Twisted Memories

Harriet Cipriano / 19 / Alec's

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Kym, the girl behind kymspirations. A twen-teen year old young lady. A student from Polytechnic...

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May 24, 2016

It was my first time to go at Vanilla Cupcake Bakery and all I can say is it’s so perfect for me! I super love their interior! I even told my boyfriend what if our house will be like that. I love their decorations super girly! How I wish I have my own dslr camera so that I can capture more pictures of them. The sad part here is I can’t afford to buy dslr camera :(

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She’s the one who carried me for 9 months with happiness and tears. I know, the day when I cried, she was the happiest woman alive. She was the one who had patience when I fall down many times from trying to walk. She was the one who was there when I need someone to talk to. She listens to my stories even though it was all non-sense. She was also there, ready to defend me with all her might even though I didn’t know I was the wrong one. She’s the amazing woman I’ve ever known. She sacrificed her own happiness for us. She’s a lively and a bubbly one. A bubbly one wherein you’ll never know she’s hurting from the inside. She laughs all the way from the bottom of her heart hiding what’s hurting her. She’s an amazing woman for being a mother to all of us. She taught me how to sing well although I know that I can’t do higher notes. She disciplined us the way she was to be. She put me in this situation wherein I feel like I’m a mother of our family already. She’s been the one who made me strong from all of the heartaches I’ve been through. She was the one I’m holding on to whenever I feel like I’m weak. She’s my role model of being a mother to my 3 siblings. I know, I’m not the eldest of all but the eldest among my sister. I know I’ve been through many heartaches and right now, I can finally say I’m stronger than before because of you. My memory of her is her voice. One that I can say I inherited from her and upon singing a song, I feel like she’s singing with me. I love you so much and I miss you so much Mom! I know we’ve been together for almost 16 years but those years were not long enough. I’ve never had the Mother and Daughter day. Shopping with you, talking anything under the sun, giving me some advice to become a lady, and having to talk to you about my boyfriend. I know I never experience all of them, I lost them the way we lost you. I feel like thousands of memories have been removed from me. But I know, God has a plan for me. He has something for us and I think I know it is best. If I could only turn back time, I will give you lots of kisses and hugs that has not been given to you. I will be a good daughter to you and will make you happy. If only, I’ll give you all the efforts that a mother deserve. Unfortunately, I cannot do all of those as we lost you 3 years ago.

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I was afraid of dogs back then but now, I love dogs. 

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May 2, 2016

The time wherein we’ve been so innocent of how to skate. It’s so hard that we do not know what to do. Still, I love it. Thank you so much for this.

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I love surprising you even in just simple ways. I know you needed a support from me. I’m glad that He answered our prayers. He’s been there for us no matter how tough the situation is. I know we’re going to make this through. Let’s just keep holding on we’re almost there.

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Old Photograph

As I look upon our photograph, it refreshes my mind and my memory about what happened that day. I may not remember when it happened. But I can narrate to you what happened back there, or what the highlights are. 

Funny it seems how photograph gets old but the memories still look like it’s new. Funny it seems how one photograph reminds us thousands of memories that we will never forget. Funny it seems a photograph smells old but still smell like the first time you have it. Funny it seems that the color fades and still look like it never got a faded look.

I love how photographs remind us of how be used to be. I love how they can show us how happy we were back then. I’m so glad how photograph could make us go back to those times when we were having fun. I love how a simple photograph can make us cry in a minute you look at it.

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Sometimes girlfriends tend to forget some little efforts our boyfriends do to us. We want those efforts that can be seen and felt on higher impact. We usually want those efforts where in our boyfriends will bring us a big surprise. A big surprise where balloons and banners are present. A romantic dinner for two with candles lighted up from where we walk. A big teddy bear that we can hug with a bouquet of flowers and letters. But believe me, these efforts are useless if we do not see those little efforts our boyfriends do. Let me tell you some efforts that you do not see but are really meaningful:

He texts and/or calls you every day. He never gets tired of texting and/or calling you every second and every hour of every day. You still have those midnight conversations. Although he may fell asleep in a minute, he can still manage texting or calling you just to let you know that he loves you and that he does not talk to any other girls but you.

He prays for your health and for your safety. He doesn’t want anything to happen for you when he is not with you. He prays for you whenever you’re going out with your friends. He wanted you to be happy and at the same time to be safe when you’re going outside without him. He’s been your guardian angel all the time. He may annoy you when he’s texting if what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, but trust me he just cares for you.

He always make an effort to see you everyday. He doesn’t want to end the day without seeing you. He wants to see you smile every day. He makes an effort to visit you even though he is busy and he’s tired.

He always make fun of you. I know it may sound so weird but every time he teases you or makes fun of you, it’s an effort of loving you. How? Simply when you get mad, he’ll then make “lambing” to you. Funny it may sound but it worked isn’t it? It’s so amazing how our boyfriends can do such thing like that.

He’s a gentleman whether you’re alone together or in public. He open doors for you. He makes sure that you’re safe when you’re walking at streets. He kisses you on your forehead. He makes you feel like a princess. He doesn’t have a high-pitched voice when he gets mad at you. No matter what you do, he makes sure to it that he’s a gentleman.

He asks if you have eaten already your meal or if you’re hungry. He always want to know if you ate your meal or not. He wants to know also if you’re hungry or not. He doesn’t want you to be hungry because he cares about your health. He doesn’t want you to pass out because of hungriness. 

Don’t you just love it when he does little things that you won’t ask for? It’s much more than a little. It’s a priceless effort because no one could ever do that to you because he is unique. He knows what you want and what you don’t. Appreciate those little things by thanking him or doing little efforts too!

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To my dear boyfriend,

Please let me have this opportunity to thank you for all of the things that you’ve done to me. I know it’s hard to be a boyfriend for you have all the responsibilities and yet you handle it like it’s an easy duty for you. Despite of all the reasons to give up on me, there is one reason that lets you hold on to me and that is you love me with all of your heart. Let me give you some of the reasons why you are such an amazing boyfriend:

 You always take me home from school even though you’re tired from school. You tell me that it’s alright for you to take me home because you get to see me and it’s all worth it.

You still send me good night texts. I know that we’re keep on telling the same things every night before we sleep. Still, you’re not getting tired of sending me those sweet messages that tells me I’m the only one.

You still look at me the way it was before. You never get tired of looking at me. I know that my face is “nakakasawa” because you get to see me every second and every hour of everyday.

You surprise me with all of your efforts. I know that you’re not the kind of boyfriend who surprises me with material things. But I can say, you have all the efforts that a girl wants. You take me home. You never get tired of texting me from morning until night. You write me love letters. You surprise me with your sweet messages.

You treat me like a princess. Do you still remember that day when you slip on the shoes I’m about to wear? You were like my prince charming and I am your Cinderella back then. You open doors for me. You carry my bag sometimes although you know that I don’t want it.

You include me in all of your dreams and goals. I know that we’re not that sure about what our future holds. We already have plans for our future and we’re working on it together.

Today, let me remind you that you’ve been an amazing boyfriend for over 2 years. You did not even let me down. You were the one to push me up through my ups and downs. You didn’t give up on me. You were always there no matter how I treat you so bad that you have all the reasons to give up on me. Yet, you’re still right beside me and pursuing all the promises you’ve made when we’re in front of that Church. I know that it’s not an official promise like what married couples do, but I know someday we will be able to have an official promise right in front of that Church again. Thank you so much for loving me unconditionally. I love you so much my boyfriend. You are the best thing that ever happened to me! 

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I love surprises. I don’t care how cheap the price is, it’s still an effort that you’ve done. I love how you put much effort and hard work on planning your surprises for me. I appreciate it seriously. I know that you don’t like arts, and you’re a failure when it comes to arts. But still, you did everything just to put a smile on me. I know you’ve been through a lot of planning and thinking of what kind of surprise are you doing, if I’ll be happy of what you’re surprise is. Trust me, I appreciate the fact that you put so much effort on planning and surprising me even though it’s a little bit failure. I’m still happy that you’ve been thinking about those. I don’t care how simple it is, what important in here is that you surprised me with your big effort. I know that you’re stressed about those planning but look babe, you’ve made it through and I’m so happy and thankful.

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Ngayon, naging sakin na sya.

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Ilang beses man kitang pagsabihan ng masasakit na salita, tandaan mong mahal na mahal kita. Alam kong dala lang ng galit, inis o selos ko yung mga nasasabi ko sayo. Pagpasensyahan mo na ako kung marami akong naiisip na hindi kaaya-aya. Sorry kung marami akong naiisip na pagseselosan ko. Kumbaga, ako lang din yung gumagawa ng rason para magselos ako. Alam ko naman na hindi mo yun kayang gawin. Alam ko na ako lang talaga yung nag-iisang mahal mo. Alam kong nakakasawa akong intindihin dahil minsan, hindi mo na malaman kung ano ba talaga yung maling nagawa mo. Alam ko na nakakapagod akong intindihin dahil bigla bigla na lang akong nagtatampo o nagagalit ng di mo alam ang dahilan. Sorry kung sobrang gulo ng utak ko. Pero sa totoo lang, ayoko lang na mawala ka. Ayoko lang na maulit pa ulit yung mga naranasan ko sa ibang lalaki na niloloko lang pala ako. Sorry, at sana tandaan mong mahal na mahal kita kahit na ano pa man ang mangyari.

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I know I’m annoying. My mood can change for about a second. I may get mad at you and tell you some things that I don’t mean to. I may tell you some things that I know is impossible because I know that you’re loyal enough to do things that are unpleasant. I may be mad at things that you don’t do. I may accuse you for the things that you don’t do but still I think that you do. I am so sorry that I accuse you to something that you do not do. I am so sorry that I make you feel like a prisoner. It’s just that I love you so much that I didn’t even want you to talk to someone.

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Hindi ko hahayaang mawala kang muli sa buhay ko. Ayokong mapuntang muli sa ibang tao yung puso mo. Gusto kong ako na lang yung magmay-ari ng puso mo. Aalagaan ko yan habang-buhay. Hindi ko sasayangin ang bawat segundo, minuto, oras, at araw para iparamdam sayo kung gaano kita kamahal at kung gaano ako ka-pursigido na alagaan ka. Hindi ko hahayaang may mangyaring masama sayo. Hindi kita ipagpapalit sa kanino man. Ikaw ang prayoridad ko. Hindi ko hahayaan na isipin mong pangalawa ka lang sa buhay ko. Ibibigay ko ang lahat ng oras ko sayo. Ibibigay ko ang lahat ng atensyon na gusto mo. At kung dumating man ang araw na masakal ka na sa lahat ng ginagawa ko para sayo, hayaan mong bawasan ko upang matimpla ko ng tama kung anong sapat para sayo dahil ayokong mawala ka ulit sa buhay ko.

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TUMBLR TIP # 6

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Photoset dimension (6 photos equal)

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Photoset dimension (9 photos equal)

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Ganito ginagamit ko kapag photoset. Pwede naman kahit mejo kalapit lang na sizes pero sa tingin ko, yan ang pinakamainam, ayon na rin sa ilang blogger.  Kapag mali kasi yung size, pangit tingnan yung picture. May ilang parts lang na makikita kaya kung hahati-hatiin yung isang picture para bumuo ng photoset, pangit ang kakalabasan. :D But with these sizes, mas madali, mas maganda at mas masaya. :))

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Kapag nagtatampo ako, wag mo akong sabayan. Suyuin mo ako, lambingin mo ako. Madali lang naman akong maamo eh. Isang yakap lang o kaya naman kiss, ayos na ako. Gusto ko lang makuha yung atensyon mo.

Kapag hindi kita kinakausap ng maayos o kaya naman parang may iba sa tono o sa paraan ng pakikipagusap ko sayo, may problema ako. Itanong mo na agad sakin kung anong problema ko. Huwag mong hayaan na magtampo, magalit o kaya naman may itago ako sayo. Kung napapansin mong may iba, magtanong ka na agad. Pilitin mo ako para sabihin ko sayo kung anong problema ko. Huwag kang mawalan ng pasensya sakin. Ganyan lang talaga ako.

Kung nakikita mong hindi ako ngumingiti, patawanin mo ako. Magjoke ka, magpick-up line, o kaya kahit ano basta patawanin mo lang ako. Hindi ka naman siguro manhid para hindi makita kung masaya ba ako o hindi, kung may problema o wala. Sana kahit papano may pakiramdam ka.

Kapag nagpapatawa ako, sana tumawa ka kahit na kaunti lang. Kasi inisip ko talaga yun para lang patawanin ka. Gusto lang kitang mapasaya kasi gusto ko ako yung dahilan kung bakit ka tumatawa. Gusto ko ako yung dahilan kung bakit may ngiti sa mga labi at mata mo.

Kapag may kinukwento ako, makinig ka. Yun lang gusto ko. Kahit na wala kang sabihin, basta makinig ka lang sakin. Kasi ikaw na lang yung nasasabihan ko ng mga kwento ko. Kahit na paulit-ulit ako sa pagkwento ko, sana hindi ka pa rin magsawang makinig sakin. Kasi yun lang naman gusto ko, yung may taong makikinig sa lahat ng kwento ko.

Simple lang naman yung gusto ko. Pero sana kahit na simple lang yun eh gawin mo pa rin. Hindi naman kasi importante sakin yung mga materyal na bagay. Mas importante pa rin na may oras ka sakin. Sana hindi ka magsawa. Sana hindi ka mapagod. Kasi ako, hindi ako mapapagod na mahalin ka kahit hanggang dulo pa.