âOh, I was forgetting my book.â
âYeah, I wouldnât want to lose books right now. With NEWTs and all.â
âExactly. There.â
âGreat. I hope youâre not forgetting something else.â
âI think it was just the book.â
âEvans. Why did you kiss me yesterday?â
âI donât know.â
*peeks out from behind a curtain* ummmm hi hello i know it's been forever since i've posted anything jily & i know y'all are waiting so so patiently on earthquake drillsâbut here's just a sexy little drabble that's been wasting away in my drafts that i hope makes up for how absent i've been okayyyy goodbye
rated E [ bit explicit past the keep reading ]
Fingers slip my shoulders, never content with one place; her mouth a measured, undulant press. Every kiss preceded and followed by slow blinking eyes. She is trying something strange, and unhurriedâunendurably good.
What devastates quickest is her breath, the wide and airy sound of it, the way it eddies toward a whimper but shies away at the last second; loitering, instead, at the very edge of pleasure.
I am right there with her.
I have to be on the Quidditch pitch in fifteen minutes.
The first Lily Evans kissed me I was sure it was just the proving of a point: To herself, orâand far more likelyâto me. Look: I can kiss you and leave. Look: Youâre not so irresistible as you think. Look: Weâre just two mouths kissing, and weâre unchanged.
Butâ
Then she paused, and pulled off, and looked at me, openly: her body pressed against the arch of a tower window, her hands gone still where they twisted up in my robes, the impulse to prove seeming to dissolve quite swiftly with just one quick breath, with a hand sliding up my neck (warm, careful)âwith another, slower kiss; soft and unassuming and new.
There was that afternoon, autumn sunlight nestled in her hairâand then there were anxious eyes finding me from across the common room; and fingers brushing mine in a crowded hallway; and notes, little notes, little burn after readings; and always her irritation, sweet and tangy as she tugs me along, off into various broom closets; into hidden curves of corridors; into the dusty Prefect office after long, tedious meetingsâand then her mouth, oh her mouth: ever quick and chiding and breathless; slipped over mine in spite of itself.
And the secrecy doesnât vex me, not like I thought it might; because itâs Lily, itâs Evans, itâs her quick anger and her implacable moxie and her cheeks getting hot each time she falls into me, over me, irritated with how long it takes to pull our bodies from their mortal confines and press together till the going gets goodâthen good, then great, then holy fucking hell, Potter, whereâd you learn to use your tongue like that? Actuallyâno, no, I donât want to know, donât answer, just keepâsweet Merlin and all his earthly offspring, donât you dare think of stopping.
I am used to her speed, her demand; the hard yearning. But thisâLily tucked between my legs where I lean on a desk in a fourth-floor classroomâthis, I am unaccustomed to.
A slow, specific temptation. Pushing in just to pull away.
My hands flip underneath her skirt, impatient; find hips like flower petals, just as soft. âI have to go.â
âThen go,â she says placidly, kissing cheek and jaw; earlobe taken gently between teeth. My hands sweep up bare skin; she moves into my body. Kisses me tenderly. There is growing precedence, in my trousers, for the immediate cancellation of practice. Hands slipping, slipping, till one unjoins in favor of a most secret place and Lily gasps.
âPotter.â
âI have to go,â I groan, throat undone with a lethargic, irritated exhale, two fingers pinned to the heat of her. Her hips roll over the site; tongue ruthless at my earlobe, flicking and sucking and brutish.
âThen why the fuck,â she growls, âare you touching me like that?â
âI donât want to have to go,â I answer, pathetically, pressing my palm up into her till her hips roll hard, once, and her face falls into my neck, open-mouthed.
âOh, fuck me,â she whimpersâand I want to, I do, and I ease one finger inside of her and fingernails dig straight into my shoulders, gripping so tight itâs painful. I arch my neck and find hers, press a hot, insistent tongue to her pulse, sucking. Add another finger and press the pair insistently; feel hips writhing, feel her breath rush out in a wail that pivots immediately to laughter, unbelieving, caught between teeth. âOh, fuck you.â
And then sheâs pushing my fingers and hands off of her, backing away recklessly till she hits the edge of another desk, skin flushed all the way up her neck, flushed where her collar lay open.
Lungs heaving for air.
My own pulse, chaotic; cock completely aggrieved, straining stupidly against trouser zips.
My palms empty without her.
âYou arsehole.â
âLilyââ
âDonât Lily me.â
And so Iâm leftâwretched, hotâto watch the pretty blush persist, to watch shaky fingers fly up through the mess of her hair, down the skirt I creased with such eagernessâsuch misdirected urgency.
She closes her eyes. Shakes her head, minutely. Inhales, sharply. Curls her fingers into fists.
I so wish she would screamâso wish she would shove me, or slap me, or demand something like repentance, to atone for these sins. Leave me wasted. Leave me wanting, like I have her.
But she just sighs, heavy. Opens her eyes. Tilts her chin with new clarity. Says, calmly, âSuppose Iâll just have to take care of myself, then.â
As if the damage isnât already done. As if Iâm not sitting here, two fingers stained in her.
I swallow hard. Bow my head, briefly. Resist the urge to groan. Loudly. She knows what Iâve done to herâdone to myself.
âThink Iâll do it right here.â
I look up.
Lily shifts her hips backward and up, hands propped on the edge of the desk till sheâs sitting, leaning slightly backâthighs spread.
My fingers dig brutally into the wood below. I stare at the places where her skirt slips up, at the tormenting swathe of upper-thigh. PinkenedâIâm horrified to findâby my own recent touch.
âMaybe Iâll think of the first time we fucked.â
I cut my head to the side, instantlyâas if to say please, I canât handle that right now.
A plea she ignores. âIâm sure you remember.â
She knowsâand I know she knows, eyes darkening, lips partingâthat should I be Obliviated to such a degree of forgetting even my own name, my own history, I would still remember the cataclysm I suffered, body and soul, as she had asked me, so gently, in all seriousness, in all earnestness, to shag herâin a musty closet off a second floor corridor, silencioed to an absolute fore, her green eyes wide and blown out as she slipped a hand down my pants and touched me; ruined meâfor then, and forever.
I want to go to her, now; she knows. I want to blow off practice. I want to make her scream.
âAnd maybe Iâll think of you sitting right there, watching me.â She tilts her head, just barely to one side, and a river of red falls over one shoulder. âI know you like it best when Iâm wearing nothing but skirt and stockings.â
I dip my chin to my chest in the name of self-preservation. If I think of the image, now, I will forsake aerial sport for the rest of my life.
âMaybe,â she murmurs. âIâll think about the look in your eyes when you come.â
I canât stand it. âFuckingââ
âYes, thatâs generally when it happens.â My head snaps up and she is all elusive light, all bravado and pink cheeks and slowly-blinking lashes.
âReally, Potterâdonât you have somewhere to be?â
I do. I do.
My fingers push off the desk and I sway forward where I stand, drawn to her, watching as she watches me, carefully, a piece of hairârebellious, scarletâfalling along one cheek. Her legs swung so carelessly over the edge.
I smooth my hands down the front of my shirt and call upon every ounce of self-will to regain someâanyâmodicum of composure. I ought to flee. I ought to turn my face from her and march directly out of the classroom without so much as a backward glance, without a single thought to how she felt, writhing over my hand.
ButâI am weak. I make another mistake.
I step right up against her and hear the quick inhaleâfrom her, from me? from both?âand close my eyes and lean down to her ear and kiss the skin just below it and say, âIâll make it up to you.â
When I pull back, find her flush, I see her jaw working. I repeat, earnestly. âIâll make it up to you.â
âWhen?â
âAfter practice.â
She stares at me a momentâand something plays over her, something separate from our little dance; something real. I want to chase that; want to say, I would do anything for you, Lily. Anything at all.
But maybeâmaybe she already knows.
âYou know where Iâll be.â
I look at her just a second longer, just long enough to see her start to smileâand then I turn and leave the classroom for good, a sorry shell for a boy.
Prepared, entirely, to be an absolutely useless captain.
ncjsdkncjsd ginny is objectively the better quidditch player between her and harry. i mean harry definitely has skills, he has a natural talent for flying and all. but ginnyâs been training herself to fly and play since she was six, and had only been improving since then. not to mention, she was able to substitute harry âgreatest seeker at the timeâ potterâs quidditch position, win a match in his place, and can play both chaser AND seeker, which are two completely different playing positions. ginny also went on to play professionally, which means her body and mind has spent years playing intense quidditch, maybe even internationally. point is that, maybe if it was by raw talent, harry would win. but being a quidditch player takes more than talent, it takes constant training and developed instincts to be the better one, and ginny has all of those. harry is the better flyer, but ginny is the better quidditch player. goodnight
I actually finished it! Soulmate AU for the first day of trope week @jilyfest
word count: 5.2kÂ
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âWhat kind of person could they be if our shared mark is a pair of antlers on my arse?â asks Lily, craning her neck to stare at the ink, stark against her pale skin. No matter how hard she glares at it, it remains there.
Behind her, Marlene snickers. âItâs not on your arse,â she says, barely managing to keep the laughter out of her voice, âItâs right above your arse.â
She directs her glare to the blonde who still had tear tracks down her cheek from the initial bout of laughter. âBecause that makes things so much better,â she snaps, âWho the fuck thinks âhey a pair of antlers as a tramp stamp is great idea for a soulmarkâ?â
âMaybe itâs a symbol for something,â she says, winding a lock of hair around her finger before prodding the mark once more. Lily squawks and jumps away from her while the other girl just grins wickedly. âMaybe youâre soulmate likes it up-â
âIf you donât want me to cut off your tongue youâll stop right there,â she warns. Lily glances back at the mirror, bemoaning the appearance of the mark. âIf I ever meet this fucker Iâm punching him in the dick.â
âOr the tit,â Marlene chirps, âDonât let heteronormativity rule your life.â
âShut up Marlene.â
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Soulmarks werenât rare, but they also werenât exactly common. It was like a sunshower, a blue moon, a six petal flower on a four petal bush. Different, unexpected, but not rare.
Itâs a topic tied into all their subjects; historians told the stories of those who shared the bond, the power they held when stood side by side, waging war and ruling men, the poets spoke about the special brand of intimacy shared only between lovers of the kind, a bond that ran deeper than anything else, while science tried to prove it with fact, a genetic anomaly, perhaps natural selection taking place, making it easier to find a desirable mate. For centuries theyâve been attempts to explain them- platonic, romantic and in between- but no one can ever agree and soon it just became a thing, accepted just like that.
(It falls in between questions of why do you taste like heartbreak and ash? how does a person manage to have galaxies in their eyes? what is that pain in my chest when you leave me?)
(Thereâre no answers and one answer. Love, the most dangerous thing of them all.)
They all learn about it, but learning and experiencing are two completely different things. They never tell you that you feel the pain of it appearing, like a million needles pressed into your skin at the same time, the place where it grows warm and irritated, and it leaves you feeling as though thereâs a gaping wound in your chest for days.
They never tell you that remain hurting and raw, craving something that you never had in the first place. A kind of want that drives you mad.
It happened while she was in class, carrying out a chem lab with Marlene and the wave of pain hit so hard, so intense, that she dropped a beaker of sulphuric acid and felt like her spine was being cleaved in two, from the base up. She told a lie about cramps through clenched teeth, and Marlene helped her hobble out of class, almost collapsing on the cool bathroom tile as another wave of pain passes.
headcanon that Mr. James Potter had a lot of beauty marks and Ms. Lily Evans loved drawing shapes between them. Her favourite was on Jamesâ left arm where 5 spots revolved around a single spot like a flower and itâs leaves.Â
Remus: What part of : âIâm studying, do not bother me.â did not you understand?
James: No, Moony. You said : âdisturb me, only in case of extreme emergencyâ
Remus: And Whatâs the emergency now?!
Sirius: Â Extreme boredom emergency!
Remus: âŠâŠ I hate you.
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ps:this is a special thanks for everyone of youâŠI passed 1k followers yesterday!! a big thank to everyone whoâs supported my art!â„â„â„ Â thatâs so incredible!!youâre incredible! THANK YOU! â„â„â„
sirius black, after holding baby harry for the first time: I've only had him for a few seconds but if anything happened to him, i would kill everyone in this room and then myself.
Harryâs relatives have always advocated for muggle rights, his grandfather was called Fleamont and invented a potion for unruly hair that Hermione used for the Yule ball, and Harry was named after his great-grandfather and this just makes me so emotional.Â
 I FUCKING KNEW IT. âHis outspokenness on behalf of the Muggle community was also a strong contributing factor in the familyâs exclusion from the âSacred Twenty-EightâÂ
I HONESTLY FUCKING KNEW IT I AM SO VERKLEMPT
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