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Uncle Hanush returned to camp much later that day. The sky had taken on that look of being hollowed out near the top, as if the blazing sun were lighting the way to Heaven, and the midges were out in such great force that the air above the river that went through the village appeared to have a cloud hovering over it.
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Hans stumbled to his bed and got a grip on himself, so to speak. He tried to think about Klara dancing around and around in her wet shift, but his mind's eye kept drifting to Henry, as he'd been, sitting next to him in the tub with his broad, glistening chest jiggling up and down with laughter. He stroked himself faster and willed his mind to go to Zdenya, bent over in front of him and moaning filthily as she took him. He thought about her pretty head bobbing up and down while she had his cock in her mouth. Just when he crested the climax, his mind showed him, unbidden, the view he'd just had of Henry, on his knees, his chin tilted down like he was poised to part his lips and swallow it, and his big, blue eyes turned upward and gleaming in the warm half-light under the tent. He did not push the image away; it felt sinfully good.
When he regained his senses, utterly spent and his legs feeling weak, he found he had quite the extraordinary mess to clean up.
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"I'd better get started," Henry grumbled, rising from his chair. "Before anyone tasks me with anything else." "Where are you going first?" asked Sir Hans. "I suppose I'll start with the charcoal burners. I know one who's sure to do what I tell him to."
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Sir Hans Capon sat with his chin in his hand and prodded a finger at the map in front of him, trying to calculate all the riches he could amass by imposing a levy on all the traders from here and there coming through Rattay. He might lure them in with the promise of good trade and excellent ale, then enact a toll upon their exit at the gates.
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The men were still asleep when they returned to camp. Sir Hans directed Henry towards his cot most gratefully. "Take me to bed," he murmured, and it sounded more like a question than a command. "And whatever you do, don't wake my uncle," he whispered as they approached the large, imposing tent.
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It was a moonless night. The men got into position with the bold Sir Hans Capon at the head. He crouched down low as they approached the castle walls and gestured for the others to do the same. "This will be something," he whispered to Henry. "They'll be telling stories about this for years; we'll be legends!"
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Sir Hans spoke to old Oats next. As an experiences warrior, he was sure to give the most accurate report. Besides, the little lord might get some food while they were chatting. The report was much the same as the one he got from Bernard, and after a while, he took his bowl to the table where Henry was already eating.
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"Your first stop will be Kosovo. You're lucky." A dreamy light enters his eyes. "I would like to visit it myself." "'Lucky'?" Henry wrinkles his nose. "Wasn't Kosovo captured by–" He stops abruptly when Musa shoots him a pointed look before returning the look and elaborating: "I was going to say Turks. To be quite clear." Musa hums. "I'm sure you were." "Musa. I know your God and mine are the same." "I know." They look at the table between them for a moment. "Then where will I go?" Musa meets Henry's eyes, his lips curling upward. "This Jan wants to go to his birthplace, Dubrovnik, and then..." He raises his hands to add a certain gravity to the next part: "Napoli." Henry makes a face. "Let's hope they don't start fighting again while I'm there." "Rome." "Likewise there." "Firenze." "The Albizzis had better not try anything." "Must you always do this, Henry?" The accused looks quizzical. "What do you mean?" Musa sighs. "You are just now finding out that you will visit many sites that have been exceptionally important to your culture, and all you can think to do is complain?" "I'm not complaining," says Henry, and he clearly thinks he means it. Musa stares at him silently for a moment. "Anyway," he finally goes on. "From there you will go to Milan– " "That shouldn't be too bad." " – before finally reaching the Cantons." "How bloody long is this expedition?" "Hal. N kanuntee. This is the fastest way for you to get home." Henry frowns at him. "I thought we were home here." "You know that's not true." Henry does know. He just would rather die than admit it. So he changes the subject: "Maybe I'll run into that ginger cunt on the way." "Have you still not– " "Not what, Musa?" Henry's face sours. "Forgiven him for taking away my home, my parents and my– " and he falters. His attention sinks into the bottom of his goblet. "Henry." Musa's voice is ever so gentle. Musa, who is always soothing and calm, places a hand on top of Henry's. "You must allow yourself to heal. For your own sake." Hal shakes his head, blinking away tears. "For his sake, then." He considers this. Then he lets his teardrops fall as he nods. "For his sake." They part ways late in the evening, and Henry takes this moment to pray, in his own manner. He goes to Agia Sofia and stares wistfully at the doors. After a while, a monk appears, and Henry asks him to let him enter, just for a brief moment. "Parakalo," he pleads when the monk hesitates. He is granted entry. He kneels before the altar and begs the Virgin to protect him on his travels. Then he looks up at the apse into Her face. Something long hidden stirs within him when he slips off his ring and relinquishes it in offering.
In the morning, Henry accompanies Musa to the docks. The latter starts to board, then remembers he never told the former when or where to meet his employer. He shouts it across the water, and Henry is so distracted by his haste that he forgets the pain of farewells right until it's evening and the caravan settles in a tavern. He is alone in his room. He sits on his bed with a tattered journal in his lap. It's been so long since the last entry, that when he opens it, it falls onto a page from the feast of St. Severinus, 1421.
I knew that order was from Žižka. Who else would order that many handgonnes? I should have refused. Now we're surrounded by Sigismund's men, and I'm in the middle of it again. But Kuby says he has an idea. Some inspiration from our misadventure in Raborsch.
He chuckles mirthlessly. He turns the page to see the entry for the feast of St. Hunger.
It worked! The Lord be praised, it worked, and we're alive! The ginger fox has had to retreat for now. We'll see if this war wagon of Kubyenka's works a second time. The madman had us take up handgonnes and charge on top of the carts. Kuby's still the best shot, though he'd have stiff competition if the Devil was still with us. I wish more than anything that Hans was with us, too. He would have ridden that chariot of death with me, I know it. It's like he always said: audentes Fortuna iuvat!
A drop of sorrow falls onto the page and Henry has to move the journal lest his tears should join with the ink and spread its dark pigment over the memory. He cries freely. After all, he is alone. When he's wrung the last of his sadness out, he takes up his quill and writes on the first blank leaf:
The feast of St. Chromatius 1436. It is 17 years today since you left me, Hans. You called your slow departure from this world the Discessus. I think Godwin, despite himself, would have been horrified at our blasphemy, but I observe the Discessus every year, even as everyone around me is celebrating Adventus. I would further shock Father Godwin by adding to it. I steal here the words of the Saint whom I should be venerating today, and I alter them, but I swear before God my intention is true. You are the light of the world. You dispelled the darkness from my heart, and I have been enlightened by you. For once I was darkness, but now I am light in my Lord. Your love is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path. Though you are no longer here, Hans, you still guide my way, for a city set on a hill cannot be hidden. I am on my way home to Rattay. By the way, I gave your ring to the church in Constantinople. Sorry. I thought you would have wanted to see it.
He lies down to sleep under the weight of the world.
1436. Constantinople.
He sits and gazes at the wall without really seeing it. The small tiles are arranged in an intricate pattern so dazzling that he's entranced. It lets him vanish into a world that exists now only inside him. He is pulled out of his thoughts when a man sits next to him. "I saama, Musa," he says, rubbing at his face in an effort to bring himself back into this world, the real one, quicker. Musa laughs softly. "I tinyang, n kanuntee. It is past noon." Henry shakes his head morosely. "I don't know if I'll ever know your language properly. I'm no good at learning." "You're excellent at learning," Musa corrects him. "You've learnt both Latin and Greek since we came here." "Perhaps if you spoke to me in your native tongue rather than mine," Henry starts, but Musa cuts him off. "Henry." His smile falls somewhat. "I heard of a job that might be in your interest." Henry studies him closely before he asks for more details. "He is a monk who speaks a little bit of your language. He needs the assistance of a skilled mercenary for a journey, and... I assured him he would have the very best protection." "How far are we going?" "Not I, n kanuntee." Musa looks at him sadly. "You are going to escort him to Basel." "You're not coming with me?" Henry feels within him a pain that has hounded him for the last three and twenty years. "I wish to see my home again, my friend." "Musa, I don't understand." "Perhaps when you get to Sisgau, you will." He is looking at the ground now, crestfallen. "I have found passage on a ship. I leave in the morning." "Where will you go?" Tell me everything, Henry thinks to himself. Where will you go, and what will you see? Teach me everything there is to know in this world before you leave me. "First, I will go to Athens." Musa looks up with a new glimmer in his eyes. "I will walk where the great philosophers walked." Henry unhooks the clasp on the chain around his neck. It has been with him since Suchdol; he stole it off a dead Praguer as a token of victory. "Will you take this to the temple of Athena for me?" Musa feigns a scandalised gasp. "Henry! Your religion forbids false idols." And he laughs. Henry looks at him with an old, impish glint in his eyes. "Ah, I'm sure I'll be forgiven after a few Ave Marias." He hands the chain over. "Where next?" "The Kingdom of Candia." "Where's that to?" Two little crinkles form between Henry's knitted brows. Musa likes this look he gets on his face whenever he's trying to understand something he does not know. "It is a large island ruled by the Venetians. I hear it is a true wonder, and the best place for traders." The wrinkle between his brows dissipates. "Ah." He nods. "You're going there to find another ship." "That I am, my erudite friend. From there, I will go to Alexandria." He speaks the name with reverence. "Then I will have to journey on land." Henry's expression softens. His eyes begin to sting. "I wish you safe travels." Musa sends him a comforting smile. "It is not morning yet, n kanuntee. Do you not wish to know where you are going?" Henry shrugs. "I'm sure I'll find out." Musa laughs heartily. "Yes, I'm sure you will, but I could tell you over a carafe or three of wine." The wine here is much better than anything in Bohemia. It would be a shame to forgo this final opportunity to enjoy it with a friend. "I should tell Teresa," Henry muses. Yes, he found the company of a woman named Teresa, though this one isn't quite so fiery as his Tess from the mill. She is, however, a widow, so they don't need to sneak around quite as carefully as he'd had to do with Tess when they were young. "I thought you were only passing the time with each other." "Well, aye, but– " Henry's cheeks grow pink. "But I'm sure she'll want to know."
She doesn't react much. She even refuses his offer of something — anything — to remember him by. Henry doesn't know if he's disappointed or not.
They go to their favourite taverna, in a part of the once great city that is now beginning to crumble. The drinks are still good and the prices are lower. Musa raises his goblet to Henry's, who taps it very gently. Down here, the fine folk drink from cups made of precious stones, and the proprietor of the taverna had managed to acquire some when a nearby grand villa fell into dereliction. "Tell me then," says Henry. "Where will I be going?"
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