Happy turtle

Muslim,introvert,bookworm

[naturaekos]

“You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe she was good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life. But you didn’t love her. Because you don’t destroy people you love.”

— Grey’s Anatomy

[her-written-thoughts]

ngl i’ll actually never judge a person who breaks down in tears over something small. because i know very well that they are not crying for that reason, but for everything they have been holding inside until that moment.

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i have so many flaws... They told me i am imperfect! I believed everything! Everyone is too kind and thats the only reason for my acceptance in their perfect life. They accept me out of kindness! What a pathetic unworthy person i am!

My dear doll, i feel so loved and important whenever u cry out loud for me,and u calm down after seeing me! I feel empowered, worthy of love! I am so grateful to you dear! Thank you a lot!

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There was a huge wound in my heart,he touched it brutally without caring one bit. I thought he was my safe place, but i was so wrong!

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My baby girl! I love you so much that it hurts! I didn’t know this type of emotion could exist! I am so enjoying being your mom! I love you

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i am physically and mentally exhausted. I want to sleep. Allah plz make my heart and body calm and relax.

[julaibib]

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[muslimahhadiah]

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Great consolation...

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It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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Happy Birthday to me... 🤍

[taqwatawheedtales]

This Arabic poem will find you when you need it most

“إذا كانت نيتك ‘لا أبرح حتى أبلغ’ فلا بُد أن ‘تصبر على ما لم تُحِط به خبرًا’”

If your intention is, ‘I will not give up until I reach,’ then you must ‘be patient with what you cannot comprehend.’

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yeah,pretty psychotic...

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I hate you,but i have to pretend all day respectfully to you, isn’t it a punishment itself? I feel suffocated here, i am praying to Allah, to save me and my little treasure from your bitter tongue and action. Ya Allah give me a good environment where i can breathe properly, sleep without anxiety...

I wonder why my life turned out like this? What's wrong with me? Is it my sin? I should make a lot of isteghfar.

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i feel like crying... I dont want to be here,but i have to. I don’t want to do so many things but i am obliged to. I just hope Allah will wipe out all my sins. I want to go home, to stand beside my parents grave,to feel the gentle breeze...

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It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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its impossible to forgive you now, maybe someday in future i will try. You made me cry like a mad woman, your selfishness, double standard made me go berserk, that's so unlikely of me.

May Allah be the judge of you...