Minmin in a playlist
Big好き (suki) - &TEAM
Got that lovesick, time ticking I love you so much I feel like I might burst
Anyone who knows Haemin knows that he is a self proclaimed romantic. He's spent countless hours watching romantic movies and tv series, always wanting to find something that looks and feels like it. So when Haemin falls in love he falls quite hard and way too deeply than is probably healthy for him. Being an introvert and on the shyer side of things he tends to pine quietly and from afar, although his blushing cheeks probably give him away. He's gotten better about vocalising his wants and needs so maybe… next time he falls for a person he'll actually have the guts to tell them.
Idea of You - ARTY, Eric Nam
Do I miss you? Or do I just miss the idea of you?
Since he falls for people hard, the breakup stage hits different too. Well, it's been mostly situationships but those count too! Haemin is a notorious people pleaser and his mental 'I can fix them' gymnastics sets him up to be in relationships that aren't necessarily healthy. He doesn't want to give up on people because everyone deserves a shot at happiness, even as he's slowly falling apart trying to keep whatever it is they afloat. But hopefully after some soul searching (and self help books) he can finally get some positive growth and reflect on if he actually misses the relationship or the ideal version of it he built up in his head.
Fight Song - Rachel Platten
And it's been two years, I miss my home But there's a fire burning in my bones
Yes, this song is corny as hell but hear me out, so is Haemin. As I've said before Haemin is truly the gentlest soul who wants nothing more than to bring happiness and comfort to people. Unfortunately by giving everything and then some, he's been trying to pour from a cup that's empty which, you know, is not it. After a few realisations he's now in his personal growth era and being his own goddamn champion instead of the quiet wallflower he used to be. Is he more cynical and jaded? I don't think so, but he's definitely been working on his assertiveness and boundaries.
Save Myself - Ed Sheeran
To where I'm rescuing a stranger Just because they needed saving just like that
Oh look, another song that emphasises just how much Haemin ruined himself by trying to be people's everything. The old him would either give you his jacket or literally set himself on fire if you told him you were cold. Like, he was (and still kind of is) an open book who gives himself freely to others which, in the hands of more manipulative and evil people, could be disastrous. Luckily he's always been very lucky with friends (according to himself). Now that he's older and more grown, he's come to realise that boundaries are a healthy part of life and that he really should be drawing the line in the sand to protect his own well being.
Shift - The Rose
I know you need me You know I care
As much as I've been harping on about him being able to draw healthy boundaries that still doesn't change the fact that at his core he is someone who needs to be needed and wants to love and nurture those who perhaps haven't received enough of it. This song is dedicated to his best (and childhood) friend @lgcminkyu. What started out as some drunken idiocy and a mutual longing for human connection has maybe started the wheels turning in Haemin's head about what life could be like together… But he knows his friend would push him away to protect his heart but being stubborn and optimistic, he's certain that with time and showing up consistently will be key.












