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i fell in love with your bones, with the way your skin would fold, with the sound of your breathing through your nose. i counted each second that i was with you and they added up. all i know is that you were a fraction and i was a fraction and together, we were whole. there are some feelings that are too much to ever be put into words, and this is one of them. the grass is starting to grow back and there are feelings inside of my chest that are starting to sprout after such a long winter. i know that there are more words in your head that you can ever even begin to say to me and i’m trying to tell you that you don’t have to say anything at all. you love me so quietly, with just a touch of your hand. i love you in words, in syllables, in characters. i love you in sounds and feelings and smells. i love you in all. when we kiss, there are earthquakes that get startled by us. there is thunder that wishes it could be as loud as our love. there are tsunamis that wish they could drown things the way we drown in each other.

“you keep writing poems  to people who didn’t stay long enough to read them. i know you’ve got a heart the size of two fists, i know you’ve always felt so much that you can't help  but try to turn your feelings into words.  it must be tiring to keep loving  people who don’t even  think about you.  loving people who left even though they knew they were the stitches that were holding you together. you keep tearing apart and  using other people to keep yourself together and then when they leave you fall apart all over again. you need to learn to mend yourself. people get tired of holding you together, people get tired of being such a big part of you. you don’t need anyones arms to hold you together. you don’t need anyones lips to glue back all of your broken parts.

there are words that have been said to me that i cannot forget about, words that have changed me the moment that they entered the air. there are sentences that ripped me to shreds and sentences that put me back together again. people are falling in and out of love as you are reading these words. there are words being said that are breaking and mending hearts. there are events occurring that are tearing people apart and putting them back together. you are sitting here reading these words right now, and someone out there is listening to words and breaking at the sound of them. we have used words as weapons and bandages for centuries and the scariest part of that is you can say things that you don’t mean. you can hide ugliness behind the most beautiful of words and you can use the most powerful words as a shield to protect your vulnerability. words can be beautiful and words can be terrifying and words can fucking break people in ways that your hands never could.

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I can’t seem to believe that you ever cared for me

This Conversation Is Over, Alesana (via penguinsandbands)

You always told me you'd never leave me. You always told me you'd never give up on me. You always told me you'd never stop loving me.. You lied. I can't believe I actually believed you.. I thought you were different from everyone else. Now you're gone and I guess my time to go is soon.