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Bugs | 29 | Jewish Queer Gal | Science Degree Bitch Who Uses It to Write Fic and Draw | Mostly AFTG, TRC, SOC, and Dragon Age woops | DMs always open! I dont bite :)

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FAQ links for fic stuff I yap about on here. (Im making this so I can pin it to my Tumblr)

My Ao3 account in general.

AFTG:

Terms and Conditions (Dual POV. Twinyard long multichap fic focused on their sibling relationship progressing over time in the midst of things like Aaron relapsing. Also ft. Andriel and KateAaron)

Paging Dr. Minyard (fic collection of timeline stuff thats centered around Aaron being a doctor in the future)

Side Effects May Include Neil Josten (5+1 of the times Neil shows up at Aaron's hospital after accidents and how their own "friendship" progresses over the years. ALSO also ft. Andriel and KateAaron because thats my brand)

Ducklings is the first fic that introduces the Residency Kids that Aaron takes under his wing as an attending. I talk about them a lot here. :)

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I decided to make some cows for the Barns on my Tomadachi Version of Henrietta and spent a stupid amount of time on these but I think they're cute so. And Opal keeps going over there to stare at them. Now I get to finish all the other shit on this island lmao.

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Okay well fuck you Nintendo for making me pick 😂 Rip my beloved OT3

(They can still all live together its fine its just a bit shh)

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hi! just wanted to say i found the aftg ocs tag by accident, found your fic about the residency kids + doctor aaron and give a thank you. it's so Good.

Oh thank you!!! I really need to do more with them, I do love those kids.

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Your WIPs look like they should be pages from coloring books, your line work is so neat!!!! 😍

Aww thank yoooou this is so sweet 🥰

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Carpal tunnel syndrome trying to finish this today but SHES DONE so it was worth spending my entire day off on lol

Now I have to figure out what to draw next

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I said I was gonna do it so lmao. Let Opal learn how to Skip-It!!! WIP

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Adam Parrish had always known how to leave. He'd been building the exit since he was old enough to understand that survival and escape were the same word. But the version of himself that walks out of the aftermath of Cabeswater's sacrifice and Gansey's return is not the same person who planned that exit.

He has a dreamer who won't ask him to stay. A hooved girl who doesn't understand what "temporary" means. A bird who's decided that he's part of her flock. And a home that keeps becoming more his without his permission.

Somewhere between November and August, Harvard stops being the destination and starts being the detour ~~~ Chapter 2 updated, but also good gRIEF I cannot be fucking concise this chapter alone is just over 12,000 words. Im in hell.

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God I ended up going back and editing a bunch of shit in the first two chapters of UV that I already had posted, so RIP to the people who subbed to it, because Im gonna just yoink whats there and republish. This is the issue with going back over and doing edits because I end up catching continuity things that I have to fix to make something work later LMAO.

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is your fic actually a pynch fic or an opal one because everything youve shared from it has her in it :/

I mean??? If you want to get TECHNICAL, the point of UV is actually Adam in general finding a place he feels like he belongs. That's why it's his POV. Which yes is primarily with Ronan, but if you're asking because you want LESS Opal content, I don't know what to tell you??? She functionally becomes almost like their kid, I feel like it would be weirder if she WASN'T a big part of things. Opal doesn't vanish into the ether at the end of TRK, so like genuinely if you're wanting post canon content that DOESN'T have her in it, you're talking to the wrong girl lmao

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Doing more edits for Unde Vinisti and I think its funny that you get the most Character Work level shit when its after a really bad argument lmao.

The thoughts came in fragments, not the clean linear narrative he easily preferred, but jagged pieces that didn't fit together without forcing them. Ronan's face when Adam had said how am I any different. The sound of his own voice climbing past the point where he could pull it back. The specific way Ronan had said Robert Parrish with his whole mouth around the name, as if the words themselves were something he was biting down on. The fizzle point. The line.

I would rather die than hurt you.

Adam turned the sentence over in his mind the way Opal had turned her stone over and over in her hands, examining it from every angle, looking for the flaw, the crack, the place where it could be broken into something more manageable. There wasn't one. The sentence was (unfortunately) solid all the way through. It was the most Ronan Lynch thing anyone had ever said, absolute and uncompromising and terrifying, and Adam had to figure out how to carry it without being flattened by it.

Because here was the problem, the real problem, the one underneath the multitude of all the other problems: Adam didn't know how to be the person someone would die for. He knew how to be useful. He knew how to be necessary. He knew how to make himself indispensable through competence and effort and the relentless accumulation of value. But being worth dying for wasn't about value at all, was it? It was about something else, something that couldn't be earned through hard work, and Adam had been earning everything through work since he was old enough to understand that nothing in his life would ever just be given to him.

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I think sunsets at the Barns would be the prettiest.

Yes, I finished it.

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Add to my list of drawings I want to do: Blue teaching Opal how to use a Skip-It

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Bro why do I always give myself the most dumb shit complex backgrounds AHHHHH

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Ducklings was you?!?!!! Omg I love that fic. It made me love Aaron even more!!!!

Aww thank you!!! Yes Ducklings is me! ♡

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The Fear of doing your own beta work on your own fics is something nobody talks about enough lmfao. Ive gone through the same chapter like 6 times and Im still convinced Im missing something.