April 30, 2017
Atleast 10 hours of labor I gave birth to my little baby boy. Mga tatlong ire yata before ko siya nailabas! It was not that hard but labor is the super duper mega to the highest level sakit na naramdaman ko sa buong buhay ko but but but it was the happiest day of my life! Finally I can touch every part of the body of my baby boy. When he was in my tummy I am always paranoid of what he looks like, if he is okay inside my body ha ha. Honestly I am always worried about him because it was too latee nun nalamang kong i am preggy (so here’s the story) me and my boyfriend make love, but for almost 5 years walang nabubuo! hahaha so unexpected talaga, i am irregular minsan hanggang 3 months na wala akong regla kaya feeling ko delayed lang ako until 4 months ng wala medyo kabado na ako. I got work and the medical came for requirements I am so nervous because what if they found out that i am pregnant they will not hired me because of that but the result is negative!!! I got the job!!! until my mom was found out that i am delayed for 5 months na kasi feeling ko talaga wala naman but medyo worried na ako. So my mon forced me to take PT na and tadaaaa ang boba ko im preggy nga! At first everything was hard! Hirap tanggapin ng lahat na kung kelan may work na ako tsaka naman ako nabuntis (kasi ako panganay). Okay fast foward na!
First check up is superrrrrr kanerbyos! But when i heard his heartbeat ohh my tears and my heart i cant help it im soooo happpyy!! MY BABY IS ALIVE! I HAVE A BABY INSIDE MY TUMMY!! and then ultrasound im so excited i want to see my baby badlyy! and we are expecting a baby boy syempre because sa mga sabi sabi at di nga sila nagkamali baby boy nga :)
at 7:41am he finally saw the wolrd, i finally see how beautiful God’s gift. ang tanging nasa isip ko lang nun, mahal na mahal ko tong baby na ‘to, anak ko to! akin to! mamahalin ko to buong buhay ko.