i think a lot of you saw this coming as i've talked about this before. but i've decided to close this blog and move to another one. there's no big reason why, i just feel like my interests have changed. and i know that i can very much just change this into a multistan blog, but i think i just want to start fresh!
to those who have supported my works in any way, shape, or form, thank you from the bottom of my heart. you have made this space so safe for me to share my thoughts and ideas and i can't thank you all enough. to my moots and anonnie friends, i love u all so so much hehe
synopsis: you're burnout because you haven't stopped working your ass off since college. heeseung is burnout because he has loved you for so long and he never stopped loving you even if you ended up ghosting him.
pairing: non-idol!yearner!heeseung x overworker!yearner!f!reader
warning(s): soooo much swearing and cursing, friends bantering, smoking, drinking, dirty jokes, i'll put warnings on every chap.
note: im sad. that is whats motivating me to do this. also, super fucking self-indulgent. i'll try to finish this one right away and make it short as i can. i'll try not to pull a hee vanish in the middle and finish this. bcs BRO i wanna finish ai(m)p so bad but i alr forgot whats supposed to happen there LMAO,, anw,, hope this is enjoyable bcs this is just soooo self indulgent. idk if its still a thing, but if u want to be in the taglist, yeah hmu. lets do this my way—yearner core.
the way that i’m actually not normal about p1harmony like what the heck i have not been this excited over a group in so long if not ever?? and ugh i’m so late but better late than never i guess
thinking of the 'when did you get hot?' tiktok edits of keeho...
and imagining what it'd be like to attend your high school reunion. everybody's just catching up over some drinks when keeho WALTZES in the room bc he just knows everybody's eyes will be on him tonight.
but he doesn't really care. not when his eyes searched for yours, locking in his target for the night:
the girl who rejected the awkward geek back in high school
when you think about it, things weren't like this before
maybe it's because life moves so fast, even the two of us got carried away
I LOVE OPM SO MUCH. can you imagine this song was released in 2003 yet this song still resonates so much to this day?? for some reason listening to this song made me tear up today. not because i'm thinking of anybody in particular, but maybe it's just the thought that life really does move on so fast? that today will simply be a memory that you'll look back on one day
