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조금은 오글거리지만 내 이야기

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40. 그럴수도 있지

그럴수도 있지 그럴때도 있고 마음가는데로 해 아픈것도 슬픈것도 어쩔수 없잖아

순수했던때로 돌아가지 못하는 이상 시간은 돌이킬수가 없는데

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39. Time to time

A person ,who I can never forget, who makes me remember the scent from the memories, and who bothers my mind when I am fully happy. It's okay because it's all my fault. The other might feel and think the same as me. I know the thousand kinds of apologize are not enough. I never regret what I've chosen. Maybe, months and years after now, only the time would heal our pain. We will be so fine someday. It hasn't come yet. Just deal with it. Patiently.

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38. As predicted

Things do occur whether you wished or not. So, we dont have to feel a lot of guilt. Therefore, we dont have to hate and gossip about what the people think and act differently. When someone asks you for an advice, even though your advise affects the other's decision, the final decision is made by the other. The person might take an advise from you. But that is just a reference. So dont be guilty. Things do happen as they are predicted.

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37. The expression, words

There were many phrases kept me to hold myself in the chaotic filthy continent. I never regret about what kind of life I lived, which experiences I faced, and what kinds of people I had met. Period. I, even now, dont blame anyone because all the choices I've chosen were all mine. However, the ways of living I've built are causing conflict with my loved ones. The generosity to admit the faults and to accept the differences (understanding) doesnt needed only for me. It is required to everyone if we are living together. The warmness and kindness give the hopeful energy. Appreciation is the most important thing. Compliment of small things could bring a huge change. Face it.

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36. Breathe

Dont think this is the last failure you face. Youve came to this world to do wonderful things. You just dont know how to reveal your potential. Dont hesitate what you must to do next. Sometimes, too much agonies leave more complicated thoughts. So, inhale deeply and exhale to start another day.

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35. No one

Theres no one who can really know your feeling. Your innocent feelings are denied with no reasons. Dont care what people say to you. You just go on. What i am really looking for is to know what you want to earn by end of this wars.

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34. 사실은

지갑 잃어버린것 같아서 그게 더 짜증이 나 사람이 뭔데 나한테 상처를 줘 떠나자 모두 그냥 다 버리고 가버려

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33. 그때 그대

한순간 영원할줄 알았던 모든게 한순간 모조리 사라져버릴줄 누가 알았어 누가 알았으면 말좀해주지 괜찮다 또 괜찮아질꺼다

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32. Colour

전혀 어울리지 않은 여러색으로 만들어진 꽃다발 점점 하나의 색으로 다시 피어나 예쁜 모습으로 나타나길

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31. Another path, a new start.

Here's one more shot you can always have. Don't think it's a burden. All the hopes they looks forward to me is not a fear but cheer for me. Although I fail again, there are no one who can blame me. Just believe in yourself. You aint no selfish but just clever enough to judge yourself straight. Baby dont you fear.

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30. Ain't no easy.

Whenever I move a step closer to you, you tend to walk away a step behind of me. There are so many things you don’t want to reveal. The faith between us make our relationship so intimate and so hard as rocks. However, you are trying to test my innocent feelings about you. I really try to concentrate on your eyes, the way you are looking at me. Please don’t inquire. Just believe me.

[haleyhyejilee]

29. 아마도 그렇겠지

다 끝났다고 다 잊었다 생각했는데 어느 순간 나타나겠지 어쩔수 없는거지 그래도 내마음은 끝났으니까 버리자 생각

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28. 드림

어쩌면 지금 이 순간. 즐기는 모든것. 힘내 괜찮으니까 웃어 제발 두려워 하지말고

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27. 벌써 한달

특정한 계기 없이 큰 일 별 탈 없이 지나가고 있어 끝까지 내 위주이지만 앞으론 더 좋은 사람만 만나며 행복한 그림만 그릴테야 이제부터 조금이라도 아쉽고 싶지 않아 역시 애초부터 누군가에게 기대는건 무리였어 나 잖아 잊었어?

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26. 결국엔

좋은 이별은 없단거 알면서 어떻게든 해보려 했어 사실 내가 죽일년이지 솔직히 가끔은 감정없는 싸이코 패스인거 같기도 해 사람이라면 이러면 안되는거 나도 알지 근데 난 더이상 좋은 사람 못할꺼같아 이미 자신이 없었어 미안하단말도 내 스스로 하는게 웃겨 그런말 할 자격도 없잖아

[haleyhyejilee]

25. 부질없는 것들

감정낭비하고 싶지않은데 자꾸 생각하는 기억들 꿈에도 나와서 괴롭히는 너의 생각 그만 하자 제발. 아님 잡던가. 니가 뭘 아는데?

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