You Are The Soul Inside Of Me

Hannah, 28. Harry Styles means more to me than I care to admit. Definitely a Stucky and Evanstan blog.

[hannah-stagram]

I was listening to Wildest Dreams this weekend and this Evanstan fic idea popped into my head....so I wrote it down?

This is basically the first thing I’ve ever “written,” so a HUGE shout out to my sweetheart @musette22 for looking at this and hyping me up!  Here we go 😬 (I hope you enjoy)

The song is told from Seb’s POV and Chris and Seb are professors at the same college. Chris is an art professor and his specialty is animation, and Seb is a language professor (Romanian) and they work in the same building. Chris is a little older, well respected, always seems stern and always has people around and Seb is newer, maybe hasn’t made many friends on staff yet.

So one day they’re at some staff function or whatnot and Chris is finally a little more relaxed, a little looser, maybe has some beer in his system and finally really noticed Seb and is like “whoa.” Chris walks over and it’s instant attraction and they make small talk but then

“He said, "Let's get out of this town

Drive out of the city, away from the crowds"

So they dip out to Chris’ lake house or whatever and obviously fuck.

“I thought heaven can't help me now

Nothing lasts forever, but this is gonna take me down

He's so tall and handsome as hell

He's so bad but he does it so well

I can see the end as it begins

My one condition is”

It’s beautiful and wonderful and amazing and they connect so well.

“Say you'll remember me standing in a nice dress

Staring at the sunset, babe

Red lips and rosy cheeks

Say you'll see me again

Even if it's just in your wildest dreams, ah-ha

Wildest dreams, ah-ha”

And that happens several times on the weekends for several weeks but Chris never seems to really acknowledge Seb at work beyond just short fleeting glances.

“I said, "No one has to know what we do"

His hands are in my hair, his clothes are in my room

And his voice is a familiar sound

Nothing lasts forever but this is getting good now”

And Seb is hurt and doesn’t understand why Chris acts so in love on their weekends at the cabin yet doesn’t even pay him any mind at work.

“He's so tall and handsome as hell

He's so bad but he does it so well

And when we've had our very last kiss

My last request is

Say you'll remember me standing in a nice dress

Staring at the sunset, babe

Red lips and rosy cheeks

Say you'll see me again

Even if it's just in your wildest dreams, ah-ha

Wildest dreams, ah-ha”

But even though Chris is falling legit in love hard and fast and he can tell Seb is too, he calls off their relationship. He has had his heart broken in the past and he doesn’t want to be hurt again because this love feels real and true and forever. He’s also never been in an actual relationship with a guy, he’s only had hookups and he’s scared. And Seb is hurt of course and doesn’t know why Chris broke things off.

“You'll see me in hindsight

Tangled up with you all night

Burnin' it down”

“Someday when you leave me

I bet these memories

Follow you around”

Chris is sad and is missing Seb but he doesn’t open up to Seb about why or why he broke things off, he just goes on a sabbatical, somewhere artsy like Europe. It’s summer and Seb is in Europe too, in Romania, and follows Chris on Instagram and sees he’s in Europe too. Eventually he sees Chris is in Italy and Seb just goes “fuck it” and goes to meet him. And he is able to track Chris down in Florence and Chris is at the Piazzale Michelangelo and Seb spots him and goes over. And they definitely have like a passionate kiss and probably tears and Chris asks Seb to dinner where he explains everything. And he has to say something about “never in my wildest dreams did I think I would be so lucky to have someone like you. And they spend the rest of the summer soaking up the Italian sun and being together 💕

[wellwaterhysteria]

i love being bisexual. good job if you're also bisexual. really funny and sexy of us all

[witching-by-the-willow]

[bloodbuzzedohio]

as long as they get that right, i don’t care what they say. (x)

[aiku]

the cultural impact of "womb to tomb, sweetheart, since before i was even here at all" and "but i loved you first and as long as they get that right i don't care what they say" and "she's your true north, i know what that means cause you're mine" and "bone of my bones were you taken from my rib? you must have been, or maybe i was made from yours" and "where their hands touch, they are warm" and "🍊" like good god, NEC has had me in a fucking vice grip for YEARS

[patrick-stewart]

Home is behind, the world ahead. And there are many paths to tread. Through shadows to the edge of night. Until the stars are all alight. Then world behind and home ahead. We’ll wander back and home to bed. Mist and twilight, cloud and shade, Away shall fade! Away shall fade!

[howdoyousleep3]

this Daddy Gaze is devastating 😩🥺🥴

[chrisevansbuddy]

body crazy curvy wavy big titties lil waist

[howdoyousleep3]

Seems to be today’s theme…🥺😤

[ywecanthavenicethingsanymore]

No but listen, I’ve never had a more visceral reaction than when I saw his arms and that thicc af waist, and seeing him hold that wad of cash and the Amex card was the last straw. I can’t even handle my attraction to him at this time. What an asshole!

[sebastians-stan]

CHRIS EVANS spotted in Pasadena, November 10th

[jasonsgraceless]

the way stevebucky is one of the most popular ships, yet Steve and Bucky only have 50 minutes of screen time together. Now that is what I call an impact. 

[vida-imensa]

Simon & Jen

[musette22]

Lmao what is it with Steve getting pinned to something by the Winter Soldier? Me thinks it may begin to translate to other situations 😏

I guess I can see what you mean 😂 and I have no doubt whatsoever that it also translates to other situations 😏

[lesbx]

sorry for having a huge cock and correct opinions on everything. as if it’s my fault.

[musette22]

[turtle-steverogers]

just… bucky running his fingers through a sleeping steve’s hair to gently wake him up and once steve blinks his eyes open a bit, bucky leans down to kiss him with a gentle, “you slept in, pal. you wanted to be up by 9:00, you said.” and steve just smiles sleepily and wraps his arms around bucky’s neck to keep kissing on him

[jrt-olives-mama]

There is no way Chris didn't ravish him every chance he got

[preyasi]

@musette22

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