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Hommage à Maurycy Gottlieb, 1989 200 cm x 300 cm Acryl auf Leinwand - akryl na płótnie - acrylic on canvas
Rostfreier Engel, 1996 100 cm x 240 cm Acryl auf mehreckiger Leinwand (Ecksen / shaped canvas)
Thought Structures
I once thought of my works as interiors, as formulas of spiritual labyrinths; but then the very idea of thinking something into something else will make a metaphor of them, and the last thing I wanted them to be was the illustration of an idea. I therefore describe no object and illustrate no subject. It is the very idea of thoughts, the structure of them, which is being rendered. In a way, the oldest, most archaic language before stories were invented, before myths, were these coded riddles which came to play the hero role. The temptation of meaning is there, and may even enrich the viewer, but the essence is not in the story, for the act of making images is contradictory; in essence one paints in order to show what cannot be seen. It is for this reason that I am so attracted to the term labyrinth, because it represents this contradiction. The labyrinth conceals, while the picture, supposedly, reveals; yet this revelation is an illusion. It is about what is not there. The work is then a labyrinth by virtue of its qualities of evasion, concealment and deception, and it is in this aspect that one can relate my work back to my origin as a Jew. In my religion, the image is known to be lying, while the ultimate image is and remains the word. Indeed, in the early stages of my works, words appeared again and again as soldiers defending the picture from its own evils. When I say that my works are "Thought Structures", renouncing both words and images, this also explains their seriality, for like thought, they are invented in a hall of mirrors where the idea is constantly reflected and repeated; a never-ending process in the long journey between their conception and their formulation. Each work is a part of a whole, and the whole desires an end, but will never find it. You may regard the constituent parts which dwell in each work as the words of an alphabet, the grammar of a story yet to be told in the Messianic days of the Second Coming. This may sound utopian; but then is this not the force behind each work of art? I therefore put down the road stones, the letters and sentences of an impossible language, In my private life I collect stones and old books and ancient coins. This act of collection may parallel the collection of songs in my works. I don't analyse the song-thought; on this level, analysis is meaningless. From an art-historical perspective, my work relates to those movements such as Constructivism which realised the hazards of "Erscheinung" (Figuration) and by-passed it by annihilating symbols. One can never run away from the metaphor or the symbol, but the failure is worth the attempt, Sons of Adam that we are. Halina Jaworski, 1991
Halina Jaworski shows her “shaped canvas” and “ancestor series” in the city gallery “Arsenał” in Poznań, Poland. Halina Jaworski was born December 13 1952 in Gdansk Poland and had to immigrate in 1968. She studied at Bezalel in Jerusalem and made her master at the Kunstakademie in Düsseldorf, Germany. Polish art historian Bożena Kowalska writes in the accompanying catalogue: “The artist gave a mysterious title to her exhibition in the Poznań-based Arsenał City Gallery, i.e. “On the Way Home”, allowing the viewers to understand it and comment on it their own way. Thus, one can only ask oneself the question if the way home leads to the painter’s old homeland, Poland. Or does it lead humans from their birth to death? Besides, the exhibition includes a beautiful blue painting of the “Ecksen” series entitled “Puppenhaus” (Doll’s House). Perhaps this is the destination – the doll’s house that in our conflict-ridden, chaotic, dangerous and noisy civilization remains the only childhood-time safe haven, a quiet place of undisturbed belief in good.” Presented are works from 1981 to 2008, including “shaped canvas”, “the ancestor series” (acrylic on canvas) and “postcards” (water colour and photo). The exhibition runs until September 24, 2008. The catalogue including a limited edition is available at the gallery. Halina Jaworski: Po drodze do domu (On the way home). Galeria Miejska „Arsenał”, Poznań, Poland. By Benjamin-Lew Klon.
Zu den Arbeiten von Halina Jaworski
Da gibt es die alte Kinderfrage:"Kann Gott alles machen?" , und die Antwort; " Natürlich kann er es" wird durch die zweite dann folgende Frage:"Auch einen Stein, den Er selber nicht aufheben kann?" tatsächlich in eine Dimension gekippt, die das, was sich uns entzieht, andeutungsweise im Paradoxon umreißt. Etwas machen, das den Widerspruch beinhaltet, hat mit Schöpfung zu tun. Kunst belegt das. Bei Halina Jaworski sind es Arbeiten, die immer wieder überraschend klar und ohne symbolische Beschwernis Konstellationen fixieren, die zwangsfrai sind. Sie verbindet Bilder und Worte, Gesten des Zeichens und vorfabrizierte »Starrheit, zum Beispiel Tesafilm, Schnüre oder Polaroidfotos, oder setzt Farbe in Weiß, das von seiner Natur her unendlich erscheint, auch wenn es begrenzt ist durch das Format. All das Ausgewählte von ihr zur Darstellung Benutzte bringt die eigene Gesetzmäßigkeit mit ein, wird zusammengefügt in Analogie zum humanen Miteinandersein, nichts existiert allein, wird nicht manipuliert, sondern benutzt als Dokumentation dem Zweeckhaften entbunden. Das Destruktive im Fertigen ist Ausgangspunkt jeder Arbeit. Auch die gelegentlich in die Arbeiten hineingeschriebenen Wörter haben diesen Status des Zweckfreien, Trivialen, sind da wie Signale, die sich nicht zerreden lassen. Sie weisen darauf hin, von welcher entscheidender Bedeutung für Halina Jaworski Sprache ist. Worte werden ohne visuelle Ausdeutung als Faktum für sich gesetzt, wobei es durchaus sein kann, daß sie im Verlauf der Arbeit später spielerisch durchgestrichen werden; so sind sie doch nicht aufgehoben, sondern eingearbeitet ins Ganze. Nichts dominiert, nichts ist im Detail dechiffrierbar, weder in den Bildern noch in den Objekten oder in den Büchern, weil alles insgesamt eine Aussage ist. Ein schwerloser und genauer Hinweis auf die Wahrheit der leicht zerstörbaren und doch beharrlichen Individualität des Menschen, die sich mit diesen Arbeiten behauptet. Es verbinden sich so selbst die auf den ersten Blick entgegengesetzten Arbeiten in der Aussage und durch die Behandlung des Materials, das stets als Spielmaterial eingesetzt wird. Spielen wird hier zum Prinzip einer künstlerischen Ausdrucksform, bezeugt menschliches Sein, verteidigt es gegen die Vorherrschaft der Dinge, die das Sein ins Haben pervertieren, gegen mechanische Ordnungen und Festlegung in Begriffen. Auch die Abfolgen verschiedener Arbeiten, die miteinander eine Sequenz bilden, weisen auf Spielregeln, die einmalige Vorläufe verbinden. Sie sind nicht konstruiert, sondern festgehalten mit der Bestimmtheit, mit der Würfel fällen - bevor sie wieder aufgehoben werden zum neuen Wurf. Sie haben so die unabdingbare Genauigkeit jeder Poesie, das flüchtig Erscheinende wird dauerhaft. Halina Jaworski wünscht bei vielen ihrer Arbeiten, daß man sie in die Hand nimmt, von Ort zu Ort trägt, auf- und zumacht und durchblättert, dann, so schreibt sie, "kann man ins Innere schauen, spürt man das Herz und kann spielen". Ingrid Bachér, 1979
Ansichtskarten- Ansichtssachen Menschen unterwegs. Historisch gesehen: was bleibt einem nach einer Reise in Erinnerung? Es sind die Bilder, die man mit sich trägt. Es gibt da aber auch Bilder aus der Kindheit, Bilder von Orten, von Dingen und all den Sachen, die um einem herum waren, und immer noch sind. Verreist schickt man an die Lieben zu Hause Ansichtskarten von Orten, die man aufgesucht hat, von Architektur, außen und innen, von Erlebnisorten. Man sammelt die Ansichtskarten von unterwegs, aber auch die, die angekommen sind, von Freunden, Verwandten, oft zeigen sie die Orte oder Dinge, die man noch nie gesehen hat, und vielleicht auch nie sehen wird; Manchmal sind es Erinnerungen, und manchmal Anregungen. So auch meine Ansichtskarten: das sind Fotografien von Orten, Sachen, Erlebnissen, von innen und außen, von kleinen und großen Dingen um mich herum, Bilder die ich mit mir trage, aber auch Bilder, von denen ich sonst keine Notiz nahm, Bilder, die ich erst beim Fotografieren bemerkte oder die ich erst auf den Fotos sah. Und da sind ja noch die Aquarellen: das sind Bilder die ich vor- trage und zum Papier bringe. Diese Aquarellen werden dann mit den Fotografien collagiert, dies geschieht auf so eine Art, dass sie in sich ein Geheimnis tragen, Teile der aquarellierten Bilder werden durch die Fotos verdeckt, so dass nur ich weiß, was sich darunter verbirgt, es entstehen Geheimnisse. Als Kind habe ich oft mit meinen Freunden so gespielt: in die Erde wurde ein Loch gehöhlt, dann wurden einige Gegenstände oder Blumen hinein getan, dann legte man ein Stück Glas darauf und verdeckte es mit der Erde. Dieses Spiel nannten wir “Geheimnisse”. Die “Ansichtskarten” haben starken autobiografischen Charakter, sie tragen in sich viele Geheimnisse, treten zu mehreren gleichzeitig auf, haben den Charakter eines Tagebuches, und werden gezeigt wie Seiten aus einem Buch: nebeneinander und untereinander, wie in einem Drehbuch kann man darin den Ablauf ablesen. Ich glaube das mir mit den “Ansichtskarten” ein sehr authentisches Stück meines Schaffens gelang. Denn, würde ich mein Künstlerisches Schaffen definieren sollen , einen eigenen Kommentar verfassen, so könnte dadurch nur allzu sehr die Impression, die ich zu erwecken gedachte, simplifiziert, also verfälscht werden. Mein schöpferisches, gestaltendes Schaffen ist in meiner Poesie enthalten. Träume, Augenblicke, Gebärden, der Zustand, wo sich die Grenzen zwischen Erlebtem und dem noch Unbekanntem, zwischen dem Bewussten, dem Weiten und Hellen, und der Dunkelheit des Unterbewusstseins, verwischen. Die Präzision des Ausdrucks lässt schließlich die Gegensätzlichkeit verschwinden, es entsteht eine Einheit, ein Zustand der Verständigung. Man könnte auch sagen, dass ich nach Verständigung suche, nach dem Zustand der Harmonie, nach der Einheit zweier Welten, der Inneren und der Äußeren. Dieses Schaffen hat mich zur eigenen Metaphysik geführt. In diesem Zeitalter der Spezialisierung will ich das Recht auf Naivität bewahren, will ich das Recht dazu haben, Erstblicke auf diese Welt werfen zu können. In meinem Laboratorium der Phantasie entferne ich mich mit maximalem Bewusstsein und einem Risikogefühl von der alltäglichen Sprache, von herkömmlichen Vorstellungen, von üblichen Gemütsbewegungen und erlege mir eigene Horizonte und Perspektiven auf. Halina Jaworski, 2004
Kreuzung 2008 95 x 100 cm Acryl auf mehreckiger Leinwand (Ecksen / shaped canvas)
On the way home
Halina Jaworski’s paintings are always thoroughly individual and invariably full of meanings. They are created with thought, intuition and emotion, and separating the three factors to measure the participation of each one in the process not only would not make sense, but also seems impossible. All of them are equal and indispensable. Together they result in the art that almost always contains an element of anxiety and sometimes the one of inner contradictions or oppositions; the art which simultaneously unifies its complementary values. There are a few different periods Halina Jaworski’s art could be divided in, all of them expressing the artist’s personality with the same intensity. And her personality is by no means ordinary – it is strong and fascinating, bearing indelible marks of her fate. She had to leave her first homeland, Poland, in 1968. As a fifteen-year-old girl she went to Israel where she lived for a few years. She graduated from high school and started studying fine arts. Then she moved to Düsseldorf to continue her education at the Academy of Fine Arts under Günther Uecker. She kept changing the countries she lived in together with their cultural background and traditions, making new acquaintances and friends, she kept learning new languages and creating anew her own independent world that existed more or less concealed, or revealed, in her unshakeably authentic painting. She did not let her professors influence her and resisted the temptation of adapting her art to new and fashionable artistic trends. She only painted what and the way her inner conviction and needs told her. “My artistic work is expressed in my poetry. Dreams, moments, signs, the state when the borderline between things you have experienced and the ones you have not identified yet, or things you have realized, which are open and clear to you and those that are dark, that you are not aware of, is blurred,” she confessed. Halina has been fascinated with books since her childhood. She liked looking at them, leafing through or removing them before she learned how to read. Already at that time an attentive observer could notice the predilection for art the child was beginning to reveal. She enjoyed not only illustrations, but also printing. Years later those tastes resulted in her linguistic experiments, i.e. the records of words viewed as artistic structures. They were mostly comparisons based on declention or conjugation in different languages. Those activities also revealed the adversities the young artist was facing when switching from her mother tongue first to Hebrew and then to German. One of the most talented Professor Uecker’s students expressed herself with different forms of activity already while attending the Academy of Fine Arts. She created collages, reliefs and assemblages, and organized artistic actions in the open air. Most of all, however, she “constructed” books – the large-format ones made of tracing-paper sheets, hinged or in a kakemono form, to be hung on the wall. They included The Book of Love and the one devoted to Strzemiński. Halina Jaworski has always, since that time until now, concentrated on the message conveyed by her works – on thoughts, comments or reflection. The way it is conveyed is also important, but that method always subordinates to the message itself, since the latter is considered superior. Until 1977 the artist kept using solely whites, softened with the most delicate shades of ochre. In 1977 she started painting geometrically inspired works which, however, remained far from the rigorous use of a ruler and compasses. It was still the time when the artist was looking for her own idea of art. Besides, she was still a student (she received her degree in 1979 under Professor Uecker), although she had a few breaks in her course, e.g. in 1977 when she got a scholarship and went to Japan or in 1979 when she was working on a time- consuming commission, namely the installation on a grand scale visible from a distance of many kilometers created to celebrate the anniversary of the formation of Wuppertal through the amalgamation of Barmen and other towns. She placed a number of ten-meter-high flagpoles with banners on the Wupper River bank. The flags were white and silver, four meters wide and had circular openings of a one-meter diameter. They were attached to the flagpoles at the height of six meters. The Ecksen (Mehreckige Leinwandbilder) cycle of polygonal paintings created since 1979 revealed Halina Jaworski’s first radically unique way of expression that was infallibly typical of her artistic work. Since then the artist has been continuously developing this kind of innovatively shaped canvases, parallel to creating mostly large-format, traditionally rectangular paintings. The Ecksen series includes reliefs of untypical, asymmetric and irregular, although geometric or geometricized shapes. They consist of several parts put together or put onto one another, each of which constitutes a separately-stretched canvas often entirely covered with acrylic paint, but sometimes with some raw, unpainted sections. The color combinations of the Ecksen components are sometimes contrastive – red is juxtaposed with green, or orange with blue – but from time to time they are limited to one range of subtle shades. Everything depends on the hidden content of a painting. The Mezuzah of 1981, for instance, is very colorful, with one part cheerfully green and the other covered with red and canvas-shade stripes. Not everyone knows what the word “mezuzah” means. It is a small wooden, metal or glass case with a rolled parchment inscribed with two excerpts from the Torah. It is fixed by religious Jews to the main doorposts of their homes. Some of them treat their mezuzahs as protective talismans. Another Ecks of 2001 entitled Rachel and Jacob consists of two reliefs in the form of elongated rectangles rendered in subdued ochre colors. The title figures are the Old- Testament symbols of great, long-unfulfilled love. Among the polygonal reliefs there are also works related to the tragedy of WWII, e.g. the beautiful and complex Shot in the Head painting of 1982 composed of several parts – a black one, two red ones, and a red and green one – separated by a zigzagging arrow, narrow like a ribbon, with green and raw- canvass-shade stripes. The Eagle of 1982 probably represents the artist’s sentimental memories of Poland. It is painted green, referring to the color of the Polish-army uniform. These unconventional works, although they may often seem abstract, always have their encoded content that is sometimes based on associations, sometimes proves symbolic, and sometimes easy to realize, but most often the paintings are impossible to be read without a comment or at least without knowing their title. Almost twenty five years ago when I was analyzing that stage of Halina Jaworski’s artistic work I wrote the following: “Estheticism has no access to this art. It is significant and it sneers at tradition. It opposes the latter and offers a new vision of art. It can be a tragic and witty comment. The Ecksen perfectly  organize the surrounding space. They mock a painting as such, but offer a new proposal for it. “The Ecksen ... fly about the walls totally disinterestedly. Their flying quality and sharpness, as well as their shapeless solids attract with their dissimilarity or otherness from everything we have seen so far and they make us consider them not only worth noting, but also as representing peculiar beauty that is hard to repeat.” In 1984 Halina Jaworski began painting a new series of large-format, two or more part works entitled Ancestors (Ahnen), which usually resembled altars and constituted a compositional whole. Numerous canvases of the cycle in different ways refer to Jewish tradition and culture. Again, similarly to the case of the Ecksen, these references are hidden and most frequently become clear only when accompanied with a comment. From a formal point of view the paintings are abstract and geometric, although they simultaneously represent architectural images and seem to solve spatial problems, sometimes complicating and sometimes simplifying them. Such simplicity, for instance, can be noticed in the two- part, symmetrical painting entitled Menorah. In its lower part there is a clearly-outlined three-dimensional hexagonal red structure, whereas the upper part is covered with seven narrow light-color stripes alternating with wider ones rendered in subdued green, orange, carmine and blue. Only the title suggests the viewer the proper sense of the painting. A menorah is a seven-branched candelabra and a symbol of Judaism, one of the oldest symbols of the Jewish people. Traditionally, it has also represented the Burning Bush that Moses saw on Mount Horeb. Halina Jaworski was also inspired with history, in particular with the relief from the Arch of Titus (81) commemorating the triumphal march of the Romans with the trophies from conquered Jerusalem (70). The trophies include a menorah from the demolished Solomon’s Temple. The ascetically pared-down painterly composition repeats the shape of the menorah from the Arch of Titus. To realize the sense of the painting, apart from seeing the intriguing and eye-gladdening perfectly symmetrical arrangement of lines and colorful surfaces, one needs to fathom its legend, find the source of its origin. Similarly, the Hommage à Maurycy Gottlieb diptych of 1989 must be looked at analytically, with regard for symbolism and the original object of inspiration. The painting is a peculiar reference to the one by Gottlieb (1856-1879), the latter representing a prayer scene in a synagogue on the Judgment Day, with the congregation including the artist himself. In the left, light part of her diptych Halina Jaworski reproduced the talith thrown over the painter’s shoulders – the white shawl with traditional one-colored stripes. The right, dark part of the diptych, brown and black with sparks of blue at the bottom, and carmine at the top, shows the synagogue interior with a separated light place called bimah – the central area elevated by a few steps, with a balustrade and a table for placing the Torah and reading aloud from it. Nonetheless, not only the content of Halina Jaworski’s painting is encoded and difficult to fathom without explanation. Its geometric and spatial arrangement is also disturbed, unreal and incomprehensible. It is hard to figure out what is close and what is distant, what was rendered considerably veristically and why, and what was limited to brief indications. The complex, surprising and unconventional way of space arrangement in the Ancestors series paintings is a consistent continuation of the artistic concept for the Ecksen cycle. It is,  however, carried out only inside the paintings, whereas in the earlier series it shaped both the inside and the outside of the reliefs. The interpretation of the motif of a geometric space structure seems easier in the case of such works by the painter as The Orient in which the lacy, decorative outline of Arabic architecture is accompanied with a grey, as if metallic ribbon with a triple hexagram. Or as the Shophars diptych. It is enough to know that a shophar is a liturgical wind instrument most frequently made of a ram’s horn, blown by Jews to signal certain festivals. The horn is also supposed to remind of the biblical story according to which Abraham was commanded by God to sacrifice his son Isaac and when he was about to do it he was given a ram with its horns entangled in bushes to replace his child. Some of Halina Jaworski’s paintings of the Ancestors cycle are easier to interpret since they refer directly to the commonly known motifs from the Old Testament, like The Burning Bush or Jacob’s Ladder. It does not mean, however, that without knowing the title one would be able to recognize the subject with ease. Most of these multi-part canvases do not require the knowledge of Jewish or Christian cultures and traditions together with their customs and symbols. The painter allows the viewer a complete freedom of interpretation. A beautiful diptych entitled Great Gate with a bright space on the viewer’s side and a black abyss on the other can be read as showing opening the door to the sphere of non-existence or entering earthly life at birth – appearing in the world which to a newly born seems a black tabula rasa. Looking for symbolic or metaphorical content in the multi-part paintings by Halina Jaworski constitutes only one method for their reception. Another one, by no means less important, is reading them through contemplating their forms. In the process the lines and colors, structures and implied spaces, quasi-interiors and quasi-objects make the viewer’s mind fall into a trap. What seemed simple and obvious at first glance, and resembles entering an unknown tidy room, from close up turns out to be a labyrinth of walls, screens and boards blocking all the ways in, through or out. The geometric structure of these strangely disturbing paintings refers to the tradition of the first avant-garde, perversely, in their deceptive objectivity. Their complexity and the secret of the paradoxical structures hide the metaphor for wandering around, uncertainty and confusion as regards the spiritual sphere, and the one for human fate – a difficult and a little ironic paraphrase of human existence. The author herself put it fairly adequately when she wrote: “One could say that I am looking for communication, harmony and the unity of two worlds – the inner one and the outside one. This artistic work has led me to my own metaphysics.” The artist gave a mysterious title to her exhibition in the Poznań-based Arsenał City Gallery, i.e. On the Way Home, allowing the viewers to understand it and comment on it their own way. Thus, one can only ask oneself the question if the way home leads to the painter’s old homeland, Poland. Or does it lead humans from their birth to death? Besides, the exhibition includes a beautiful blue painting of the Ecksen series entitled Doll’s House. Perhaps this is the destination – the doll’s house that in our conflict-ridden, chaotic, dangerous and noisy civilization remains the only childhood-time safe haven, a quiet place of undisturbed belief in good. Bożena Kowalska H. Jaworski (the statement of July 28th 1975, the exhibition catalogue), Klasse Uecker 1, The Academy of Fine Arts, Düsseldorf, November 1974 – February 1975, Essen 1975, p. 5. B. Kowalska, Halina Jaworski, Project No. 5, 1985, pp. 50–53. The Judgment Day (the Yom Kippur) is an annual Jewish festival. It is the tenth day starting from the Jewish New Year and is devoted to prayer and atonement. A talith – a rectangular prayer shawl worn by Jews over the head or round the shoulders, usually white, horizontally striped and fringed. H. Jaworski (the statement from the exhibition catalogue), op. cit.
Halina Jaworski shows her “shaped canvas” and “ancestor series” in the city gallery “Arsenał” in Poznań, Poland. Presented are works from 1981 to 2008, including “shaped canvas”, “the ancestor series” (acrylic on canvas) and “postcards” (water colour and photo). The exhibition runs until September 24, 2008. The catalogue including a limited edition is available at Galeria Miejska „Arsenał”, Poznań, Poland.
Ansichtskarten- Ansichtssachen
Menschen unterwegs. Historisch gesehen: was bleibt einem nach einer Reise in Erinnerung? Es sind die Bilder, die man mit sich trägt. Es gibt da aber auch Bilder aus der Kindheit, Bilder von Orten, von Dingen und all den Sachen, die um einem herum waren, und immer noch sind. Verreist schickt man an die Lieben zu Hause Ansichtskarten von Orten, die man aufgesucht hat, von Architektur, außen und innen, von Erlebnisorten. Man sammelt die Ansichtskarten von unterwegs, aber auch die, die angekommen sind, von Freunden, Verwandten, oft zeigen sie die Orte oder Dinge, die man noch nie gesehen hat, und vielleicht auch nie sehen wird; Manchmal sind es Erinnerungen, und manchmal Anregungen. So auch meine Ansichtskarten: das sind Fotografien von Orten, Sachen, Erlebnissen, von innen und außen, von kleinen und großen Dingen um mich herum, Bilder die ich mit mir trage, aber auch Bilder, von denen ich sonst keine Notiz nahm, Bilder, die ich erst beim Fotografieren bemerkte oder die ich erst auf den Fotos sah. Und da sind ja noch die Aquarellen: das sind Bilder die ich vor- trage und zum Papier bringe. Diese Aquarellen werden dann mit den Fotografien collagiert, dies geschieht auf so eine Art, dass sie in sich ein Geheimnis tragen, Teile der aquarellierten Bilder werden durch die Fotos verdeckt, so dass nur ich weiß, was sich darunter verbirgt, es entstehen Geheimnisse. Als Kind habe ich oft mit meinen Freunden so gespielt: in die Erde wurde ein Loch gehöhlt, dann wurden einige Gegenstände oder Blumen hinein getan, dann legte man ein Stück Glas darauf und verdeckte es mit der Erde. Dieses Spiel nannten wir "Geheimnisse". Die "Ansichtskarten" haben starken autobiografischen Charakter, sie tragen in sich viele Geheimnisse, treten zu mehreren gleichzeitig auf, haben den Charakter eines Tagebuches, und werden gezeigt wie Seiten aus einem Buch: nebeneinander und untereinander, wie in einem Drehbuch kann man darin den Ablauf ablesen. Ich glaube das mir mit den "Ansichtskarten" ein sehr authentisches Stück meines Schaffens gelang. Denn, würde ich mein Künstlerisches Schaffen definieren sollen , einen eigenen Kommentar verfassen, so könnte dadurch nur allzu sehr die Impression, die ich zu erwecken gedachte, simplifiziert, also verfälscht werden. Mein schöpferisches, gestaltendes Schaffen ist in meiner Poesie enthalten. Träume, Augenblicke, Gebärden, der Zustand, wo sich die Grenzen zwischen Erlebtem und dem noch Unbekanntem, zwischen dem Bewussten, dem Weiten und Hellen, und der Dunkelheit des Unterbewusstseins, verwischen. Die Präzision des Ausdrucks lässt schließlich die Gegensätzlichkeit verschwinden, es entsteht eine Einheit, ein Zustand der Verständigung. Man könnte auch sagen, dass ich nach Verständigung suche, nach dem Zustand der Harmonie, nach der Einheit zweier Welten, der Inneren und der Äußeren. Dieses Schaffen hat mich zur eigenen Metaphysik geführt. In diesem Zeitalter der Spezialisierung will ich das Recht auf Naivität bewahren, will ich das Recht dazu haben, Erstblicke auf diese Welt werfen zu können. In meinem Laboratorium der Phantasie entferne ich mich mit maximalem Bewusstsein und einem Risikogefühl von der alltäglichen Sprache, von herkömmlichen Vorstellungen, von üblichen Gemütsbewegungen und erlege mir eigene Horizonte und Perspektiven auf. Halina Jaworski, 2004 The Postcards and Views cycle includes photographs of places, objects and experiences – outside and inner, small and large - the objects around me, the pictures I cherish, but also the ones that I would never notice, if I was not taking their photographs, or that I discover only on photographs. Besides, there are also watercolors, i.e. the pictures I transfer onto paper. These watercolors are collaged with photographs and it is done so as to produce secrets. Covering parts of watercolors with photographs produces secrets and I am the only one who knows what has been hidden. This is how secrets are developed. As children we often played »secrets«. The game involved digging a small hole in the ground, putting various objects (flowers, etc.) into it, covering it first with a piece of broken glass to look through and then with earth, so that the objects could not be seen anymore. The way one plays »secrets«. The Postcards and Views are strongly autobiographical, they hide a lot of secrets, are shown in groups consisting of several pieces, and function as memoirs. They are exhibited like book pages - one next to another or one under another. Looking at them, one can follow the story, which resembles reading a storyboard. I think that the Postcards / Views cycle constitutes a genuine part of my artistic work, because if I were to define my work or comment on it, the impression I would be trying to evoke could be simplified, and thus distorted. My act of artistic creation or developing the form is expressed in my poetry. Dreams, moments, signs, the state when the line between things you have experienced and the ones you have not identified yet, or things you have realized, which are open and clear to you and those that are dark, that you are not aware of, is blurred. The precision of expression makes these differences disappear in the end, allowing for clarity and communication. One can also say that I am looking for communication, harmony and the unity of two worlds – the inner one and the outside one. This artistic work has led me to my own metaphysics. Nowadays, in the time of increasing specialization, I would like to keep the right for naivety, for having the first glances at the world. In my laboratory of imagination, consciously and being aware of the risk I become distant from colloquial language or speech, ordinariness and comfort, delineating my own horizons and perspectives. Halina Jaworski, 2008
Der geheime Garten 2004 188 x 60 cm Acryl auf mehreckigem Leinwandrelief
Spieglein, Spieglein an der Wand 2002 133 x 128 cm Acryl und Gold auf mehreckiger Leinwand (Ecksen / shaped canvas), Handspiegel
Feld 2001 113 x 62 cm Acryl auf mehreckigem Leinwandrelief (Ecksen / shaped canvas), Holz
Archeologie 1998 227 x 50 cm Acryl auf Leinwand, Holz, Knochen, Schnur, Glas; Collage
Koh-I-Noor I-IV je ca. 90 x 50 cm 1990 Acryl auf mehreckiger Leinwandrelief (Ecksen / shaped canvas) Der Koh-i-Noor („Berg des Lichts“, persisch كوه نور [kuh-ə-nuːr]) ist ein knapp 110-karätiger Diamant, der heute Teil der britischen Kronjuwelen ist. Der Stein ist einer der bekanntesten Diamanten der Welt, obwohl es heute bei weitem größere und wertvollere Diamanten gibt. Angeblich ist der Koh-i-Noor derjenige noch existierende Diamant, dessen Verbleib am längsten nachverfolgt werden kann. Der älteste Mythos ist angeblich über 5000 Jahre alt, als ein großes Juwel in einem Sanskrit-Epos erwähnt wurde. Auch Hindu-Götter zankten, der indischen Mythologie nach, um ein großes Juwel. Ob der Koh-i-Noor einer dieser alten Steine ist, lässt sich heute nicht mehr nachvollziehen. Es wird vermutet, dass sein Ursprung im alten indischen Diamantenabbaugebiet von Kollur im Distrikt Guntur bei Golkonda zu suchen ist.