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Decided to do some kinda mood journal with songs on here. So maybe it's also a song recommendation thing for whoever finds this ^•^

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If you don't know this artist you should! She's amazing. Her vocals give me chills every time and the difference in her songs is really amazing. She has songs for every mood. Really recommended checking her out if you haven't yet.

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Got my first and second tattoo today I love them so much. And I'm really glad I got an appointment very spontaneously ^•^

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We love being socially awkward.

Being human is hard and other humans do not make it easier for you. I'm well aware that they are probably struggling themselves and life is hard for everyone there are just people who can hide it better but honestly who invented stuff like small talk and why does everyone have a tiny part in them that judges not only others but especially yourself. Expectations and reality just don't meet that often so why do we set our expectations so high that it's nearly impossible to reach them and will only make us feel miserable.

So sometimes I think it's better to just isolate and never talk to another human being again but that's also not a solution so one has to figure out how to cope with everything without making the word and loved ones around them miserable.

Also there are so many extremely lovable people around so constantly having trust issues or trauma dump will only push them away and yeah maybe you want to or it seems that way but everyone needs support so yeah watch over your loved ones while not losing yourself.

Stay strong!

You are loved ^•^

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Watched Barbie today. It was massively random and I knew surprisingly many actors which was cool. And well this song doesn't leave my head XD

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Time is a weird thing. You kinda just float and everything rushes past you. It's as if it's a river with a strong current. You try to not drown or get lost and sometimes you have to leave people behind or be left behind since the current separates you even from dearly loved ones. But you yourself have to try to swim. You yourself have to try to live to not drown.

And to all who feel like the current is too strong. I've been there and still am there sometimes. I'm getting an inflatable unicorn donut each.

You got this ^•^