Self Control @harmonicheartbeats - Tumblr Blog

It's hard to say, "I don't know why I'll never be enough," when it's not true. I know why I'm not enough. I am extremely flawed. Constantly overwhelmed with emotions, but can never explain them. Full of love & I show it in the worst ways. I am hard to be with, This is something I came to terms with long ago. When you'd rip me open with your words, marking me with your hands I told myself it was my fault I did something to deserve this So I am broken by you No I'm no damsel in distress It's just when you gave me that hurt, you took parts of me with you. The best parts of me. So now he will never see me for me He'll never see my charisma & strength He'll never see me love fearlessly He'll never see me fall whole heartedly Because all he sees is the emptiness in my eyes The pain in my chest The tears on my face The screams from the night terrors and insecurities

shiva-mizani

downfallofmark

Stressed out bc everything is happening at once and I want to make time for everything and everyone but I can’t and then I’m sad about it. My mind is going thirty million thoughts in five seconds and I’m trying to work but my head is about to combust thinking about all the things I need to do, want to do, can’t do and all the people I want to see and can’t see and love.

7l7l7l7l7l7l7l7

someone being patient with you is one of the softest forms of love

s-ofthearted

Saw these luvers at the New Orleans Botanical Garden

angiiireads

I am so determined to fall more in love with life. intentionally romanticising the walks I am on, the birds chirping, the blooming nature around me, the water in my cup of tea turning from a light peach tone to a dark pink, the poetry I write, the things I am learning, my handwriting, dozing off while sitting in front of my window, all of it and more. I have to take a closer look at the little things that make my heart beat faster.