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@harger
thinking about when i was 8-12 and got the flu every year and i’d coop up in the bathroom and watch youtube because it made me stop thinking about how sick and terrible i felt.
i remember telling myself that i’d never take breathing for granted again. that once i was better i’d sit in the comfort every day and just appreciate being well.
imposter syndrome is when you get invited to poker night and you can't shake the feeling that you're the tycho of the group
boundless and forever 🌱💫
bipolar disorder loves offering me devils bargain. everytime still i get to shake my head and say nonono! take your wicked business elsewhere my dear demon! i'm drinking my apple juice, eating my cheese, and going to bed! begone!
To The Substitute Art Teacher - Jordan Bolton
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Aparently its very common that someone will have a depressive episode, start taking anti-depressants, and then immediately have a manic episode. Its called unmasking bipolar disorder, because at first its assumed the person has unipolar depression, and then bipolar depression is unmasked like a scooby do villain. This is so common that starting anti-depressants is the trigger for manic episodes with the widest body of evidence, above any adverse life event, other drug use, viral infection, sleep disturbance, anything [source: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/36940629/]
You can start antidepressants, but watch out!
On a serious note, dont let this scare you away from medication if youve been considering it. Mood stabilizers (different from antidepressants) are more common for people beginning medication for depression, and they dont have this risk. A good psychiatrist will be able to help you pick the safest and most effective option for you
Wow, those what if spirals are pretty intense! Good thing its all going to be ok.
somewhere, something wonderful
I have a halo I really really like. I wish I could wear it every day all the time. Dears, it is splendid. It makes me happy and warm.
But it is bought, not built. and I think there is something thematically beautiful about making your own halo, about making your own wings. So that’s something I’ve long wanted to do.
Time is long, life is busy, head is heavy, desk is full. but I’ll have the time and spirit someday. and then, I’ll make my own wings, my own halo. They will know shining moments with bleary eyes. ooh!—and headaches and yearning! This is a Life!
a tiny old woman came into the deli and ordered a “wonderful turkey sandwich” and when asked what she wanted on the sandwich other than turkey she said “all of your most wonderful toppings”
Why does “falling in love” have pretty much exclusively romantic connotations it’s such a good phrase. I’ve fallen in love with every single one of my friends
My weakness is that sometimes I see it, the old nightlight, the hand-smudged window, the rocks thrown with just as much value into the wishing fountain, and I can so rarely convey the feeling.
There is precious little better than an idea being perfectly shared with someone. In every way that matters, they understand exactly what you say and feel. When this happens, sleep well so you can remember it better!
My weakness is that sometimes I see it, the old nightlight, the hand-smudged window, the rocks thrown with just as much value into the wishing fountain, and I can so rarely convey the feeling.
truly some people have no genre savviness whatsoever. A girl came back from the dead the other day and fresh out of the grave she laughed and laughed and lay down on the grass nearby to watch the sky, dirt still under her nails. I asked her if she’s sad about anything and she asked me why she should be. I asked her if she’s perhaps worried she’s a shadow of who she used to be and she said that if she is a shadow she is a joyous one, and anyway whoever she was she is her, now, and that’s enough. I inquired about revenge, about unfinished business, about what had filled her with the incessant need to claw her way out from beneath but she just said she’s here to live. I told her about ghosts, about zombies, tried to explain to her how her options lie between horror and tragedy but she just said if those are the stories meant for her then she’ll make another one. I said “isn’t it terribly lonely how in your triumph over death nobody was here to greet you?” and she just looked at me funny and said “what do you mean? The whole world was here, waiting”. Some people, I tell you.
girlpog -> the-kennsterrrr!
I hate to abandon this name because of how much it has meant to me but, I am no longer a girl! And after coming out it's always made me feel kinda weird so it's about time I finally change it. Thank you for your service girlpog, you will be greatly missed 🫡
I just won at mario kart! The kensterrrr!
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@harger :)
@girlpog :)
I just won at mario kart! Girlpog!
