tomorrow! thanks for being patient guys

#❛ X. ┇ ' FLOAT YOURSELF: tbd.#( i'm over on voleuri for the day )

hadreasons-blog

jumping between here & another blog but! hit that heart for a starter maybe?

#❛ X. ┇ ' THE SHADOWS THEY SPEAK: ooc.#one more time since i posted this super late;;;#to be done after work

jumping between here & another blog but! hit that heart for a starter maybe?

#❛ X. ┇ ' THE SHADOWS THEY SPEAK: ooc.#everyone here seems super sweet wtf #this is such a nice change i'm yell i n g #forgive me for being super quiet here tho!!!#i am but a shy meme

@heavenscanning

irreverent boy your bitterness swallowed and forced down rises back up, burning like bile in the back of your throat. it sears and rolls like waves on the ocean, choppy and thick, threatening to drown you in your past decisions. regret comes as flashes as does the guilt. never a killer. shouldn't have been. too late for that now.

he's building walls up faster than his own heart can beat with a nervous energy. shoulders tense, chin raises— he swallows hard and the motion hurts. fingers curl inwards and press stinging shapes into his palm. it doesn't do anything for the red that stains his hands, but it helps him feel protected.

the last time they were alone, it ended with Bellamy’s fists in his face and the heavy promise of death trailing him with each and every step. murphy isn’t certain that the threat has been put to rest.

❛ what do you want me to say? I'm sorry? ❜

#heavenscanning #❛ X. ┇ ' NO RHYME OR REASON: default.#( wow?????? wow )#( i have no clue what i'm doing love me )

How does a kid who's loved by his parents turn into a murdering psychopath? He gets the flu. His FATHER steals medicine that turns out wouldn't help anyway. Gets floated for it and his MOTHER, she starts drinking pretty heavily after that and the last words she says to him before he finds her in a pool of her own vomit is that HE KILLED HIS FATHER. | penned by fern.

#❛ X. ┇ ' EVERYONE LOOK: promo.#the 100 rp #indie rp #john murphy rp #yeah??? yeah