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(He/him) I’m 15 yet still googling how to make friends.

[hanselhaslostit]

Hey everyone!! I’m so sorry but this is probably a goodbye.

I’m giving up on my dreams, I just want to be gone. So I will make myself gone. I love you all and thank you for your support and being there for me, I’m truly grateful to have had you guys. I am done pretending I’ll ever be a good artist and I’ll ever recover from my mental illness, I’m ready to truly give up. This may pass it may not. But thank you all for being there for me, it has truly been the best part of my sad pathetic life being able to be here with y’all. I know this is edgy as fuck but who am I to care anymore? It’s fine. I still love undertale and that’s never gonna change but my art will be to myself from now on. I know no one is gonna see this or care but still thought I’d try saying bye.

Thank you all.

[hanselhaslostit]

I’m slowly losing myself I’m sorry

[hanselhaslostit]

HAPPY BIRTHDAAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU POOKIE >:3

[hanselhaslostit]

OMG OMG OMG BIRTHDAY??? ME?????? 15????? WOOOOOOOOO

[hanselhaslostit]

Soooo….. uhhhhhhhh………………..

(This is only half a joke. Kind of.)

[thing-the-umm]

I was practicing my perspectives and ended up drawing trauma a bunch

HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TRAUMA!!

(definitely click for better quality)

[hanselhaslostit]

Dude I got high and watched underverse it was so confusing is this what all the Undertale AUs are like to the average person????

[hanselhaslostit]

Lovely man, now put him in a dress.

I really wanna see how other people would draw him in this dress idk if I did it justice

[hanselhaslostit]

Dust (Murder) refuses to trust anyone on the team, not Horror, not Killer, and especially not Nightmare. Well.. maybe he can trust Horror. At least he didn’t/isn’t trying to kill his brother for seemingly no reason.

Him and Horror slowly bound, does Horror slightly despise Dust for killing his brother? Definitely. Most definitely. But with him he can understand the desperation. They are assholes to each other but in a more playful manner, even if some of it is serious.

But Killer? He fucking hates. He killed his own brother for no reason, right? He has no feelings, right? So he’s surprised to see him come home one day with a genuine smile,

Ew.

That’s the only thought going through his head. That asshole only deserves guilt as his only emotion, too bad he can’t feel it. No way he can.

Dust can’t help but snoop though, so……. He goes through Killer’s room and his drawers. He finds little notes, or letters?..

Dear Color,

And it’s a note practically just thanking this dude for taking the cats he found. He thought those things died. And wow, Killer’s handwriting is shit. Not that he’s one to talk.

Maybe there’s more behind Killer’s stupid smile? Some kind of.. emotion?

[hanselhaslostit]

I have a non undertale related question for all the autistic skeleton lovers (and anyone really)

Do you guys prefer to be called an autistic person or a person with autism?

Personally for me I prefer being called autistic, it makes it feel less like an illness or something that can be cured when it’s just how my brain works. But I’m curious on how others feel about this? I’m open to hearing about any point of view.

[hanselhaslostit]

Guilt to anger.

[hanselhaslostit]

Bruh the psych ward I went to broke my Killer Kitty plushie for no reason :( I’m genuinely so upset how can you neglect me and let me give myself a concussion without treatment and then take away the one thing I was looking forward to having when I got out. It’s not like it was a safety concern, they didn’t even give him to me. I only got him back AFTER my stay.

Sorry for rambling this is just very upsetting to me!!

[hanselhaslostit]

The goof.

The goof yawning, the baby grill being surprisingly calm, and the Killer Sans body pillow being my lord and savior /j

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASENSI DONT MIND THE HORRIBLE DYE JOB ON THE BABY GRILL!!! (It’s pet friendly and safe dye made for dogs!) I was unbelievably bored and decided to just shove color everywhere because I needed to bathe her.

[hanselhaslostit]

Sorry, probably gonna be pretty inactive. My service dog is retiring and can’t work anymore and I now have a new puppy to train and being only 8 weeks old, yeah. Gonna be pretty hard. I’m so happy I get to go on this journey though! The dogs love each others and they’ll be great walking buddies. (When the pup is old enough to walk outside of her wagon without risk of sickness lol)

[hanselhaslostit]

Nightmare is cruel with his punishments. Horror is no exception.

Horror would be starved for long periods of time and then shoved into a room filled to the brim with human remains, left for months in there. He can eat it or he can starve and be surrounded by rotting human meat with a disgusting smell that will haunt him forever. The long period of time he’s left behind makes him realize how much he’s unneeded and he’d start to slowly start to convince himself the others willingly aren’t helping him, they don’t want him. They are dirty brother killers and he doesn’t need them. But I’m reality no one can save him from the punishments because everyone is too scared.

But do they even care to help to begin with?

[hanselhaslostit]

If only Killer wasn’t taken by the walking pride flag we have no chance chat 💔💔

[hanselhaslostit]

Color is so pretty though I could write an essay on just how beautiful that man is.

[hanselhaslostit]

If only Killer wasn’t taken by the walking pride flag we have no chance chat 💔💔