halcyondazee

trying to be kind to myself through it all.

[anxeious]

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[seaphine]

I don't have the energy to be a giver anymore. I want to try the role of being appreciated and love and taken care of.

[ceruleanheaven]

how to become good at everything no practice no effort no motivation no passion no talent fast free

[thoughtkick]

“She didn’t need to be saved. She needed to be found and appreciated for exactly who she was.”

— j. iron word

[seaphine]

Do you ever feel like just sitting outside with someone and talking all night?

[covvboytears]

A Burst of Light, Audre Lorde

[maxxie-or-smth]

i cannot kill myself because there is music

[blessphemy]

if you read about any biology you can quickly lose touch with what is astonishing and miraculous vs what is mundane, from animals that steal chloroplasts to become photosynthetic, to cloning technology being old hat, to trees that didn’t biodegrade for tens of millions of years, to naturally occurring lateral gene transfer between vastly different species, to the creation of gametes from adult cells, to the ability of some cancers to induce blood vessel growth, to desert shrimp that lie dormant for years, to the sensitivity of human touch receptors, to the fact that human hardware has a latent ability to see UV but their corneas block those wavelengths, to birds that echolocate and live in caves, to human skin being covered in enzymes that destroy RNA, to individual trees becoming genetic tapestries branch by branch, to life forms that gain energy from the electron potential of metals in their environments, to plants that recognize their siblings and adjust their behavior accordingly when growing next to them, to metamorphosis

which is to say. All of it is miraculous. and all of it is mundane. biology is Chaos vs. Order locking horns forever

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

Suddenly I don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because I have always yearned for someone to understand my soul

[in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine-de]

[what-even-is-thiss]

Fly me round the moon, taking pictures of its ass, break a 50 year long streak away from deep space mission class.

[seaphine]

I understand is a love language, lets figure it out together is a vow.

[faustique]

i take the art of noticing very seriously

[frailbug]

it’s awesome how we have unlimited chances to become a better version of ourselves

[eagans]

(Anne Lamott, Bird by Bird)

[remanence-of-love]

[oncce-againn]

If someone really wants you in their life, they find some way to show it, even with distance, even with work.