i have a guts x fem! reader request! guts being absolutely possessive in bed but so loving and sweet afterwards
Hell yeah, a Guts post! â(ââĄâ) I've wanted to write more for Berserk, so thank you!
I hope it's OK if I wrote for Golden Age! Guts
18+ Only Please
All you can do is focus on the tent wall in front of you as your hands grip the cot for dear life. Your insides feel like they're being rearranged by the very man hovering over your body. You can hear his deep grunting beside your ear with every move he makes.
Though you know Guts is a warrior just like yourself, he's never seemed (at least not to you) like the type to be that aggressive. He actually quickly warmed up to most members of the Band of the Hawk when he first joined. So, you are completely taken aback by his dominant actions tonight.
It's not like this is the first time you and he have been intimate. It took a lot of time and courage for both of you to make love, especially for Guts' comfort. But you both couldn't resist showing one another how you truly feel. The first experience was very soft, with the two of you slowly learning each other's bodies.
However, tonight is different. Tonight, Guts is absolutely ravaging you. You're reminded how he owns your cunt with every sharp thrust and bite on your neck.
One particularly rough thrust causes you to shriek his name. He growls, biting your earlobe. "That's right, scream. Let everyone hear you belong to me." Gods, just saying that makes him understand why Griffith says that line so often.
"Guuuutss," you start crying as his firm arm presses against your torso, bringing your back closer to his chest. "Ahh, ahhh, ahhhh!!" His thick, veiny cock is hitting your g-spot just right. You slide your hand down until you meet your swollen bud. You sigh as you begin rubbing it.
Hearing your sweet sounds of pleasure causes Guts to rut deeper inside your slick pussy. You're being split open, you think as tears paint your heated cheeks. You moan loudly as Guts huffs, "Yeah, only I can have you like this. Remember you're mine. Stop talking to Griffith."
You wail as you cum hard onto his throbbing cock, sticking out your tongue as you ride the blissful waves. Throughout, you recall how angry Guts was a few moments ago when he caught you laughing at Griffith's joke. "Come with me," he snapped as he grabbed your arm and whisked you off.
"Uhhhhnnnn," you groan as your entire body awashes in pleasure. Guts gives a few more rough movements until he gasps out. Hot, thick ropes fill your pussy as he kisses your shoulder.
"Hah, hah, I...I enjoyed that," he catches his breath as his length stays sheathed inside you.
You hum. "Mm, did I really get you that riled up?"
Giving a small laugh, the swordsman grabs your chin so you can look at him. Kissing you sloppily, you feel your core heat once more. "I know you're too sweet for me. It's just, I have to show everyone you're mine. You're my treasure, my dream."
Your heart pounds. "Guts...."
Kissing you again, tenderly, your lover reaches over to squeeze your breast. "There's not a moment that passes by that I don't think of you."
"Fuck me, Guts," you tell him lovingly as he rolls you over on your back.
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it was an honest mistake. thatâs what you keep telling yourself.
you could blame yourself just as muchâŠbut then again, how could sukuna have forgotten?
it was a long weekend, and by this time everyone had already boarded their planes, busses, trains, taxis, whatever, and headed to some trip for the next five days, the campus was practically deserted. your un-ideal friend group, shoko, utahime, her crush yuno, nanami, gojo, geto, and sukuna happened to stay that thrusday night.
either way, you all find yourselves at a high end club gojo had dragged your friends too â heâd heard a couple people from the sports teams were gonna be there since a friend managed to land a spot opening for the DJ.
âwoah, the line is so long,â shoko grumbles lightening her cigarette as you all follow gojo in a single file line. sukuna and gojo were both wearing backwards baseball caps as geto leans towards shoko for a light.
âno problem no problem,â gojo waves you all to keep following.
your knee high boots hit the pavement with each step, heels clicking as the warm breeze brushes your black skirt. you instinctively move to keep it from lifting up, unaware of the line of men youâre passing against the wall. your fingers casually fix the spaghetti strap around your neck as you walk, keeping your risky black top from flashing anyone.
cold annoyance crosses a certain manâs face, his expression dropping as he clenches his jaw. you really have no idea how you come off to other people, sukuna tsks. he easily maneuvers himself to the inside of the street, purposely blocking the pervy mens view of you. one hand casually sliding to your exposed back â just a few flimsy ass strings keeping your shirt together â guiding you forward.
âhave you ever been here before?â you ask, oblivious to what heâd done, but clearly irritated by how crowded this club is starting to look.
the frat boy clicks his tongue, âcanât remember. heâs taken us to a handful of emâ so I canât tell the difference from the outside.â
once you reach the front of the line, gojo, as confident and privileged as ever, makes his way to the bouncer. you and the rest of the group stand ideally by, yuno and utahime are giggling, shoko and geto smoke with nanami waving it away, and sukunaâs thumb occasionally rubs your spine as you stand with your arms crossed, brushing your hair off your face every time the wind blows it. neither one of you bat a single eye at the people glaring at you on the line, or whispering, or pointing.
âthis better not be some stinky cesspool,â shoko mutters, as utahime chimes in, all of you watch gojo closely as the bouncer calls someone out of the club.
you raise a brow as the manâs face lights up upon seeing gojo. the man embraces the snowy haired frat boy, just for him to say something in the manâs ear making him bark back with laughter. then he turn to you guys, pointing. and in seconds, youâre all inside, cutting the insane line that rounds the block. a few people curse out in anger, but none of you bat an eye as sukunaâs the last to step in, with his hand in front of him on your waist, keeping you in eye sight.
the club was as loud and chaotic as gojo had mentioned, and he definitely knew his way around. he slipped past the crowd like he belonged there, your wrists stamped, security nodding as you followed gojo up the stairs toward the VIP balconies. below, the dance floor churned, lights flashing, and bodies jumping in unison, while up here the air felt sharper, cooler.
âyouâre welcome,â gojo cheered, allowing you all some breathing room as you packed in, grateful that youâre not squished down there, which is where youâd all be if it wasnât for mr. daddyâs connections.
thatâs how the night started. leaning over the railing, laughing too loud, drinks already being chugged down, watching the chaos from the perch. first was hime and yuno who went to down to dance, then gojo, who caught some girlâs eye, then shoko pushing nanami down, but the two just ended up chatting in the corner with some familiar friends. geto was flirting in the balcony over. and you were left withâŠ.
âhow much are you gonna drink tonight?â sukuna husks in your ear, arm wrapped around the back of the booth, leaning in close.
your hand grazes his thigh, resting your head back on his toned arm, lashes batting up as you eye the sweaty flush thatâs already dusted his cheeks. you can only guess you have the same look in your eyes as you gaze down at his lips. you fix your position, chest rising up, catching the way his red irises flick down to see your tits.
âuntil you tell me to stop,â you answer, devilish smile tugging at your lips. sukuna snorts licking his bottom lip, his arm that was wrapped around the back of the seat, curls around you, pressing his fingers to your jaw, tilting your face up. his breath fans against you, lidded gaze set on your eyes.
âyeah?â he husks.
you hum, chin tilting up, âyeah.â
is it the alcohol, or do you always look so precious? his heart beats a little quicker as you stare up at him, your pupils growing as your lips part with a gentle exhale. do you know how hot you look right now?
his head dips, capturing your lips in a hungry kiss. neither of you bother with the crowded club, the base of the music thumping your hearts as he easily sets his drink aside, free hand now brushing your waist, the other curling up your throat, guiding your lips how he wants.
your tongues collide, hot breaths mixing as you deepen the kiss. your chest turning, and fingers curling around his nape. your drunk lips always become greedy. hopefully, itâs only ever been with him, he thinks.
he pulls away after a moment, panting against your lips as you heave quietly. his hand touches your exposed thigh, red irisâs flicking between yours with unspoken words. words that look like a blur in his mind when all he can see is the girl in front of him. the one twirling the short hair at his nape around her finger. the one thatâs slowly getting him riled up after one hypnotizing kiss and look in her eyes. the same one thatâs leaning up again, ghosting her lips over hisâ
âhey! no sex in the booths, come dance, losers!â
utahime huffs, reaching for the drink she left, grabbing yunoâs drink along with hers. gojo stumbles up to the balcony as well, downing another drink. âhaha I put a song request inââ
âhow?â utahime gasps, just for gojo to throw a casual shrug, because isnât it obvious how?
âI have my ways,â is all he says, before heâs narrowing his eyes at sukuna, and the firm hand he has high on your thigh. âno fucking in the boothsââ
âwhy does everyone keep saying that?â sukuna barks, followed by your hum as you stand up. what you werenât expecting was utahimeâs narrowed eyes and gojoâs knowing scoff.
he points at you both, âyou two are the ones saying this relationship is JUST sex, thatâs unlessâŠ?â
though slightly tipsy, utahime immediately catches the annoyance that crosses sukunaâs face, along with your subtle eye roll at gojoâs obviously subtle accusation. you two are unbelievable, she thinks. her heart beats a little quicker when she notices sukunaâs eyes flick over you when you reach for your glass. his gaze settling on your ass, then your face. she seriously canât tell whatâs going on between you guys anymore. it gets more and more confusing by the day, and itâs like you both are actively avoiding a fire that youâre both flaming.
âcome dance with me a bit!â utahime grabs your wrist before you can argue.
âwoah, hime,â you stumble slightly, but catch yourself. you miss the slight flinch in sukunaâs movement at your little stumble, but gojo doesnât. his brow raising at his friend, just for the tatted man to tsk, âwhat?â he snaps, chugging his drink.
the club was much livelier on the main level. the balcony though more bearable, was disconnected from the youthful fun thatâs pumping through your veins now. especially with your friends jumping beside you. gojo had maneuvered his way over, nudging yuno in utahimeâs direction. neither of them realizing that without utahime, you were now much more vulnerableâŠ
geto was flirting with two women heâd brought up to their vip section, while sukuna watched from the railing, his eyes narrow the second he finally sees utahime leave you. my turn.
he chugs his drink, hissing at the burning sting, and quickly heads down, unaware of the crowd that started swallowing you up. by the time heâd reached you, the bass had thickened, the floor vibrating under his boots, and the space around you had changed.
men he did and did not recognize lingered too close, their eyes tracking the sway of your hips, the careless bounce of your skirt as you laughed at something someone said. you were loose in that way you only ever got with your friends, shoulders relaxed, head tipped back, guard completely down. sukuna felt a dark pit swirl in his chest.
you didnât even notice how the circle around you had tightened, how utahimeâs absence left a gap no one respectable bothered to fill. and that was the problemâyou trusted the room because you thought you werenât alone.
he slowed just enough to take it in, jaw tightening as blood sizzled hot beneath his skin. it wasnât just the stares, it was how easy you made it look, how effortlessly you stood in the crowd, how you smiled without thinking who it was for. his presence cut through the crowd before he even touched you, knocking into shoulders aggressively until they began parting like water. especially when he caught the eyes of a few familiar frat brothers.
people stared. watching the man with face tattoos shove through the crowd, until his hand finally touches your waist, firm and unmistakable, it wasnât gentle. it was a reminder. his.
the men watching noticed immediately. you did too. your breath hitched as you turned, surprise melting into something softer when you saw him. sukuna leaned in close, mouth near your ear, eyes still sharp and daring anyone to test him. âi take my eyes off you for two minutes,â he murmurs, low and dangerous, âand the whole room forgets how to behave.â
your lips part in mild shock, cheeks heating as you lean your back into his chest. âyou were staring at me?â your light tease elects a squeeze to your waist, the music getting you to sway your hips back into him.
âare you surprised?â he husks, keeping your body pressed to his.
you smile to yourself. you place your hand over the one he has on your waist, head tipping to nudge his face. your breaths mix, his body easily moving with yours and the beat. he wasnât a dancer, he mainly lurked in the back, or poured drinks into womens open mouths. the most heâll do on the dance floor is this, and itâs only because of how familiar his body has gotten to you.
âIâm surprised you want to dance,â your cool response earns a devilish glare from the man. your ass pressing against his crotch, feeling the hardness in seconds.
âfeels more like somethinâ else,â he whispers in your ear, both hands digging into your hips, keeping your ass grinding against his growing bulge. âyâer getting excited after a few drinks?â
âIâm happy about the break,â you smile, turning in his arms, your hands sliding up his shoulders, before they wrap around his neck pulling him to your lips.
from an outsiders point of view, you looked like the description of a flirty couple. the intimacy of your close faces, words exchanged in whispers, hands wandering each other with familiarity.
but it wasnât like that.
and a few of the guys in the crowd were from campus, and a couple were aware of the sexual relationship the vp of the frat and infamous hot headed captain of the soccer team had with this girl. rumors always spreading, dating/side-chick/stalker, but most ruled, at the end of the day, either of you are fair game.
however, the way sukuna glares at them over your shoulder, says otherwise.
âitâs a four day weekend. fat cry from a real ass break,â he corrects, but you shrug.
âeven better,â you whisper, lips hovering his, your heels lifting off the sticky floor to stand higher, âmeans we can fuck all day, right?â his jaw clenches, heat crawling up his neck at your vulgar choice of words. âyouâre not leavinâ for the break?â
âno,â he husks, the reply quick, earning him a wet kiss from you. he hums in satisfaction, parting his lips for you, just for you to exhale, warm breath entering his mouth.
âthen I wanna fuck,â you sigh, âtonight. in the morning. the afternoon, when the sun setsâI wanna feel so full. so satisfied. that Iâll just die in limbo, until the break is over.â
holyâŠfuck.
his cock swells in seconds. your words flooding through his veins and chubbing up his nine thick inches. the veins around his arms and biceps strain. muscles flexing as he groans into your lips. sharp teeth flashing as he bites your bottom lip, hand firm as it dips over your ass, squeezing over your skirt.
âyâer fucking drunk,â he murmurs, voice dangerously low as you continue moving your hips to the beat, his thigh managing to slot between your legs as your lips part against his, gasp getting swallowed.
âdo you not wanna fuck me, ryomen?â
he clicks his sharp tongue, eyes growing dark.
âwoahââ you let out a surprised gasp as he spins you around, pulling your hips back, back hitting his chest. his lips drop to your ear, confidently grinding his thick bulge against your ass, squeezing your waist. âgrab your shit from the booth and Iâll call an uber.â
he pushes you forward after a mean kiss, hand slapping your ass forward making you let out a little yelp. sukuna licks his teeth, possessive eyes tracking your figure as you quickly move through the crowd and up the stairs. your cute self glancing over your shoulder, catching the tatted man still staring at you just for him to shoot you a wink. dumbass, you think.
as you grab your purse, finishing your drink youâd previously left, sukuna was pushing past sweaty bodies, bumping into familiar faces, before an arm catches his shoulder.
âyou leaving?â geto stumbles slightly, laughing as a girl clings to his other arm.
sukuna hums, eyes briefly flicking over his friend and his plaything, before heâs glancing down at his phone. sukuna barely hears the next words geto is saying, instead he manages to catch you heading to the exit, blood steaming at the sight of two men lurking behind you.
âfuck this,â sukuna barks under his breath. youâre not even looking over your fucking shoulder, he swears. his blood curdles as he looses sight, knocking peopleâs drinks as he shoves past the crowd.
you hadnât even noticed the shadows that tracked your every step. your fingers once again fixing your risky top, balance off as you stumble on your heels again. your eyes widen, just for an arm to quickly catch your waist, keeping you from falling on your face.
âohâshit,â you gasp, regaining your balance as you laugh awkwardly, eyes glancing up at the unfamiliar face. âthanks,â you give a tight-lipped smile, hand coming to the manâs arm to brush it off your waist, now that youâre standing. however your blood runs cold as you feel him squeeze the flesh. your heart dropping to your ass at the grip that tightens arounds you.
âheading out already, cutie?â the slimy voice sinks in your ear, making you flinch back with repulsion.
your eyes flash with angerââdude what the fuck!ââ
before you can blink, the man is suddenly hitting the ground, making you stumble just to feel another arm pull you back, âyouâre unbelievable,â sukuna seethes, his possessive arm around your waist quickly pushes you to the exit.
âwoah, I canât walk that fast, man,â you stumble for the thousandth time that night, desperately fixing your shirt as it flows with your steps.
thatâs when he snaps.
his muscles flex as he dips down, with such ease, the hand on your waist drops lower and lifts you off the ground with one muscular tatted arm.
âwoah,â your eyes widen, holding his shoulder for balance as he keeps one arm free to shove people aside and slam out onto the street. your heart stutters, cheeks growing hotter as he walks a few paces down the street before dropping you on the pavement. âlol thanks,â you giggle, the alcohol in your system making you a little tipsy. however, sukuna just tsks, arm still around your waist as he keeps you close, fingers flicking through his phone just to see the uber pull up.
âcâmon,â he manhandles you the entire way, unbothered by your protests for him to stop pushing you. your eyes easily rolling as you try to shrug the hand pushing at your lower back as you crawl into the uber.
âryomen,â you huff again, slapping his hand thatâs at the hem of your skirt, unaware that heâs protecting your dignity since youâre practically flashing the entire street with your sheer lacey black panties.
sukuna bites his jaw, slipping behind to finally slam the door shut. once again, youâre fixing your top, shuffling beside him as the uber starts, your skirt bunched high up your thigh as sukunaâs eyes flick to the exposed flesh.
âweâre going to my place right?â you ask, brows furrow as you look around, âwoah waitâwhereâs my purseââ
his hand moves it from his side to place it on your lap, your eyes widen momentarily, âthanks,â you fish for your phone, relaxing when you find it, glancing at the man as his gaze remains on your thighs, then to your fingers fiddling with your top, again.
âwhyâd you wear that if youâre gonna keep picking at it?â he huffs, blood quietly flowing under his skin, palm sliding on your knee, tracing the soft skin up your thigh.
âI havenât worn it in a bit, so I completely forgot how easily it moves out of place,â you say, fixing it again, sukunaâs eyes darken just a bit when you slip your hand inside to fix your tits. âit makes my tittes look hot, right?â
his grip tightens on your thigh, leaning close to your ear, kissing the soft skin, âmmm, pretty sure thatâs what everyone was thinking.â he mutters quietly, kissing your neck again, and again. his teeth sink into your neck, earning a quiet whimper from you before his warm tongue presses against the skin, reliving the pain.
he inhales your sweet scent, a mix of your coconut lavender oil that glistens over your exposed skin, and the natural sweetness thatâs gotten more prominent from the dancing and the heat of the crowded club. his eyes roll back, groaning lowly as he sucks another possessive hickey on your neck, inhaling your scent like itâs a fucking drug, hand moving higher up your thigh, as you brush his nape, soft sighs escaping.
it was the unspoken pull, that binds you together.
the twists in your chest and the pits in his stomach, that neither of you address, instead, bound to fall in each others arms for the single purpose of pleasure, relief, and intimacy.
even when heâs pulling away, red irisâs flashing when he catches the driver glancing at your chest as you fix your top again, he doesnât bother to explain his curdling possessiveness as he snaps. âkeep yâer eyes on the fucking road.â
your eyes widen at the sudden bark, glancing at the cowering driver, then sukuna glaring daggers straight into the front mirror. awkward.
sukuna moves his hand from your warm thigh, to wrap around the back of your seat. his jaw ticks as he manspreads like itâs the only way he knows how to sit, his thumb tapping impatiently against your shoulder as he looks out the window. the night has been rubbing him the wrong way the moment you all reached the club. your complete lack of awareness was starting to tick him off even more, fixing your top wherever ever, in front of whoever. he canât even remember if youâre always like that, but tonight was a bit excessive.
âdonât fall asleep,â you whisper, leaning against his chest as your hand rubs his toned stomach over his shirt, cheek pressing against his shoulder as your hand slides down to his lap, palming his crotch.
âshit,â he hisses, biting back a groan as you lean up to kiss his neck. palming his bulge again just for his hand to grip your wrist, squeezing. âyâ wanna fuck here?â he threatens.
your eyes widen, lips pursing as you softly pant against his neck. âheck no.â
âthen stop,â he pushes your hand off his bulge, finally cutting your teasing as you slump in his side. your arm no longer on his crotch, now hugging his torso as you lay your head against his chest, legs thrown over one thigh as he keeps his arm wrapped around you as the other, brushes the outside of your thigh, head falling back as his eyes clench shut.
just sex. he thinks internally.
once the uber stops, heâs quick to tug you out, hand on your skirt to keep it from lifting as you stumble out. groaning again at his aggressive manhandling. âseriously, ryo, Iâm gonna smash my face on the ground,â you snap with dramatics, catching yourself on his arm as he slams the car door shut.
âyâknow everyoneâs been eye fucking you all night?â he clips, eyes glaring as he scoops you off your feet again. one arm under your knees as you gasp again, holding his shoulder as you glare at him.
âisnât that the point. you clearly wanna fuck me now,â you quip with boredom.
sukuna tsks, lifting you up to fix his hold as he walks up to the entrance. âthatâs different.â
your brows furrow tilting your head back, immediately clicking where you are. âI thought we were going to my place?â sukuna fiddles with his pocket, dropping you at the doorstep to pull out his keys.
âI got distracted and accidentally put my address in,â he says, pushing the door open and then pushing you inside, just for you to trip on your feet, then getting pulled back. âyour stupid shoes.â
âitâs not my shoes itâs the shoving,â you huff, shrugging his arm off, âwhaâ!â
your world suddenly flips. sukuna throws you over his shoulder, hand cracking down on your exposed ass, grabbing a cheek aggressively making you yelp. you donât even complain, not until he aggressively dropping you on his bed, tugging your shoes, just to suddenly pull your entire body to edge of the bed, almost falling off.
âzipper,â you huff leaning up, pointing at the zipper halfway down the boots. he tsks, pushing your hand aside as he unzips the shoes and finally tugs both off. you barely have time to think when he pushes your legs apart with his upper body. âtonight, the morning, afternoon,â he repeats your words from earlier, hands splayed on each of your thighs pushing your legs further apart, tugging your panties to the side, âfuck, youâre so wet.â
your whines bounce of the walls, bucking your hips up as you pull his head closer. your hands push your annoying top off, hand tugging at your nipples pulling a whine from your throat as his tongue dips into your syrupy sweetness, eyes flicking up as he places a hand on your other breast, groping as you whine.
âfuck,â you sigh, hand clasping over his letting him squeeze the pretty flesh of your tits as you wiggle your hips against his face. âlove it soâuh-so much, ryo,â your moans sound like fucking sin.
his groan travels deep from his chest pressing his face further between your legs, nuzzling his nose against your clit, tongue following the sticky sweetness to your pulsing hole. your legs part naturally, combing back his hair to tug at the dark roots, hips arching off the bed as he squeezes your tit, nails digging in making you whine out in pleasure.
it was the combination of alcohol, freedom of the long weekend, and overwhelming desire to get fucked dumb, that you didnât fully question sukunaâs mistake to go to the frat instead of your place. not even when heâs making you cum on his tongue, groaning unbelievably loud as he pulls off, tugging his shirt over his head and climbing up your body kissing up your chest to suck marks along your neck, fingers sinking into your pussy.
âfuck, how wet were ya when we were at the club?â he questions against your neck, curling two fingers, rough digits hitting your sweet spot. you choke, arm wrapped around his neck, tugging his hair up to your face. he grunts at the stinging in his scalp, lips crashing to sink his teeth into your bottom lip making you moan louder. âslut.â
his fingers piston inside your hole, chuckling darkly when your legs spread wide, tongue falling out as he laps at it, messy and wet. unaware of the fact that heâd left his bedroom door wide open.
âanghâŠhaahâŠmm-ryâryoo,â you whine so lewdly, it should be illegal to sound so fucking sweet and hot at the same time. he licks every corner of your mouth, grunting in your lips as his forearms flex with each curl of his fingers, spitting a wet glob in your mouth, just for you to choke on another moan as the coil deep in your stomach comes undone.
âyou can take it,â he keeps your legs parted, fingering you roughly through your orgasm. your face presses into his neck, a silent moan escaping with a few chokes from the back of your throat, until heâs sliding his fingers out, slapping your clit just for your entire body to flinch. âyou gonna answer my question, baby?â he moves to straddle your waist, shit eating grin on his face, as you try to catch your breath. hand on his thigh as he unbuckles his belt and pushes the waistband of his boxers down.
your lashes flutter, eyes closed unaware of the man whipping his fat cock out, hovering over your pretty face.
âanswer me,â he husks, just to spit right on his cock, licking his lip as he strokes himself over your face, leaning down to press his engorged tip against your cheek.
you blink, brow raising as you see the scary size dragging across your bottom lip now. âseriously,â you snort, tongue falling out to lap.
âmost girls would pull away,â he mutters, holding the base of his cock as he pushes his tip against your pouty mouth, biting his lip once your lips part to plant a wet kiss on it.
you gaze up at him through your lashes. the innocence drips from your expression like youâre just licking a popsicle, fingers moving up his inner thigh. he groans low and rough, sinking his cock past your lips, abs flexing above you as you swirl your tongue around the engorged tipâ
âshit!â he hisses sharply.
you suck his tip harshly, hallowing your cheeks in seconds before he tugging his cock out, heart jumping when your teeth skims.
his sharp gaze catches the glint in your eyes. your tongue hangs out again, mouth an open invitation.
âfucking brat,â he swears, collecting your droll, then slapping the heavy member against your tongue. âyou like choking on my dick? yâ that desperate to drink my cum up?â
your expression barely wavers, except for the heat that crawls up your neck, your breath uneven at the anticipation because the short answer is yes. youâre desperate for his thick warm cum. your chin juts out, licking his cock as he drags it across your cheek before returning to your mouth.
âopen wider, itâs a big fit,â he commands, hand pressing against the wall in front of him before slowly sinking his cock into your mouth. âfhuck.â sukuna realized quickly that the fastest way to make you tear up was to stuff his giant cock into your adorable mouth. the same one that he kisses, and the same one that lets our quiet whines and unfiltered sweet moans.
your lashes flutter shut, nails gripping his jeans as he slowly thrusts his hips in shallow thrusts, eyes boring into your face watching every twitch and tear. he cant tear his eyes away, especially when you start whining around his cock, kissing and spitting when heâd pull out so just hit tip was in your mouth which you seemed to like more. âkeep kissingâ it, pretty slut. wet my cock fâer meâyou want me slipping in that tight pussy of yours dontcha?â
you hum with pleasure, earning a head pat by the man above. his eyes twinkle as your eyes flutter shut again, kissing and sucking his tip like itâs the best thing to ever go in your mouth. and it was twisted how he has you under him worshipping his cock with thoughts that just revolve around him, and all he can think about is how all those men dragged their disgusting eyes over your figure all night, boring holes into your skin, sick minds wandering when youâd fix your top thinking theyâd be the ones to rip it off and have you under them. one even managed to touch youâhis jaw clenches.
âhow long was your pussy leaking, brat?â he pulls his cock out, laying it against your cheek, just for you to turn your head to nuzzle it like some cockdrunken whore. âshit.â
he rips himself away, hand squishing your pretty cheeks, cock hanging over your heaving tits, nipples perky as you blink up at him. your pretty hand wraps around his wrist, whining, as he squishes your cheeks harder.
you try to speak, words muffled from his grip, he loosens so you can speak with clarity, âyou want me to tell you how I was wet the whole time?â
âI want the truth,â he scoffs.
his mind gets distracted looking at your pretty lips, thumb rubbing the soft flesh, unaware that heâd pushed his thumb in, groaning when you start sucking his thumb.
it was always a rollercoaster with you guys. he pulls his thumb out, leaning down so his face was right above yours. âIâm gonna spit on you. tell me.â
were you worse or the same as him? he canât tell. not when youâre smiling widely, sticking your tongue out for him.
âfuck,â he collects a good amount in his mouth, heart racing as you arch your back off the mattress, thighs clenching as you stare right at him.
he spits.
your eyes flutter. the glob hits your tongue and sends a shock of electricity through your veins, cheeks heating up, and pupils blowing. the satisfaction of being claimed by sukuna was mind-numbing.
you swallow.
then your eyes meet again, and sukuna is awe-struck, as he is whenever you pull shit like this under him. your lips part, licking your lips as you shuffle with impatience, hand rubbing his thigh. âryoâŠkiss me.â
fuck pride.
his lips crash into yours.
he wastes no time cradling your head like the most precious thing in the world, swallowing your moans and breath, managing to maneuver himself off the bed. he allows you to kiss him as youâre sat up. your arms are locked around his neck unable to tear yourself away from him as he shrugs his jeans and boxers off, pulling your skirt and panties off before his arms hook under your legs, kneeling on the bed. âbig stretch, brat,â was his only warning before heâs slamming his length inside.
you gasp, eyes wide as he pulls his hips back, slamming his girth in, catching his fall with one arm beside your head. ângh so fuckinâ tight, pussy fits like a fuckinâ glove,â he husks. your nails dig into his shoulder, legs hooked over his arms, as he hammers his cock into your squelching hole, throwing all self-control out the door. youâre crying and whining, and heâs in your ear with low animalistic grunts.
when the ropes of hot cum fill your creamy pussy, sukuna continues pumping his cock, overstimulating your poor hole until the tears have washed your make up off and heâs pushing himself to a second orgasm.
and while you were dumb on this manâs cock, you hadnât heard the front door, or the group of men and a few women that came back from the club. or that sukuna had left the information of an after party hangout at the frat from you. the opener for the nights DJ was supposedly coming back for some shots with the guys a couple girls they picked up for a chill night.
but what the men heard was the rough rocking of a bed, followed by the sweetest moans ever and rough hot grunts.
âyâer the one that said you wanted to get fucked stupid, but youâre now crying like a big crybaby,â he laughs, choking at the way you clamp up around him. âmy crybaby canât handle this dick anymore?â
âI can!â you cry out, big globs of tears rolling down your hot cheeks.
âthen take it,â his hips snap, and you gasp again. his thighs connect to your ass with creamy sticky webs, unbothered by the mess as he folds you into a deeper mating press, groaning at the squelch when he pulls out to slam harder. âgonna pump so much cum in ya, pussy loves my cum, donât it, crybaby?â
your words are just a bumbling mess. but you manage to whimper a sweet delicious, ây-yess ryoââ
his biceps flex beside you, abs tightening as he feels his balls clench up, âshiitââ
it was a mind splitting orgasm.
his teeth sink into your shoulder, face buried as he groans. you gasp out a sweet cry, one would think youâre just getting your pretty pussy fingered, and not getting fucked by a mean thick cock. but thatâs what drives sukuna crazy. the way your moans grow much sweeter the more overstimulated you get. itâd get any man to cum just by the sound.
and heâs no different. his tip pulses, spilling a heavy load deep in your warm pussy, painting your gummy walls a hot white. his chest heaves, skin glistening with sweat as it sticks to yours. his teeth retract from your shoulder, hot tongue replacing the stinging as he licks the mark, kissing it. he drops your legs carefully letting them clamp around his waist, kissing up your neck, and nuzzling his face to inhale the scent of your sweat. his hair sticking to his forehead.
âyou still there?â he pants, kissing your sticky cheek before pushing up. caged under him, his eyes darken with pride at the state youâre in.
your lashes coated in tears, your hypnotizing gaze glossed over all the same, and your lips an open pout as you heave. you look like a fucking princess. his hand cups your damp cheek, lowering his face back down.
âwanna kiss from me, baby?â
he was sick. the faux sympathy heâs expressing as if he isnât the reason youâre a dumb pretty mess. but it doesnât matter, not when youâre nodding your head, still heaving softly, hand touching his bicep.
âyeah?â he husks, lips hovering over yours. you can barely form words, so all that comes out is a small whine from the back of your throat, and your lips parting for him. âcute,â he mutters, giving you your kiss, thumb caressing your cheek as he carefully pulls out, jaw slacking at the cool air that touches his wet cock.
your eyes flutter shut, body spent as he pulls away, tongue swiping his lips as he sits up, and thatâs when he hears the creak over his shoulder.
his eyes snap behind. everything goes dark. the group of men, both athletes and frat guys, all huddled at the top of the stairs, feel their hearts drop to their asses when they lock eyes with scariest most intimidating man on campus. excluding two, a certain white haired man, along with his smug best friend, albeit both their faces are flushed a deep crimson, but when sukunaâs irises gleam a dark threatening red, they donât cower like the other men scrambling to explain.
âwho leaves the door open!?â one sputters.
âwho is thatââ
you stir on the bed, vision blurry as you try to sit up. âwhatââ but sukuna flips the throw blanket over yours, standing up.
completely comfortable with his masculinity, he walks up to his door, a few men stumble back and sukuna hadnât noticed the few girls within them that had also come up to look. what he did notice was the few men that were eyeing you at the club and he was definitely drunk when he left his door openâ but still, whatâs done is doneâ
âjust sex,â is all he says, loud enough for gojo to hear, making the man scoff.
âyouâre a fucking idiot,â gojo rolls his eyes, because yeah, his friend is a fucking idiot.
sukuna tsks, hand curling around his door, âfuck off downstairs.â
the door slams.
gojo shakes his head, turning to shoo the men downstairs as he explains to geto what had happened in the club for the full picture. however, as smart as sukuna thinks he is, he will never be able to understand your relationship anymore. fuck buddies. friends with benefits.
none of it can explain the look on your face when he turns back to the bed. youâre sitting up, brows scrunched together in mild confusion as you hold his blanket to your chest.
âdid you leave the door open on purpose?â
his eyes meet yours, kneeling back on the bed. âfuck no, was an accident.â
your heart picks up, body language clearly not easing at his response. âyouâre fucking weird, yâknow that?â and your tone doesnât come out as harsh as you wanted it too. it was more of a question than a statement.
âi did tell ya they all wanna fuck you,â he mutters, grabbing his shirt off the ground to wipe his dick.
your head pounds, what is that even supposed to mean? you lay back on the bed, arm draped over your face, âwhatever ryo, just clean me up.â
you miss the way his jaw ticks. his brows furrow and stomach churns, what the fuck was he saying that for? he questions himself, muscles tense, as he brushes the blanket off you, cleaning the mess. neither of you exchange any words, both pushing the awkwardness, and the way the airâs grown thick, all for him to press himself against your back, arm wrapping around you with possession, and burying his face in your hair.
and even when the sun rises the next morning, and youâre turning over, you canât fully stomach the way he acted last night, or what the guys may or may not have seen, so your solutionâŠ.
âhaah fuck,â you sigh, head thrown back, as the man grunts under you, hands digging into your hips as you bounce your pretty self on his mind-numbing cock, forgetting any other details other than the fact that heâs your fuck buddy first.
a/n: I imagined this going in a different direction but I held off on it bc I think itâll be better for another part! anyways I hope u guys enjoyed it, ik a lot of you were asking for jealous kuna so I hope youâve been fed just a bit <33 â (divider by @/saradika-graphics)
àšà§ frat!sukuna waiting outside the library for his shy girl just to get a taste
heâs banned from the library.
youâre still not sure what the final straw wasâvaping in the silent zone, hotboxing the stairwell, calling someoneâs econ group âbroke losers with no pussyââbut the front desk staff knows his face now. they donât even give him a warning anymore. just glare at him through the glass if he so much as stands outside for too long. doesnât stop him, though. never does.
because every night you study late, heâs there.
just loitering. half-slouched against the bike rack, hood up, headphones in, tapping the toe of his sneaker against the concrete like heâs counting down the seconds till you come outside. you pretend not to notice him. pretend your stomach doesnât flip when you see him through the exit doors, arms crossed over his chest, mouth already twitching into that stupid little grin.
âtook your sweet fucking time,â he says when you finally step out.
you donât respond. just let him take your backpack without asking, like always, like itâs nothing. he slings it over one shoulder like it weighs nothing. itâs not chivalry. itâs just him. rude, smug, and territorial as fuck. walking you back to your dorm like he owns the sidewalk, like no one else on this campus is allowed to look at you for too long.
âwhy do you always act like youâre mad at me?â he asks, like heâs not texting you constantly. like he didnât blow your phone up an hour ago with: u still in the library? and come outside iâm bored and iâm serious iâm gonna bark.
you glance at him from the corner of your eye. âiâm not mad.â
âyou look mad.â
âyouâre annoying.â
he laughs. loud enough that people turn to look. and then he nudges your shoulder with his arm and says, âyeah, but you like it.â and you donât say anything, because heâs right. because even when heâs irritating, even when he gets you in trouble for sneaking past the front desk, you still wait for him to show up. still check your phone. still keep the sweater he left in your bed that smells like weed and cheap detergent and the skin behind his ear.
youâre quiet most of the way back.
he doesnât fill the silence. just walks next to you, close enough that your knuckles brush sometimes.
you pretend not to notice when he glances over at you every other block. or when he presses the button for the crosswalk even though youâre closer. or when he shifts your bag higher on his shoulder like heâs going to carry it forever if you donât ask for it back.
by the time you reach your building, your cheeks hurt from trying not to smile.
âroom?â he asks, like he doesnât already know it.
you hesitate.
then: ââŠitâs messy.â
he grins. âso am i.â
you roll your eyes, but your fingers still curl into the hem of his hoodie once youâre inside. he pulls you in by your waist, lets the door click shut behind him, and starts kissing you like heâs been starving for it. like he didnât just walk you home twenty minutes ago. like he needs to feel your mouth again to remember what peace tastes like.
he picks you up halfway through the kiss. doesnât ask. just grabs under your thighs and carries you toward your bed like itâs instinct, like this is what he does. your legs wrap around his waist. youâre already breathless by the time he drops you into the mattress and crawls on top of you with that same greedy, cocky, sleepy-eyed look.
you whisper his name. quiet. a little breathless.
his mouth is on yours again instantly. âmissed you today,â he mumbles, even though he saw you at lunch. even though he texted you through lecture. even though you havenât gone a full day without seeing him in weeks.
he grinds down into you slow. you can feel how hard he is through his sweats. thick and heavy, dragging against the thin cotton between your legs as he breathes you in like he wants to ruin your sleep schedule again.
you gasp when he ruts against your clit just right.
âthere she is,â he murmurs, smirking against your mouth. âmy pretty girl. thought about this all day.â
he palms at your thighs, presses a kiss right under your jaw, then mumbles it against your skin like itâs an afterthought.
âyour roommate gonna be back soon?â
you shake your head quickly. âsheâs sleeping over at her boyfriendâs.â
âgood.â
it comes out low. thick with that same heavy-lidded want he always wears around you. his fingers curl around the back of your knee and drag it higher around his waist. your skirt bunches up between you, and you can feel how hot his skin is even through your tights.
you try not to make eye contact. he always teases you when you get like thisâshy, squirmy, looking anywhere but his eyes like thatâll make you less obvious. like he canât feel how much you want him.
he leans down closer, nose brushing yours.
âwhyâre you looking at the ceiling?â
you swallow. âno reason.â
âwhat,â he grins, voice low and teasing, ânervous?â
your face heats instantly.
he laughs, kisses the corner of your mouth. âyouâre cute when you get all quiet.â
âiâm notââ
âshhh,â he hums, kissing you again. âlet me take care of you.â
and you let him.
you always do.
he moves slow, almost annoyingly so, like he wants to make you squirm. like he wants to see how much youâll feel your face warming before he even gets your tights off. his hands are so big they make you feel small, and the way he touches you, and makes you dizzy in the way only he can.
he palms your cunt through the fabric, feels how soaked you already are. hums deep in his throat like thatâs exactly what he expected.
âfuck, baby. all that just from me grinding on you?â he smirks, dragging his fingers up and down the damp seam of your tights. âyouâre so sensitive.â
you try to close your legs.
he doesnât let you.
ânuh-uh,â he says, nudging your thighs apart again with a rougher grip. âdonât get all shy now. you were making those pretty little noises earlier, werenât you?â
your hands fly up to your face. he laughs.
âthatâs what i thought.â
and when he finally slides your tights down, slow and careful, peppering kisses along your legs as he goesâhe keeps murmuring, like youâre his favorite secret.
âmy girlâs so fuckinâ cute. you know that?â
you donât answer.
you canât. not when his mouth is already between your thighs, and youâre trembling again just from the way he moans like youâre the one ruining him.
he noses along the inside of your thigh, breath hot against your skin. doesnât kiss your pussy yetâjust stays there, mouth so close it makes you ache. your hips twitch, but he doesnât move. just palms them gently, keeping you still, smirking like heâs trying to see how long it takes you to beg.
âthis where you get all quiet again?â he murmurs, voice dark and low. ââcause you werenât so shy a second ago, grinding on me and shit.â
you make an embarrassed, needy sound, and he chuckles and licks a long, slow stripe from your hole to your clit. it makes your whole body jerk.
you nod before you can stop yourself.
he hums against your clit, lips wrapping around it gently just to suck enough to make your thighs shake. he doesnât go fastânot at first. not until youâre clutching the sheets, breath catching in your throat, trying so hard to stay quiet even though your roommateâs gone and no oneâs gonna hear you except him.
âfuck, baby,â he groans, holding your hips down when you start to squirm. âyou always get this sensitive?â
âj-just with you,â you breathe.
and thatâs the thingâsukuna acts like an asshole most of the time. cocky. sharp. loud in a way that should make you feel small.
but the second you say shit like that, heâs silent. like he feels it somewhere deeper. like you handed him something and he doesnât know exactly where to put it.
he presses a kiss to your thigh, almost too soft. then one to your hipbone. your tummy. the underside of your breast. until heâs climbing back up your body, cock hard against your inner thigh, face flushed and mouth glistening with your slick.
he kisses you slow, and so wet, like heâs drunk on the sweet taste of youâand you kiss him back, dazed, dizzy, already fucked-out from just his tongue.
you murmur against his lips, voice small. âsukunaâŠâ
âmm?â
you glance down. heâs hard, thick and heavy where it rests between your bodies, hot against your skin. you shift a little beneath him, just enough for your thighs to squeeze around his hips. âarenât you gonnaâŠâ you trail off, swallowing. âyou know. f-fuck me?â
he just smirks, and leans back down again. ânot tonight,â he murmurs, kissing the inside of your thigh. âdonât need to.â
you blink. confused. still panting.
his hands settle under your knees, spreading you open again. heâs still wet from before, his chin sticky with your slick. âjust wanna taste you, baby. thatâs all i want.â
you whimper as he sinks lower. âkunaââ
he groans, mouth already on your cunt again, tongue parting your folds and licking deep like heâs starving. like youâre dessert and heâs not done yet. he sucks softly on your clit, presses slow, lazy kisses all over like heâs making up his own pattern. and he doesnât rush it. doesnât get greedy. he savors you.
âgod,â he groans, voice low against your cunt. âyouâre so fucking sweet. like this little pussyâs made for my mouth.â
your face burns. your legs twitch. âbutâbut youâre hardââ
he pulls back just long enough to glance up at you, eyes half-lidded. âi know,â he says. âso what?â
you make another helpless noise, thighs closing around his head before he pries them open again.
âthis ainât about me tonight, princess.â he grins, filthy. âgonna make you cum âtil you cry. now be a good girl and keep your legs open for me.â
descp: its been three years since reiner was announced as the armoured titan and left for marley, the betrayal left you heart broken as you and reiner had a very romantic friendship. Years later you bump into him while undercover in marley with the scouts, years of hidden confessions and tension start to rise as you meet him again.
Itâs been three years since Reiner was announced a traitor and escaped.
Three years, and you still canât move on from what he did to you⊠no what he did to us all. The betrayal still boils your blood, but every once in a while, those buried feelings claw their way back to the surface.
What you shared with him was never casual. Not even close.
Late-night conversations. Training together after hours. And most importantlyâthe way he looked at you. He treated you like a feather, like youâd fly away if he breathed too hard. He couldnât survive a day without seeing your beautiful face. Hell, he wouldnât even let you go on a mission without him.
Your heart flutters when you think about those memories, and you hate yourself for it. Because deep down, you know itâs wrong. Deep down, you know what once was love will never come back.
He betrayed you.
He left you in the dirt.
Nothing more, nothing less.
current:
âYou realllyyyyy need to lay off the wine, y/n.â Jean says, bunching your hair into a ponytail as you lean over the boatâs railing, vomiting into the sea.
Your hands grasp his wrists as you look up at him, eyes glassy. âI know, I know⊠Iâm sorry,â you mutter.
Jean flashes you a grin. âDonât apoloââ
âHELLO, PEOPLE!! WE HAVE ARRIVED!â
Hange screams, shoving herself between you and Jean and nearly throwing herself over the railing to look at the land ahead.
âQuiet. Youâre going to blow our cover,â Levi mutters, quickly grabbing Hange by the collar and yanking her back.
You, Jean, Hange, Connie, and Sasha rush off the boat, with Armin, Mikasa, Eren, and Levi following behind.
Sasha immediately darts toward the first food stall she spots.
âThis tastes unbelievable!â she yells, shoving a mysterious white substance into her mouth.
âY/N, YOU HAVE TO TRY!!â
You dig your finger in and taste it and your eyes shoot open instantly.
âHoly fuck!â
Just as youâre about to ask for more, Levi swoops in and grabs all of you.
âWe need to get to our hotel. We donât have time to waste,â he snaps. âDo not forget why we came here.â
6 hours later â 8:00 PM
Itâs dark out when you and Mikasa return from the local store, arms full of ice cream,bought solely because Sasha wouldnât shut up about how badly she wanted it.
As you turn the corner, you spot a bar.
âI really need the toilet,â you say, pointing at it. âYou can go on without me.â
Mikasa hesitates. âAre you sure? You shouldnât wander alone in such an unfamiliar place.â
âTrust me, Iâll be okay,â you grin.
She returns it with a small smile. âAlright. Goodbye.â
You rush inside, quickly use the restroom, and head back out, and collide with someone much taller than you as he enters the bar.
âIâm sorry-â you start, looking upâŠthen your heart stops.
Youâd recognize that face anywhere. The face you cried over for years. The face burned into your memory.
Reiner.
Of course itâs Reiner.
His eyes flick down to you, ready to apologise for bumping into you,until recognition hits him just as hard. Like your face was engraved into his mind.
Anger surges through your body.
You turn and bolt.
âY/n!â
His voice follows instantly.
Just like it always used to.
He rushes after you, grabs your wrist, and pulls you into a narrow alleyway.
âY/n.â
And suddenly, youâre face to face with the one person you never truly escaped. You never did escape reiner, he always haunted you like a ghost day and night. There was never a day that passed that you didnât think about him.
He lets go of ur wrists and takes in a deep glance at ur face, analysing every feature making sure its the y/n he knows. âWha- why are you here? Who are you with? Who brang you here? And why are you all alone?â He says in all one breath almost as if hes panicking.
You scoff loudly while running your hand down your face, âyou dont deserve to knowâ you say with a blank expression. Reiners lips start to form a pout as a response to your words. God he really is pathetic, âif this is about what i-â
âOf course this is about what you did!â You yell in his face, âGod i hate you reiner, so so much you know that right?â you snap in his face while ur body is leaning against the brick wall of the alley way. âYou donât mean that.â
**not finished as this is a teaser but if this does well ill finish!!**
Synopsis: You were happily married to your husband, Toji. You two had two kids, and life was perfect. That is, until you decided to start dinner early, and you found a gun in the cabinet. You decided to send your kids to your mothers to talk to Toji. Only, it doesn't go as you planned
Content Warning: Non-con, begging, crying, gun play, non-con, pussy eating, breath-play, choking the reader unconscious, pet name (Doll), piv, ready gets fucked with the gun, degrading praise, non-con!!!
Now Playing ---- Closer By Nine Inch Nails
a/n: Hey guys... So quick heads up, if you didn't read the synopsis, or the content warning, or see the poll I posted, this story is really dark and possibly triggering to a lot of readers. It was a little difficult to write, but the poll I posted came up to 50/50, so I'm taking a chance, and hopefully this doesn't bite me in the ass afterwards. But please read this with a lot of caution in mind. Anyways, this is not proofread, and comment đ« if you wanna be in a taglist for Toji. Enjoy! xx
You never knew your husband was into some shady stuff for work. I mean, did he work at odd hours, coming home soaked in something, but assuring you that he was fine and needed a shower. But when you found a handgun in the bottom kitchen cabinet, you were angry and confused. You sent the kids to your mother's house and awaited Tojiâs inevitable arrival home. When he walked through the door, his muscles flexed before relaxing. âA fucking gun, Toji?!â His body tensed upon hearing your voice from the darkness, before relaxing once he registered that it belonged to you.Â
âWhatâre you talking about, Doll?â He asked, slipping off his shoes and putting on his house slippers before dragging his feet along the hardwood floors. You threw the gun at his feet, forcing him to stop. âWhy is there a fucking gun in the kitchen cabinet?! And the bottom one at that? What if Megumi or Satoko found it?â You shouted, the mere thought of them playing with a gun and it accidentally going off; it made your heart sink. âWell then, good thing you found it, yeah?â Toji said, picking up the gun, checking it for any damage before walking further into the house, as if there was nothing wrong with having guns around a very adventurous four-year-old and a seven-year-old.
âYou donât see the problem with this?!â You shouted as you stormed after him. You were fucking fuming at how nonchalant he was being about the situation. Toji shrugged before saying, âNot really. I mean, the kids are safe and healthy last I checked, so whatâs the problem with a gun in the house?â âWhat if the kids found it? Started playing with it, and one of them got hurt?â Toji groaned. âDoll, I work for some fucked up people. People who will come in guns blazing with no regard for you or the kids. So the gun stays, non negotiable.â You scoffed. âI canât fucking believe this. Iâm going to my mothers. I canât-â Toji grabbed you by the neck, pulling you closer to him, practically giving you whiplash. âYouâre not going anywhere, Doll. I mean I had a hard day at work, havenât seen you and youâre getting pissy over a gun that the kids didnât find. Hell, the gunâs been there since we moved in last year. Now please, relax and give me a kissâ
You were silent, but he could tell you were angry as you tried to get out of his grasp and he only threw you onto the bed as he took his shirt off. You slid off the bed and tried to exit the room again, but Toji pushed you back onto the bed, straddling your hips, keeping you on the bed. âToji, stop it. Iâm not fucking you right now and Iâm going to my motherâs for the weekend.â He laughed, the sound sending a shiver down your spine. âIâd love to see how you do that. I havenât seen my wife in a week and you want to run off to your motherâs over a fucking hypothetical? Iâve been stuck in a hotel with another dude. Couldnât even jerk off to the pretty pictures that I take of you.â Your brows furrowed. âYou take pictures of me after we have sex so you can jerk off to them?!â You began fighting him, not knowing what else to do. Although, it was pointless. The man was twice your size and too much strength for you to fight him off of you.
 Trying to get yourself free, when suddenly his large, rough and calloused hands wrapped around your throat, choking you and his other hand pressed the gun to your head, keeping you still.
Your throat burned and you were helpless under him. Toji finally let go, and you coughed, hard, trying to pull any amount of air back into your lungs. Toji pulled the rest of his clothes off, before taking off your pajama pants and he climbed back onto the bed, prying your legs apart and slinging them over his shoulders. âAll you need is a little attention, yeah? Pussy missed me so much itâs making you crazy, Dollâ You tried to squirm and get away, but he put the gun down, his hands kept you firmly in place. âNo, Toji. Stop it-â You said and he dragged his big wet tongue all over your pretty cotton panties.
âStay still, pretty.â Toji said, pulling your panties to the side before taking your clit into his mouth, causing your back to arch as you tried to fight him off once again, but his large hands reminded you how much bigger and stronger than you he was. Your heels dug into his back, trying to push him away, but he continued to hold you down, continuing his assault on your poor clit. You whined, eventually stopping to attempt an escape and giving up on your futile attempts to escape.Â
Toji smirked before saying âFinally. Let me do what I need to do, Doll.â He buried his face into your cunt, watching as you tried to act as though it didnât feel good, but Toji was confident in his abilities to make you come over and over again with just his tongue. After all, because he was good with his tongue, that was one of the reasons you married and had kids with him. Soft whimpers and pleads left your lips as Toji held you down, his hand itching for the gun once more.Â
He reached up, grabbing the gun. Your body tensed and he smiled, tapping the barrel of the gun against your saliva soaked pussy. You jumped before saying âStop. Whatâre you doing?!â Toji didnât respond, still sucking feverishly at your clit. He dragged the cold metal along the inside of your thigh and down to the outside of your leg, leaving a mixture of your unwanted arousal and his spit along your right thigh. His left handâs pointer and middle finger slipped into you, stuffing a third in not longer after.Â
Tears brewed in your eyes and you groaned, trying to stop the assault. The gun came from the outside of your thigh and Toji pulled away from your clit and pulled his fingers out before prodding the barrel of the gun at your hole. Your eyes widened and you shook your head, but he kept you in place. He began to work the tip of the gun into your pussy. You sobbed loudly at the intrusion, the indents in the metal scrapped against the inside of your pussy, causing you to cry out with every small thrust.
Toji pressed the gun deeper into your cunt, watching your pussy stretch, trying to accommodate the intrusion. Soft sobs and hiccups left your lips as Toji continued to work the gun deeper inside of you. His hands finally stilled and you were so grateful for it, still sobbing. âToji- please!â A creepy smile plastered on his face and you watched in horror as he clicked the safety off, the sound causing your ears to ring.Â
Your eyes opened wide, still crying and trying to get away. âAh-ah.â Toji said, his finger twitching on the trigger. âCome on now you wouldnât want me to accidentally pull the trigger? It might hurt. But what do I know, right? I donât have female anatomy.â You choked back a sob, trying your hardest not to make any sudden movement when Toji whistles loudly. âYou sure youâre not enjoying yourself? I mean youâve already coated the gun in a pretty ring of your cream and you're leaking down to my wrist.â
Toji pulled the gun out, watching your pussy gape as you whimpered and you writhe. âGood girl.â Toji said, gently rubbing the barrel of the gun on your clit. You jumped as you rocked your hips against the warm metal. âI thought you didnât want this. Youâre rubbing your clit against the gun.â You scoff, rolling your eyes. âS-shut up. Itâs not even loaded-â A loud bang and your ears rang, causing you to pause. There was a hole in the decorative pillow next to your head.
Your chest began to rise and fall rapidly and Toji smirked. âYou still think itâs not loaded?â He pressed the hot metal into your mouth, the gunpowder leaving a foul taste in your mouth. Still hyperventilating, Toji pressed his cock into your cunt, groaning at the resistance. âYouâre still so fucking tight. Even after I tried to stretch you out a little with the gun.â You whimpered around the gun, your eyes completely shut.Â
âCome on. You donât even wanna look at your husband? Show me some love, Doll. I havenât seen you or this pussy in a whole week.â You shook your head and the gun was pulled from your mouth, covered in your unwanted arousal and saliva and he pressed the tip underneath your chin; the gun clicked again. âSafetyâs off again, Doll.â You quickly open your eyes, looking at him through the tears that threatened to spill. âThere she is. Oh how I missed you, Doll.â You whimpered, closing your eyes again before forcing yourself to open them again.Â
âGood girl. I didnât even have to force you.â Toji laughed, his hips thrusting deep into your messy pussy, the tip of his cock kissing your cervix with every snap of his hips. You whimpered, a loud sob leaving your lips and Toji groaned. âCome on, Doll. Youâre making my dick soft with all that cryinâ. Why donât you give me a big pretty smile?â You whimpered, your back arching. You couldnât be close to an orgasm. Not with him pointing a gun under your jaw and his cock bullying your cervix; you canât be.Â
âIs my whore wife close? Her messy cunt wants to cream all over my cock?â You let out a sob and Tojiâs free hand wrapped around your throat, squeezing you tight. Your well manicured nails clawed at his arm, trying to get him to let go of you. But the more you struggled, the more his big hand tightened around your throat and restricted your breathing.Â
âToâŠ.ji please!â You whimpered through strangled breaths. âShhh. Let me take care of your needy pussy. Mâkay?â You clawed at his biceps leaving red scratch marks against his skin and he hissed, tossing the gun off of the bed. Both of his hands wrapped around your throat. Your vision began to blur; you couldnât tell if it was from tears or the lack of oxygen, but Toji was relentlessly pounding into your pussy, listening to your soft mewls and the lewd noises from between your legs. You didnât know what was happening.Â
âT-toji!â He smiled. âThat's all you can say? Beg for me to stop when your cunt is so fucking greedy and you need me to tend to her. What kind of husband would I be if I didnât take care of your needs?â You sobbed and he smiled as he watched you grow weaker and weaker from his grip. Your cunt spasmed around Tojiâs cock and he smiled. âGo ahead. Make a fucking mess of my cock and cum while I use your pussy the way I wanna.âÂ
Your back arched and you came hard, your head fuzzy and you felt yourself slowly losing consciousness. You tried to fight it, but Tojiâs hips snapping hard against yours, his finger gripping your neck hard enough to leave bruises. âGonna cum deep inside your pretty pussy and get you pregnant again. Watch you waddle around the house, your breasts so full. Holy shit, Iâm going to cum inside of you.â Your hands began to shake and your body convulsed trying to use what little power you had left before you came hard again, back to back, the overstimulation driving you insane. Then, it went dark.
You blacked out.
You woke up, your thighs sticky and your entire body was sore with pain. The feathers from the pillow were all over the bed and floor. You whimpered as you tried to sit up, but Tojiâs firm hands were on your thighs, keeping you laying on your back. You looked between your legs and all you could see was Toji devouring your cunt with no kind of restraint. You tried to wiggle out of his grasp and it only left you weaker than before and Toji chuckled into your pussy.
âCome on now, Doll. Relax. Iâm trying to clean up my mess. Be a good girl and stay still for me, okay?â
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after a long year, you find a way to whisk satoru off on vacation for his birthday week. just you, him, greece's sun and all your married shenanigans.
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á°.â cws : fluff :: so much smut :: vacation shenanigans :: lovesick reader :: lovesick toru :: oral ( m. + f. ) :: marathon sex :: creampie :: semi public sex :: angst . . .
á°.â sweetheart : cooked up something for my baby <3
Satoru thought you were joking at first.
"A whole week?" He blinked, doubt glimmering in his grin. You returned it brighter, hooking your pinkie beneath his blindfold and tugging it around his neck.
"Mhhm. Just you, me," you stood on your tippy toes. "And Greece." Then gave him a peck.
The kind of affection that was warmer than any European sun. The sort of kisses he could drown in rather than the crystal waters. You'd lathered him in them from head to toeâ and you both hadn't even left Japan yet.
"Sweet girlâ heyâ" he huffed a laugh at the terminal, side eyeing airport security and their scowls as your lips smothered his. "C'mon pretty girl."
He snatched your waist. Squeezed. A quiet behave even when those playful blues smiling at you over the rims of his glasses begged you not to.
"It's not even the first."
"And?"
You tipped into him. Like you owned the damned airport and everyone else were simply hired extras. Arms thrown around his neck while his attempted to get you to your flight in time.
"It's Satorucember." You pouted.
"Satoruâcember?" He mused.
"Genius isn't it?"
"Einstein's envious."
You thumped his side and he coughed a laugh. For the next few minutes you withdrew from his arms. Playing up your huffs and avoiding his little pecks. But the second you were sat in your seats? All over him.
"It's an eighteen hour flight, baby," he mumbled into your mouth, hand fixed to the back of your head while the other attempted to jostle your seatbelt on. As if either of you were even listening to the safety seminar.
"Mm, better buckle up in then." You nipped his lip.
"Threats? For the birthday boy?"
"All these flight attendants are gonna hate me."
Sure, you could have teleported. But where's the fun in that? Satoru deserved some normalcy. A week where he didn't have to worry about being the Strongest, or even Gojo Satoru. He could just be Satoru.
Just Satoru. For a whole week.
A true Satorucember. ( Citation needed. )
If the flight attendants hated you, the hotel staff was gonna loathe you. Your little smooches on the plane had nothing on the liplocking the second your suite door was nigh.
"Mm, baby, lemme get us in," he huffed into your lips. One hand trying to grapple your waist while holding your luggage and the other tried ( and failed ) to get you both inside before you shredded his pants here and now in the hallway.
"Don't care."
"Sweetheart."
His drawl did little to soothe your efforts. If anything it willed your hands to the door to let you both in so that you could shove him inside. Suitcases and documents flying as you kicked the door shut with your heel and shuffled your husband in a messy stumble to the bed.
Plop. He just managed to brace himself. You were on him quicker than jetlag could settle in. Hands cupping his jaw and lips refusing to part from him. Five years of marriage and stillâ the suite looked like your honeymoon estate.
"Fuck," he groaned as your lips dragged down to his Adam's apple. "Barely even settled it."
"Mm. Gotta test the bed."
Your knees hit the floor. For a moment all Satoru could do was stare with wide eyes. How were your hands already on his belt?
"Woahâ sweet girl," he brushed his thumb beneath your jaw. "Don't you wannaâ fuck."
Did jetlag have anything on you? Not with the kisses you were already nuzzling into his crotch. As if he was any better with the growing bulge that rose to brush your lips.
Should anyone expect anything less from the Gojo's?
Satoru blinked and your hand was around him. Palming at his cock as your lips rubbed over the underside. His large hand trembled to the back of your neck. Mouth parted and hips craning into your soft suckles.
"Mnghâ baby, wait, lemmeâ"
But your nails bit into his thighs and your head shoved all the way. Taking him down your throat and stirring a surprised hiccup.
"Fuckâ!"
"Mm. Not a chance."
You slurred, withdrawing to circle your tongue over his tip. "Gonna treat you this week. Don't wanna hear a single protest."
"I better at leastâ hnghâ" His eyes fluttered as you thumbed on a throbbing vein. White lashes batted as his hips stirred into your relentless pleasure. "âget to taste you, baby."
He was whinier than he thought he'd be. Perhaps your onslaught of kisses from the moment he opened his eyes and all through the eighteen hour flight did his head in.
But as he watched you take him back down your throat and cup his balls with tender squeezesâ as his mouth parted and he groaned your name into the new Greek air. He decided he wouldn't mind his wife being all over him for a week.
If he could survive it, that is.
The first day of DecSatorucember wasn't quite what you'd planned.
You expected to take a stroll along the beaches. Put a pretty flower behind in hair. Dine along the shoreline.
Really, it was his fault. Why'd he have to look like an angel incarnate when he was fast asleep?
He was just asking to get his, already sensitive dick, ridden until he was stirring awake with whines.
"Fuckin' hell girl," he groaned, tossing his head back. His hands magnetically clamped on your ass, bringing you down onto his slowly bucking hips. He stuffed your greedy cunt to the hilt. "Gonna drain me dry by the time we get back to Tokyo."
"Mngh. Maybe that's the plan."
His jaw went taut at your intentional squeeze. Little brat. Were you trying to have him pussy drunk for a full week?
He let you have your fun. Grinding and humping on him with the bed bouncing before room service could even come knocking at your door. Greece's sunlight glimmered through the blinds and kissed your skin. Fuck, he was almost jealous.
"C'mere," he rasped, tugging you down so your lips meshed with his. All the breakfast he needed. Paired with your cunt spilling and creaming all over himâ first thing in the morning.
Let's just say that was the only few minutes you found yourself on top of him that day.
Strong hands shoved you into the bed and mean hips pounded your ass into the mattress. Pouring your sweet songs into the salty air and breaking in your room for the week.
"This what you want?" He rumbled into your ear. Squeezing your throat with his bicep fixed around it. "Wanna cum on this cock all the way through to my birthday? Be my lil' birthday whore? Huh?"
You could only mewl and buck back into him. Clenching him just in time for your moaned answer.
"t-toruâ hngh! Anything forâ for the birthday boy."
"Gonna make me lose my fuckin' mind before that baby, fuck."
You're surprised he hadn't broken the bed that day. Hellâ you're surprised he hadn't broken you. From fucking your screams into the pillows to suffocating his tongue and nose into your pussyâ to even pulling you onto your back to stare into your eyes while he stuffed you up for the third, fourth, sixth time.
Perhaps it was the endless missions all through October and November that flicked that whorish switch in both of you. But hey, you're here for seven days. Might as well make the most out of itâ right?
By the time you ( somehow ) finished, you realised both of your stomachs were rumbling as you snuggled into one another's arms.
"I just broke your dick and you're still thinking about food." You laughed into his chest with kisses.
Satoru whined. "You brought me here to starve me. Feed me nothin' but pussy."
You're certain you scared room service that day.
The second day of DecSatorucember ( are we warming up to the name? ) was spent making up for the first.
"Stay far away from me, you siren." Huffed your husband as he crawled out of the bed and made his way to answer the probably nervous room service.
You giggled from the sheets, curling up and sending him a wink.
"Mhhm. Keep pretending you can resist me baby."
"Watch me."
He ate you out on the balcony fresh after breakfast.
White hair kissing your thighs, tongue delving deep, blue eyes rolled back as you leaned against the railing and tipped your head back into the sunrise. Calling his name to the fresh air as he sucked on your clit like he was still starving.
"Mngh, what was that you said 'bout resisting me?" You stroked a hand through his hair.
"Shuuu' up nd cum on my tongue." He groaned.
Okay but seriously. You actually managed to get out of the hotel that day. Off into the white beaches and crystal waters. Greece wasn't ready for the both of you.
His shirt on you, tucked and tied just right to tempt eyes. Your colours matching, hand in hand, his ring so obviously on your finger? Eyes glued to you both like the breeze.
"Wanna take a dip?" You mused after spreading yourself onto the towel he laid down.
He adjusted the umbrella with a huff. "And watch everyone wish they were the ocean clinging to you?"
"Okay poet."
"Hey."
He dropped to his forearms and zeroed in for a smooch. Toppled over you and accidentally knocked down your umbrella. But what did that matter when you were laughing into his lips and making out on the beach?
"Big baby," you giggled, nipping his tongue for good measure.
"Yours. Say it."
"Mhhm. My big baby."
You convinced him to get into the water. Arms around you to steady you from the waves. You couldn't help but notice how comfortable you were in his strength. Head leaned back on his chest as the waters brushed over you.
But of course. You should have known your husband better by now.
"Don't kill me, okay?"
And that grin told you everything.
The fucker dragged you beneath the waves with him. Kicking and screaming while you still somehow heard his grating laughter even in the water.
You chased him across the beach with a flipflop for that.
Days three, four and five of Satorucember were all about roaming the town and immersing into the culture.
Of course food was a big thing on Satoru's list. So he made sure that you visited. Every. Single. Restaurant and stall his eye caught.
"Babbbyy, I'm full," you groaned, flopping back into your chair like a limp prawn. You shoved your plate over him, where he batted at you with wide eyes.
"We've only been to five places though!"
"Do you hear yourself? Five!"
"Weak."
You made sure to kick him under the table while he was mid spoon. Which resulted in him dropping whatever he was ready to gulp down.
The pout on his face almost made you feel bad. Almost.
"Oh well, five second râ"
"NO."
Shop owners found the foreign, bickering couple in their midst oddly endearing. Especially once Satoru got an eye for Greek fashion and sent you on a little runway show. What should you expect?
"Gojo Satoru, you are not buying me this entire store," you mumbled, flicking off some silly shell sunglasses he'd bought from the store before. I'm making a collection to put in my will for Megumi, he claimed.
"But babbyyyy," he pouted, nudging over another dress into you and readjusting the awful shades. "It's my colour and everything."
"Everything is blue here, Satoru."
"That's why I wanna see you in it all!"
The hotel room was getting increasingly more cramped with the dozens of shopping bags filling it up. How the hell were you getting all of this back to Tokyo?
"Do you want that?" He even dared to ask as you walked hand in hand along the docks.
You glanced in the direction of his enthusiastic index, then shot a wide-eyed stare right back at him.
"The horse!?"
"Yeah, do you want one?"
"What is your problem?"
"You married me."
"What was I thinking. . ."
"EXCUSE ME!?"
You got dunked in the ocean again for that.
Canoeing in which he almost capsized you both.
Horseback riding where you somehow bonked into each others heads and his horse decided to get lost.
Hiking where he had to play hero and catch your slip ups and kiss you every time.
You name it.
You're sure your camera roll's gonna hate you by the end of this tripâ but you couldn't help it.
Despite his shenanigans, nothing beat Satoru's smile.
Especially when he didn't know you were looking.
It was genuine. Bright. Something that put even the dazzling sun to shame. You wondered, could you threaten the higher ups to leave you both alone for another week?
You might've.
Especially with the way you'd been fucking like rabbits for six days straight? Hell, he tried to eat you out on the canoe for crying out loud.
You stopped him.
Barely.
Not for long. By the end of the sixth day you found yourself back in the bed that you're sure is gonna have to be replaced by the time you two book out.
Dinner abandoned, dress hiked, thighs squeezing on either side of his head as he pulled you down flush on his face. Glossed and slick and creamedâ but he didn't stop once.
"Don't move," he groaned, deep and hazed into your dripping pussy as his hands squished your ass into his palms. He dragged his face along your cunt sensitive from six days of stimulation.
"Mmm, b-but toruâ" you hunched over, one hand fisting his messy locks while the other clung to the headboard. "Came s'much."
And still you were bucking into him. Greeting his nose with your clit. He ground back into the throbby nub.
"Don't care."
Seemed all he did care about was fucking you on his tongue. He couldn't even part to speak clearly. Muffling his groans into your flick like a man starved.
"Want you ridin' my face into m'birthday."
And by damnit, he got that. Even if it meant gripping your thighs and locking them to his relentless mouth while you squirmed and squealed. Even if it meant creaming his pants from all your whines and whimpers of his name. Even if it meant his fingers growing pruney from how how long they stayed buried to the knuckle in your spasming pussy.
He was tasting you on his tongue for the first second of his birthday. He'd make sure of it.
"Fuckâ toru-!"
With both hands trembling into his hair and your cunt rubbing all over his face, you rode his head and his groans as the clock went ticking.
Fifty six.
Fifty seven.
Fifty eight.
Fifty nine.
"Cum for me, sweetheart," he groaned, hips bucking into nothing as he dragged you down. Fuck, did he wanna suffocate to death on pussy? What a way to go, in his opinion. "Cum on m' tongue. Be my pretty birthday slut."
White clouded your vision. Jaw slack and eyes rolled back as you helplessly bucked into his face. Teary gaze managing to just look down at him as your cunt went creaming and the clock struck midnight.
Day seven of Satorucember was spent loving your husband until you both couldn't breathe.
Endless. Hellâ Limitless. Squirming, clinging, whining, cryingâ you're certain his back ran red with your nails and your thighs would bloom with his bruises.
Because all Gojo Satoru wanted for his birthday?
Was to feel his wife.
Feel that she was his.
That she was still here.
That he was.
And you proved that. With every load your greedy cunt took in. Every sobbed, I love you, into each other's mouths. Every gasping vow as he ruined the sheets and stained you in Greece itself.
By the time your bodies simply couldn't anymore, he still held you. Even when your skins screamed from sensitivity and a deep ache thrummed into your muscles.
"Did you get your birthday wish?"
You mumbled and rolled over onto his chest. "We still gotta cut the cake."
"Think I'm over sweet things for a bit."
You gasped, shoving yourself from his collarbone to stare him down.
"The Gojo Satoru? Tired of sweets?"
"Blame your pussy."
"She loves you dearly. And now you're blaming her?"
Your joined laughter shook the strained bed as his strong arms squeezed around you tight and rolled you over to your side. Legs tangling and lips still smothering into one another.
"Mm," he hummed into your mouth, fingers stroking down your spine. "Don't want it to end tomorrow."
You paused for a second. Pulled back and brushed your thumb over his brow.
"Yeah?"
"Mhhm."
"Maybe I could threaten the higher ups for seven more days."
"Yeah mayâ wait, threaten?"
You popped your lips at his confused look, then smiled. "Oopsie daisy."
Satoru's laugh warmed your chest. His lips peppered all over your face as he drew you in and nestled his chin atop your head. His deep breath eased your mouth into a more tender smile. Your kiss brushed his sternum, trailing right over his heart.
Seven days wasn't enough to show this man how much he meant to you.
Hell, seven yearsâ seven thousand evenâ wouldn't manage to.
As his heart stilled, yours synched. Another week didn't sound so bad if it meant you could love him for every hour, every minute, every second.
He hummed, low and deep and oh so in love with you.
"Seven more days in Greece with me, sure you can survive?"
"The real question is whether or not Greece can survive."
warnings:..? : age ga (reader is like 27 whilst toji is maybe 43) , creampie, squirting, car sex, drunk sex. and yea lmk if i missed anything.!
you were out at a bar with a few of your friends hanging out, drinking, doing normal stuff adults your age do. your head was starting to spin from all the drinks you were having back to back but you were determined to keep drinking and having fun. that was until toji came in, adding more fuel to the fire that was started by you and your friends. big guy, tall, maybe 6â3 still in his uniform most likely coming back from a late shift at the patrol center. mama like. but of course you hadnât told your friends you had liked what you seen. that guy looked like he had kids, maybe a wife even and plus, he had to have been at least 2 decades older than you.
âhey y/n, i dare you, to go talk to that big cop guy over there.â you friend dared you, snapping you out if your thoughts. snapping you out a little too much , you didnât even process the outcome of what you were doing. you just stood up and started walked towards him with your tiny little skirt and low cut v neck, showing your cleavage
âheyy mr copppâ you say slurring some of your words
âheyy baby, you okay? you need any help?â he turns yo you looking you up and down eyes low almost looking tired but suddenly has time to talk to you. looking all young and sexy right infront of him. just like he likes them. âah im okay mr policeman just wanna know what your drinking.â you say giggling griping his big shoulders
âoh its nothing much, just casamigos. something you probably have already had enough of tonight haha.â he chuckled making fun of your state of mind right now
"ah its never enough, can you buy me oneee mr officer?" you said batting your eyelashes in his face while still gripping on his abnormally big shoulders and arms. "ha, alright fine darlin, but after this im going, i gotta go get my kid from his aunt so its goodbye for ever haha"
"mmm so you have a wife? are you a dirty mistress out at this bar staring and my tits?" you said giggling, wanting to know the truth but also intrigued by his staring.
"nope, just a single father, gotta have some me time sometime you know?." he said, not deny he was staring at your tits i mean, for the record your shirt was cut so low, you nipple was basically almost visible but god forbid a girl wants to have some fun.
after he order and paid for your drink you want back over with your friends whom were shocked and also giggling so much from what you just said and did to the older man. "y/n how the hell did you do it ? im shocked." your friend says
"it was nothin ha, that older man was easier than easy , okay? he kept staring at my tits and my lips every time i spoke to him. hell his shoulders even tensed up when i grabbed them" you bragged to your friends, finishing the drink he just brought for you. you started to put your head down in defeat as to how many drinks you had and after a while, you headed for the door of the bar leaving the older man behi-
"you need a ride home darlin? he said stepping put the bar behind you. "oh heyy mr coppp! ah its okay i can walk home thank you sir." you said walking away before he grabbed your wrist and pulled you closer to his face. "cant have a lil sweet thing like you walking these streets this late and drunk cant i ? so please, i insist." he said looking at your lips the whole time. "if you say so mr cop." you say giggling holding onto his hand, walking into his car. the way to your house was quiet, that was until toji started asking you about your realationship. asking about realationship then turned into your sex life and before you knew it, you and him were pulled over on the side of a dark highway, making out. you straddling him , tongue tied with him moaning all in his mouth. "mmmpf fuck. ha, by the way i never got your name mr cop." " its toji baby. now cmon" he pull you back in for more grabbing your now half bare ass cheeks, grinding you on his buldge growing in his pants.
" this pussy feels so so fucking wet and warm under this slutty skirt and thong." he muffles, kissing you all on your neck down to your cleavage " then put it in toji mmf please." you say whining from. his touch. "are you sure mpfh baby? it has to be fast tho , my kids aunt keep fucking callin." " i do toji" you say moaning and whining.
i mean, of course you has had sex in a car before, i mean you and your best friend has practically eaten each other out in the backseat of you car before, nothing old, nothing new, and you were already sure of the idea of big dick. you had taken it before but when i say nothing. i mean nothing could have prepared your for the size of tojis cock. god you could not even imagine how much dick he was hiding under those tight cop pants.
"you ready baby? your in for a joy ride, ive got the best dick in this town." he chuckled looking at your naked body stretched out in his backseat and he took off his belt, his cock springing up smacking his stomach. he leans over you, spitting in his palm stroking his cock to get it just wet enough to fit into your tiny pussy he rubs the tip on your entrance and your moan so loud, you cover your own damn mouth. one he starts sliding his dick in, you can barley contain your noises he stuffs your creamy panties in your mouth. "you can take it cant you baby, daddys young girl can take all of his cock cant she.' he mocks you "i can daddy. mmpf fuck are you all the way in?" you ask concerned at how much dick is going into your poor pussy "id say im 2/3rds in baby." ad without even giving you time to process, he slams the last third in a just goes ham. he starts pounding into your relentlessly looking you in you eyes.
its been like 5 minutes of nonstop pounding, loud moans and grunts. he has you in a nasty matting press filling your tight pussy back to back with his dick practically touching your guts. "ahh fuck!! i- i cant take it anymore oh oh fuck im gonna-" and before you could even finish your sentance you creamed all over his girthy cock white squirting and letting all of your juices over in his car and his face
"aww look at the mess you made all over daddys dick. id like to see it again baby. see you. so uh just write your number down on the back of this receipt and you and your pussy will be fulfilled again haha" he says buckling his belt getting in the drivers seat, finishing the journey to your house at 2 am while you clean up your creamy pussy in his backset putting on your clothes again.
"id say this was a sucses.." you mumble to your self.
âđđ âđđđđđđđđ. sneaking out of your home at night with your secret lover (a wanted criminal).
tags. outlaw!toji x mayorâs daughter!reader. fluff, tiny bit of angst. wild west setting. implied age gap? user is called âdarling, sweetheart, lilâ girlâ. just me practicing dialogue. wc: 3k
the town sleeps under a sky so clear it looks carved from black glass. the stars are sharp, bright things scattered over the desert like they were dropped by mistake. your father likes to say nights this still mean troubleâs coming. but in this town, trouble comes with a name: a scarred grin and a sexy drawl.
and youâre waiting for him. for the trouble.
your room is quiet except for the soft tick of your mantel clock and the whisper of curtains swaying in the faint night breeze. you stand on the wooden floorboards, heartbeat loud enough that youâre worried someone might hear it. you keep glancing at the windowâsouth-facing and the only one that doesnât look out toward the sheriffâs station down the road.
just as the clockâs minute hand clicks past twelve, the deep thud of hooves rolls through the stillness.
your breath catches. another passerby? no, you remember the sound of those hooves. bold, especially when the guards are on high alert around this time of night. no one else has this kind of confidence strolling around at night. no one else but him.
you hurry to the window, pushing the frame open just enough to look out. the air smells faintly of dust and the honeysuckle your mother planted years ago. the mayorâs mansion looms large behind you, all oil lamps extinguished except for the distant glow from your fatherâs study. he works late, as always, oblivious to anything that doesnât wear a badge.
good. you need him to be oblivious.
down below, in the shadow of the old oak tree whose branches stretch like crooked fingers toward your balcony, sits a tall, dark silhouette atop an equally dark horse. a worn coat, wide shoulders, the familiar relaxed slouch that says he belongs everywhere and nowhere at once.
toji raises his head, and even in the gloom his green eyes cut through the dark like theyâre made for it. one hand lifts lazily in a two-finger salute once his eyes meet yours. a flutter sparks in your chest.
âyou're late,â you whisper-yell down once youâve eased the window open further.
the outlawâs mouth tugs into a smug little half-smirk, the scar near his lip catching a sliver of moonlight. âi ainât late. y're just impatient, sweetheart,â he clicks his tongue, barely loud enough for you to hear.
you feel your cheeks heat up. you hate that you react, but heâs always noticing the smallest shifts in you. and he enjoys it way too much.
below, toji stays still as the guards make their slow, bored pass along the path. they talk about the cold, boots thudding rhythmically, lantern light swaying back and forth. you freeze, barely daring to breathe.
toji doesnât move a muscle either. heâs all patience, stillness and careful calculation. the same man whoâs slipped through sheriff posses and bounty hunters for years. if heâs nervous, it never shows. well, not like you think heâs ever felt nervous in his life.
only when the guards disappear around the corner does he nudge his horse forward, stopping directly beneath your window.
his voice drops low and he stretches those meaty arms up, all muscles and veins. you feel your heart skip a beat before your thoughts get interrupted by a voice. âyou cominâ down, or do i gotta climb up there and drag ya out myself?â
you hiss and cringe a bit at the mention. hoping no one heard that low voice of his. âshush! youâll wake the whole house!â
âthen hurry yâr ass down,â the manâs smirk grows crooked, maddeningly so. âainât like i can stand here lookinâ handsome all night.â
âyou think youâre handsome?â you whisper harshly as a retort.
tojiâs eyebrow lifts and he cracks his neck a bit to loosen up the muscles. he can see your eyes following the way his adam apple bobs in his throat, shamelessly staring. he snorts, âoh, darlinââseems like ye know i am.â
you inhale sharply then swing a leg over the window ledge. your heart hammers as you lower yourself down, hands clinging to the outer wall. before you can even fear slipping, strong hands slide onto your waist.
steady, warm and sure.
toji guides you down gently, catching your full weight with ease. you land pressed against his chest. leather creaks, his breath stirs your hair, and everything about him feels too real, too close.
he breathes a quiet, mocking laugh. âyâknow, ye jump into my arms a lilâ too natural-like.â
âi do not,â you whisper back as you hurriedly put the hood of your cloak over your head, wanting to maintain some anonymity.
âmhmm. yâ sure?â the outlawâs lips brush your ear as he leans slightly closer. ââcause i could get used to it.â
âyouâ! just stop talking.â
the cocky outlaw does as told. he chuckles amusingly instead.
the horse snorts softly, shifting its hooves in the dirt. toji steadies it with one hand before lifting you onto the saddle. you settle in front of him, skirts gathered, hands tight around the horn. heâs pressed up behind you and the saddle dips briefly under his weight as he adjusts. his chest presses against your back. itâs solid and warm. your own little sanctuary.Â
and for a moment, you sigh.
a sigh of relief.
you should be mortified that youâre being held by an outlaw, a criminal, but youâre happy instead. relaxed.Â
âhold on tight,â he murmurs. his hands slide to your hips, adjusting your posture before taking the reins around you. he smirks to himself a little bit. your posture was just fine, but it was a little excuse to feel you up. luckily you seem oblivious enough.
âdonât want ye fallinâ off and breakinâ that pretty neck.â
you try not to feel the heat crawling up your face before changing topics. âwhere are we going this time?â
toji makes a soft clicking sound to the horse, guiding it through the back alley behind your house. âthought weâd see the prairie. moonâs bright. calm night.â
âand⊠the sheriff? the deputies roaming around? other bad guys?â you ask worriedly. you know youâre safe with toji, but recently thereâs been so much crime going on around town. especially on the empty roads that lead this way.
toji scoffs lightly. âi caught wind oâ a posse ridinâ out at dawn huntinâ some bastard with a bounty on his head.â
you stiffen, glancing back at him in alarm.
âtojiââ
ârelax,â he drawls, voice low and sexy. it sends a shiver down your spine despite your fear. âthey ainât after me tonight. i ainât stupid enough to let âem catch me. âspecially not with you.â
the horse slips beyond town, hooves whispering through sand and dry grass. lanterns fade behind you which are replaced by open plains stretching endlessly under moonlight. the prairie is alive at nightâcrickets singing and wind rolling through tall grass like waves on a distant sea.
tojiâs arms tighten subtly around your waist as the horse picks up speed. the motion rocks you back into him and he hums approvingly.Â
âdidâya miss me?â he asks to break the silence, voice warm and annoyingly confident.
you roll your eyes in response. âi saw you three nights ago.â
âdidnât answer my question.â
you make a noise that is a mix of a grunt and a huff. toji knows what heâs doing. . . the little bastard.
ââŠyes,â you eventually admit in an embarrassed tone.
you really did miss him. those three days you didnât see him were hell. boring. life was always boring without him. the only people you saw were your family and the maids; the boring luxury life. you werenât allowed to go out of town without one or two guards breathing down your neck.
though now you could. with toji you could do anything.
the outlaw whistles, clearly satisfied. âif your daddy heard that, heâd bury me deep in the desert.â
âmy father doesnât need to know anything.â
âoh, believe me,â toji chuckles and leans down to gently bite onto your ear, âhe ainât ever gonna know âbout this.â
the prairie opens into a smooth ridge dotted with wildflowers and sage. toji slows the horse until it stops on a high overlook, the whole plain glittering beneath you. the moon paints the land silver. for a moment, neither of you speak. The world feels too big, too silent, too perfect.
then toji speaks up. âcâmere,â he says before shifting you so youâre turned more toward him.
his green-ish eyes study yours. theyâre sharp and knowing, but softened around the edges in a way only you ever see out here, under the safety of darkness.
âwhy do you keep risking it?â you whisper. âcoming all the way to town⊠for me? youâre a wanted man. they want your head, toji.â
toji snorts like youâve said something ridiculous. But he doesnât look away. his eyes are focused on studying your face in the moonlight.Â
âyâre really gonna make me say it?â he mutters after a bit, his gloved thumb idly wiping a bit of dust from your jaw.
you wait and nod eagerly. his jaw tightens, like heâs wrestling with something in his chest heâd rather shoot than talk about.
finally, he speaks up;
âyâre the only good thing iâve ever had,â toji says quietly, voice rough. he quickly shakes it off with a sigh. he hates being vulnerable. makes him feel fucking weak.
âdamn it. that clear enough for ya?â
your breath catches. the wind presses the prairie grass flat around the horse. you feel small and shaken to your core by how simply he said it. you know youâve had something going on between you two, but youâve never discussed it clearly. youâre just⊠being with each other. nothing explicit.
but you wish you could call it what it was. lovers, perhaps.
maybe in another world where your relationship wouldnât cause uproar. wouldnât be taboo.
toji notices your stunned silence and his smirk returns gradually, but itâs somewhat less cocky. âquit starinâ at me like that. yer makinâ me feel allââ
âwhat?â you ask with a huff as you notice heâs no intention to finish that sentence.
he grimaces, ââall sentimental. itâs disgusting.â
you laugh under your breath. toji shifts forward, resting his chin briefly on your shoulder, arms snug around you like he plans to keep you there till sunrise.
time passes in slow waves. crickets hum. coyotes call far off. the warm weight of toji behind you feels safer than the walls of your own home.
eventually, he nuzzles your cheek lightly. something he rarely does, but he does it just to see your nose scrunch up once you feel his rough stubble against your skin. âiâll take ye back soon. donât want ya gettinâ cold.â
âyouâre warm enough,â you blurt out.
toji guffaws at your bold remark and takes it further. âdarlinâ, donât say things like that if ye donât wanna test how warm i can get.â
you choke on air and smack his bicep out of habit. âshut it!â
âmhm.â the dark-haired man chuckles and it vibrates through your back. he pats a large, gloved hand on your head and ruffles your hair. âthere she goes. adorable.â
the heat in your cheeks hasnât faded when toji tugs lightly on the reins, turning the horse away from town rather than toward it. you blink, startled. âhuh? weâre not going back?â
ânope.â
his answer is simple, but the tone behind it is something else; mischief, certainty and a thread of something warmer.
the man flicks a glance at you from the corner of his eye. ârelax. i ainât stealinâ ye away. not yet, anyway.â
you roll your eyes dramatically at toji before crossing your arms over your chest. âyou say that like you havenât done it once already,â you retort as you remember your first meeting in the woods.
âwhere are we going?â you ask immediately afterwards, curiosity taking over as your eyes scan your surroundings in hope for something familiar.
âsome place. A good one. figure⊠if Iâm riskinâ my pretty neck sneakinâ into town, you oughta see a spot i actually like.â
a vague answer. you donât know how many people toji has ever brought anywhere. you suspect the number is small.
maybe just one.
the prairie stretches in every direction, silver and endless beneath the moon. the grass brushes your boots as you ride and the air grows cooler the farther you go from town. coyotes howl in the distance, but even they sound distant and harmless tonight.
toji sits straight-backed behind you, body warm against yours, hands loose but steady on the reins. he rarely rides this relaxed unless he feels safe. it makes you curious and a little nervous.
you travel for minutes. time blurs in the quiet rhythm of hooves against packed earth. the moon climbs higher, bathing the world in pale light.
eventually, toji steers you toward a rocky outcrop. low, slanted stones jut out from the earth like a half-buried ribcage. the horseâs hooves crunch against gravel as he pulls to a stop.
âweâre walkinâ from here,â he says and slips down with effortless grace.
the outlaw reaches up, gloved hands firm on your waist, and lifts you down like you weigh nothing. you barely have time to get your footing before he takes your hand in his. rough, warm fingers curl around yours and start leading you between the rocks.
âtoji,â you whisper, eyes slowly yet surely adjusting to the darkness, âwhat is this place?â
âyouâll see.â
the rocks narrow into a splitâtwo huge slabs forming a crooked natural passage. toji steps through first, bending his head slightly. you follow, shoulder brushing the cool stone. he looks back at you to make sure you donât go scratching up that precious skin of yours.
then the world opens.
your breath leaves you in a soft gasp. before you lays a hidden clearing no bigger than a pond, surrounded by tall rocks, sheltered like the earthâs own cupped hands. a thin stream cuts through the center, reflecting moonlight in bright, broken trails. wildflowers bloom along the banks.
itâs peaceful. quiet. untouched.
toji watches your reaction silently, leaning one shoulder against a boulder, arms crossed. âpretty, yeah?â
âitâs beautiful,â you breathe.
he grins as he watches you nearly trip over a rock you didnât see because youâre too busy looking around the view. he catches you just in time, giving your waist a squeeze with his muscular arm.Â
âknew youâd like it. found it a while back chasinâ some bastard through the ridge. he didnât make it, but i got this place out of it,â toji chuckles darkly at the memory before continuing, âworth the trouble.â
you step forward, heart swelling at the sight, at the secrecy, at the fact that he led you here of all people.
âno one else knows about this, do they?â you ask, voice barely above a whisper.
âjust the coyotes.â toji shakes his head and pushes off the rock, walking with you. âand now you.â
a strange flutter stirs in your chest. he stops in front of you, close enough that you feel his warmth, close enough that the scar near his lip catches the glint of moonlight. his voice dips and is low and rough around the edges.
âwanted you to see somethinâ good. somethinâ that ainât the four walls of yâr house or dusty roads of that damned town.â
âtojiâŠâ
he clicks his tongue, eyes narrowing a little as if daring you to get emotional. âdonât look at me like that,â he mutters. âiâm meaner than i look.â
âyouâre not.â
the man snorts. âprincess, iâm a fuckinâ outlaw.â
âand?â you challenge softly and frown.
tojiâs jaw flexes. something unguarded flickers behind his eyes before it quickly vanishes. though his response conveys the same message;
âand i shouldnât want ye here as much as i fuckinâ do.â
the words settle between you, warm and heavy. for once, you donât tease him. you just breathe and let the moment stretch. toji looks away firstânot out of embarrassment but like heâs preparing himself to keep going.
he nods toward the stream, âcâmon. sit with me a minute.â
you follow him to a smooth rock flat enough for two. the stream babbles quietly beside you. cricketss hum. the wind threads gently through the narrow canyon above. toji sits close. close enough that your shoulders touch, close enough that his knee bumps yours.
he leans back lazily on one hand, gaze half-lidded as he watches the water. âyou like it?â he asks without looking at you.
âi love it.â
toji exhales, something like satisfaction rolling off him, âtold ya itâd be worth the ride.â
the night settles deeper around the hidden clearing, wrapping the two of you in a bubble of quiet you donât find anywhere else; not in town, not in your house, not even in the prairie.
just here. just with him.
you sit beside toji on the smooth rock, the stream murmuring beside your boots, moonlight catching in the shifting water. the wind runs light fingers through your hair as you hug your knees to your chest.
toji leans back on one hand and the other rests lazily on his thigh. he looks like he belongs in this secret place. a man carved out of shadows and moonlight. he glances at you, eyes flicking over your face in brief, quiet sweeps.
âyouâre awfully silent.â his voice is low, half-amused. âtrouble thinkinâ that hard?â
you shrug faintly with a slight pout on your lips. âjust⊠taking everything in.â
âwell,â a small smirk curves his scarred mouth. âguess i did good bringinâ ye here.â
âyes, thank you.â
toji pretends not to react, but you see the way his shoulders ease just a little. the way he tilts his head toward the sky, hiding a satisfied smile.Â
minutes stretch. the kind of minutes you donât want to rush.
you let your head tilt back slightly, watching the stars. the warmth of toji at your side slowly seeps into your bones. his presence is steady, grounding. safe, in a way you canât explain. the wind softens. the crickets lull into a steady rhythm. the stream trickles in quiet harmony.
your eyelids grow heavy.
toji glances down at you, sensing the drowsiness in your demeanour. âhey,â he calls out, voice lighter than usual. âdonât go fallinâ asleep on me yet, lilâ girl.â
his tone betrays him; if anything, he sounds⊠gentle. though still gruff.
you try to fight the drowsiness, sitting up straighter. âiâm not.â
âyâre literally swayinâ.â
âiâmââ your next word melts into a soft sigh as your head drifts sideways and lands right on his shoulder.
toji freezes. not like a man startled, no. like a man hit by something he wasnât prepared for. his breath catches, chest rising still and slow, as if heâs afraid to move.
youâre warm against him, cheek pressed to his shoulder, hair brushing his jaw. he stares down at you for a long moment, unreadable except for the subtle twitch at the corner of his mouth.
âwell shit, look at you,â he mutters quietly. âfallinâ asleep on an outlaw. bad decision, darlinâ.â
you murmur something he canât make out. the rest of the world feels distant, soft, fading in the edges. tojiâs hand lifts and hesitates before then settling lightly against your arm. a slow, almost cautious brush of his thumb sweeps the fabric of your sleeve.
âye really trust me that much, huh?â he whispers roughly, like itâs a secret he doesnât want to admit he cares about.
you donât answer. not consciously. however your head slips closer against him, nestling into the warm crook between his neck and shoulder.
toji inhales sharply at the contact. âwell. . . hell.â
his voice is quieter now, almost tender in a way heâd deny if you ever mentioned it.
the wind rustles the wildflowers. the moon glows silver on the stream. and toji shifts just enough to tuck you closer, adjusting you so your weight rests comfortably against him. one arm circles your waist, not tightly, just enough so you wonât slip. his chin lowers, brushing the crown of your head.
âsleep if ya want,â he mumbles into your hair. âiâll keep watch.â
you drift off completely this time, lulled by warmth and the steady thrum of his heartbeat beneath your cheek.
toji stays stone still for a moment, as if stunned that youâd fall asleep like this. on him, of all people. a criminal. a murderer. a bad guy, in general.
then a slow smirk tugs his lips downward, somewhat intimate and private.
â. . . cute.â
he settles back against the rock, eyes scanning the horizon like a predator guarding something precious. for once, he doesnât feel the need to move. or run. or hide.
toji just sits there with you asleep on his shoulder and lets the night carry on.
synopsis: you were giving up on him. for real this time. after years of silently pining over your friend's brother, you were done giving him any space in your heart. until a date goes wrong and he waltzes back into your life - seemingly intent on winning your heart this time. can you resist him? or will you just be repeating history?
pairing: tattoo artist!Sukuna x f!Reader
wc: 8.2k
content: mdni, angst + smut, some fluff sprinkled in too, hurt/comfort, HEAVY JEALOUSY, sukuna is an asshole at first but he learns!, he's UNHINGED though lmfao, lowk crazy and yandere bc this man is obsessed and plotting, aspiring artist!reader, heavy pining/yearning, gojo appearance but he's a bit of a dick, fist fighting lol, Sukuna scheming to win us over, regret, tattoos, fucking in the tattoo chair, fingering, unprotected piv sex, creampie
a/n: this was a commission by the lovely @ynishalee !! sukuna art is by @/to00fu + divider by @/d-oie !!
âSeriously? You thought this shit was worth showing me?â
You flinched. Stared at the portfolio you brought in veiny hands before he tossed it back on the counter, a few pieces of laminated paper slipping out before you scrambled to pick it up and shove them back in.Â
What did you think?Â
That just because you were friends (or as close to it as you could get) with Sukuna, he wouldn't be a complete and total asshole for once in his life? That maybe he'd be impressed with your attempts at art after making a career out of his own?
âI cleared my evening for this,â he grumbled, running his fingers through his soft pink hair, brows pinched together in a scowl as his dark eyes settled squarely on you. âI couldâve booked a client. One that paid?âÂ
âSorry,â you apologized, stepping back, glancing towards the door.Â
Stupid.Â
Stupid stupid stupid.Â
You shouldâve known better. Shouldâve realized that even after fifteen years, all youâd really be to him was a nuisance.Â
âWhatever,â he groaned, grabbing his jacket from where heâd left it on his stool and stretching out his shoulders before slipping it on. âYou can buy me a beer to make up for it.â
This was what moderately nice looked like with him. And the only reason he even put up with you this much was because you were friends with his brother first. Jin was the opposite of Sukuna, soft-spoken and considerate and not a complete asshole, someone you met back in school. He introduced you to his twin brother â and that was history.Â
Youâd been nursing a childish crush on him from that very first day.Â
It still made you feel like a fucking moron.Â
All you wanted was for him to see you.Â
Maybe you were asking for too much. But the rejection burned as you buried it deep in your chest, mumbling sure as you turned away from him. Rubbing underneath your eyes before you started needing to blink back tears, refusing to let yourself cry like a baby in front of him.Â
But you were apparently still lacking in the self-respect department when you held the door open for him in one hand and cradled your now-worthless portfolio against your chest in the other.
You drove separately.Â
Following his car to a seedy club downtown, parking a couple blocks away and jogging to catch up with how fast he was walking to the doors. He nodded at the bodyguard, the brute just waving him in before you mumbled something stupid about being with him before you trailed after him inside.Â
Sukuna ordered two beers, the cheapest drinks on the menu like he didnât think you could afford more on your salary. He wasnât wrong.Â
He rarely was.Â
Youâd been working at your familyâs bookshop most of your life. Managing the finances, stocking the shelves, working the cash register. Whatever was needed whenever it was needed. No questions asked. But your mind drifted, dreamed of doing something different â where you werenât sleeping in a tiny studio apartment you could barely afford and got to express yourself outside of the stupid chalk signs you drew on to advertise on the sidewalk.Â
âAre you still all prissy because I said-â
âNo,â you interrupted him, even though you knew he hated that. You sipped the awful beer, nose scrunching as you pressed your lips together and forced yourself to swallow.Â
âGood,â he grunted. âDonât need that shit today.âÂ
You didnât reply to that. Stared ahead at the bottles of liquor lined up on the wall, the distorted mirrors behind them as you listened to the heavy music thumping behind you.Â
âFirst client was fuckinâ awful, didnât even tip after I spent-â Sukuna was still talking, grumbling under his breath between swigs of his own beer. You werenât paying that much attention though. Picking apart what you could make of yourself in those stretched-out mirrors, wondering if youâd really only be Jinâs friend to him. Someone annoying he could boss around, that he barely tolerated.Â
How much time were you wasting waiting for him to wake up and notice you were a girl? That you liked him?Â
âGod, I need to get laid,â he continued, and your head swiveled over to him, brows knitting together as it hit you what he said.
He noticed, chuckling at whatever expression you were making before slamming his now-empty beer down.
âWhat? Are you, like, a prude?â Sukuna asked, and you flinched, flustered as your mouth fell open.
âN-no, Iâm not,â you defensively said, heat crawling inside your skin, uselessly shaking your head just for him to laugh at you.Â
âCâmon,â Sukuna snickered, rolling your eyes. âIâve known you, what? Like a decade? And youâve never had a boyfriend?â
âIâve had boyfriends,â you muttered, wishing you could drown yourself in your beer when you forced yourself to take another drawn-out sip.Â
Several of them. Some longer than others.Â
But they all came to the same conclusion you had a long time ago.Â
They werenât the guy you wanted. And the one you did couldnât care less about you.
âSure,â he shrugged, all gruff and gravelly, waving over the bartender to get another beer. âWhatever you say.â Â
âYou donât believe me,â you pointed out before you could stop yourself, and all you got was another bob of his shoulders.Â
âItâs not my business.â Which really just meant he didnât give a shit.Â
You could probably pick a random guy from the dancefloor and drag him back home with you and he wouldnât blink.Â
Instead of a beer, the bartender pushed a stein of something strong to him, nodding down the bar to a pretty girl who was already looking at him, glossy lips curling up when his head turned in her direction. âOn her.âÂ
Sukuna smirked, and you wondered if heâd be leaving with her tonight.
âSomeoneâs got you beat,â he commented, glancing back over to her with a glint of interest in his eyes. It was a joke, you guessed. But you didnât laugh.Â
Just felt it sit in the bottom of your stomach like a goddamn boulder.Â
She had his attention, and she barely had to try.Â
You pulled out your purse, scrounging together enough crumpled cash to cover the bill before tossing it on the bartop, swinging your legs off to stand.Â
âYouâre mad at me,â he huffed, and you wanted him to stop you. Some sad little shriveled part of your brain desperate for him to do something to show you were more than just â well, whatever it was he saw you as.Â
âIâm not,â you insisted, even though a hot lump had formed in your throat, lungs constricting as you became acutely aware of how little air you could suck in.Â
He frowned for a second, but he didnât say anything.Â
Didnât reach out.Â
âGotta get up early tomorrow,â you excused, even though he didn't ask.Â
For the first time in forever, you didn't look back when you left. And when you got home, you blocked his number after deleting the message chain that was mostly you sending him stupid shit he probably only ever skimmed over. Â
Removed the temptation entirely to text him now, tried to call and clip the image of him from the corners of your heart when you curled back up in your bed.Â
It wasn't like it was easy. But the humiliation of wanting someone like him had sliced too deep this time, embarrassment etching into your fingers every time you attempted to draw and thought back to his reaction. His rejection.Â
So you did the only thing you could do.Â
Move on.Â
Focus on your job, your meager social life, although you made Jin come over to your apartment when he wanted to hang out purely out of fear you'd bump into Sukunaâs at his place.Â
Two weeks passed, then three, killing time while you scrubbed the ghost of him from your mind.Â
Today hadn't been much different.Â
Stuck with another hour left at an exhausting shift, feet aching as you shifted behind the counter, a pen in hand as you attempted to sketch something on the back of a sticky note. A few animals, a couple of fish, thin lines and unsure strokes as you questioned what was even the point any more.Â
âWhatcha doodlinâ?â A cheeky voice distracted you, snatching the crumpled paper from underneath your palm before you could stop him. You knew who it belonged to before you saw him.
The white-haired menace who only showed up for the sweets in the adjoining bakery, chocolate usually smeared in the corner of his mouth when he pretended to browse books. Although he'd always find some excuse to come chat with you, sometimes bringing around his friends who would buy stuff.Â
âIt's nothing-â You started, straining over the counter to yank it back, but he was too fast.Â
Gojo held it over your head, squinting at the lines you etched into it and tilting his head to the side with faint surprise.Â
âThese are cute,â he smiled, pointing at the little koi fish at the bottom.Â
âYou don't have to lie to me,â you frowned back at him, getting just close enough to grab it. You rolled it into a ball, throwing it away in the trash can under the counter. âIt's nothing.âÂ
âI meant it,â he grinned, propping himself up on his elbows and getting on your eye level. âDon't believe me?â
Gojo was full of shit.Â
You hadn't known him as long as Sukuna or Jin â but you still knew him well enough to know he liked to flirt and fawn, none of it worth anything when he was like that with everyone. He was more of a mutual friend than just a friend, but boundaries were more like suggestions he preferred to ignore, physical, emotional, every flavor of rule he rejected.Â
âNot really,â you muttered, glancing down at both his rather huge hands. All pale and veiny, long fingers that weren't holding anything. âNo treat today?âÂ
âWant something a little sweeter tonight,â he hummed, and you stared blankly at him.
âLike what?â You deadpanned.Â
âA date with you.âÂ
You blinked. But he didn't budge, waiting for an answer.Â
âLike, a date date?â It made you feel like a moron to ask, halfway thinking he'd laugh at you even when he brought it up.Â
âDuh,â he chuckled. âWhat time do you get off?âÂ
âUm, an hour, but-â You started, and since it wasn't a no, he was already smiling like it was a yes.Â
âOr we could do dinner tomorrow if it's better, yâknow, whatever's good with you is great with-â
âTomorrow,â you answered, surprising yourself a little bit at how quickly you said it. Gojo was cute, even if he wasn't exactly the type you usually went for â i.e. tattooed men with commitment issues. He probably had a big dick if it was even half the size of his attitude.Â
It might not go anywhere, but didnât you deserve a single night without him on your mind?Â
Sukuna could sleep around.Â
So why couldn't you?Â
Something was fucking wrong with him.Â
Sukunaâs life had been oddly quiet lately.
Something was different, missing, maybeâ but he hadn't quite figured out what. Just that the world had been duller. The days dragged on longer, nights bleeding into morning in broken fits of sleep.Â
He'd never exactly been a man of emotions. Most of them he rejected entirely. But there was a pervading feeling that he could only describe as bad. One that refused to go away no matter how much he tried to drown it in alcohol or nicotine.Â
He hated half of his clients. Couldn't stand the bright city lights or boring chatter people constantly tried dragging him into. His old favorite songs sounded more like static and background noise, grating on his nerves when he turned it on to focus on new designs.Â
But despising the universe wasn't anything new to Sukuna.Â
Loathing his life was typical.Â
But this slimy pit in his stomach, balled up too tight to dislodge, stuck there and festering, that was something he wasn't used to.Â
It wasn't until he went to Jinâs to talk shit about his latest awful day that he figured out what it was.
Guilt.Â
Jin was alone, watching some boring movie on his couch, feet propped up on his coffee table without even sparing him a glance as he went straight to his fridge to find a cold drink. He glared at the healthy foods, fruits and meats neatly organized inside â only a couple sparkling waters in the back. He begrudgingly grabbed one, cracking it open and looking back to the living room just to freeze.Â
He stared at the empty spot next to Jin for a few seconds, struggling to conceive why he was looking at the couch like an idiot until it hit him why.Â
You weren't there.Â
âWhere's your friend?â He gruffly asked, bringing the drink to his lips to sip.Â
âOn a date,â Jin casually said, and he choked.Â
Drink dripped down his mouth and onto his shirt, wiping it away with the back of his hand as he cleared his throat.Â
âHer?â You?Â
It was inconceivable.Â
The girl who could barely even look him in the eye half the time? Who stuttered and stammered and could hardly get through a single sentence without getting flustered?Â
Honestly, Sukuna figured you were probably a virgin and too shy to admit it. It wasnât like you werenât attractive, but youâd always been off-limits.Â
Besides, there were always tons of other women out there â why would he stoop so low as to sleep with one of Jinâs friends?Â
âWith Gojo,â his brother added, tossing a piece of popcorn in his mouth, completely oblivious to the way he froze behind him.Â
Did Jin just not give a fucking shit about you? Was he seriously letting you go out with that prick?Â
Gojoâs reputation was almost worse than his.Â
But just because he took girls on dates before he fucked and fled, he was somehow better.Â
At least he didnât pretend he wanted a relationship just to get someone in the sheets. At least he didnât lead them on and let them think they were something more.Â
âAnd you just fuckinâ-â He clamped his lips shut right as Jin threw a confused look over his shoulder at him.Â
âWhat?â He asked, all confused, like he couldnât fucking perceive the very apparant problem.Â
âThat guyâs an asshole,â he protested.
Jin didnât say it, but the look on his face made it obvious that he thought Sukuna was one too.
âWhereâs the date at?â He grumbled, arms folding tight across his chest as he tapped on Jinâs fake wood flooring.Â
You werenât his friend.
So why the fuck was he walking into some upscale restaurant on the nice side of town, fixing the collar of his jacket, ignoring the stares sticking to him.Â
âSir?â A hostess tried talking to him, but he waved her off, already scowling.
âI need a drink,â he dryly said.Â
Preferably a strong one.Â
He beelined over to the bar, reluctantly ordering a ridiculously expensive whiskey in his best attempt to blend in before scanning the dining room for any sign of you.Â
He spotted you almost immediately. Sitting in one of those back booths, probably one Gojo told you would be more private â even though you were really just on display for the rest of the restaurant.Â
You dressed up. For him.Â
Sukuna didnât know why it surprised him so much, dumbly staring at the sight of you in a short dress, the kind that clung to your thighs and your chest, too much cleavage showing. Too much skin showing period. Elbows on the table as you leaned in to listen to Gojo ramble on, who was surely too focused on the sound of his own voice to pay attention to how good you looked tonight.Â
He shook the thought from his head. Strangled it, actually, tried to twist it into nothing. Glad he didn't have any utensils to gouge his eyes out so he couldn't consider the cute tilt of your head or how glossy your lips looked when you chewed on your bottom one nervously.Â
Why the fuck were you here?Â
You weren't a moron. You knew better than to buy a guy like Gojoâs bullshit.Â
His last conversation with you came back up, floating from the depths of his brain in bits and pieces, his own words echoing. Was it because he commented on your lack of a love life? Asked if you were a prude?Â
Did you just go to the biggest manwhore (other than him) that you could find?Â
If you wanted to get laid, you could've just asked-Â
No, no. That was wrong, Sukuna reminded himself, blinking hard like it would change what he was seeing. You smiled at Gojo, mouth moving as you said something that made him chuckle and lean forward, reaching over the table to grab your hand like you were a couple. His thumb tracing down your knuckles, drawing little shapes on your skin that obviously made you giddy.Â
Sukuna wasn't jealous.Â
He'd never been jealous before. Over anyone.Â
He was, uh, just doing what Jin should've been doing. As your friend. Even if every giggle and grin of yours made him feel physically fucking ill as he watched and waited for the moment to intervene.
It wasn't like he could just let this happen.Â
Leg bouncing anxiously until Gojo got up, counting to thirty in his head before he followed him to the bathroom, glancing back over his shoulder to make sure you hadnât noticed him. But you were glancing down at the table, tracing over the scratches on it, your face soft, almost serene. Pretty.Â
He kept walking, picking up the pace to catch up to Gojo, wondering how hard heâd have to deck him to make sure heâd stay down long enough for him to block off the bathroom door to prevent him from leaving. The staff would probably notice after a couple minutes â sooner if someone else tried to use it.Â
He didnât have a real plan, his brain jumping from idea to idea too fast to let him land on one.
If he was less impulsive, more in control of the monster twisting around inside of him, maybe he would have considered having a conversation with Gojo. Threatening, sure, but mature enough to make it clear that you were not a girl he could screw and scram from.Â
Instead?
He was scanning the stalls in front of him to make sure no one else would overhear, noting that they opened out instead of in. Only spotting Gojoâs ridiculously shiny loafers, listening to him yap on the phone with one of the other pricks he chose to surround himself with.
âI know, Iâve gotta go, sheâs waiting for me,â he was chuckling, his casual confidence already grating down his resolve not to dunk his head in the toilet. He laughed again at whoever was on the other line. âShut up, you know Iâve been trying to get in her panties for months.â
Anger didnât suffice.Â
Couldnât cover the heat warping his judgment, boiling into something he couldnât control at the idea of that white-haired fucker slinking around and searching for a way inside of you.Â
His body was moving on autopilot, banging hard on the stall door, fingers clenching into a fist right just in time for Gojo to hang up the phone and yank it open, his annoyingly bright blue eyes narrowing in an appalled squint at him.Â
âWhat the-âÂ
His punch connected. Busting open his bottom lip, bruising Sukunaâs knuckles too as Gojoâs head snapped to the side. He groaned, stumbling and losing his footing, probably slipping in his own piss from his surely shoddy aim.Â
âThe hell is your problem, dickhead?â Gojo grunted, pushing off the toilet seat, palm pressing on the stall as he struggled to stand up straight.Â
It was easy to push him back down, just another rough punch that he hoped fucking hurt.
But recognition was now glittering across the bloody face beneath him, amusement dancing in his dark stare as Gojo let out a low laugh.
âYouâre here for her?â He said it like it was some joke Sukuna wasnât in on. Or maybe he was just the butt of it.Â
âYouâre not getting in her panties,â Sukuna repeated in a hateful hiss, more repulsed by the word when it was on his own tongue. âSo stay the fuck away from her.âÂ
His eyes flickered from the white-haired fraud in front of him to the toilet, considering it.Â
âMaybe.âÂ
He saw the second it registered for him that it wasnât just a threat. Then Sukuna leaned down, grabbing his phone from where it had hit the ground during his first hit.Â
âWait-âÂ
He tossed his phone in the water instead.Â
Sukuna kicked him while he was down, hard enough he heard a rib crack before he stepped back, slamming the stall door shut and looking around at what he had at his disposal. Dragging over a ridiculously heavy trash can from the corner, one of the obnoxiously designed ones that was supposed to be art as if people werenât just tossing trash in it. He shoved it against the stall while Gojo groaned again inside.Â
Heâd be able to get out, if he crawled under or climbed over the stall, or summoned the strength to shove it out of the way. But itâd delay him for a while. Enough that Sukuna was able to look back out of the bathroom, getting lucky enough to see one of the staff heading into a supply closet down the hall, marked employees only.Â
âYou asshole,â Gojo snarled, voice muffled, strained from the pain of a probably broken rib.Â
But it was too late.Â
He was sneaking out and into the closet once it was empty, snagging an âout of orderâ sign from a shelf before he put it back up on the bathroom door when no one was looking.Â
Sukuna wasnât really one for fate, didnât hold any believe in some higher power pulling his strings, but he could admit that it seemed like the universe was colluding with him when he caught the attention of some overworked waitress and casually commenting that they should probably block off the menâs bathroom if there was something wrong with it, pointing to the sign.Â
It had taken ten minutes, maybe fifteen, walking back to your table with a smirk twitching up in his lips at the thought of how long it would take Gojo to pull himself off of the floor and figure out how to leave. Especially now that he managed to get someone to move a bunch of those huge ceramic fake-potted plants in front of it to stop it from opening â and no one would hear him requesting help through the thick walls and the bland dining music still loudly thumping through the speakers.
He had won.Â
A little voice in the back of his brain said, for now, added addendums to his meager victory. Marked it down with the reminder that you might not be thrilled to see him after you left the last time you were together.Â
You were still staring at the table when you came back into view, but your nose was scrunched up, lips pressed together tightly. Aware that it was taking too long for your date to come back, fear starting to seep in that youâd been ditched.Â
And then you saw him.Â
For half a second, just a brief moment he almost missed, you smiled, relaxing reflectively before you suddenly went stiff again. Forcing a frown and tucking some hair behind your ear self-consciously, defensively.
âWhat are you doing here?â You asked, all wide-eyed, fiddling with your hands in your lap. Pulling the hem of your dress down like he hadnât seen how high itâd been earlier.Â
âSaw you on a date with that loser,â he muttered, begrudgingly glancing around like he didnât know where he was. âDid he leave?âÂ
You swallowed, squirming as you shrugged.
âHe said he was going to the bathroom,â you muttered, fishing your phone from your purse to check the time, or maybe send Gojo a message. Sukuna could see the way disappointment snuck up in your face, how it crept into the corners no matter how hard, how desperately you were trying to hide it.Â
There was an awkward pause, tense and heavy as he tried to figure out how to say what he wanted to.Â
âYou wanna get out of here?â He gruffly suggested, pulling his wallet from his pocket and tossing down some cash on the table. Enough to cover your half â even though there was only an appetizer out.Â
You hesitated, your eyes finally flickering up to him.Â
Your stare was as soft as it had always been, but it was like he was seeing your face for the first time, the air in his lungs sucked out like heâd been knocked flat on his back.Â
Reassessing every little line, realizing that you werenât just pretty, or cute, but beautiful. Lashes fluttering, canines chewing on your bottom lip as you looked back in the direction of the bathroom one last time.Â
Youâd been there for so long. Lingering in the background and by his side. And heâd been completely goddamn blind.
âIâll buy you some real food,â he added, nodding towards the barely-touched plate of pretentious-plattered blobs of food with herbs thrown on top.Â
âFine.â
You werenât that happy in the passenger seat of his car, riding shotgun, knees pointed away from him while you leaned against the cool window. He turned up the heat, the lump in the back of his throat bobbing watching you shiver and curl up inside yourself.Â
He couldnât remember if youâd ever been in his car like this before. A couple years ago, heâd been stuck in the backseat with you in Jinâs sedan, crammed against the window while you were stuck in the middle, but back then, heâd been too distracted arguing with Kaori in the front seat to notice the weight of your thigh against his.Â
Now he couldnât stop himself from wishing he paid more fucking attention.Â
Eyes flitting over to your form, throat going dry at the sight of your still-plush thighs so out of his reach.Â
âWhy him?â He grunted when he pulled up to a stop light, fingers tapping his steering wheel, molars grinding as he stole another glimpse at you.Â
You shrugged, just a little raise of your shoulders while you sighed.Â
âHe said he wanted to go on a date with me,â you murmured, refusing to look back at him. âGuess he changed his mind.âÂ
âHeâs a moron,â Sukuna half-snarled, cringing when he realized how it came out.
A flash of hurt crossed your face, as he felt the fear of fumbling this chance with you rear back up.Â
âFor changing his mind,â he clarified, omitting the tiny detail that youâd be back on your date discussing Gojoâs salary or how big his cock was if he hadnât intervened. âNot for-âÂ
âDonât,â you mumbled. Stopping him before he could say what he meant.
âLook, Iâve been a dick,â he started, discomfort churning in his stomach having to apologize for anything in his life.Â
âWhen arenât you?â You muttered under your breath, swallowing hard as you continued to avoid looking straight at him. Just scanning over the road, glancing out the window or down at the floorboards, anywhere that wasnât him.
He let out a disappointed huff, brow twitching.Â
âThe last time we talked, I was a fucking asshole,â he added, gravelly and gruff, even when he was trying to sound sincere. âYou didnât deserve that shit.âÂ
You turned to face him fully, but the light turned green, and he couldnât see what face you were making as his foot shifted back to the gas pedal. He could make out your mouth starting to open in the edges of his vision, but he forced himself to continue.Â
âIâm sorry.âÂ
You made a small noise that sounded like a squeak â and he was pretty sure his heart stopped. Something small but fierce sprouting in the deepest crevices of his chest, all his organs constricting as he struggled not to react with a noise of his own.Â
âYouâre sorry?â You repeated, as if an apology was totally absurd.Â
âYeah,â he soberly said, knuckles tightening across the steering wheel, barely able to keep his eyes on the road instead of studying your reaction.Â
âFor what?â You asked, and it felt like a test.Â
One he was embarrassingly desperate to ace.Â
All of it?Â
Dismissing you and distancing himself the same way he always did? Convincing himself that all you would ever be was Jinâs friend?Â
âFor not seeing you,â he said under his breath, the answer landing in the air.Â
You hesitated, pausing before you nodded.Â
He didn't know if he got it right.Â
But you relaxed over his version of dinner. Trading in your fancy appetizer for fast food, intently watching you dip your fries in sauce as you listened to him grumble about how shitty everything had been lately, begrudgingly admitting that he missed you coming around to his shop.Â
You casually shrugged, as if you didn't miss him back.Â
âBeen busy,â you hummed, and he hated how the little curl of your lips after you said it made his stupid heart stall.Â
Somehow though, you were still free tonight.
Enough that by your fourth or fifth yawn, he talked you back into watching a movie at his place.Â
Jin would probably kill him if he knew. But then again, he hadn't stopped you from seeing Gojo. So how much could he actually care?
It wasn't like he was fucking you.Â
Even if he was beginning to consider just how much he'd like to.Â
But it felt almost more intimate for you to be this close, your thigh not quite touching his, knees curled up against your chest while you shared a blanket with him. Grabbing popcorn from the bowl on his lap and cracking jokes he might've called lame a few months ago before rolling your eyes at whatever was happening on screen.Â
âThis movie kinda sucks,â you whispered to him, as if you were in a theater instead of his apartment.
Speaking to him like a friend, giggling a little as one of your buttered fingers reached up to poke the crease between his brows.Â
Were you always this fun?Â
This pretty when your the shadows from the tv flickered across your face? Did your eyes usually glimmer like that, looking up at him like he was some kind of knight instead of just another dickhead?Â
âWant me to change it?â He grumbled, already about to grab the remote before you shook your head.Â
âI still want to see how it ends,â you half-whispered, and the softness to your voice did something treacherous to the pit of his stomach. Ripped open a gash, pried him apart until all he could think of was how hollow he felt. Hyper aware of a missing piece he was pretty sure was right in front of him.Â
He wanted to see how this would end too.Â
If you were another girl, he would've made a move. Slipped a hand underneath the blanket and ran it over your thigh, leaned in to trail hungry kisses down your throat. A means to an end â all to get his dick wet.Â
But he wrapped his arm around your shoulders instead, pretended he didn't see the suspicious little glance you tossed his way. Satisfied himself just with the fact you didn't shove him away.Â
You didn't get to see the end of the movie after all. Lulled to sleep with the pressure of his arm or the quiet comfort of the dim lights and low volume. Head tilted to the side at an uncomfortable angle as you dozed off and dreamed about â well, he didn't know what, but he hoped it was about him.
He waited until the credits were rolling to creep off the couch, readjusting you until you were resting on one of his pillows instead, pulling up the blanket so you were covered.Â
Sukuna paused, just staring for a moment before he picked you up, cradling you against his chest and carrying you back to his bedroom where you'd be more comfortable.Â
You didn't wake up. Not even when he walked over to where you left your stuff by his kitchen counter. Or when Sukuna slipped your phone out from your purse, coming back to unlock it with your thumb while you were still passed out. Scrolling through your recent slew of texts to find where Gojo was basically throwing himself at you and clicking on his contact. There was a message from an unknown number too, a huge paragraph that Sukuna didn't need to read to know was from him too, pointing fingers and directing the blame for tonight right his way.Â
Blocking Gojo was easy.
Getting him to stay away from you?Â
Well, it wasnât that much harder.Â
You softened up around him the next morning when you woke up and realized he'd taken the couch, nudging him awake to thank him before ditching like a one-night-stand would. But you were smiling again when you saw him, saying yes when he offered to pick you up and drop you off at work. Beaming when he admitted your drawings were never actually bad and asked to see them again. Letting him occupy your free time by slyly suggesting you come to his shop or his place for extra lessons and tips, a new weekly occurrence he caught himself thinking of as dates as one month bled into the next.Â
It wasn't like Gojo could slip back in your life if you were too busy.Â
And he couldn't visit you at work when Sukuna had made sure your family was aware of your, ah, stalker, and suggested they get a guard â claiming it would deter shoplifters too.Â
If you were suspicious, you didnât say anything.Â
âSo what, are you like, in love with her or-â Jin stopped himself mid-scoff, staring at Sukuna from across the counter, propping himself up on his elbows as he blankly stared at his brother. âYou are.âÂ
âNo, Iâm not,â he grumbled, counting the cash left in his register as the sun set behind the trees outside. You had said so yourself. Called him a good friend for showing you proper shading on your last piece, before tucking a sketchbook underneath your arm and disappearing through his door to go back to your place.Â
Despite his best efforts, you were still keeping him at armâs length.Â
And through all his attempts at shutting down his own feelings, they only seemed to burn brighter, the flames fanned by the realization you were more than he had ever given you credit for. Far more than he fucking deserved.Â
Your awkwardness had become endearing. You were attentive and attractive and it was awful how many other things had only now started to register and rob him of his breath when you were around.Â
âDonât even think about making a move on-âÂ
The bell on the door chimed, and you were stepping through before Jin could say your name.Â
Your eyes landed on Sukuna, soft and sparkling, a lit match thrown inside his chest as your mouth curled up in a pretty smile. His brother knew him better than he knew himself.Â
Sukuna was falling for you fast. And he wasnât sure he could catch himself anymore.Â
âIf you guys have plans, I can-â
He didnât let you finish.
âJin was just leaving,â Sukuna grunted, glaring at his brother like heâd toss him out if he didnât go soon. Â
You didnât really get it. Couldnât fully comprehend his sudden shift into being a semi-decent guy. You kept waiting for him to go back to normal, to push you back into the sidelines where you always belonged.
But he didnât.
Week after week, he just seemed to worm his way deeper into your life, trying to occupy as much of it as he could. What? Did he have some weird change-of-heart and decide he didnât want to be a dick?
Or were all those lingering touches and drawn-out stares just a figment of your imagination?
You glanced up at him again, mouth twitching into a smile you couldnât help when you caught him already zeroed in on your face.Â
Jin let out a low exhale, but you didn't even turn.Â
âDon't make me an uncle,â he muttered, quiet enough you almost didn't hear him on his way out. Once it registered though, your nose scrunched up, now fully twisting towards him, ears perked like you were expecting Sukuna to scoff and say how ridiculous that was.Â
âGet out,â he grumbled.Â
You watched both of them, unsure eyes flickering back and forth until Jin left through the frosted glass doors.Â
Sukuna sighed, shutting the cash register a little too hard, his cheeks almost tinted pink under the warm lights, aware you were studying him and still not offering some snarky retort back.Â
âSurprised you didn't throw something at him,â you commented. This was it.Â
The moment he'd make it clear how he saw you and remind you of where you were meant to be in this weird relationship.
Except â he shrugged.Â
As if Jin wasn't in the wrong for suggesting there was something going on between the two of you.Â
âAre you really surprised?â He muttered, and you could only blink.Â
Holding your breath so he didn't catch how instinctively it hitched, frozen in place as your fingers fidgeted around your sketchbook.Â
And then Sukuna stepped closer, cocking his head to the side as he assessed your stunned expression.Â
âI like you,â he abruptly admitted, like he had to drag it from the depths of his stomach. Begrudgingly chewing over his next works as he walked right up to you, stopping just shy of touching before he plucked the book from your hands. âA lot.â
You waited for him to rip the rug out from under your feet and reveal that he didnât actually mean any of it.Â
âSukuna,â you started, swallowing hard like it would make it any easier to choke down.Â
How long had you been dying for him to say something like that? Dreaming of this moment right here?Â
And the best you could offer was his name?Â
âYou don't believe me,â he accused, and all you could think of was being back at the bar, when those words came from your own lips.Â
He had said it wasn't his business then.Â
But what had made him decide you were now?Â
Was it just the idea of you slipping away? Becoming someone elseâs? Faced with the fact you weren't who he thought you were when he saw you on that dumb date?Â
âShould I?â You asked.Â
âWhat can I do to prove it to you?â He frowned, thick brows scrunched together.Â
âI don't know,â you honestly answered.Â
And you didn't really expect him to try to find an answer for you.Â
It started small. Sort of. Awkward compliments he grumbled under his breath. Soda cans and snacks waiting for you when you came over. His fingers skimming over your skin, always standing a little too close.Â
But after a couple weeks of you squinting at him, convinced he was still just trying to have sex with you, something changed.Â
You just weren't sure which one of you cracked first.Â
Perched prettily on the stool behind his counter, drawing on spare paper as he cleaned up from his last client of the day, pretending you couldn't feel him staring.Â
âHey,â he grunted, grabbing your attention easily as you glanced back at him.Â
âHm?â You tilted your head, fingers pausing on the pen.Â
âYou want a tattoo?âÂ
He was a bad influence. You'd always known that. But his dark eyes dragged you right down to his level.Â
You couldn't believe you said yes.Â
Or that you agreed to a goddamn tramp stamp.Â
You readjusted, turning your head to the side, cheek squished against the cool leather as he tugged your shorts down.Â
Shivering as you tried to keep yourself from reacting, painfully aware of everything that he was doing.
Every step felt excruciatingly slow, each drag of his gloved fingers over the small of your spine as he cleaned and prepped it.Â
âScared?â He grumbled, and you barely nodded.Â
âKinda,â you breathlessly admitted.Â
âYou change your mind?â He asked, and if you were smarter, maybe you would've told him to stop.Â
Instead, you shook your head no.Â
âKeep going.â
What was a better work of art?Â
You, face-down and shivering on his chair? Or the fresh ink on the base of your spine, permanently marking you as his?Â
The design was his, one you picked and approved, his initials worked into the fine lines.Â
R.S.Â
Maybe he should've pointed it out, but then again â you spent ten minutes reviewing the mock up and said you loved it.
And besides, he could always get your name on him too. Ask you to draw something just for him, sign it all pretty.
Make it even.Â
âYou wanna take a look?â He softly asked, jaw locked as he tried to permanently imprint the image of you like this in his head.Â
âYou can take a picture and show me,â you hummed, a cute little whine to your voice that made him unfortunately hard.Â
Sukuna was still working on his listening skills, pulling his phone from his pocket and obediently snapping a few, ah, artistic photos. Ones that included your pretty ass and how your panties were pulled low on them so he had the space to work on your tattoo.Â
It would be easier to walk around and show you, but instead he leaned forward, let his chest touch the top of your back as he held his phone in front of your face.Â
âPretty,â you softly said, pleased.Â
âYou're prettier,â he automatically replied, cringing when he remembered he was putting down his own work by accident.Â
But you just giggled, trying to crane your neck back to look at him.Â
âYou did so good for me, gorgeous,â he murmured before you could mock him, purposely letting his mouth graze against your neck as you shivered. Shoulders scrunching up as you reflexively glanced up at you.Â
God, he wanted to fuck you right here. Â
And the way you were looking at him right now?Â
He'd wager you would let him.Â
âDo I have to pay for it?â You whispered, and he grunted.Â
âI don't want your money,â he scoffed.Â
He wanted something else.Â
And after so fucking long, he was finally about to have it.
Sukuna hooked two fingers in the band of your panties, tugging them down hard and letting them get caught around your knees. Pausing, waiting for you to tell him to stop just to be met with silence as he readjusted, moved to where he'd have better access.Â
Dragging his gloved hands up your thighs, spreading them apart and looking at how prettily you glistened for him. Soaked just from being in his seat.
He slowly took his gloves off, needing to feel you for real, skin on skin, truly touching instead of just skirting around it. Tracing over your ass, tender this time, taking his time to slip inside.Â
Your warmth was a fucking wonderland.Â
How many nights lately had he spent stroking it to the idea of this?
Hearing you moan was the closest he'd get to heaven, the sound reverberating inside of him as he added another digit, slowly shoving them in deeper, scissoring you open as your slick dripped down into the leather.Â
âGotta stretch you out,â he hissed, throat constricting when you clenched down around him. âMake sure it'll fit.âÂ
âY-you're so cocky,â you whined, your lip forming a cute little âoâ as your cheek smushed against the seat. Moving in time with the thrusts of his fingers, wiggling down to meet his knuckles.Â
âGonna show you why,â Sukuna promised, just to feel the way you shifted and squirmed underneath him.Â
It was addicting. You were.Â
All your reactions, all those pretty faces you would make, everything about you left him craving more, more, more.Â
His cock was leaking, aching pathetically where it was constrained in his boxers. Pre-cum dribbling out and making him aware of the dampness as he reluctantly pulled out to tug the zipper of his jeans down next, his dick springing up the second it was freed.Â
Your eyes went wide, glancing back at him with an expression that made his cock twitch. Veins pulsing Z he tried to contain his impulse just to shove it all the way in.Â
âI'll be careful,â he grunted, and you just nodded.Â
You trusted him.Â
And the thought of that made that little invisible string inside him snap.Â
Careful.Â
He repeated the word in his head, leaned against it like a crutch he could actually rely on. Shoving your shirt up higher, knowing he should probably fish a condom from his wallet for this, but unable to do anything except stare.Â
âI thought you liked me,â you murmured, hips shifting like you were trying to snare him even more.Â
âI do,â he breathed.Â
âThen show me.âÂ
He was seeing fucking stars the second his cock was inside you. Eyes rolling back as inch by inch of his girth sunk into your heat, how you fit even better than his gloves did, snug and tight as he drove in deeper. Groaning your name, grabbing your hair, trying to tether himself to your body.Â
His sanity tied to the sounds you were making, those cute whimpers as he rammed his hips down into your ass, careful not to press down on your new tattoo.Â
âMy pretty girl,â he claimed, gritty possession in his voice he no longer cared if you picked up on. So what if you did? You were his now. Not a fling or a fuck. Forever. âYou're so goddamn perfect.â
âS-shut up,â you hissed back, nails digging into the chair as your grip on your own rationality slipped.Â
You didn't need reason anymore.Â
You had him.Â
âYou like me,â he accused, cock throbbing inside you when you whined at his tip kissing your cervix.Â
âI-I-â You stuttered, so painfully pretty here. Sweat collecting on your brow, broken breathing loud in the quiet space, only the background music of his playlist joining it.Â
âYou do,â Sukuna huffed, pressing a kiss to your shoulder blade.Â
Maybe he'd leave another tattoo there some day. His teeth marks? Some other subtle sign to mark you as his?Â
 âM-maybe,â you half-whispered.Â
And that was enough for him.Â
Fucking into you harder, the chair beneath both of you creaking and protesting at the combined weight, his muscles straining as his thick cock continued to stretch you thin around him. His free hand slipped around your front, your body squirming at his touch, shuddering so sweetly. Rubbing drawn-out circles over your clit, massaging it with dedicated pressure, paying attention to how you liked it and adjusting properly.Â
Sukuna wanted to drag his tongue over your throat, taste your sweat and tears as you whimpered his name.Â
But he'd settle for feeling you twitch when you came, how your thighs trembled and shook, his hips rutting down as warm ropes of his cum spilled out into you.Â
You'd be dripping by the time he pulled out, but he kept you plugged full of his cum even when you were both finished, relief still some far-fetched dream when his body was burning so hot for you.Â
âDid you-â You swallowed hard, lashes fluttering as you looked back at him.
âI can buy you plan B,â he exhaled, still not pulling out â halfway hoping his seed would take anyway.Â
âOkay,â you sighed too, shutting your eyes as your face relaxed. Just accepting it. Letting him hold you like this the same way you let him leave his mark on your skin.Â
âWe can shower at my place,â he muttered. âStill have to cover up your new tattoo.âÂ
âOh,â you yawned, like the sex had made you sleepy. Content. âOkay.â
You blinked though, eyes slowly opening back up as you looked back at him one more time.Â
âYou're acting like you're my boyfriend,â you commented.Â
âBecause I am now,â he huffed.Â
One of your brows arched up, lips pressing together. But you didn't say no. Didn't turn him down.Â
Your hips shifted, and he saw the pearly-white cum starting to seep out from where his cock was slotted between your folds, connecting him to you.Â
It was probably wrong to hope you'd get pregnant.Â
But really, all he wanted was to take care of you now. And that couldn't be wrong.Â
gojo satoru didn't love, he lusted. that's what the rumours said. and blissful, innocent you assumed better of your husband to be. arranged to marryâ or perhaps doomed? your dream come true turned nightmare once you realise that your new husband; man of your dreams, despises you. and worse, that you'll do anything for his affection. including ruining your own innocence in a desperate endeavour for his attention in the only way you know how. . . lust.
á°.â cws : arranged marriage :: unrequited love :: slow burn :: so much sex :: infidelity :: broken marriage :: loss of innocence :: pregnancy pressures :: duty vs love :: love vs lust :: violence :: abusive clans :: prostitution :: mean satoru :: sexism (not from satoru) :: side samurai!suguru x reader
áá°đ Ś prologue
chapter 01 : white sheets chapter 02 : red strings
chapter 03 : roses chapter 04 : rouge
chapter 05 : spilt wine chapter 06 : scarlet sheets
chapter 07 : pale heart chapter 08 : cherries
chapter 09 : ruby chapter 10 : bleeding heart
chapter 11 : thorns chapter 12 : red light
chapter 13 : scarlet letter chapter 14 : silk vein
chapter 15 : vermilion chapter 16 : stain
chapter 17 : dagger chapter 18 : porcelain
chapter 19 : beast's rose chapter 20 : red wedding
gojo satoru didn't love, he lusted. that's what the rumours said. and blissful, innocent you assumed better of your husband to be. arranged to marryâ or perhaps doomed? your dream come true turned nightmare once you realise that your new husband; man of your dreams, despises you. and worse, that you'll do anything for his affection. including ruining your own innocence in a desperate endeavour for his attention in the only way you know how. . . lust.
á°.â cws : arranged marriage :: unrequited love :: slow burn :: so much sex :: infidelity :: broken marriage :: loss of innocence :: pregnancy pressures :: duty vs love :: love vs lust :: violence :: abusive clans :: prostitution :: mean satoru :: sexism (not from satoru) :: side samurai!suguru x reader
áá°đ Ś prologue
chapter 01 : white sheets chapter 02 : red strings
chapter 03 : roses chapter 04 : rouge
chapter 05 : spilt wine chapter 06 : scarlet sheets
chapter 07 : pale heart chapter 08 : cherries
chapter 09 : ruby chapter 10 : bleeding heart
chapter 11 : thorns chapter 12 : red light
chapter 13 : scarlet letter chapter 14 : silk vein
chapter 15 : vermilion chapter 16 : stain
chapter 17 : dagger chapter 18 : porcelain
chapter 19 : beast's rose chapter 20 : red wedding
PAWNOUND SHOP NOW ACCEPTING ALL MAJOR HâLE$ : cash, credit, clit. . . toji. f
feat. toji fushiguro
& sum. with your ex-boyfriendâs expensive watch in hand, you are ready for a quick cash, also for revenge because, how dare he cheated on you? but. . . are you also ready for a quickie?
warning. non-sorcerer reader, age gap relationship (college-aged reader / older man toji), power imbalance (pawn shop owner / broke girl), rough sex, public sex (pawn shop back office), unprotected vaginal sex, size kink, praise kink, dirty talk, daddy kink, orgasm denial / delayed climax, overstimulation, face-fucking, deepthroating, consensual choking, consensual face slapping / tits slapping, spanking, handholding (filthy), possessive behavior, manhandling, cumplay (internal ejaculation, cum leaking onto floor), public exposure risk, oral fixation (spit, licking, nipple sucking), filthy praise (good girl, baby, daddyâs pussy), light degradation (brat, spoiled, dumb little fuckdoll), pussy worship, leg over the shoulder position, multiple orgasms (reader), explicit language / profanity, aftercare / caretaking, implied financial domination (cash reward for sex), rough sex with affection, mildly unhinged behavior, toji being pussy-drunk and sentimental against his will, implied reference to further breeding kink (wanting to keep her), power dynamic flirting, loss of physical control (collapsing legs), heavy emphasis on reader being ruined / full of cum / completely used.
you donât march to the pawn shop, you clomp, like the bratty little hell-heeled she-devil you are, chewing strawberry gum with your mouth open and every joint in your body locked with righteous wrath. your boots are too high, your skirt is too short, your tank top is tragicâugly in that early-2000s kind of way that somehow made you hot. your eyelinerâs uneven. your lip gloss is sticky. and around your wrist, shining in cruel little flashes under the sun like a rich manâs sin, is gojo satoruâs fucking rolex.
âgod, i hope itâs real,â you mutter, chewing louder. âgod, i hope he bought it with blood money. god, i hope itâs cursed. god, i hope i get at least five hundred for it. fuck that man. fuck his teeth. fuck his dumb little infinity bullshit. cheater. fucking cheat. i should've pissed on this watch.â
you press the side of the dial like it might grow legs and scamper back to his penthouse. it doesnât. itâs heavy. like guilt. like betrayal. like a down payment for rent, maybe two if you're stingy on groceries and donât mind living on cup ramen and instant coffee and sexual tension.
itâs a sick, hot day. tokyoâs pavements are steaming up like a fresh fuck. the buildings squint at you through their smeared windows. the air smells like boiled piss and fried octopus. your thighs are sticking together with the kind of summer sweat that only heartbreak and overdraft accounts can summon. youâre glowing like revenge and maybe yeast infection. beautiful. radiant. a little disgusting. utterly unbothered.
the pawn shop squats between a suspicious nail salon and a meat bun place that probably doubles as a gambling den. the sign is hanging half-off like itâs trying to run away, and the windows are yellowed with the kind of grime thatâs older than you. there's a busted gash in the corner of the front door, like someone tried to kick it in with love and/or desperation. above the doorway, a dead neon sign reads: âFUSHIGURO PAWN & LOANSâ in crusty red letters, and below it, taped with scotch tape, a paper that says âwe donât haggle. unless youâre hot.â
you push the door open with your hip, and it groans like an old man whoâs just seen a titty.
inside, it smells like nicotine, leather, and electronics that haven't worked since the 90s. there's a wall of faded guitars, a glass case of watches that all say different times like theyâve been through war, and a shelf with several truly haunted-looking dolls. somewhere in the back, a tv is playing a soap opera too loud, the dialogue overlapping with the buzz of an electric fan on its last legs. you walk in like you own the place, like youâre not dying of thigh-chafe and righteous vengeance, like your ex-boyfriend didnât put his tongue in some girl named miyu with a dolphin tattoo and one functioning brain cell. gojo satoru. hottest man in tokyo, most powerful man in bed, absolute idiot when it came to loyalty.
the pawn shop doesnât have air-conditioning so much as it has ambience. which is to say: itâs hot. it smells like dried sweat, dying plastic, and a little bit like wet pennies. thereâs a buzzing sound coming from a fly trap near the ceiling thatâs caught something big and still twitching, and the light above the counter is flickering like itâs got beef with god.
and then him.
heâs sitting behind the counter, shirtless, of courseâsweat glistening on his chest like heâs auditioning to be in a porno shot in a junkyard. his hairâs a mess, scarred lip split just enough to be interesting, and heâs got the kind of arms that say i have broken things with my bare hands and liked it. heâs too old for you. youâre too broke for him. but heâs got that kind of dangerous calm that makes your thighs clench.
he looks up at you with one eye squinted like youâre either too bright or too dumb to be real. âyou lost, sweetheart?â he drawls, voice rough like he gargled gravel and whiskey. âor you here to sell your dignity for fifty bucks and a vibrating egg?â
you smack the watch down on the counter like a threat, dramatic as hell, like you're slapping down your dead hopes and dreams. clang. it gleams under the grimy shop lights like itâs still got something to prove and pop your gum. âdepends,â you say, leaning in. âhow much will you give me for a soul in rolex form?â you say, leaning on the glass with your tits pushed together like theyâre part of the negotiation. âi want cash. fast. i donât wanna talk about it.â
he whistles low, picks it up, holds it to the light. his fingers are thick. thereâs dirt under his nails. he smells like motor oil and criminal charges and something slightly minty. he squints at the brand, snorts.
he squints at the watch, then at you. raises one dark eyebrow.
âwhat is this, your sugar daddyâs?â
you snort, almost trip on your own pride. âi wish i had a sugar daddy. i wouldnât be here, sweating like a piglet with a grudge, selling menâs jewelry to perverts.â
he hums. pokes at the watch with one finger like it might bite. âdamn. fancy.â
âit better be,â you mutter, âcost more than my tuition.â
his eyes flick up, lazy, amused. âand you just snatched it? ice-cold, sweetheart.â you pop your gum. âhe cheated. i think that makes me entitled to at least one piece of collateral damage.â
âah,â he says, nodding slowly. âthe heartbreak tax. fair enough.â
he lifts the watch, inspects it under the light with this exaggerated little flourish, squinting one eye closed like heâs pretending to be some kind of degenerate watch sommelier. ârolex,â he mutters. âreal, too. not bad.â
you perk up. âso what do i get for it?â
he leans on the counter now, all scarred forearms and those wide, sinful hands, looking you over like heâs trying to decide if youâre a customer or a walking mistake he wants to fuck. âdepends,â he drawls. âwhoâs the lucky bastard? gotta know what kind of man iâm insulting when i lowball you.â
you click your tongue. âgojo satoru.â
he blinks.
âthe fuck is a gojo satoru?â
you actually stop chewing.
ââŠseriously?â
he looks dead serious. like the kind of serious that comes from watching too much cable news and owning no social media. âis that a brand of mayo?â
you choke.
âheâsâheâs a guy. was my guy. used to be, anyway. tall. hot. white hair. sunglasses indoors. talks like a drama student and fucks like heâs godâs favorite mistake.â the man behind the counter tilts his head, shrugs. âdonât ring a bell. but if he wore this kinda shit on the daily, he was probably a dick.â
you smile, slow. wicked. âhe was.â
âthen i hope you kicked him in the balls before taking this.â
you grin. âi took it while he was in the shower. and i may have clogged his toilet with shrimp heads.â he lets out a full-on laughâugly, open, deep in his chest. âyouâre fucking evil.â
âthank you.â
âi like it.â
you blink. suddenly itâs hotter in here, and not just because of the questionable climate control. he smirks, tapping the watch on the counter. âiâll give youâeh, twenty thousand yen.â
you gape. âthatâs like, a hundred and fifty bucks!â
âyou want more?â he leans closer, voice dropping. âyouâre gonna have to tell me what he sounded like when you caught him. every. disgusting. detail.â
you pause.
ââŠyouâre a freak.â
âand youâre broke,â he shrugs. âbut we can work something out. i do layaway. or favors. if youâre sweet.â
you look at him, this sweaty, half-naked menace with a wicked grin and dirt under his nails, and think maybeâjust maybeâselling your exâs watch for petty revenge isnât the only kind of deal you could make today.
you chew your gum louder. âdepends what kind of favors, old man.â
he winks. âthe fun kind.â
the fan creaks overhead like itâs trying to whisper dirty secrets into the peeling ceiling. the fly trap buzzes againâlong, lazy, almost erotic in a disgusting kind of way. and behind the counter, the man watches you like heâs bored, but the glint in his eye says curious. maybe even hungry.
you donât speak right away. just stand there in the hot stink of secondhand electronics and pawned regrets, twisting the corner of your mouth like youâre chewing on a thought that tastes like sin. you shift your weight, arms folding under your chest in a way thatâs absolutely not innocentâhoisting up your tits like theyâre an offering on the altar of bad decisions.
you squint at him. tilt your head.
âwhatâs your name?â
he looks at you. deliberate. slow. then leans back in his chair again like this is nothing, like this kind of filth just happens to him before lunch. his eyes rake over you without apologyâlingering on your thighs, your lip gloss, the little sweat-damp patch between your titsâand when he grins, itâs crooked and dangerous and made for trouble.
âtoji.â
you repeat it, soft, like tasting it.
âtoji.â
and then again, filthier this time, voice lower, leaning in till the cheap glass counter creaks under your weight, your mouth curled in something that isnât quite a smile. âtojiâŠâ you purr, sticky-sweet, rolling the syllables like you wanna fuck the name itself. âiâll suck your dick if you give me more.â
the room goes real still for a second. the fan stutters. the soap opera in the back hits a dramatic violin note. even the ghosts in the haunted dolls on the shelf seem to sit up a little straighter. toji doesnât flinch. he looks at you like a man whoâs heard worseâand liked it.
but his pupils? they get darker.
âis that right?â he says, low and warm, like molasses and knives. âjust like that?â
you lean in more, close enough now that he can smell the sugar on your breath and the sweat on your collarbones. âmmhm. just like that. you give me moreâdouble, tripleâi get on my knees and make you forget your name.â
he chuckles. god, itâs a filthy sound. not a laugh so much as a grind of amusement and arousal, his mouth twitching like heâs trying not to smirk too wide. âyou always this fuckinâ shameless?â he murmurs, tapping the watch on the counter. his knuckles brush your arm like a tease. âor you just desperate today?â
you blink slow. your lip gloss shines like a promise. âboth.â
toji licks his teeth behind his smile, leans forward, real slow. heâs so close now you can see the scar on his lip, the sweat caught in the hollow of his throat, the shadow of stubble on his jaw that looks like itâd burn your thighs raw. âyou talk to all your shopkeepers like that, princess?â
âjust the ones i wanna gag on,â you breathe, and his jaw twitches, just a little.
he leans even closer. your noses nearly touch.
âainât nobody ever taught you manners, huh?â
you smile, innocent as rot. âthey tried. i spat in their coffee.â
toji groans like heâs annoyed, but his eyes flick to your tits, your mouth, your neckâand linger. linger long. âfuck,â he mutters, more to himself than to you. âyouâre a damn problem.â
âyou gonna solve me, or what?â
âdepends.â his grin sharpens. âyou any good with that mouth, brat?â
you purse your lips and blow a bubble with your gum, then suck it back in, slow.
âyou wanna find out?â
he exhales, heavy, like heâs been punched in the gut by his own bad taste in women. the chair creaks as he stands, and god, heâs big up close, taller than you remembered, broad as a sin you donât regret yet, with arms like heâs wrestled demons and won. the tattoos on his skin snake down to his wrists, and his belt buckle glints when he shifts his hipsâtaunting, like it knows youâre already thinking about your knees on the sticky floor.
but he doesnât say yes. not yet. he looks at you for a long moment, eyes half-lidded, hungry, considering.
âfifty thousand,â he finally says, voice rough, low, deep enough to live in.
âand if your mouthâs as good as your attitude, maybe iâll even let you come.â
your breath catches.
ââŠfifty-five and i swallow.â
tojiâs grin goes crooked.
âdeal.â
the deal wasnât made with a handshakeâit was made with a look.
that look.
the kind that coils low in your stomach and sizzles like static, the kind that makes your legs feel soft and your mouth feel full before anythingâs even touched you. toji just tilts his head toward the back door, crooks one finger, and youâre already moving. not because youâre obedientâgod, noâbut because your body knows a good mistake when it sees one.
he calls over his shoulder, barely glancing back toward the front as he shoves the door open with one hand, âhey, shiu. watch the front.â a voiceâsmooth, bored, vaguely amusedâdrifts from somewhere behind a tower of broken stereos and suspicious electronics.
âdonât fuck her on the counter again.â
you freeze mid-step, blink.
again?
again?
toji grunts, doesnât answer, just jerks his thumb for you to keep walking like this is his damn hallway and heâs letting you into it like some shady backroom VIP lounge. and youâstupid girlâfollow. your boots squeak on the linoleum. your thighs are sweating. your heartbeat is doing that thing where it tries to climb into your throat and hide there.
he doesnât look back at you as he walksâjust shoulders through the second door and leaves it open behind him like he expects you to follow. and you do. because you're curious. because you're broke. because your ex is a lying, cheating, white-haired cocksucker and you deserve to win today, even if it's with your mouth full of something filthy and regret-shaped.
the office is⊠not what you expected.
itâs small, cluttered, hot as hell. thereâs a couch against one wall thatâs seen things and probably has stories and a very questionable stain on the armrest. thereâs a metal desk, fan whirring on top of it like itâs fighting for its life, papers scattered everywhere like a bureaucratic crime scene. the only window is half-blocked with boxes. and tojiâwell.
he shuts the door behind you and suddenly youâre alone with him, and itâs like the heat changes. thicker. heavier. charged. like walking into a room made of tension and sweat and bad decisions waiting to be unwrapped.
âstrip or kneel?â he says casually, leaning back against the desk, arms folded, voice so fucking bored it makes your chest feel tight.
you blink.
ââŠwhat?â
he grinsâsharp, slow, dark. âi said, strip or kneel. câmon, sweetheart. you offered. now iâm cashinâ in.â you donât move right away, still standing in the middle of the room like maybe youâve been transported into a porno that smells like cigarettes and pawned dreams.
he raises an eyebrow, slow, deliberate. âwhat, you get shy now that youâre not talkinâ big?â
you glare. âiâm not shy.â
âprove it, then.â
your lip curls, and you take a single step forward, then another, slow and dramatic, until youâre standing right in front of himâclose enough to smell the sweat drying on his neck, the musk of motor oil and heat and something darker under his skin. you look up, chin high.
âname your price again.â
âfifty-five thousand yen,â he says, voice dropping a note, eyes heavy on your mouth. âand if youâre as good as you talk? maybe a little bonus. maybe a ride home in my lap.â
your knees almost buckle.
âyou always fuck your customers?â you murmur, not backing down, folding your arms again to press your tits up, knowing exactly what youâre doing. âor just the broke slutty ones?â he exhales like you exhaust him and make him hard at the same time. âonly the ones who beg pretty.â
you blink, then smile slow. sickly sweet.
âiâm not begginâ yet.â
he leans down a little, one hand sliding up your thigh through the slit in your skirt like heâs just checking a receipt. his palm is hot. rough. wide. your skin jumps under it, betrays you.
âyou will,â he says, voice husky and cruel, âyou fuckinâ will.â
and thatâs all it takes.
you drop to your knees like youâve been dying to, palms on the tops of your thighs, spine straight, like a good girl, like a filthy little girl who wants to be told she's doing everything right even when she's drowning in cock and spit and pride. you look up at him through your lashes, slow and deliberate, tongue just barely peeking past your teeth.
âtoji,â you whisper, real soft, just his name like itâs a prayer.
he groans. his hand finds your jaw.
âfuck. youâre gonna ruin me, ainât you?â
you smile, pure wickedness, pressing your cheek into his palm like youâre sweet.
âhope so.â
the air in tojiâs office is thick enough to chewâhumid with heat and sweat and something feral, the sour-slick scent of desire stewing under the lazy hum of the fan thatâs given up on saving either of you. your knees press into the scuffed linoleum, sticky with something you donât care enough to name, and you look up at him from the floor like you were made for thisâlips parted, mouth damp, eyes wide and wet and dangerous.
he watches you like he doesnât know whether to fuck you or frame you, his jaw tight, arms braced against the desk like he needs something to hold him back. like heâs been holding back since you first walked in and plopped gojo satoruâs stupid expensive watch on the counter like a curse in drag.
but you donât go straight for his zipper, noâtoo easy, too expected, and youâre not some quick cashmouth bimbo begging for attention. no. youâre here to haunt him.
so you start slow.
your hands come up to rest on his knees, fingers spread wide like you're claiming him, like you're letting him know the huntâs over and heâs already fucked, even if you havenât touched skin yet. his jeans are worn, warm from his body heat, stretched a little tight over thick thighs that flex the moment your palms settle. fuck. thereâs so much of him. heâs solid, wide, hot under the denim, and when you lean in to press your mouth to the inside of his thighâjust above the kneeâhe grunts, low in his chest, like he wasnât expecting it to hit that hard that fast.
you kiss his thigh again. and again. slow. open-mouthed. wet little promises dragged over stiff fabric. your tongue teases the seam, the roughness of the denim scraping just enough to make your lips feel raw, and you donât look away for a single second.
your eyes stay locked on his, half-lidded and shameless, licking him through his jeans like you want him to know exactly how hungry you are, how messy youâre willing to get. you mouth at the swell of his thigh, kiss your way up with soft little whines, dragging your nose along the heat of him, breathing him in like heâs something primal and made just for you.
âfuck,â he mutters, voice gone dark and loose around the edges, one hand twitching at his side like heâs fighting the urge to shove you down harder. âlook at you. on your knees like that.â
you smile against the bulge of his cock, kiss it once, just barely a press of your lipsâchaste and filthy all at once. then another. then you start peppering kisses along the whole length, nosing at the thick line of him beneath the fabric.
âthis for me, toji?â you murmur, voice sticky-sweet. âor you just get hard for girls who ruin your resale value?â he snorts, but the soundâs choked, like youâve knocked the air out of him. ânah,â he breathes, âthis? thisâs all for you, princess. you fuckinâ earned it. look at youâkissinâ my cock like itâs holy.â
you grin and give the bulge a little biteâsoft but just enough to feel it, just enough for his hips to twitch.
ââs not holy,â you whisper, âyet.â
his breath catches, chest rising with a quiet hiss, and you press your lips just beneath the bulge now, where the zipper strains against the thick heat of him. your tongue flicks out, tasting metal and musk, and you donât care that the fabricâs in the wayâyou just want more.
you lick the shape of him through the jeans, teasing your tongue along the imprint of his cock like you're trying to memorize it by feel alone. then you shift, slowly, and your mouth drops to his stomach, catching the edge of his shirt and pushing it up with the back of your hand.
and then you see it.
his happy trail.
you sigh, audibly, stupidly, like someone just dropped a slice of cake in your lap. your eyes go glassy. your hands slide up his thighs and pause just at his hips, thumbs stroking along the waistband like itâs the edge of something sacred.
ââŠfuck,â you breathe. âthatâs my weakness, you know.â
he looks down at you, confused at first, then sees what youâre staring at, and the slow, sinful smirk that stretches across his mouth could destroy whole empires.
âyeah?â he rasps, one brow raised. âyou like the trail, baby?â
âiâd fuckinâ die for the trail,â you mutter, half-laughing, but your mouth is already moving, already leaning in to press open-mouthed kisses down the soft line of it, dragging your tongue through the coarse hair with a moan that vibrates against his skin. âgonna put my whole fuckinâ soul on it.â
toji groans, and his hand finally drops, threading through your hair, not guidingâyetâbut heavy, possessive, like heâs claiming you back.
you keep licking, keep kissing, keep mouthing hot little nothings along that line of hair that leads down like a promiseâpausing only to bite, gentle and sharp, right where his waistband dips.
âgood fuckinâ girl,â he murmurs, low, slow, thick with heat. âlook at you. worshippinâ me before you even get your tongue in. you really do want that money, huh?â
you look up at him, all slick lips and lusted-out eyes. âi want the money,â you whisper. âbut i want you more.â
he growls.
and then you bite his cock again through the jeansâharder this time.
he shudders.
he breathes like a man trying not to come from a bite.
just a bite.
you can feel it, all of itâhis thigh muscles clenching under your palms, his cock twitching behind the denim, his hand tightening in your hair like he wants to pull and push at the same time but canât decide which would make you prettier. youâre still on your knees, mouth swollen and lips wet from the heat, your breath steaming through the thick cotton of his jeans, and you press your teeth in one more time, slow and mean, right at the thickest part of the bulge, just enough to feel him flinch and curse above you.
âfuck,â toji hisses, voice strained, low, deliciously frayed around the edges. âfuckinâ tease.â
you pull back a little, drag your mouth along the length of him again, but this time itâs slowerâfilthy slow, nose brushing the shape of him, open-mouthed kisses trailing down the side like worship, like youâre trying to map the exact shape of the cock youâve decided to ruin your whole life over. ânot teasing,â you murmur, lazy and thick-tongued, âjust savoring. you got no idea how hot you are down here, do you?â
âi know,â he says, too fast, too smug.
you laugh softly. âyeah, yeah. of course you do. bet you jerk off thinking about your own dick in the mirror.â
he grins down at you, not even remotely offended. âonly when iâm high.â you smile and nuzzle the underside of his cock through the jeans like itâs soft velvet instead of overworked denim. âfuck, i love older men. your standards are so fucked.â
âyouâre on your knees in a pawn shop office suckinâ my cock for less than a hundred bucks,â he replies, eyes sharp but voice thick. âdonât talk to me about standards.â you moanânot loud, not fake, but deep, genuine, dragged out from somewhere behind your ribs. âjesus christ. you really know how to talk to a girl.â
âyou ainât a girl,â he mutters, leaning in slightly, grip in your hair turning more possessive by the second. âyouâre a fuckinâ problem.â you look up at him again, that devastating half-lidded gaze that makes your eyes glitter like you're about to do something unholy and enjoy every second of it. âyou gonna solve me or let me worship you, daddy?â
he exhales like heâs been punched in the chest.
ââŠoh, youâre filthy.â
âuh-huh.â
âyou want praise, baby?â he says, dragging the word out, hand tightening just a little more in your hair. âthat what you like?â
you nod, lip caught between your teeth.
âthen unzip me.â
you do. slowly. reverently. like itâs part of a ritual.
your fingers find the metal tab and draw it down inch by inch, listening to the teeth separate with this delicious hiss, parting like the sea for something sacred and horrible. the sound alone makes your thighs press together, and when your hand finally reaches inside, pushes past thick cotton and finds the heat of him, bare, already hard and leaking at the tipâyou stop breathing for a second.
âfuck me,â you mutter, eyes wide, voice almost awed.
âyeah?â toji chuckles, cocky and low, the sound all grit and smug filth. âbigger than your ex?â
you pull him out slow, letting his cock slap against your palm, heavy and hot and thick as hell, the kind of size that makes your throat nervous and your pussy ache in sympathy. you blink up at him, wrap both hands around the shaft and still donât reach the base. ââŠthatâs not a cock,â you say, half-laughing, half-horrified. âthatâs a lifestyle.â
he groans, that ragged sound youâre beginning to crave. âjesus, youâre fuckinâ perfect. keep talkinâ like that.â you lean in again, lick a fat stripe along the underside, just to feel it twitch against your tongue, just to hear him hiss through his teeth.
âmmm,â you purr, open-mouthed kisses working up toward the tip. âgonna make you forget your name. make you think begginâ me was your idea. fuck, toji, youâre already so hard. for me, huh? not for your money. not for some easy girl. just for me.â
he swears againârough, deep, hand clenching in your hair now, not to guide, but because he needs something to keep from falling apart too fast. âatta girl,â he mutters, barely audible. âlook at you. good little slut on her knees for daddy. fuckinâ beautiful. best mouth i ever seen.â
you press a kiss to the flushed tip and whisper:
âjust wait till you feel it.â
his cock rests heavy against your tongue before you even try to take it. you donât rush, because rushing would be a crime. because this isnât a blowjob, itâs a religious fucking ritual, and youâre the high priestess on your knees with lip gloss smeared half across your cheek, mascara already slipping from the corners of your eyes just from the anticipation of it.
you press your tongue flat beneath him, hands stroking slow at the base, fingers barely meeting on either side as you give the shaft long, languid squeezes, letting the weight of him settle across your bottom lip, letting him feel your breath there, hot and sweet.
âlook at that mouth,â toji growls, eyes pinned to you like a man watching a sunset bleed into the horizon. âjesus fuck, sweetheart. like it was made to suck dick.â
you smile around the head of him, barely parted lips already glistening with spit and want. you hum, low in your throat, a little mmm-hmm that makes his cock jerk in your hand, precum beading against your tongue like a promise, salty and thick and already a little addictive.
âyou talk like youâve never had it sucked right,â you murmur, voice sticky and warm, your hand twisting gently up and down the shaft in slow, almost lazy strokes. âlike nobodyâs ever treated this cock the way it deserves.â
toji exhales like a man getting exorcised, his head tipping back just enough to let you see his throat flex with restraint. his knuckles are white where they grip the desk behind him.
âdonât think they ever had a mouth like yours, baby,â he mutters. âshit. just watchinâ you is fuckinâ me up.â
and youâre still not taking it in. not yet. youâre teasing him. savoring. you lean in to kiss the shaft, small wet kisses dragged along the underside, your tongue flicking out to trace a vein that pulses under your palm. you suckle at the skin just below the tip, slow and rhythmic, letting the sound of your lips around him fill the roomâwet, filthy, obscene.
he groans. low. broken. âfuckinâ dangerous. i oughta charge you.â
you giggle around him, licking up the precum that leaks like itâs your reward for patience. ânah,â you purr. âthis oneâs on the house. your cockâs too pretty to ignore.â you give the head a firm kiss, then slowlyâslowlyâstart to slide your mouth down.
heâs too thick. your jaw stretches. your lips sting.
but you take him anyway, eyes never breaking from his, your hands keeping a steady pace at the base as your mouth starts its workâinch by inch, dragging spit along him like you mean it, like you want him slick, perfect, ruined by the time youâre done.
âthatâs it,â toji groans, his voice dark and molten now, âthatâs it, baby, just like that. fuck. you were born for this, werenât you?â
you nod, or try to, cock stuffed halfway down your throat, and the motion makes a sweet wet gag gurgle around him. your nails dig into his thighs for leverage as you pull back with a lewd pop, spit trailing from your bottom lip to the head of his cock.
âsay it again,â you pant, eyes glassy, jaw slack.
âwhat?â
âsay it,â you whimper, licking along the tip again like youâre starved for it. âsay i was born for it.â
his hand comes down heavy on your cheek, not a slapâjust a press, big palm holding your face as he stares down at you, his thumb catching your spit and dragging it down to your chin. âyou were fuckinâ born for this,â he growls. âyou were made to kneel like this. made to take it deep. made to make a grown man lose his goddamn mind.â
your moan is wrecked and high and breaks at the end. you go down againâdeeper this timeâmouth stretched open, spit bubbling at the corners as you work him with your throat, your hands, your tongue all at once. you want him ruined. sloppy. undone. ruined by your mouth like itâs a goddamn spell.
âfuckâfuck, babyâyour throat,â tojiâs voice is breaking now, breath ragged, âgonna fill it up. you want that, huh? want daddy to fuckinâ reward you for beinâ so good?â
you nod, mouth full, tears brimming in the corners of your eyes as you take him deeper still, hand twisting at the base, the rhythm building nowâsick, obscene, perfect. your spit runs down his cock to your wrists. youâre a mess. a hot, perfect, cockdrunk mess on your knees in a pawn shop office and you wouldnât stop even if someone opened the door.
because heâs moaning now. toji. this huge, brutal man with his muscles and his bite and that voice like graveled thunderâmoaning because of you. âshitâkeep goinâ, sweetheartâfuckinâ perfect, such a good girlâgonna fill that throat, make it real messy for meââ
you hum, vibrating around him, and he twitches hard in your mouth, hips jerking like heâs losing control. his voice is strained, raw. âyou want it? huh? want daddyâs cum, baby?â you pull back just far enough to pant, eyes wide, voice cracked but greedy.
âgive it to me.â
and you dive back down.
you say âgive it to meâ like a girl about to take a sacrament, voice wrecked and dripping with want, but the second those words hang in the airâyou pull away.
pull away like a brat, like a tease, like the smug little demon you are, and tojiâs cock bobs helplessly in front of your face, soaked in spit, red and twitching with the kind of desperation that makes men feral. you kiss the tip like an apology. not a real one. not sincere. just lips pressed to the crown, soft and warm, your tongue flicking out to catch the glisten of precum from the slit like a cat cleaning cream off her paw.
then another kiss. and another.
kitten licks, sweet and slow, tongue flat and lazy, dragging across the sensitive ridge just under the head, all while his cock twitches like itâs beggingâlike heâs begging, under his breath, fists clenched at his sides. âoh, fuck me,â toji groans, looking down at you like youâve just slapped him with an orgasm. âthat mouth. that fuckinâ mouthâs gonna kill me.â
you hum against him like youâre not even listening, letting his cock rest against your cheek now, thick and hot and heavy, like a brand, like a claim. your eyes flutter shut for a second as you nuzzle itânose pressed to the base, lips brushing the shaft, breath hot against the pulsing skin.
your hand comes up to cup his balls, warm and swollen and tight, and you roll them gently between your fingers before lowering your mouth to them, licking one broad, flat stripe along the seam before sucking one into your mouthâwet, deliberate, obscene.
âohh, fuck, baby,â toji rasps, voice cracking as his head tips back again, the muscles in his stomach twitching under the mess of your licks. âyou suck balls like you were trained for it.â
you moan around him, tongue dragging down the underside, slick and slow, and suck harderâhand cradling his cock now like youâre holding something sacred and stupid and made to ruin your throat. you lick across both, let them pop from your lips, then flick your tongue over the skin again, watching the way he shudders every time.
you giggle, smug as sin, and murmur, âwho said i wasnât trained?â
he looks down, dazed, and laughs like it hurts. âgonna fucking marry you if you keep that up.â you raise a brow and kiss the base of his cock like a threat. âyou say that to all your broke girls with wet mouths?â
âonly the ones who worship my dick.â
you smile, drag your tongue all the way up his shaft again, and moan like youâre tasting dessertâlike heâs the best thing youâve ever had in your mouth, and youâre not even halfway done. you reach the tip, kiss it again, then slide him back inside.
no preamble this time.
you take it deep.
your lips stretch, throat tight, gag reflex twitching, but you breathe through itâeyes fluttering closed for just a second as the heat of him fills your mouth, pushes into your throat, forces your jaw wide around the stretch. your hands brace on his thighs.
and then his hand comes down hard.
on the back of your head.
holding you there.
âgood fuckinâ girl,â toji grits out, voice low and filthy and proud, like heâs watching a masterpiece ruin itself on his cock. âlook at you. takinâ it so deep. thatâs it. just like that.â
your throat spasms, muscles clenching around him, and your eyes go wide as he doesnât let you pull awayâjust holds you there, cock buried in your throat, your nose smashed against the base, the scent of sweat and sex and man overwhelming you completely.
you slap his thigh.
once.
twice.
hard.
he laughs. not cruelâdelighted. amazed. half-choked on his own breath. âbreathe through your nose, baby,â he mutters, still holding your head down. âyou wanted to be good, right? good girls know how to breathe on a cock.â
you tryâgod, you tryâair dragging in rough and desperate through your nose, your throat tight and hot and aching, spit bubbling around the corners of your lips as your nails dig into his thighs. your lungs burn. your lashes flutter. you gag once, full-body, and still he holds you there for just one more moment, just long enough to feel you trembleâ
and then he lets go.
you pull off with a gasp and a thick, messy cough, strings of spit snapping from your lips to the tip of his cock, your whole face wrecked and shining, mouth slack, tongue drooping from the side. âthere she is,â he groans, thumbing the wet from your cheek, dragging it across your lips. âfuckinâ gorgeous. ruined. best mouth i ever fucked, i swear.â
youâre still panting, throat raw, but your smile is pure poison.
you lick your lips and purr, âagain?â
his cock is still wet and twitching against your face, spit-slick and flushed a deep, angry red at the tip, and tojiâs looking down at you like he wants to devour youânot sweetly, not gently, but like youâre the first thing heâs tasted in weeks and heâs starving in that slow, mean, lingering kind of way.
youâre still catching your breath, lips parted, tongue resting lazy against your bottom lip, throat aching in that perfect raw way that makes you feel it every time you swallow. your jaw trembles faintly, not from pain but from wantâyouâre not done. youâre not close to done. you want to feel him break in your mouth. you want to pull the cum out of him like a confession. you want him to shake.
so you bring your hand back to his cock, warm and firm and slick from your mouth, and give him a slow stroke, from base to tipâpressing your thumb over the leaking slit and smearing it across the crown, dragging a little moan from his throat like itâs already too much.
âyou close?â you ask, voice ruined but smug, the kind of rasp that comes from a mouth overused and happy about it. âyou gonna cum for me, daddy?â
he snarls like the name burns, eyes wild.
âdonât fuckinâ say that unless you mean it.â
you blink up at him, lashes wet, lips shiny with spit, and give his cock a soft kissâthen look him in the eye.
âi mean it.â
he breathes in sharp, something behind his expression cracking wide open. then, âget your fuckinâ mouth back on it. now.â
you do. immediately. greedily. no teasing this time, no biting or mouthing or coy looksâjust your mouth wide, tongue flat, lips sliding down over the length of him with practiced hunger, taking as much as your raw throat will allow. your hand strokes the rest, twisting at the base, and he shudders, full-body, like youâve grabbed something deep inside him and wonât let go.
âfuckâfuck, babyâjesusââ he chokes, one hand bracing on the desk, the other lost in your hair again, but this time heâs not forcing, not holdingâheâs holding on, like he needs you to anchor him or heâs going to lose every single thread of his composure.
you start to suck. slow at first. deep, wet pulls that echo in the air around you, the obscene slurps and chokes and wet, ruined sounds of a girl working for it. your mouth slides up and down, tongue dragging along the underside, lips sealing tight every time you descend.
he moansâmoans, not a grunt or a groan but a real, honest-to-god noise that sounds like it was pulled out of his spine. âthatâs itâjust like thatâfuck, you feel so goodâso fuckinâ goodâlook at you, baby, takinâ it like a champâmade for this, i swear to fuckââ
you hum in response, low and throaty, sending vibrations up the shaft that make his legs twitch. your eyes never leave hisâwide, glistening, pure devotion with spit dripping down your chin and onto your chest, mess pooling at your collarbone.
heâs close. you can feel it in the way his thighs tighten, the way his cock pulses in your mouth, the way his voice breaks when he curses. âgonna cum,â he grits out, voice hoarse, almost panicked. âyou want it? huh? want daddyâs fuckinâ cum down that filthy throat?â
you nod, moaning around him, stroking faster, sucking harder, your eyes fluttering at the overwhelming stretch and taste and heat of him. you want it. you need it.
âfuckfuckfuckâbaby, baby, shitâgonnaââ
and then he breaks.
his hips jerk, sharp and uncontrolled, cock twitching hard in your mouth as the first hot spurt hits the back of your throat. you gag, just a little, but donât pull backâyou take it, greedy, sucking through it, letting him pour into your mouth like youâve been starving for it, swallowing each thick pulse with your hands still wrapped tight around the base.
he groans, full-body, staggered, the sound raw and wrecked as his head tips back and his hand tightens in your hairânot hard, not painful, just there, grounding him as you drain every last drop, lips sealed tight around him.
you stay there for a moment afterward, tongue flicking at the oversensitive tip, collecting the last few drops, until he hisses and pulls back with a shaky breath. you let him go with a slow, wet pop, mouth slick and shiny, lips swollen, chin drenched. you swallow one more timeâloudlyâjust to prove it. he stares at you like you just ended him. like you just reassembled him in a different order. like heâs going to dream of this.
you lick your lips and smile, a little drunk on him.
ââŠdo i get my fifty-five thousand now?â
he laughsâwheezes, reallyâand drops into the chair behind the desk like his knees gave out. âyou get whatever the fuck you want, sweetheart.â
his cock is still twitching on your cheek, softening slowly, slick with spit and the taste of him still coating your tongue like a secret. itâs heavy even when itâs soft, resting across your face like the weight of a satisfied sin, warm and veiny and just a little too smug for something thatâs just been sucked within an inch of its life.
you donât move. you could, but you donât.
your cheek presses against the meat of his thigh, flushed and sticky with sweat, your fingers lazily dragging little circles over the denim thatâs halfway shoved down his legs, your breath still coming in soft little puffs from your nose. he smells like sex and musk and cheap cologne and that coldblooded male thing that clings to the air after a good, brutal orgasmâsome mix of sweat and testosterone and the raw ozone scent of something claimed.
and you? youâre glowing.
youâre ruined. your lip gloss is long gone, your eyelinerâs smudged to shit, your hairâs a tangled halo from his hands, and your mouth is tingling in that delicious, post-deepthroat throbâbut you look satisfied. you look like a girl who won, on her knees and proud of it.
he hasnât said anything yet. heâs breathing hard, slouched like gravity's gotten personal, one hand limp on your shoulder, the other hanging between his legs like he forgot how arms work. he looks like he just saw Godâand she had your lips.
so you break the silence.
your voice is slow, low, sweet and syrupy like warm liquor, and it makes his half-soft cock jump against your cheek when you speak. âyou know,â you murmur, nuzzling your face into his thigh like a spoiled little brat curling up in a lap she doesnât deserve, âif you think my mouthâs goodâŠâ he groans immediately. a quiet, helpless noise. no wordsâjust suffering.
you grin, wicked and pleased, lips brushing the base of his shaft.
ââŠyou should feel my pussy.â
toji makes a sound. not a word. not a laugh. not a moan.
just a deep, guttural, borderline inhuman noise in his chest like someone punched the wind out of him and replaced it with sheer carnal agony.
he looks down at youâlike really looksâhis eyes half-lidded, ruined, still catching up to what just happened. youâve still got your cheek on his thigh, your hand lazily petting his cock like itâs a stray cat youâre trying to lull back into mischief.
âdonât fuckinâ say that,â he rasps.
âsay what?â you blink up at him all wide-eyed, mock innocent, fluttering your lashes like youâre not still dripping spit down your neck. âthat shit,â he grits, trying to sit up straighter, cock twitching again under your palm. âthat filthy fuckinâ tease mouth. you tryna kill me?â
you sigh, dramatic, the back of your hand to your forehead like some tragic heroine who just happens to have cum on her tongue.
âiâm serious, old man. my pussy feels better than anything youâve ever put your cock in. sheâs wet right now. you made her jealous.â
âfuckinâââ he snaps, half a snarl, half a groan, dragging a hand down his face, âjealous? i just came so hard i saw static and youâre already makinâ her mad at me?â
you nod, smug. âsheâs needy. high-maintenance. spoiled. youâd love her.â he stares. long. hard. eyes burning down your body like heâs trying to decide whether to take you right here or die thinking about it.
âyouâre a fuckinâ menace,â he mutters.
you nuzzle his thigh again, letting your breath tickle the soft skin right above his knee, his cock still resting against your cheek like it belongs there. âuh-huh. but iâm your menace now, right?â
he doesn't answer.
he just leans forward, a hand curling around the back of your neck, thumb dragging through the mess on your jaw, his voice dropping into something dangerous and raw.
âget up.â
you blink, mouth twitching. âwhat if i wanna stay right here?â
he licks his lips slowly, eyes dragging over you, dark and sweet and full of intent. âthen iâm gonna fuck you on the floor.â a beat. âright here. with your face pressed into the concrete and your ass up.â
you shiver. your pussy clenches. you smile.
ââŠthat a promise?â
he doesnât answer your question.
not with words, anyway.
what he does is lean inâslow and heavy, his whole body language shifting from post-orgasmic sprawl to intent, from wrecked to ready to ruin, and his hand stays on the back of your neck, big and hot and rough, thumb brushing under your jaw like heâs checking to see how many more sins youâve got tucked behind your tongue. he tilts your head up toward him, guiding you to look at him, and his cockâstill softening, still slick with spit and pleasureârests warm against your jaw like a filthy punctuation mark to the silence hanging between you.
âyou want a promise?â he mutters, voice rasped and dirty, already low with need again, already sharpening around the edges like it never left. âbaby⊠i donât promise. i deliver.â
you laughâsoft and breathless and just a little unhingedâand rub your cheek against his thigh again, feeling the flex of muscle under your face, that simmering tension crawling back into him like heâs rebooting under your mouth. âyouâre talkinâ real big for someone who just came so hard he forgot how to spell his own name.â
âkeep runninâ your fuckinâ mouth,â he growls, and he shifts in the chair, sitting forward fully now, and thereâs a glint in his eye like a knife being drawn across a whetstoneâdangerous, and amused, and very interested in what happens if you keep pushing.
you, naturally, push harder.
âwhat?â you coo, batting your lashes at him while your hand wraps around his cock again, stroking lazy, light, more taunt than touch. âyou gonna teach me a lesson? bend me over your desk and rail me like some mouthy little dropout? maybe fuck the smart right outta my head?â
he laughsâlow and deep and utterly wrecked, a sound that shakes through his chest like gravel in an engine. ânah,â he says, eyes dark. âyou donât need it fucked out. you need it fucked deeper in. youâre already halfway gone, baby.â
you hum, pleased, sliding your fingers over his cock again as it twitches back to life under your touchâof course it does. heâs thick and heavy and sensitive still, the kind of cock that likes a challenge, that pulses greedily with just the barest hint of spit and praise and threat.
âthen do it,â you whisper, all sugar and filth, eyes wide and sweet even as you curl your fingers under the base and stroke him slow. âshow me. show me how a real man handles a brat with a mouth like mine.â
his eyes narrow.
you see the exact second he decides.
his hand tightens on your neck, not hard enough to hurt, but firm, possessive, commanding. and when he pulls you up, itâs not roughâitâs smooth and hot and full of tension, like lifting something breakable that you fully intend to wreck.
you rise from your knees, body warm and buzzing, legs aching from how long youâve been down there, spit glistening on your chin and chest, your throat sore and your pussy soaked.
he stands, and the difference in height is obsceneâof course it isâhe towers over you, heat radiating off him like a threat, the air between you crackling with something that tastes like blood and come and consequences.
âturn around,â he mutters, voice low, curling around your spine. âbend over my desk.â
you blink, smile slow, and do as you're told.
you drag it outâstepping around him with deliberate slowness, walking like you know heâs watching the sway of your hips, the twitch of your skirt where it clings to the wet heat between your thighs. you lean over the desk, elbows braced against the piles of papers, your back arched just so, and when you look over your shoulder, you lick your bottom lip and say, âdonât be gentle. sheâs been a bad girl.â
he makes a noise behind youâa guttural, savage little thing like something inside him snapped.
you hear the sound of his zipper.
feel the heat of him step up behind you.
and then his palm lands on your assâhard.
you gasp, loud, biting your lip as the sting blooms hot across your skin. âthatâs for callinâ me old,â he mutters, voice right at your ear, teeth grazing the shell of it. âyou are old,â you laugh, breathless, taunting. âbut your cock makes up for it.â
another slap. harder. both cheeks now stinging, burning.
âfuckinâ mouth on you,â he growls. âgonna fuck you dumb just to shut you up.â
you whimper. âpromise?â
his hands are on your hips now, pulling your skirt up, shoving your panties aside, fingers dragging through your soaked slit with a low, appreciative groan.
ââŠfuck me,â he mutters. âyou meant it.â
you turn your head, smirk over your shoulder.
âtold you. sheâs jealous.â
he growls again, lines up at your entrance, and presses the thick, hot head of his cock right against your dripping cuntâbut doesnât push in. not yet. just leans down close, breath on your neck, voice low and dark and hot enough to melt you from the inside out.
âthen let me make it up to her.â
his cock sits heavy at your entrance like a threat and a promise wrapped into one, thick and flushed and leaking against the soaked, swollen seam of your cuntâbut he doesnât push in. not yet. toji stays there, tip barely nudging your folds, letting it kiss your slit and drag slowly up and down, parting your slick with each pass like heâs teasing your pussy into begging, like heâs making it ask for forgiveness for being jealous in the first place.
you arch your back a little more, present your ass like an offering, spread for him over the mess of receipts and pawn shop paperwork, sticky and dripping and already ruined, and the moment your hips rock back the slightest bitâjust to catch him, just to pull him inâhe smacks you again.
sharp. hard. his palm cracks across your ass with a thud that echoes against the grimy walls of the office, and your whole body jerks, the desk rattling under your elbows.
âdid i say you could move?â he growls behind you, voice low and simmering with threat and heat and something far more dangerousâcontrol.
you shiver, whimpering quietly, pressing your forehead to the desk, cheek flattened against papers smeared with grease and dust and old ink. âno,â you breathe, submissive but grinning into the wood grain, âbut i thoughtââ
another slap. this one lands higher, right beneath the curve of your ass, and makes your hips jump.
âdonât fuckinâ think,â he snarls, his voice rough and shaking from restraint. âyou wanna cum? you wanna earn it? then you listen.â you nod, fast, hands gripping the desk edge so hard your knuckles go white. âyes, daddy,â you whisper, voice so soft it breaks on the end like a string snapped too tight.
and fuck, that does it.
he groansâdeep, low, ruinedâand leans in just enough for you to feel the heat of him, the way he looms over you like a man whoâs already decided how many times heâs going to break you tonight. âthereâs my good girl,â he mutters, palm running up your spine, warm and slow, like a mockery of tenderness. âyou keep callinâ me that, iâll fuck you all the way through next week.â
âplease,â you gasp, voice shaking. âplease, please fuck me alreadyââ
he hisses through his teeth and thenâfinallyâyou feel the head of his cock press in. not fast. not hard. slow, deliberate, dragging your slick open around him, splitting you wide as he feeds in just the first thick inch, then another, stretching you around the fat, aching shape of him.
âoh fuck,â you cry out, your whole body jolting, knees buckling slightly.
he chuckles, dark and pleased, both hands now gripping your hips like handles.
âtight little pussy, huh? goddamn. squeezinâ me already.â
you moan, loud and broken, and your hips jerk forward like youâre trying to runâbut thereâs nowhere to go. not with his cock thick inside you, not with his hands holding you in place, keeping you open, keeping you his.
he leans over you, body heavy against your back, and slaps your ass again, then rubs the sting with his palm. âyou take it so good, baby,â he growls into your ear. âfuckinâ knew you would. knew that mouth wasnât the only part of you that was trained.â
you whimper somethingâwordless, stupid, desperateâand he slides in deeper, slow grind of hips, letting you feel every inch, every vein, every thick pulse of heat until he bottoms out and your pussy clenches hard, trembling around the stretch.
âfuuuuck, daddyâtoo bigââ
âno, no,â he pants, pulling back and slamming forward againâhard, this time, roughâa sharp, brutal thrust that knocks the wind out of you. âyouâre perfect. perfect fit. made to take this cock, baby. made to take me.â you cry out again, body jerking under him, and he slaps your ass once more, then lets his hand drift upâunder your top, dragging the fabric roughly up over your ribsâand grabs a fistful of tit, squeezing tight.
then slaps it.
you squeal.
the sting makes your legs shake, your arms buckle, tits swinging under you as his palm cracks across the sensitive swell againâmean and sharp, the skin already hot from his grip. âpretty little tits bouncinâ while i fuck you,â he mutters, voice almost dazed, drunk on it. âfuckinâ heaven. you like that, baby?â
âyes,â you moan, voice high and thin and barely stable. âyes, daddyâdo it againâfuckââ
he does. slaps your tit again. the other one. then grabs it, squeezes it, tweaks the nipple till youâre howling into the desk, panting and drooling and nowhere close to cumming, but so full, so used, so right where you want to be.
his thrusts get harderârougherâshallow pumps at first, then deep grinds, slow and punishing, making your pussy squeeze and flutter with every drag of him inside you. and heâs watching. watching the way you take it. the way you struggle to keep your hips up, the way your thighs shake, the way your moans break into gasps every time he bottom outs.
âgood girl,â he grits, panting now, his rhythm cruel, unforgiving. âgood little fucktoy, lettinâ daddy use that pussy. youâre gonna cum so hard for me, baby. just not yet.â you sobâloud, needyâand grind back against him, desperate for more, for faster, for anything thatâll push you over the edge.
but his hand lands again, hard on your ass, and he pulls out.
you cry out, wrecked.
ânot yet,â he growls again, voice dark and firm, cock slick and throbbing against your thigh. âyou want to cum? you better beg like a fuckinâ whore.â
you whimper. your thighs tremble.
youâre so fucking close.
but heâs not done playing yet.
his hands drag you up from the desk like you're weightless, like youâre nothing but a wet, breathless little plaything waiting to be rearranged. thereâs no grace in itâno gentle lift, no sweet little spin. just strength. raw, brutal strength, his palms rough and hot against your waist, manhandling you up onto shaky legs like youâre not a girl with a pulse and opinions, but a thing he gets to position.
your breath catches as your feet find the ground, knees trembling, inner thighs tacky and slick with everything heâs given you so farâspit, pre, heat, promise. you canât look at him. not really. your bodyâs still buzzing, twitching around the empty ache between your legs, the stretch of your pussy fluttering from being used but not finished, from being wrecked and then left hanging on the edge like a brat punished for coming without permission.
âstand still,â he mutters against the shell of your ear, voice like gravel soaked in bourbon and breathlessness, and it makes you whimper just from the sound of it. âiâIâm tryingââ you gasp, but youâre already leaning into him, chest heaving, arms flailing for some kind of anchor.
he doesn't let you fall. of course he doesnât.
he just grabs the back of your knee, thick fingers curling under it, and hooks your leg upâhigh, rude and sudden and so fucking deep into your space, until the side of your knee is bent over his shoulder and youâre open, spread, your whole dripping cunt just there, presented like meat, like a challenge, like a test he intends to fail you on purpose for.
âohâfuckââ you breathe, your other leg already wobbling beneath you. instinct kicks in and you sling one arm around the back of his neck to stay upright, elbow hooked around his broad shoulders while your hand fists the collar of his sweat-stained shirt.
âthatâs it,â toji groans, eyes dragging down between your legs like heâs starving. âthatâs my girl. fuckinâ perfect. look at youâstandinâ here all pretty, drippinâ down your thighs, pussy so wet sheâs begginâ for me to ruin her again.â
you moan, head tipping back, mouth open wide and slick with breathless desperation. your body burns. your leg shakes. your cunt flutters in the air, cold and wet and exposed, and you can feel his cock resting thick and ready between you, brushing the curve of your thigh, teasing your lips, sliding along your soaked slit without entering.
heâs not rushing. he's teasing. again.
he lets his cock drag up and down your folds, long slow slides that make your hips twitch and your whole body lean heavier against him, open-mouthed gasps punctuated by little helpless whines every time the head catches on your clit or nudges your hole just enough to make you think heâs going to give it to you.
but he never does. not yet.
âfuckinâ mess down here,â he mutters, watching the way your juices smear over his cock with every pass, painting him shiny. âyou were gonna cum all over my desk, werenât you?â
âyes,â you admit, voice trembling, âfuckâyes, i wasâi was so closeââ
âuh-uh,â he tuts, slapping the outside of your thigh with the hand thatâs holding your leg up. âyou donât cum till i say. not with this pussy. not with my pussy.â your breath catches again, a ragged little sound from the back of your throat. your fingers dig into his shoulder. your cunt clenches on nothing. he grinsâwide and dark and dangerousâand then slides his cock just an inch inside.
you cry out. loud. shameless.
âdaddy, pleaseââ
and then he gives you another two inches.
slow. deliberate. just enough to make your eyes roll back.
âlook at that,â he rasps, watching your face with greedy eyes. âyou are daddyâs little whore. you like it like this? one leg up, wide open for me, nowhere to run?â
you nod. fast. desperate. your cunt tries to suck him in deeper all on its own. âyeah? you wanna be fucked like this? wanna make a mess all over my cock while i keep you right here, balanced like a dumb little fuckdoll who canât even stand without holdinâ onto daddy?â
âyesâyes, pleaseâiâll do anythingââ
and he drives all the way in.
one thick, brutal thrustâballs deep, pushing your body back with the force of it, your leg trembling against his shoulder, your pussy stretched so wide around him it feels like your bones are splitting from the pressure.
you scream.
his hand moves upâfinds your tits again, still half-trapped in your topâand he slaps one.
again.
then grabs it hard, squeezing the soft flesh so rough it hurts, pinching your nipple until you cry out again.
âthatâs it,â he growls, fucking into you now with slow, brutal thrusts that grind the head of his cock against the top of your cunt, over and over again. âsqueezinâ me so fuckinâ tight, baby. youâre gonna milk me, arenât you? just like that mouth did.â
youâre incoherent. gone. nothing left but gasps and moans and desperate wet sounds of slick and skin and the wet slap of his balls against your ass with every thrust. ânot gonna let you cum yet,â he whispers into your neck, biting just beneath your ear. ânot till youâre cryinâ for it. not till this pussy begs proper.â
you sob.
he fucks you harder.
your nails rake across his shoulders.
your mouth is open but you canât form words.
you need to cum. but he wonât let you. not yet.
his cock keeps grinding in deep, the weight of your leg hooked over his shoulder starting to burn, your pussy soaked and pulsing and clenching like itâs trying to keep him there forever, like itâs trying to suck the cum out of him by force.
heâs fucking you rough, rhythm brutal and steady, every thrust pushing you up onto the tips of your toes, every drag out a slick glide through the velvet mess inside youâthen right back in, balls smacking against the wet curve of your ass, sharp slaps filling the thick, humid air of his office.
your grip on his neck is desperate now, one arm slung around him like a lifeline, fingers clutching the sweat-slick muscle of his shoulder for any kind of stability, but thereâs noneâjust him, just the strength of his grip on your thigh, the bruising palm around your waist, the brutal press of his hips punishing your cunt like it owes him something.
and god, youâre so close. but not there. he wonât let you. and itâs driving you insane. your mouth is openâmoaning, gasping, panting through broken little sobsâand it comes out of you before you even realize it, your voice breathy and high and wrecked, âkiss me.â
he pauses, just for a second, the tip of his cock grinding slow inside your pussy as he stills, breath catching in his chest like he didnât expect to hear thatâlike the request came from somewhere too soft for how hard he's fucking you.
he leans back just enough to look you in the face, and his mouth curvesânot in a smile, not really. itâs a smirk, smug and nasty and fucking beautiful, split-lipped and sweaty, and his eyes glint with something that almost borders on fond.
âwhatâs that, baby?â he says, still fucking you in those slow, thick strokes, cock dragging along your walls with such mean precision it makes your head spin. âyou wanna get sentimental while iâm rearranginâ your guts?â
you glare at him through the haze of want in your eyes, lip trembling with frustration, your mouth hot and swollen from moaning his name, and your voice wobbles as you repeat it:
âi said kiss me, you fucking bastard.â
toji laughs, and fuck, itâs so mean. he keeps fucking you, keeps grinding his hips into you like your pussyâs his personal reward system, but he tilts his head like heâs considering it.
âaw, look at you,â he drawls, bending slightly closer, his free hand slipping up to squeeze your tits again, thumb flicking your nipple until your back arches. âget a little cock in your throat, a little cock in your cunt, and suddenly you wanna make out about it?â
you whimper, trying to nod, cunt clenching around him in hard, needy spasms that make him groan. âplease,â you whisper, dizzy with how full you are, how fucked-out your brainâs becoming. âjust⊠kiss me, daddy.â
that gets him.
that fucking breaks him. just a little.
he grabs your jaw, fingers pressing into your cheeks, and leans in until his forehead presses to yours, sweat slick against your temple, mouth hovering right above yours. âyouâre so fuckinâ needy,â he growls, voice all wrecked and wet and sweet around the edges. âpussy begginâ for it, mouth talkinâ shit, and now you want my tongue too?â
you nod, eyes fluttering shut.
âuh-huh.â
âspoiled little girl,â he mutters. âyou donât deserve it.â
but then he kisses you.
and itâs not sweet.
itâs filthy. itâs hot and wet and full of teeth. it tastes like spit and sweat and the moan you make into his mouth when he slams back into you, fucking you hard enough your body arches and your back threatens to give out.
his tongue licks into your mouth like he owns it, like your lips are his to bruise, like your throat is his to devour. he bites your lower lipâhardâand then licks the sting, all while his cock pistons into you with relentless force, the slap of your bodies hitting fast and loud.
youâre gone.
a gasping, twitching, sobbing thing in his arms, drool smearing your lips from how sloppy the kiss becomes, your leg trembling against his shoulder, your pussy spasming around him with no release, your clit throbbing and untouched and desperate.
but he doesnât let you cum.
he kisses you through itâthrough the need, through the ache, through the frustration of being kept right there, right on the fucking edge while he uses your mouth, your cunt, your whole fucking body like his personal toy. he finally pulls back from the kiss with a wet gasp, eyes locked on yours, voice breathless and wicked, ânot yet, baby. not yet. good girls donât cum till daddy says.â
and then he fucks you harder.
youâre not sure when it happensâ when the desperate little whines turn into something louder, when your voice starts cracking, when the begging gets real, when your whole body shifts from greedy brat to ruined, wrecked, please-just-let-me-cum whore.
youâve been teetering there for what feels like forever, pussy clenching around his cock in desperate, fluttery spasms, your leg still hooked over his shoulder, trembling so hard your kneeâs about to give, your arm locked around his neck with a grip so tight he could probably feel the shape of your pulse. your other hand claws at his back, nails dragging through sweat-slick muscle, trying to hold on to anything, because youâre losing itâlosing yourself.
tojiâs still fucking you like heâs making a point. deep, mean, punishing thrusts that grind right up into the spot that makes your mouth open in a perfect little o every time he hits it, every time he drags back and slams forward again, dragging a wet slap out of your bodies so loud it echoes through the back room.
your cunt is so wet now, it sounds filthy, obsceneâsquelching and sucking around him with every thrust, your slick dripping down the backs of your thighs and painting his pelvis in messy streaks. and he just watches. he watches your face, your tits, your tears, like heâs studying his own personal masterpiece fall apart.
âfuckinâ look at you,â he groans, panting now, his hips rolling harder, faster, his cock so deep you feel it everywhere, deep in your belly, spreading you open from the inside. âyou tryinâ to milk it outta me without permission? this little pussy tryinâ to take what it wants, huh?â
âyesâfuckâyes, daddy, pleaseeeeeââ your voice is nothing now, all whimper and wreckage, cracked open and shaking, tears welling in your eyes and your thighs burning from the stretch, cunt clutching his cock like itâs begging too.
âbeen fuckinâ you forever and you still havenât learned,â he snarls, but his grip on your waist tightens, his other hand cupping your jaw like heâs afraid youâll fall apart if he lets go, and the look in his eyes shiftsâjust barelyâdangerous soft, vicious fond. âgotta beg for it, baby. tell me what you want.â
âi wanna cumâfuck, please, pleaseâiâve been so good, iâve been your good girlâdaddy, pleaseâi need itââ
and youâre crying now, panting and desperate, mouth open wide and voice high and broken, your whole body twitching every time his cock slams into you. youâre so wet you can barely hear your own sobs over the slick sounds between your legs. âagain,â he growls, teeth gritted, thrusts brutal. âsay it again. say it like you mean it.â
âplease,â you scream, throat raw, legs shaking, head tipping back with tears slipping down your cheeks, âdaddy, please let me cumâpleaseâIâll do anythingâfuck, I need itâneed youâneed your cockââ
his hips stutter. just once. and he curses, ragged and breathless, broken by how fucked you sound.
âjesus fucking christ,â he growls, his mouth pressing hot and wet against your throat, kissing the sweat-slick skin there as he rams into you hard enough to lift your foot from the ground. âgo ahead. cum for me, baby. fuckinâ earn it.â
and you shatter.
your mouth falls open in a scream that doesnât even sound like a word, just a high, shaking wail as your whole body snaps tight, muscles locking, pussy spasming so hard around his cock it feels like youâre trying to drag him down into your bones.
you claw at his back, sobbing through it, gasping âdaddyâfuckâdaddyâthank youâ over and over like a prayer, like itâs the only thing you can say, your cunt milking him, squeezing, flooding around him with slick, wet pulses that soak both of you. âthatâs it,â he groans, voice thick and proud, holding you tight while your body convulses in his arms, âgood fuckinâ girlâdaddyâs perfect little cumslutâso fuckinâ pretty when you break.â
you keep twitching. keep gasping. you donât even know if youâre breathing right.
your orgasm rolls through you like something that wants to ruin your nervesâdrawn out, messy, loud, your throat aching from how vocal youâve become, your sobs mixing with moans as your body wonât stop clenching around his cock.
and he just keeps fucking you through itâslow now, but deep, letting you ride it out, letting you feel every inch of him while he watches your face with a reverent, nasty little smirk. âyeah,â he murmurs against your lips as you slump against him, trembling and wet and ruined, âthatâs what i fuckinâ thought.â
your orgasm leaves you shaking, wrecked in his grip, voice nothing but broken little sobs spilling from your lips like leftover prayer, your cunt still fluttering in aftershocksâtender and trembling, clenching around his cock like itâs begging to keep him there. toji hasnât stopped.
he hasnât even slowed.
youâre not sure if youâre riding the tail end of your high or being dragged straight into another, your body twitching every time he thrusts back into youâdeep and mean, all thick pressure and heat, the kind of rough fuck that feels like itâs claiming something. like heâs not done until he leaves you dripping with it.
your legâs still hooked over his shoulder, trembling violently now, your whole body hanging in his gripâchest heaving, sweat beading, mouth open but too raw to beg again, just whimpering his name over and over, lips brushing his throat, hand clenched in the collar of his shirt like youâll fall apart if you let go.
heâs panting, now. hard.
the sharp edge of control he had before is goneâworn down by the way you came on him, the way you cried and squeezed and broke around his cock, a fucking mess in his arms, sobbing thank you like you meant it with your soul.
âfuck, baby,â toji groans, voice wrecked, barely more than a snarl in your ear, teeth catching your jaw as his thrusts grow sloppy, erratic. âyou feel so goodâso fuckinâ tight, still grabbinâ onto me like you want itâfuckâyou were made for thisâfor me.â
you canât speakâyou just nod, or try to, and moan against his throat, wet and soft, and that does something to him, you feel it, the way his whole body jerks, muscles pulling taut as he fucks you harder now, chasing it.
âgoddamn itâgoddamnââ he hisses through his teeth, and the sound is so filthy, so raw, you nearly sob again, because he sounds desperate, he sounds fucking ruined, and itâs all because of you.
you did this. you made him like this.
heâs so close. you can feel it in the way his cock throbs inside youâthick and hot and twitchingâand the way his thrusts lose rhythm, hips jerking like his bodyâs fighting itself, trying not to come too fast but already past the point of return.
and then he grabs your ass with both hands, lifts you fully off the ground, both legs around his waist now, your back shoved against the wall, his cock buried deepâ
âfuuuckâIâm gonna cumâgonna fucking fill you, babyâgonna stuff this pussy with so much fuckinâ cum youâll be drippinâ for daysâjesus fuck, you want that?â
âyes,â you whisper, voice hoarse, head back, mouth open, âyes, daddy, pleaseâcum in meâneed itâneed to feel itâpleaseââ
he growls.
like a man breaking. like something snapping in his chest.
and then he slams in, hard, all the way to the hiltâand stays there, buried as deep as he can go, cock pulsing, spasming inside you as he cums.
and god, does he feel it.
âfuckâFUCKâbabyâoh my godâshit, Iâmâfuckinââcummingâcumming, baby, fuckâshitttttââ his voice is loud and unhinged, echoing off the walls, raw from his throat, and you feel every pulse of it, thick spurts of cum pouring into you, coating your walls, your cunt clenching around him like it wants to keep it.
his head drops to your shoulder, his body shuddering with each hot pump, groaning deep in his chest like itâs being ripped out of him, like heâs losing something with every spurt. âso fuckinâ tightâso good, babyâtakinâ it so goodâyouâre perfectâmineâmineâfuckinâ mineââ you whimper, dazed, mouth open against his neck as he keeps whispering it, mine, over and over like itâs the only word he knows anymore.
he stays buried in you, panting like heâs run a marathon, his cock softening slowly inside your soaked, stretched cunt, your legs trembling around him as your body finally starts to go slack. his hand strokes down your spine, heavy and shaking, and he presses a kiss to your shoulder, your neck, your cheekâtoo hard to be gentle, too soft to be anything but real.
heâs still inside you. his cum is already leaking out.
you donât even try to move.
you just breathe against each other. quiet. wrecked. owned.
âgoddamn,â he breathes, finally, mouth brushing your temple.
âtold you,â you whisper, smiling like a drunk girl in love with her mistake, âmy pussyâs better than my mouth.â he laughsâdeep, hoarseâand mutters into your hair, âfuckinâ confirmed.â
his cock finally slips out of you with a thick, obscene soundâwet and messy, the kind of parting that feels too intimate to witness, like something private just got peeled apart. and it leaves you empty. open. fluttering. ruined. your cunt gives a desperate twitch in the wake of it, still sore, still stretched, still flushed around the shape he carved into you, and as soon as he lowers your body from where heâs been holding youâlegs limp around his waist, head lolling against his shoulderâyou collapse.
not gracefully. not slowly.
your foot hits the ground, then the next, and then your knees just give out.
âwhoa, there,â toji chuckles behind you, breath still ragged, still dragging out of his lungs like he hasnât recovered either, his voice a fucked-out raspârough and low and deeply pleased. âyou good, sweetheart?â
you donât answer. you canât.
your hands land against the desk, palms smacking the paperwork-strewn surface hard as you double over, ass high, face down, hair stuck to your sweat-damp neck, panting like someone just beat the orgasm out of you with a bat. your knees knock, barely holding you up. your back arches instinctively, like your bodyâs still bracing for another round it didnât ask for but would beg for anyway.
and your pussyâyour wrecked, swollen, used pussyâis dripping.
not politely. not a little.
dripping.
his cum spills out of you in thick, lazy strings, slipping down your inner thighs in glistening rivulets, sticky and white and warm as it dribbles past your folds and trails down to the backs of your knees, pooling beneath you in wet, shameless drops that splatter onto the dirty tile floor one by one.
drip. drip. drip
you can hear it.
he can, too.
you gasp out something that sounds like a whimper, your voice cracking at the edges, and your fingers claw uselessly at the deskâstill bent over it, still breathing hard, your cunt clenching again, trying and failing to close around the emptiness where his cock had been.
âjesus fuck,â toji mutters behind you, voice suddenly tight, suddenly dark and hungry again. âlook at this fuckinâ mess.â you whimper again, weaker this time, and turn your head just enough to glance over your shoulder, eyes glassy, cheeks pink, lips parted. âi canât,â you whisper, throat hoarse, breath catching. âmy legsâi canât evenââ
heâs behind you again in an instant. you feel his palm press to your ass, spreading one cheek wide to look at your leaking pussy. and he groans. full-on, low in his chest, like it hurts. âyeah, thatâs right,â he mutters, kneeling down behind you like heâs admiring art. âthatâs what a good girl looks like. canât stand. bent over. drippinâ with daddyâs cum. fuckinâ perfect.â
his fingers press to your inner thigh and trail upâsmearing the slick there, pushing back toward your pussy where itâs still throbbing and spilling and open for him, soft and swollen and red like a wound.
he rubs your lips apart again, two fingers spreading you wide so he can watch another thick glob of his cum ooze out from your fluttering hole and drip right onto the floor. âgod damn, baby,â he mutters, almost reverent. âso full. i fucked you full, didnât i?â
âuh-huh,â you breathe, nodding weakly, cheek flattened against the desk now, tears drying on your lashes. âyou didâfuck, tojiâi can still feel it insideââ
he hums low, sliding those fingers through your mess again and teasing your still-aching clit just barely. âdonât start cryinâ again,â he says, voice smug and dark, but gentle under the filth, âyou already made me cum so hard i forgot what year it was.â
you let out a garbled, broken laugh into the crook of your elbow.
âthought you said you donât get sentimental,â you mumble.
âiâm not.â he leans in close, mouth grazing the curve of your ass, his voice a hot, dangerous whisper.
âi just like seeinâ you broken like this.â
you shiver, legs shaking again, another drip of cum sliding down your inner thigh. he presses a soft kiss right to the curve where your cheek meets the top of your thigh, then anotherâgentler, this timeâright to your lower back. ânow stay bent just like that, baby,â he growls, tongue dragging up the inside of your thigh, his breath hot on your pussy, âyou donât think iâm done tasting it, do you?â
you donât answer. you canât.
but your cunt pulses again anyway.
youâve lost count.
of how many times you came, how many times your legs gave out, how many times he held you thereâbent, gasping, shakingâwhile his mouth made a meal of your pussy like it owed him a debt, like he was worshipping what heâd ruined with his cock. he licked you through every aftershock, tongue deep, tongue soft, tongue cruel, sometimes just breathing on you until your hips twitched again, until your thighs closed around his head and he moaned into your cunt like it was oxygen, like heâd never need anything else again.
he didnât stop. not until your voice was gone, burned out from begging and screaming and sobbing his name like a prayer.
not until your body was too raw to clench anymore. not until you slumped forward across the desk, sweaty and boneless, dripping from every hole and crying without sound, just because you had nothing left to give.
you donât even feel it when he finally pulls away. not the wet kiss to your clit, not the final slow lick between your folds, not the soft scrape of his teeth at your thigh. but you feel thisâhis hand, warm and wide and rough, brushing through the mess of your hair, cupping the back of your head like heâs grounding you, like heâs saying iâve got you, without needing to say a fucking thing.
youâre trembling, body twitching from the inside out, and youâre so sensitive that even the shift in the air against your skin makes you sob again, just a soft sound, muffled into your arm.
and tojiâ toji fucking melts.
he leans in, presses his forehead to your shoulder, lets out a long, heavy breath like a man coming down from something holy, and then he kisses your back, slow, lips parting against the damp curve of your spine, like he can taste your sweat and your orgasms and your devotion in one breath.
âyou did so good, baby,â he murmurs, voice deep and sweet and wrecked, all the bite gone now, just praise, affection, the gentlest sound heâs made all night. âso fuckinâ good for me. never seen anyone take it like that.â
you whimper, throat too raw to speak, but you nodâbarelyâyour cheek still pressed to the desk, your arm limp over the edge, fingers twitching. âalright, sweetheart,â he mutters after a pause, his voice a little steadier, like heâs coaxing you back from some far-off edge, âweâre gonna get you dressed now, yeah? i got you.â
you donât move, but he doesnât need you to.
he moves for you.
his hands are surprisingly gentle nowâslow, careful, as if your body might shatter from a wrong touch. he starts with your panties, finds them inside-out on the floor, soaked beyond salvation, and he grunts as he lifts one of your legs, steadying you with a hand on your hip. your thigh quivers in his grip.
âthese are ruined,â he mutters, half-laughing, more to himself. âgonna buy you new ones. lace. expensive. ones that match how fuckinâ good this pussy is.â you donât respond, except a small twitch of your lipsâa whisper of a smile, blurry and drunk on dopamine.
he pulls the panties up, gently, sliding them up your legs like heâs tucking you in. then your skirt, smoothing it down over your ass, which he slapsâlightlyâas if by reflex. âstill got my cum drippinâ outta you,â he adds, lower, more to your ear, his palm resting on your ass again, warm and secure. âcanât believe how much you took. greedy fuckinâ thing. youâll be feelinâ that for days.â
you shudder. you like that.
then he shifts to your top, pulling it down from where it had bunched under your ribs, fixing it, fingers brushing the underside of your tits with an accidental tenderness that makes your breath stutter again. âyou still with me?â he asks, now crouched in front of you, hand on your jaw, thumb brushing sweat from your cheek.
your eyes flutter open.
your voice is wrecked, but soft.
âuh-huh⊠still floatinâ, though.â
he smilesâsmilesâlike something warm cracking through all that roughness, and then leans in to kiss your mouth, slow this time, soft and deep and sweet in a way that doesnât match the filth on your thighs, the ache in your cunt, the bruises on your hips.
he kisses you like he means it.
when he pulls back, he mutters, voice gravel again, ânext time, i fuck you in my bed.â
you blink. slowly.
âthereâs gonna be a next time?â you rasp.
he grins.
âsweetheart⊠after that? iâm gonna ruin you regularly.â
your body is slow to remember how to exist. your limbs feel distant, syrup-heavy, as if everything that made you solid got wrung out through your pussy and your throat and your trembling thighs and is now smeared across toji fushiguroâs desk in sweat and spit and cum.
you try to stand, once. just a shift of weight, a twitch of your hips, a breath that dares your knees to cooperate. they donât. you barely lift yourself off the edge of the desk before your thighs quiver dangerously and you let out this pathetic, breathless little oof as you collapse right back down onto the wooden surfaceâbent legs parting slightly, sore and raw beneath your ruined panties, the warm ooze of his cum still clinging to the crease of your thighs.
toji watches all this with a grin like sin. he doesnât even try to hide it. he just drags the battered office chair from behind the desk with a lazy scrape of rubber on linoleum, spins it around, and sinks down into it like this is his aftercare, too. legs wide. chest bare. jeans still unzipped. cock soft, heavy, still glistening faintly with slick. and he reaches outâgrabs your ankles like they belong to him and lifts your legs, guiding your feet up to rest across his thick thighs.
âdonât rush it,â he mutters, palming the arch of one foot with a rough sort of gentleness, massaging lazily. âyou got fucked hard enough to throw out your fuckinâ hip. sit there, look pretty, let me take care of you for a second.â
you hum, half-delirious, head falling back as your arms rest behind you on the desk, propping yourself up like a ragdoll. itâs the first time you feel the cool air on your chest properly, your tits still sticky with sweat, nipples sensitive and stiff under your top, your entire body giving off that post-fuck glow that feels closer to obliteration than satisfaction.
tojiâs rubbing your calves now, thumbs digging into sore muscle, knuckles pressing down just enough to make you sigh. and then, casuallyâlike heâs asking you what you want for dinnerâhe reaches into his jeans, pulls out his phone, unlocks it with a lazy swipe, and holds it out to you across your thighs.
âput your number in,â he says. âand your ATM number.â
your brows twitch upward, dazed. âmy what?â
âyour bank number,â he clarifies, tapping the phone against your shin like youâre being a brat on purpose. âyou did good. i pay for good.â
âyou⊠you already saidââ
he cuts you off with a grunt.
âsaid fifty-five,â he mutters, âbut that was before you sucked me like a goddamn professional and let me rearrange your guts in the back of a fuckinâ pawn shop.â
you giggleâsoft, exhausted, pleased.
âyou got a weird way of flirting.â
âiâm not flirtinâ,â he says, but his voice goes warm at the edges. âiâm paying you. and maybe bribinâ you a little to come over next time so i can fuck you in a place with an actual bed.â
you blink slowly, then grin as you take the phone, your fingers still trembling slightly as you type in your name, your number, and your bank detailsâhalf-amused, half-fucked-stupid, not even fully processing the absurdity of the situation until you hand the phone back and he immediately opens his app and starts tapping away.
âyouâre not joking,â you breathe.
ânever joke about pussy,â he says, not looking up. âespecially not pussy like yours.â a beat later, your own phone buzzes somewhere in the mess of your bag, and you reach for it weakly, hands fumbling through your stuff until you pull it freeâand then blink in disbelief.
you stare. your jaw actually drops.
âthis isââ your voice cracks.
âthatâs ten times what you said youâd pay me,â you whisper, dazed. âtojiâwhat the fuckââ
he finally looks up, grinning wide, lazy and smug and dangerous.
âworth every yen,â he says simply, voice low and full of praise. âwatchinâ you fall apart like that? hearinâ you beg? pussy still clenching like she doesnât wanna let me go? fuck, baby. you earned it.â
you squirm where you sit, cunt giving a sore, fluttery pulse at the way he says it. the weight of his voice. like heâs blessing you with filth. he leans in a little closer, big hand wrapping around your ankle, stroking soft circles into your skin with his thumb.
âand iâll give you more,â he murmurs, voice thick now, sweet and dangerous. âyou want more? come over next time. let me see what that pussy looks like in my sheets. ride my cock till your knees give out and i have to fuck you into the mattress. iâll pay for your taxi, your dinner, your next weekâs rent. whatever you want.â
you stare at him. your heartâs pounding again.
ââŠand if i just wanted to come for free?â you ask, quietly.
he grinsâbroad, dark, possessive.
âthen you still get the money,â he says. âbut daddy gets to keep you a little longer.â your thighs press together involuntarily, the ache still there, the heat never left. you look down at himâbare chest, cum-stained jeans, his mouth on your skin, your legs still resting in his lapâand you think, yeah.
soooo maybe I've read too much omegaverse haha but I BELIEVE that due to heightened five senses cause of Heavenly Curse, Toji was VERY ACUTELY aware of his wife's ovulation. The rise in her body temperature, the smell of her skinâ HE COULDN'T FIND PEACE, IT WAS LITERALLY FUCKING DRIVING HIM CRAZY
(and it made Mamagumi veeeeery nervous)