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independent john murphy. written by molls !!!

[devastatethem]

[hangedmcn]

devastatethem:

❝ we are the WOLVES in this fairytale. we make kings scream for mercy. our names are spoken in HUSHED. tones, like we are the (DEVIL) himself. oh, but we are worse       ❞   [ SO MUCH WORSE. ]

[devastatethem]

[hangedmcn]

devastatethem:

❝ we are the WOLVES in this fairytale. we make kings scream for mercy. our names are spoken in HUSHED. tones, like we are the (DEVIL) himself. oh, but we are worse       ❞   [ SO MUCH WORSE. ]

[devastatethem]

[hangedmcn]

devastatethem:

❝ we are the WOLVES in this fairytale. we make kings scream for mercy. our names are spoken in HUSHED. tones, like we are the (DEVIL) himself. oh, but we are worse       ❞   [ SO MUCH WORSE. ]

[fovghtabear]

Click here to support Cremation for Riku.

i’ve had riku for nine long years. i’ve had him since he was so small that he could barely walk and his head bobbled as he walked. he’s back to that stage nine years later. i’m not gonna sit here and make this post huge, all of the details are on the page. but i just want to say there’s absolutely no word in any language that could surmise how much he means to me. he’s not just a pet, he’s my baby. i know it’s dramatic to say, “oh, i wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for him,” but it’s true. i wouldn’t be. he’s been my beacon of light through the darkest times of my life.

i never thought i’d be one of those people who’d post one of these, i honestly never did. as some of you might know, i had a major surgery back in january and those bills are still haunting me. part-time at minimum wage doesn’t get you through much. while yes, there are times i do have money to go out and go to cons and have fun with my friends, there are times when i have almost nothing in my bank account because my medical bills destroyed what money i had saved up. this is one of those times.

i’ve always known i want to cremate him. i don’t want to bury him in the house i live in—my grandmother’s house. it’s not MY house. i don’t want to bury him somewhere that after a few years, i won’t live there anymore. i’ve told him so many over the past few days that i can’t do it without him. i don’t know how i will—he’s been what gets me through everything. but to have him with me, it’ll help. 

as anyone might know, individual cremations are a lot of money. the urn itself usually costing around $100. i’m not asking for huge donations, that would be more generosity than i could image. but even just the cost of a lunch or a coffee—honestly it helps. i know it’s shit to ask for money from strangers, i feel shitty about it. but i’ve never been so desperate in my life. if you can donate, honestly, i will never be able to thank you enough, or if you can’t help out, please reblog this and help me get the word around.

[hangedmcn]

teeny weeny psa : i will probably #most likely ngl remake murphy sometime next month i was originally just gonna revamp this blog but my dash is super unorganised so im just gonna remake murph, there will be some changes, mainly he will be season 1 to the very start of season 3 based, he wont go after the whole stealing the boat, this will be best for me, and i will become quite selective in who i rp with, i wanna say sorry, because i feel like when i left murph i kinda just abandoned the people i talked to before, and that’s p shit, i am sorry !!!

[hangedmcn]

#gonna be real wit you all here, i’m probably not coming back for awhile. like yeah, it’s the fact i have exams up but it’s also the fandom. there are some beautiful amazing people, but there also aren’t. after the last episode i kinda cut off all ties and spent all my time on vine, hiding away. so i haven’t watched the ep, i don’t want to, given the shit that happens. but this episode…okay when bell*rkes are focusing on their bullshit reunion more than the fact : lincoln was killed in a disgusting way, raven was forced to do that to herself, abby was forced to take the pill, bellamy was beaten up and murphy was fucking raped, hell people are making rape jokes about murphy, and praising octavia for beating him up. it’s not just the bell*rkes, but it just seems they’re forgetting all this shit because a couple are back together. im beyond done at this point. i will come back eventually, do i know when? no. with exams and real life shit it would have been difficult but individuals in the fandom…i will be making a new account, not in t100 fandom, and I’ll give you the url if you private message me…you can find me at : @paulrovioli which is my personal, it’s also my twitter, i’ll give out my k!k to people who message me for it, and you can find me on vine @ VOID POE. believe me i don’t wanna have to do this, because there’s some people i truly love in this fandom, but the bad is overshadowing the good, i’m sorry.

[hangedmcn]

#gonna be real wit you all here, i’m probably not coming back for awhile. like yeah, it’s the fact i have exams up but it’s also the fandom. there are some beautiful amazing people, but there also aren’t. after the last episode i kinda cut off all ties and spent all my time on vine, hiding away. so i haven’t watched the ep, i don’t want to, given the shit that happens. but this episode…okay when bell*rkes are focusing on their bullshit reunion more than the fact : lincoln was killed in a disgusting way, raven was forced to do that to herself, abby was forced to take the pill, bellamy was beaten up and murphy was fucking raped, hell people are making rape jokes about murphy, and praising octavia for beating him up. it’s not just the bell*rkes, but it just seems they’re forgetting all this shit because a couple are back together. im beyond done at this point. i will come back eventually, do i know when? no. with exams and real life shit it would have been difficult but individuals in the fandom…i will be making a new account, not in t100 fandom, and I’ll give you the url if you private message me…you can find me at : @paulrovioli which is my personal, it’s also my twitter, i’ll give out my k!k to people who message me for it, and you can find me on vine @ VOID POE. believe me i don’t wanna have to do this, because there’s some people i truly love in this fandom, but the bad is overshadowing the good, i’m sorry.

[hangedmcn]

i’m all kinds of upset and salty can someone hold me

[hangedmcn]

this week on molls :

watched tfa

became poe dameron trash

debated making a star wars blog

is debating putting murph on a temp hiatus because im having issues with all my muses rn

[supagirl]

[hangedmcn]

#if anyone’s wondering why my activity hasn’t been massive i’ve been over @isolatedflesh so 10/10 u can find me on there !!

[forgedpariah-a-deactivated20170]

death was sweet, death was gentle, death was KIND. death healed the bruised spirit and the broken heart, and gave them rest and forgetfulness. death was mans best friend; when man could endure life no longer, death came and set HIM free.

[isolatedflesh-blog]

                                                 these bones were made to endure,                                                  calcium structures not easily bent.                                                  you can try to break me                                                  but i have withstood hurricanes                                                  stronger than your hands.                                                  the heart is a muscle for a reason                                                  and mine is not weak, it will not fail.

ISOLATEDFLESH

independent highly selective the walking dead oc

WRITTEN BY MOLLS !!!

[zombiexpress-gone-blog]

why doesn’t anyone appreciate my sarcasm and bitterness as much as i do

[definesirens-blog]

CALL OUT POST FOR @hangedmcn

@ STAFF SHE’S BULLYING ME OVER THE FACT THAT I HAVEN’T FINISHED SETTING UP THE HTML ON THIS BLOG BC I’M NOT OPENING IT FOR ANOTHER WEEK. 

I WANT HER R00D ASS DELETED

[hangedmcn]

#sort out them fuckin links

[hangedmcn]

# advice wit molls : research the fandom ur planning on joining

[hangedmcn]

#can anyone recommend me some apocalyptic fandoms???