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@harold-estyles

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I’ll just be anxiously waiting.... basically on all night... I love you guys, just so you all know. I’m here... unless I fall asleep... but I’m listening to history. I miss you guys all so much.

#wwarstarter

None of you get how fucking frustrating this is. I come around maybe once a week to at least see if anyone is still around. And not to mention how much i miss all of you guys all the fucking time. But I feel like I always bug you guys, constantly wanting to roleplay with you lot all the time. We were a family, and I get we all get busy from time to time. But I still never let go of that small shred of hope I wish we could have. So I’m making a proposition now. There’s two things we could do. I get we all have lives and other things going on, but I want to roleplay with you all again. If any of you are up for it, I’ll recreate the main for this roleplay. We can continue where we left off and go on like nothing happened. Or, we can roleplay together one last time. I won’t bother any of you ever again. I just don’t want to let this go too easily. I’m being greedy, I know. But you all were and still are my family. I just request either we come back together, or let this all go with one last time. I beg you guys, please tell me tonight. Please. I always think about this and want to come back to this but I won’t do it with anyone else. Just tell me your decision. Please.

#wwarstarter

wwa-louisst

i cant. no one else will like me like them so…

harold-estyles

Which isn’t true. In all honesty, I’ll always like you, so will your little prince, princess, whatever you want to call it.

wwa-louisst

Im not having any, shockingly.

harold-estyles

Just dump their sorry ass and go on with life.

#idc #im tired of the tags

wwa-louisst

who? who did i take? you wanted nolan dead and couldnt care less about thomas and thats all i have left.

harold-estyles

Look - I do care about your relationship issues, but I am so tired I am hardly functioning.

#c:louis #transferring to harry

wwa-louisst

im sorry but my idea of marriage consists of two people, not a group.

harold-estyles

Wait - you’re saying that now, but you tore me apart from someone I really cared about.

#c:louis #i get it #but you need to become a princess after leaving the peasant

wwa-louisst

Im sorry, harry, that you’re not the most important part of my life anymore. i have nolan and thomas and you have darcy and niall. things worked out.

harold-estyles

Hey, I told you, Niall, Zayn and Liam let’s go into a polygamy. No one listened.

#c:louis #then make her want to breakup with you

wwa-louisst

i did. last time i saw her, you nearly killed me and then left in a hurry and like i said, i have more important things on my mind. plus you made it more than clear im not allowed in her life.

harold-estyles

Whatever. Go fuck yourself.

#c:louis #go dump the mean gir;#girl #we #have been through this #like srsly

wwa-louisst

i never said i was. however, you’re making it seem like i dont care about her. i do.

harold-estyles

If you really did, you would’ve fought harder.

#c:louis #id say so #why

wwa-louisst

I told you, i tried to stay in her life. you said no so i didnt fight you. we moved our separate ways and thats okay. right now, you’re the last thought on my mind. im trying to keep my son alive and honestly, that is a far larger concern than an early twenties fling.

harold-estyles

Excuse me, I wasn’t talking about you. You’re not her mother. Belle was. She was taken away from her, not you.

#c:louis #harry the... styles

wwa-louisst

Im pretty sure that i tried to keep in contact but you cut it off. Thomas is quite the trooper, though. Nolan and i are so thankful he is so strong, honestly, a four year old fighting off cystic fibrosis is quite remarkable.

harold-estyles

Shame. I feel bad for a small girl growing up with a dead mother. Despite how much she is offered.

#oops my finger slipped #c:louis

wwa-louisst

Whether you were a fatherly figure or not, most people like to know the well being of a ill child…

harold-estyles

Really? Well if I do recall, there is a little girl that also has some issues of her own. Depression, anxiety, you know... Suicidal things that could end a life.

#c:louis #you #are #so #on

wwa-louisst

I am, honestly. Congratulations. Thomas has been doing okay, in case you were wondering.

harold-estyles

In case you were wondering, I did happen to be eighteen just nineteen when you even adopted him. Only two months after we divorced, can’t say I was ever a fatherly figure.