#yeah??? yeah

[walmartcowboy]

20 mins late where I am but!!! Happy Hawwoween!!!

here's my persona dressed as dr habit from smile for me :)

[ohshanksno]

Cobylu,,

[archfraggle]

I feel good but not in a good way you get it?? Like oh I feel so GOOD right now but something awful is fast approaching, or maybe its already here haunting the corners of my vision and even of my mind but I'd be happy about that too!!!!!! Seems dandy. Seems fun

[ozonecologne]

Hi! I have a question! I saw your post about your autistic Jack headcanon, I liked it but I was wondering where the difference was to when Cas first appeared and had no clue about things like social stuff and being too blunt, the learning how to do that? Sorry I hope I don't come off as rude, it's a genuine question!!!

I don’t think there has to be a difference! Lots of people read Castiel as being on the autism spectrum as well! 

A little clarification on my personal thoughts under the cut:

I think where I draw my distinction between Jack and Cas lies in the 1) specific behaviors that Jack exhibits (there are More Of Them and we are shown them in more detailed and intimate ways than with Castiel, and plus, where their behavior overlaps it took years to develop in Castiel, and just one in Jack – that makes me think this is more central to Jack’s inherent character than it is to Castiel’s) 

and 2) fact that Jack is part-human / mostly human and has grown up in human society around other humans for his entire life, as short as it may be. Castiel, on the other hand, has always been a non-human entity that was far removed from Earth society when we were introduced to him. I’m not exactly saying that alien lifeforms can’t have autism, but I personally consider Castiel’s character in relation to other beings differently than I consider Jack’s. In my mind, Castiel’s just too different from human beings for me to consider him autistic, even if some of his behaviors match up. 

Related to this: similar to the way that animalistic characters have been coded black (Supernatural is guilty of this!), autistic people have had to deal with being called “aliens” and othered in extreme ways for far too long, and as someone who is not autistic I am hesitant to contribute to that cultural discourse by labeling a non-human character as representative of autism.

Does all that make sense?

It is very different for someone who is autistic to treasure a character because they relate to their situation. I am so glad that Castiel’s character has made visible both struggles and most magical parts of being autistic to a mainstream audience. Again, this is my own personal configuration of these characters (for which there is considerable overlap, of course!!) and in no way meant to invalidate how other people read may Castiel <3 I fully support autistic!Cas.

[looselucy]

Do each of your stories have epilogues? I absolutely love reading epilogues and seeing what the future is like for the characters because I get SO emotionally attached

Yeah…. I think they all do, yeah.

[hadreasons-blog]

How does a kid who's loved by his parents turn into a murdering psychopath?   He gets the flu. His FATHER steals medicine that turns out wouldn't help anyway. Gets floated for it and his MOTHER, she starts drinking pretty heavily after that and the last words she says to him before he finds her in a pool of  her own vomit is that   HE KILLED HIS FATHER.     |        penned by fern.  

[steviestraight]

human tonight // stunter

Stevie collapsed onto the couch next to her brother in defeat, who had spent most of the past half hour calmly watching her as she paced around, trying to find someone to watch Lex. It wasn’t as if Lex couldn’t be left alone, but she didn’t think she was quite ready for that. Even if it was just a friend, someone always stopped in and hung out with him while she went out. And though tonight she had a date (she thought it was a date at least) with Hunter, all her friends were busy and she respected her brother’s status as a teenager too much to call an actual sitter. Turning to her brother, Stevie opened her mouth to say something before Lex immediately interrupted. “You’re not cancelling, Steves. I promise I won’t run away if you go out for a few hours.” Shooting him a glare, Stevie glanced down at her phone, toying with an idea that wasn’t all that appealing. Though obviously Hunter knew she had a little brother, he didn’t know that she was said little brother’s legal guardian. Granted, she’d have to share more of her life with him eventually, but for now, she wasn’t sure she was ready for that.

One glance at Lex, however, and his obvious insistence that she keep trying to get to know her soul mate, told her that she would just have to be ready anyway. “In the mood for pizza?” she asked, typing up a quick text to Hunter, explaining that she needed to stay in but he was welcome to come over, including her address. Lex’s face immediately lit up, the TV show he’d absently been watching immediately forgotten. “As in he’s coming over and I get to meet him? Is that what you mean by pizza? Because yes. Otherwise, I’m thinking sushi...?”

Rolling her eyes, Stevie stood, glancing around at the apartment. It was actually pretty clean, no thanks to her brother’s inability to clean up after himself. “Maybe. If you do me a favor and make this living room look presentable while I finish getting ready.” She was still in her sweats and her hair was a matted mess, and upon catching sight of herself in the hall mirror, Stevie wrinkled her nose. “If he gets here, answer the door and try not to be too weird, okay? Like just be your normal level of weird.” A poorly aimed pillow flew past her head and hit the wall, causing Stevie to laugh as she went to her room, glancing down at her phone to see if Hunter had texted back yet.