꩜

“you can justify anything if you do it poetically enough.” (pfp by hopefulrunaways)

[halfapersonss]

i took a break from this app for a little while but i’m back now to inform yall that i’ve published a new fic !!! it’s jean moreau centric ofc and it’s SHORT but it came to me as soon as i woke up & i decided i would publish it <3 it obv has kevjean (bc its ME lol) but it’s background !!!

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[halfapersonss]

hey so i knda disappeared i’m sorry

[w1ckedgal]

[luckylolabug]

Okay but like. The concept of Chainsaw is actually so insanely perfect for Ronan?? Like this boy is spiraling when she shows up. He’s fighting his brother in parking lots, drinking himself into oblivion, scaring his friends into thinking they’ll find him dead. Gansey is hovering, Adam is sneaking out of the trailer park as soon as Gansey says he's missing (which we can get into how Ronan is worth the risk of sneaking past his dad later because WOOF hello), Noah is the one who’s seen the aftermath before, whose found him in pools of blood. Ronan’s whole deal at that point is destruction + self destruction.

And then. He pulls a bird out of his dreams. But not just a bird. Like not some big impressive hunting bird to flex about. She’s a BABY. She’s small and fragile and loud and she requires everything from him. He has to feed her constantly, keep her warm, make sure she survives. She’s dependent on him in a way nothing else in his life is right then.

And suddenly Ronan, whose favorite hobby up until now has been running himself into the ground, has to stay alive and functional because Chainsaw needs him. Like. He dreams her into existence and in turn she forces him to exist, to keep going. They’re both these messy, half-wild things that wouldn’t survive without each other and it’s just. God. GOD.

Anyway I'm never getting over the fact that Ronan Lynch survived because he accidentally dreamt himself a baby bird to take care of. 😭😭

[cosmicgangsey]

it’s not clocking to you that she’s standing on business is it ?

[tyrianlynch]

Just thinking about Them <3

[halfapersonss]

GIVE ME GOOD PYNCH FICS PLS I BEG

[fredddissimo]

lazy mornings at the barns <3

im so proud of this piece actually!!!! I found a way to draw background im happy with :P

[prlssprfctn]

“I don't have a brother, ma'am," Adam replied. But Blue saw his eyes dart to Gansey.

[nixscriptum]

[halfapersonss]

ok but what if i said kevin day

[nixscriptum]

❋ * 𝐒𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐘 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 * ❋ where afterglow meets the first chill

1. where summer ended, I began again 2. kissed by the fire of late summer storms 3. wine-stained lips and the ache of belonging 4. I still dream of your shadow on the sunburnt grass 5. your ghost tastes of whiskey and windfall apples 6. when i’m burning, I am brighter 7. let the leaves fall—I’ve lost prettier things 8. red sky, red wine, red hands 9. the ache, the ache, the ache of it all 10. the harvest made a martyr of me 11. I fell in love with the firelight in my own damn eyes 12. apple butter and undone buttons 13. soft flannel, softer truths 14. your warmth lingered in me like orchard sunlight 15. I fell with the leaves, slowly, toward you 16. when the record skipped, so did my heart 17. I could love you in flannel or flames 18. if I had been the storm, would you have stayed? 19. bruised knuckles and blackberries: we were sweet and violent 20. the cider was hot, but your gaze was hotter 21. a touch so fleeting it became eternal 22. denim knees and cigarette sparks 23. the cardigan still smells like your cologne 24. I still see you in every almost 25. you came back, but I’d already grown 26. haunted by your laughter in September air 27. I knew you would linger like smoke, and you did 28. porch lights left on for ghosts that never return 29. you ran like water; I stayed like wine 30. endings bloom louder in autumn

[halfapersonss]

mightttt lock in and do this…. (who am i kidding)

[halfapersonss]

lacy by olivia rodrigo but it’s ronan lynch talking abt blue sargent i fear

[halfapersonss]

I think ….. In the future Declan and adam would Bond at family gatherings or idk. and Ronan would be so pissed he wouldn’t talk to Adam for DAYS

[halfapersonss]

does anyone know how can i actually figure out if i am autistic without getting an actual doctor to diagnose me?? i don’t have the possibility of doing it on my own, and i can’t ask my parents either (won’t explain myself) and i’m tired of doing tests online without even knowing if they’re accurate. any help is appreciated <3

[halfapersonss]

someone punches me in the face: lol haha lmao

someone tries to hug me or touch me lovingly: *throws up

[halfapersonss]

ok hi should i reread tkm……

[doesephs]

andrew minyard suffers lighter constantly stuck on pocket disease