Flower Crowns and Gayliens

Blog contents: queerness, cuteness, self-deprecation, Steven Universe, Star Trek, Undertale, French Revolution, Oscar Wilde, Alexander Hamilton, Harvey Milk, Bryan Fuller, Morrissey, David Bowie, other music I like, and whatever I like in general.

[harveymilkmustache]

Dear Future Me

Hello, I hope you've forgotten you ever made this post by now. If you're reading this and all has gone according to plan, it means you've graduated from god knows what college with a degree in film and television.  I hope you've gotten an internship (well I suppose you'll have to) and that you've discovered if screenwriting in really the right place for you.

The thing is, I know you can make it, its just a matter of confidence. You only get one shot at this life. There is no excuse for not trying to do everything you want to do. Maybe screenwriting makes you miserable, no matter how much confidence you can muster. There is no shame in trying again.

You can try as many times as it takes for you to be happy. Maybe you'll want to be a teacher or a park ranger or a simple novelist. Maybe you just want to get married and have Spencer and Persephone and let someone take care of you. Those are all okay. As long as you are happy.

You have a long road ahead, but that's good because the long road is what life is. The long road can be as scenic or as desolate as you make it. I want you to know that I believe in you. You have all the power you can give yourself. You have no less value or power than any other human being on this earth. 

There's a place in the sun for anyone who has the will to chase one. 

I'm proud of you. You made it farther than I ever thought I would get. Keep going. You've got this. 

Love,

Dorian

January 20, 2015 

[trynaeat-deactivated20201028]

My parents looking at my search history like

[lorax177]

@harveymilkmustache the fic

[harveymilkmustache]

hahahah omfg not the fic!!!

[harveymilkmustache]

hey! y’all might have noticed that i haven’t been very active on this blog lately. i’m not really going to use it much anymore, but i’ll miss you all! so if any of my mutuals wanna stay in touch, hit me up and we can exchange emails or facebooks or something??

[harveymilkmustache]

being flirted with by strangers is such a surreal experience when you pass like 15% of the time, it’s like are you straight flirting with me or are you gay flirting with me??

[euro-men-deactivated20181021]

[harveymilkmustache]

at school lowkey dying of dysphoria

[brount]

commissions open

help me get through the semester, i gotta pay tuition and i had less money than i thought i did. 

i do traditional and digital art & my style ranges from realistic to very stylized 

bust sketch - $10

sketch full body - $20

shaded portrait - $25

watercolour bust - $25

watercolour full body - $40

 i’ll do nsfw, gore, animals, anthro, any character as long as good descriptions/references are provided. message me about it if you think the content might be disturbing, though i’m pretty open to most things

however, i will not draw underage porn or incest

the cost for additional characters is negociable, probably an additional 30% depending on the complexity

payment is only accepted through paypal, and all prices are in USD

shoot me an ask or email me at [email protected] if you’re interested!

more examples of my art: [x] [x] [x] [x]

[thetrippytrip]

i forgot that men and women didn’t have the same kind of teeth

[xenolithia]

😂😂😂😂

[harveymilkmustache]

fuck, there goes that post i made a long time ago about how i’m so glad we at least don’t gender toothpaste

[enby-positivity]

To questioning people : continue to explore your gender.

Do what makes you comfortable, at your own pace.

If it turns out you’re cis, it’s okay, you’ll still have gained a better understanding of yourself.

You’re not appropriating anything, or stealing anything from “”actual”” trans people. Go ahead. Seriously.

[harveymilkmustache]

stalinistqueens replied to your post “[[MOR] i am so fucking sad and anxious and just done right now. i...”

oh dear, that's so awful. ;-; I hope that it's not something that's going to a recurring medical issue. ;; this might not be very helpful, but um the effects of testosterone can take a long time to be noticeable, especially to other people, so at least you might not have to deal with them being upset with the incongruence in your appearance? but that is still a painful situation to be in right now, i'm sorry. ;;

i hope not too, it’s happened before and gotten better, but it’s never been this painful before. yeah, hopefully it won’t be much of a problem. i can probably wear baggy clothing and hopefully my body will be able to handle wearing a tight sports bra, and that should help me pass well enough. i just really wanted to be able to bind for my own emotional comfort :/ but i’m feeling a bit better mentally now. thank you for the kind words and support <3

[harveymilkmustache]

i am so fucking sad and anxious and just done right now. i leave for LA tomorrow which should be great and everything in my life should be looking up but i fucked my ribs up binding and it’s been a week and i’m still in pain and i’m afraid i won’t be able to bind ever. i’m afraid costochondritis and i don’t want to be in this pain for the rest of my life, fuck me. i’m probably gonna be on t for at least a year before i can get top surgery so i’m just gonna be this dude with big tits and i fucking hate it. who’s gonna hire a five foot tall dude with big tits? i just want to cry but i haven’t cried in 3 months and i had hoped to never feel an emotion ever again. fuck me, i hate this

[sootonthecarpet]

reasons to read oscar wilde: the glorification of people who slack off all the time, hate effort and obligations, and don’t want to talk to their family

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[fatlarde]

not to be a preachy freak but community college is an awesome, underutilized resource. if people could get their heads out of their asses and stop stigmatizing cc, everyone could save so much money.

for some people like myself, it is a 2nd chance. in high school i was seriously considering dropping out but i graduated w a 2.5-2.7 gpa that no uni was gonna take. now im in 1 of the top 10 design programs in tha country. some people did fine in hs but can’t afford a 4 yr right away and cc almost halves that cost. Or maybe u just want ur associates degree.. or maybe u just need to stay close to home to take care of ur fam…or u’re an older student and cc gives u the chance to work while taking night classes. there are so many reasons ppl go to cc and there’s nothing wrong with any of them…stop shitting on cc and cc students

[harveymilkmustache]

stalinistqueens

*covers you with blankets, and puts a cat on you* go to bedddd, you need to rest ;-;

thank you!!! there actually is a cat on me now, it worked ^_^

[harveymilkmustache]

i am so tired but i dont want to sleep, someone come put me to bed

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