the other girls had gone to get ice cream, leaving just you and minji on the sandy beach. the outing was suggested by danielle and somehow you were dragged into it as well. you wiped your clammy hands on the mat below you, leaning your head onto minji’s shoulder. the girl softened at your touch and placed her head onto yours.
slowly, your hand reached for hers, intertwining your fingers together as you watched the sunset. you were sufficiently tired out. hyein had managed to make you chase her around the beach the whole day, draining your energy. even after chasing hyein, you were forced to swim with hanni and danielle, discussing the newest idol drama shows. and after that, you had an intense debate with haerin about dogs and cats. safe to say, you were ready to pass out. minji had brought you to the shore, laying a mat out and bringing fruit juice to you.
“yn unnie, are you sleepy?” minji mumbles. your eyelids fluttered open, eyes crinkling into a smile and nodding.
“yeah, hyein tired me out so much.”
minji scoffs, laughing, “it’s not too late to back out.”
you frown, pinching her arm, “don’t say that, jinnie. i won’t leave you so easily.”
“why won’t you?”
“because i love you, minji. what type of question is that?” you ask, suddenly straightening up. minji winces, sighing and untangling your fingers from hers.
“i treated you like shit, unnie. i still don’t understand why you forgave me. seriously, if i were you, i would have never gave myself a second chance,” minji says, running her fingers through her hair, “i guess, i’m still unsure why you still want me.”
your gaze softens. to be frank, you had no idea why you forgave her either. if it was anyone else that came back begging, you would have gotten a restraining order and more.
“do i need a reason?” minji nods. “because you’re kim minji,” you place a hand on her cheek, caressing it softly, “we all make mistakes, especially since it’s our first. you’ve already apologised, why should i delay my happiness any longer?”
“but… unnie, i admitted to wanting to hurt you.”
you smile, “i know. and i still forgive you, because i’ve had those same thoughts before. when you came to talk things out, i was tempted to make you chase after me. but i don’t gain anything out of that.”
minji still looks unsure, uncertainty filling her eyes as she continues, “how could you have trusted me so easily?”
“can it be called love if there aren’t any risks? i was willing to risk my feelings and security to be with you, minji. in every universe, i’ll do the same. i gave you the benefit of doubt then, to enjoy every day after with you. i have no idea why i forgive you either, maybe it’s because you’re minji. maybe it was fate that brought you back to me. but do the reasons matter, when i have you in my arms again?”
the soft sounds of the waves crashing at the shore fade into the back. there’s no distinct chatter anymore. it’s just you and minji, staring at each other. her hair swirls in the wind, eyebrows furrowed as she takes in your every word. it’s moments like this that you gave up your guard for. you think about all the memories you shared with minji. it was all worth it.
“i can’t say that i’ve given myself to you completely, but just know i’m halfway there. let me be your other half for now,” you whisper, “to complete you.”
minji groans, “you can’t say these type of things. it makes me feel… i don’t know, feelings?”
“i make you feel feelings?” you grin, admiring the blush that slowly spreads across minji’s cheeks.
“yes?”
“that’s good,” you take minji’s hands into yours, “since you make me feel feelings too.”
your girlfriend smiles, one filled with affection. she brings your hands to her lips, placing one single kiss on them.
“i won’t let you regret your choice, ever.”
you feel warmth bubble inside you. your heart feels full. full of love and adoration.
“i’ll never make you feel that way ever again.” another kiss.
“i’ll give you my everything. my love, my patience, my body, soul, my heart. i’ll give you all my attention.” she leaves one more kiss on your hands, staring up at you with hooded eyes. you receive her signal, smirking and pulling her in for minji to place a final kiss on your lips.
Note: the last photo is the reason why han gave it another try (bonus photo btw) i recommend listening to “the story of us” taylor swift while reading this btw
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Synopsis: You, who still haven't moved on from your ex non-labeled relationship, constantly post about her on your social media just so she could maybe notice you. That's until one post goes viral about you, catching the attention of the ex you still love.
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