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@haruka68
I need to improve my mental stability for Aru, and apparently journaling is a good way to do that, and I've been told this is a good place to do so, so I'm going to try doing it here, in the tag that is my name. I'm really sorry if I'm intruding on this tag, if I am, I'll delete everything immediately, just tell me and you'll never have to see me again!
how are the weeds?
Oh um, which ones? Well, um, I'm so sorry if this is an annoying answer but I think I should just tell you all the important happenings
The japanese knotweeds are not doing well, they were growing outside in the soil, someone ripped them out, and I replanted them, but they're barely surviving. Yes, all of them. Actually a fair few died already, including jorja and borito. If I find that bastard, she'll rue the day she hurt these precious weeds.
The dandelions that I recently moved to the East broken wall are growing much stronger now that they're getting direct morning sun like they're obviously supposed to.
The wild violet that the dandelions replaced are also growing much better in the west window now that I'm not subjecting them to that overwhelming heat like an idiot moron
The speedwells are not handling the summer very well, so I'm trying to like, move them between this minifridge and the window but that's only hurting them more, and I don't know what to do, cuz I'm a failure even in this and if that wasn't enough
The spurge and the prostrate knotweeds are fighting, and I don't know how to split them up without hurting one of them, cuz I'm totally useless outside my violent tendencies that help no one.
When we do a job, and then the client decides we "didn't do it well enough" and he doesn't pay. I need to figure out a way to kill these people without tarnishing Aru's reputation, because like, Aru just spent so much of her time for you, you bastards.
Today is Kayoko's birthday! This along with Mutsuki's birthdays is tied for my second favorite holiday! Unfortunately, I don't know what gift I should get her. I know she likes music, but she probably already has all the music related stuff she needs... If only she liked something like cats or something that always need more of something. Maybe she does and I just need to follow her around until I discover it, but I can't invade her privacy like that... I think I should... oh I know! I'll track down her favorite artist group, and threaten them for a signature. This is a good idea! Writing is helping me think, that's good.
what about a cake? people like cake on their birthday yeah?
She'll probably get her own cake, and then mine will be way worse, and I'll just be a disappointment. It has to be something she wants but wouldn't think about getting. She's a very independent person, it's admirable.
Today is Kayoko's birthday! This along with Mutsuki's birthdays is tied for my second favorite holiday! Unfortunately, I don't know what gift I should get her. I know she likes music, but she probably already has all the music related stuff she needs... If only she liked something like cats or something that always need more of something. Maybe she does and I just need to follow her around until I discover it, but I can't invade her privacy like that... I think I should... oh I know! I'll track down her favorite artist group, and threaten them for a signature. This is a good idea! Writing is helping me think, that's good.
I can't sleep, it's 5am and I'm still awake and I miss Aru, but she's sleeping soundly which is obviously great, but I miss her so much, And I'm trying to sleep so that the time will pass faster but I can't fail asleep. Every time I try I just end up thinking about how I'll handle the next mission and then I get anxious, and hot, so then I take off my blanket, but then I'm cold which is fine tbh, I can usually sleep just great under uncomfortable conditions, but rnI just can't and I don't know why and I just can't wait for morning to come and Aru to wake up, but in her own ofc with nothing disturbing her much more precious than mine sleep.
Today is Aru's birthday! This is basically a holiday by anyone's standards, it kinda annoys me how few people celebrate it, but rn, I have to focus on being happy!!! I've been working hard recently, and saving up money so I could get her a huge gift! I'm not sure what to get her though... I know she likes clothes, but she already has really awesome clothes, she wouldn't want mine... I have to figure something out before the day ends...
Today, a mission we had to go by boat, and there were really strong winds, and it was really rocky and umm, uh I uh, I puked. Reflexively, I clapped my hand to my mouth to block it, but that only made it go all over myself. I was so woozy then, I could barely help with the cleaning up. It was awful. I couldnt get it all off my clothes either, and since we weren't gonna have a bath mid mission, I had to go the rest of the day covered in puke. I could smell myself how awful it was, I can only imagine how bad it was for the others. The more I tried to keep my distance though, the more they insisted is fine and I don't. We walked in public, and I was such a public nuisance. No one looked my way or anything that I could tell, but I know they were repulsed. Cleaning myself off after it was all finished felt nice, but it can't erase the shame...
Today, we had another mission, and we needed some really specialty bombs for it, and we obviously ordered them in advance, and they were supposed to arrive yesterday, but they didn't and this morning we had to go do the mission but we didn't have the bombs yet, so I had to rig up a bunch of other explosives in some very weird ways to get it to explode the right things but not the wrong things and it was super complicated, and then the specialty bombs had arrived by the time we got back to the office, so now we just... have them... and they're not very useful for other purposes...
This is a white Goosefoot. These were some of my first weeds, if you look online, there's actually a lot of resources on how to take care of them. Apparently, some people do actually like this plant. Unfortunately though, I've never seen such people in person... With this one too, it's mostly just yanking.
today, while on a mission, I ran out of grenades, and there were enemies around a corner, but I had fuond flashbangs earlier, so I used those, and I ran in after throwing it, and they actually work so well, I can see why people use them, though, I still think actual proper grenades are just better... if you hit the person with it anyway, may as well do damage...
Ok, it's been a while since I've done one of these, uhm, I'm sorry, I uh, I have learned how to drive since then. I don't have a license, to young to get one, but not like anyone checks licenses here anyway... Not like I actually have a car to drive anyway... but I did also learn how to hotwire one, so now I always have an escape plan at all times! I will be useful with this.
Get my heartfelt greetings, Haruka!
My name is Andrey, and it's a pleasure to meet you. I sincerely hope that you're okay. I recently came across your diary and it interested me. I'd like to know where you've gone. I sincerely wish you all the best!
P.S. I apologize in advance for the inaccurate wording. Unfortunately, I'm still learning English. (〃￣ω￣〃ゞ
oh, uh, I'm so sorry, I didn't think anyone actually cared, I uh, I took a break from it because I had a real lot of missions recently, I thought I should focus on those. I'm so sorry I made you worry, I am not in any trouble or problems, I'll, uh, I'll start writing regularly again!
P.S your wording reads like someone really really smart who knows really good english.
is it ok for me to say that? I'm sorry, I'm bad at compliments...
It's really nice to hear that you're okay. And I don't think you should feel sorry for not writing posts. Besides, you've been doing missions, so it's okay! I can't judge my intelligence, but thank you for your kind words(＾▽＾)
To be fair, I use a translator to correctly formulate my thoughts in English.
About the diary, write at your own pace, okay?
By the way, how's your squad doing?
P.S. As for the fact that you don't know how to make compliments, then don't worry about it. These skills come with experience and practice.
I uhh, I suppose I should compliment people more so I get better at it. The problem solvers are doing great! Mostly... We are having a lot of money problems... but otherwise doing great! I uhh... I hope I don't disappoint you!
About the money, maybe you should try to sign a contract with SCHALE? Let's say you can capture sukeban for rewards and the trophies you can get from them. You will become bounty hunters, I think Aru will like it.
In turn, Sensei, I think, will be glad to help you.
Huh? Hunt down sukebans... we're outlaws! We can't do that! As wonderful as it would be to make sensei approve of our job more, signing a contract, and binding ourselves to a specific job, that restricts other people's freedom... it's... I don't think I can suggest something like that to Aru...
Get my heartfelt greetings, Haruka!
My name is Andrey, and it's a pleasure to meet you. I sincerely hope that you're okay. I recently came across your diary and it interested me. I'd like to know where you've gone. I sincerely wish you all the best!
P.S. I apologize in advance for the inaccurate wording. Unfortunately, I'm still learning English. (〃￣ω￣〃ゞ
oh, uh, I'm so sorry, I didn't think anyone actually cared, I uh, I took a break from it because I had a real lot of missions recently, I thought I should focus on those. I'm so sorry I made you worry, I am not in any trouble or problems, I'll, uh, I'll start writing regularly again!
P.S your wording reads like someone really really smart who knows really good english.
is it ok for me to say that? I'm sorry, I'm bad at compliments...
It's really nice to hear that you're okay. And I don't think you should feel sorry for not writing posts. Besides, you've been doing missions, so it's okay! I can't judge my intelligence, but thank you for your kind words(＾▽＾)
To be fair, I use a translator to correctly formulate my thoughts in English.
About the diary, write at your own pace, okay?
By the way, how's your squad doing?
P.S. As for the fact that you don't know how to make compliments, then don't worry about it. These skills come with experience and practice.
I uhh, I suppose I should compliment people more so I get better at it. The problem solvers are doing great! Mostly... We are having a lot of money problems... but otherwise doing great! I uhh... I hope I don't disappoint you!
Get my heartfelt greetings, Haruka!
My name is Andrey, and it's a pleasure to meet you. I sincerely hope that you're okay. I recently came across your diary and it interested me. I'd like to know where you've gone. I sincerely wish you all the best!
P.S. I apologize in advance for the inaccurate wording. Unfortunately, I'm still learning English. (〃￣ω￣〃ゞ
oh, uh, I'm so sorry, I didn't think anyone actually cared, I uh, I took a break from it because I had a real lot of missions recently, I thought I should focus on those. I'm so sorry I made you worry, I am not in any trouble or problems, I'll, uh, I'll start writing regularly again!
P.S your wording reads like someone really really smart who knows really good english.
is it ok for me to say that? I'm sorry, I'm bad at compliments...
Today, today there was, in the black market, there was this one store, the expensive bombs store, a bunch of things were on clearance, and I was able to buy a bunch of usually really expensive bombs, like a rocket propelled train bangalore torpedo, and nitramon cratering charges. I don't know what I'm gonna do with these, but I'm really excited to have them.
with the creative oversight of Mutsuki we have developed a new bomb, which is like, y'know how there's margarine that's like, supposed to be like butter, and it looks and tastes like butter, but it's not, so this is like that, it looks and explodes like a bomb, but it's just TNT actually. Personally, I'd always thought TNT was like, that's what I thought a bomb is, but Aru says this is a great idea so surely it must be. We're gonna try to sell some in the black market tomorrow. Hopefully someone will buy some. We really need money right now...
