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[hailingonjupiter]

what a sad thought you have

to think i will listen to your hurtful words

as though i will behave just for you

i am a woman

don’t you know that we are the strongest dandelions in the spring time

all you see is the seeds flying away after your huffs

the roots are planted, untouched

unbothered by your stomping.

[hailingonjupiter]

when i am happy, i glow just like you do

i laugh at the same things you do

and just like you, trust will always be my biggest battle.

and when i am angry, and my blood is boiling, and i can’t gather the right words, i speak with no filter

just like you.

just like you

those same synapses light up in my brain.

so i figure as much as i despise who you are when you are angry

it’s also in my blood, and it is chemical.

I’ll never win this war

[hailingonjupiter]

the possibility of not our problems not being worked out

that is the definition of a murder.

a flower that grew over a year

so much sunshine and rain to nurture

for something to rip that out of the ground

after we protected it for so long

but i knew that putting the plant on the porch was dangerous for it.

i had a feeling something would knock it over

a gust of wind, an animal

i didn’t prevent it , but you always checked on it

i didn’t

that is the definition of a murder.

[hailingonjupiter]

all of the offense if you’ve ever treated me like shit for absolutely no reason because i am a good friend. i keep every secret you tell me to myself, i would never subtweet you on social media to hurt you, I won’t shut you out for talking to someone i don’t like for your own personal reason. i’ll care about you with all my heart, and i will always be there. i am strong and brave and losing one more person at this point can only help me more than hurt me because i will never lose someone in my life that was meant to be there.

[hailingonjupiter]

fuck all of that “you’re so pretty, you two look so cute together”, or “he could never get someone that looks better than you”

i don’t care for that.

when someone tells me “you are good for him”, or “you two make each other better people”, or “you are what he needs”; that is what makes me happy.

that is all i wanna hear.