Harvey Long

[harveyschlong]

nitesongs‌: 

     johnny looked to the other man and made sure his smoke blew in the other direction. “yeah, you could say that.” he smirked and sniffed out a short laugh. “I’m more of a whiskey man, myself.” tossing his cigarette to the ground, he rubbed it out with his heel. “I don’t really remember seeing you around before. you new?” they guy looked as uncomfortable as johnny felt to be outside of the bar. it would take a minute to get back into the swing of things, but he fully intended to enjoy the festivities. noting his floral shirt, he could see an effort being made on the other guy's part too. “nice shirt.” 

   the gesture got a smile out of him. harvey was around smokers half his life and most of them weren’t as thoughtful as the man. “whiskey is a bit too bitter for me. i like drinking wine while i coo or when i’m watching wild life documentaries on netflix.” he perked up, feeling seen. “yeah, i am.” he replied enthusiastically. “i moved here recently. i just graduated from nursing school and i work at the infirmary.” he glanced down at his shirt and waved the compliment off. “it’s not what i usually wear but i wanted to follow the theme.” his smile widened as he scanned the man for a way to return the compliment. “nice... everything. are you one of the, uh, escorts? i bet you’re one of their most popular ones looking like that.”

[campusloser]

🔥 @harveyschlong FLASHBACK ! ( harvest love by tash sultana plays in the background. )

bumfuck nowhere, seventeen years ago 

                     SEX wasn’t a stranger for julian — he lost his virginity at fourteen and there wasn’t a single day he didn’t think of sex ever since.  but RIGHT NOW, naked on top of harvey for the first time in their relationship … it almost felt like his first all over again ; skin all over tinged with pink & he could hear his heartbeat pounding in his ears —– excitement, nervousness, everything all at once.  

he was almost overwhelmed sensations —-  their erections brushing against each other as they kissed, sweet and warm at first until their lips found the right intensity.  TEN MINUTES or AN HOUR, he couldn’t tell how long they’d been making out as he broke off their kiss with a smile.  ❝  i love you, ❞  his words were filled with softness and desire, a small laugh escaping he shifted and lied on his back beside harvey. 

    ❝ i wanna eat you out while you put that pretty mouth to good use, baby. get on top of me.  ❞

[harveyschlong]

                   SEX was a big deal for harvey  — it was his first time and he wanted it to be special, and it was. they were in complete sync from the moments their clothes came off. it was the perfect song only they knew the melody to. it took everything within him to fight the urge to finish quickly. his erection throbbing violently with desire as it pressed against julian’s, but he wanted their moment to last.

❝ i love you more, jules.  ❞ he purred softly. he eyed his naked boyfriend from head to toe as he moved to lay by his side and he couldn’t believe how lucky he was. the blunt words made him blush but he attempted to hold himself with confidence.  ❝ aren’t you gonna say please?  ❞  he teased with a smirk.

he kissed every spot from julian’s mouth to his neck to his chest and stomach until he found himself at his destination. his tongue darted out to wet his lips and he gently wrapped his fingers around his lover’s sex.  he glanced at the other over his shoulder as he began to stroke him, searching for a reaction in his face before he turned his attention back to the task at hand.

he slowly swirled his tongue around the head and inhaled deeply, taking in the smell and the taste, moaning loudly as it overwhelmed his senses.   

[nitesongs]

     he’d been caught in the set up on the way back to votive for the night. it was a wonder he forgot about the major event, but it had been a while and there were other things on his mind. it was a pleasant surprise to see the dawn on the lunar festival though. jeans and a white tshirt was about as fancy as johnny liked to get. cigarette balanced between his fingers, he strolled the booths looking for a familiar face, any face that could distract him for the moment. the smell of foods and the sights of toys, lingerie and all sorts of excitement surrounded him. to the simple man who stuck to the bars mostly, it was a little overwhelming. 

[harveyschlong]

    it was never his intention to partake in any activities outside of his work as a nurse but he was new at votive and he figured it wouldn’t hurt to meet new people. he put on the only flowery shirt he could find in his closet and headed out to the unknown. he looked lost amidst lingerie and toys he’d never seen before. he wasn’t a prude but he wasn’t half as adventurous as the people at this place. he noticed someone else that looked as overwhelmed as him and approached him with a friendly smile. “it’s a lot to take in, right? i usually only ever go to suburban parties. the raciest it got was when they brought out the good wine.”

[harveyschlong]

ofjulian‌: 

            JUST LIKE THAT , they were back to where they began today. julian thought harvey asking him to stay meant that they could move past what happened in their past and start anew — that maybe they could have a relationship, anything even if it didn’t have to exactly the same as before. but it was clear to him now that the wounds of the past still stung harvey and there was nothing he could do about that. NOTHING AT ALL  ———— which broke his heart. and for the first time in a very long time, he thought about how the consequences of his actions would always come back to him, but sometimes it takes time.  just like how harvey needed time to heal and that was something he couldn’t take away from him. 

he moved his hand away from harvey’s knee as he listened to his words — and despite the underlying lightheartedness to it, julian couldn’t bring himself to smile anymore. he still believed that maybe, meeting harvey again after all these years was part of some grand design ———- but maybe, it wasn’t so they could be each other’s life again. maybe, it was to give them closure.  ❝ maybe we should just go our separate ways after this,❞ he echoed, voice low and almost inaudible. he stood up and and looked at harvey; his expression was serious but quickly softened the moment they looked eye to eye. a hand   ❝ a part of me doesn’t want after this to come, because there has never been after you. not really. you’’ll always have a place in my heart whether you like it or not, whether i like it or not. so if you’ll let me, ❞ julian cupped harvey’s cheeks, a thumb brushing lightly against his skin.  ❝ i want to say goodbye for the final time, showing you that i loved you, and in a way, i still do and always will even if it’s not the same as before. and then, we can move forward to the after this. but if that’s something you don’t want, i can leave now and we can just move forward with our lives, just like what we’ve been been doing before we saw each other again. ❞

         IT FELT LIKE A DREAM to be back in the same room as the one that got away but the optimism in him died and he knew that when things were too good to be truth, they probably were. His eyes fluttered closed and he allowed himself to enjoy the warmth of the other’s rough hand against his skin, to pretend they were back in high school where their only concern was people finding out about them. “You were everything to me, Jules.” he muttered. His eyes opened to meet the man’s gaze and he smiled softly, any and all sharpness gone from his face.”But you left and I’m afraid of saying hello to you because that means goodbye all over again.”

He let out a sigh of frustration as his brain short-circuited. Reason and desire did not go hand in hand. He wanted to pretend nothing bad ever happened between them but he didn’t want to risk another heartbreak. “Even if there’s nothing here– which I think there is because you still make my heart beat so fucking fast – I’m afraid of you leaving again.” He inched forward and pressed a soft kiss to his ex’s lips, barely nothing, a mere graze. He just wanted a taste. He pressed their foreheads together and his smile widened. “I don’t wanna say goodbye to you. I think I should but I don’t want to so what do you suggest we do? This isn’t high school anymore. You have a child and I have… baggage. You don’t know me anymore. I don’t think you’d even like me very much if you knew some of the things I’ve done.”

[ofcphelia]

rpmemesfam‌:

sext messages.

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[harveyschlong]

i want you to fuck me

[harveyschlong]

ofjulian‌: 

            HIS GAZE LINGERED ON HARVEY’S FEATURES, longer than what he deemed as appropriate —- but he couldn’t help it. they had been separated for far too long, and julian wanted to memorize every detail of harvey’s face once again, though he didn’t exactly know why he was moved to do so. ❝ harvey long who was kind, beautiful, but sometimes endearingly judgmental. he was kind of nerdy, but i liked that about him, ❞ he corrected with a low chuckle. maybe, he saw harvey with rose-colored glasses back then, but he was perfect to him. a right fit. a hearty laugh erupted from his lips as harvey began to flex — scrawny or athletically fit , it didn’t really matter to julian but he’d be lying if he said harvey didn’t look better with those muscles. ❝ you’re cute, ❞ he scoffed lightheartedly before he flexed his arms, just to show off. 

truth be told, but julian had never really been one to believe in god. he couldn’t remember the last time he prayed or when he entered a church in his own volition. but today —- after seeing harvey again after years, it must be some divine will that brought them back together. julian wasn’t expecting to re-ignite the relationship they once had, to fall in love with each other all over again ———– but it all still felt like part of some grand design for them to meet all over again. he sat on a chair beside the hospital bed and stared up at harvey, listening intently to every word that fell from the other’s lips. julian wasn’t sure whether to be happy or not about how harvey was single —- and was he talking about him ? THE ONE GREAT LOVE ? ❝ you know, i guess i realized just now —- maybe, it’s selfish and i just want to make myself feel better meeting you again all these years later —- but , just because we’re not together doesn’t mean we can’t love each other anymore. even just as friends, and i’d really love be your friend again. i feel like that kid all over again, wanting to be around you all the time,  ❞ there was softness in his voice, despite being low and raspy. he placed a hand on harvey’s knee, giving it a light squeeze as he didn’t break his gaze away. ❝  what do you say, harvey long ? ❞ 

   His face fell at the compliments. They were kind and deep down he swooned for every word, but they were about a version of him that was long lost. Heartbreak changed him. Bitterness would never leave his bloodline. His past relationships were proof of that. He was permanently damaged and he’d never be kind and beautiful again. At the very least, the judgement was still consistent. ❝ Harvey who was naive and thought the world was simple and not just random and unfair. ❞  he muttered, words oozing with self deprecation and anger. He rolled his eyes playfully at his ex’s flexing and shook his head. There was no competing with him in the muscles department but that was the most display of defeat he would give him.

It took him by surprise. It was as though a page out of his diary jumped into his life. He wanted nothing but to agree and believe they could love each other again, but he was a pessimist now.  ❝ We were never friends, ❞ he pointed out ❝ The whole reason I made excuses to hang out with you in the first place was because I had a crush on you. Sure, you became my best friend, but you were my boyfriend first.” He clicked his tongue as he pondered upon his next choice of words. ❝  And I don’t wanna act like we’re still in love because your love came with a lot of bad things that I don’t want to relive. I loved you more than anything but I still remember how it feels when you leave. Maybe we should just go our separate ways after this. ❞ His brows rose at the hands on his knees and he let out a soft chuckle. ❝ Careful there, I don’t want them to take you out of my paycheck. How much is a night with you going for? Probably more than I make in a week. ❞

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[campusloser]

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[harveyschlong]

      Harvey wasn’t much of a drinker but he was a bit of a stalker and he wanted more information on the dude he saw going into his ex’s room one night. It was hard to make conversation while keeping his own secrets buried. He wanted to pry and ask what was the man’s deal but he had to build some trust before he even attempted. At first, he vented about his own made-up issues: money problems, jealous boyfriend and etc. He figured if he talked enough about himself, the man would feel more inclined to tell him personal things in return. Three days later, he shoot his first shot. “So,” he started, taking a sip of his drink “You ever sleep with any of the escorts around here? Are they any good? They must be for how expensive they are.”

@ofgabriel

[ohfleetingbeauty]

[harveyschlong]

ofjulian‌: 

          HARVEY’S COMMENT BROUGHT A LAUGH TO HIS LIPS, while it was true that most of his clients were akin to greek gods & goddesses , julian definitely had his fair share of being with the danny devitto variety. ❝ what’s wrong with danny devitto ? ❞ he asked in jest , an eyebrow quirked inquisitively and head cocked as if to criticize harvey’s words. and he did a bit  —- after all, shapes and sizes didn’t dictate of his clients’ capacity to be great company.  but he had to admit —————    ❝ though, to tell you the truth , i’ve always been most fond of harvey long type. ❞ it was a half-joke , half-truth. it wasn’t that he deliberately sought out people who reminded him of harvey — but there were many instances when other’s attributes would remind him of his first love. he didn’t often let those thoughts linger but standing across harvey , memories of those moments resurfaced and julian didn’t really know what it all meant. 

❝ exactly. you know how much i love stevie nicks —- remember when we used to listen to fleetwood mac just driving around town ? landslide, talkin’ to my heart, songbird, silver springs, ❞ he reminisced, and there were more songs he could list — but he had to stop himself before memories attached to those songs could intrude his mind. he ached with longing ; yearning for what they had all those years ago. but they couldn’t go back — there was only the present now.  still, the smile on his face didn’t falter with the turmoil happening on his mind. ❝ infirmary, it is, ❞  he nodded , as began to walk towards the direction of their destination. but julian didn’t miss a beat as he tried to take advantage of the time harvey graciously gave him.  ❝  hope you don’t mind me asking but you said you’ve had other boyfriends …. you settled down yet ? i mean , i’d like to congratulate you if that’s the case. ❞

                        HIS FACE WAS PUZZLED BY THE QUESTION. He assumed it was rhetorical and didn’t answer. He enjoyed Danny’s work just fine, but he was no sex symbol. The confusion wore off and his face heated up from the compliment. It was almost frustrating that Julian still had such an effect on him. It was endearing when they were innocent teenagers playfully flirting with each other, but now it frustrated Harvey that he still had not built up his tolerance to it.  ❝ Which Harvey Long?  ❞ he played along,  ❝ Scrawny, nerdy Harvey from school? Because then you wouldn’t be into present day Harvey. ❞ He paused and playfully flexed his arms to show off his muscles. They weren’t completely new, they were still together when he started working out, but he’d bulked up quite a lot since they last saw each other.    ❝  I do crossfit now, bro.  Do you even lift? ❞ he quipped.

His cheeks became hot again and it felt as though Stevie Nicks started playing around them. Things were perfect again. He might as well have entered a time loop because he was comfortable around Julian again and all it took were a couple minutes. There was no more heartbreak and anger, only the desire to spend time with him. Doing anything. He entered the infirmary and hopped to sit  on one of the beds. ❝  Make yourself at home. ❞  he told him.

 He hesitated to answer  because he considered making him feel the way he felt for so long. Like he didn’t matter. He could pretend he moved on quicker than he did or that he was still deeply in love with someone else, but the anger was gone and with it his desire for revenge. ❝ Nope. Single as fuck, dude. I had a boyfriend in nursing school but it was -- It wasn’t the way it was with you. It just felt like work. We had to go on dates and I had to pretend to like the shit he liked. It felt forced. I feel better being alone.  ❞ He sighed and met his ex’s gaze, a sorrowful smile on his face ❝ I think we only get one great love in our lives and I already had mine.  ❞

[harveyschlong]

ofjulian‌: 

             THE QUESTION WAS A BIT OF A SURPRISE , he had just assumed that harvey already had an inkling that he was an escort  —- especially after being referred to as one of those sexual deviants.  but he supposed that anyone could be a sexual deviant, not just those paid for a range of sexual activities.  ❝ I’M AN ESCORT,  ❞ he admitted, his voice slightly faltered with shame —  ❝ i don’t know , business isn’t always great so i just need to have a little extra help me out. and let me tell you, raising a child isn’t cheap either , ❞ although he felt embarrassment as he began to explain , thinking of and talking about his accomplishments as a father alleviated it all and brought back some confidence in him.  and for fuck’s sake ,  it was harvey he was talking to — and just like all those years ago , he hoped he’d be just as understanding and empathetic as before.

AND JUST WHEN HE WAS ABOUT TO WALK AWAY , harvey grabbed his arm and the word that fell from his lips were all enough for a smile to tug on julian’s lips. STAY.  he didn’t know what kind of divine force changed harvey’s mind —- but he wouldn’t dare be against it.  ❝ okay, ❞ his voice was soft and private , low as a whisper. he looked around them, the lobby was far from an appropriate place to discuss nostalgia , memories , and the present.  ❝ son, ❞ he quickly corrected,  ❝ his name is stevie. and i’m not together with his mother anymore , haven’t been for a really long time. ❞ julian didn’t comment on that last statement , only letting out a small laugh —- maybe, it was true. no one could ever measure up to harvey — oh, the sweetness of the first love.   ❝ do you mind if we go somewhere else ? i don’t think this is a proper place to talk about our lives. anywhere you want, i don’t want to impose. ❞

         THERE WERE A LOT OF MIXED FEELINGS RUNNING THROUGH HIM AT ONCE. Relief, for his ex was not some wealthy douche bag that paid for escorts. Worry, for his ex was not wealthy. Jealousy, for his ex would lay with anybody willing to pay. And pity, for his ex would lay with anybody willing to pay. He tried his best to hide his contradiction of emotions with a sympathetic smile because at the end of the day, that was the one feeling that reigned: sympathy. Julian was always the type to do whatever it took to survive and Harvey was glad that part of him still hadn’t changed. ❝  At least most people here are insanely hot. It’d suck if you had to sleep with Danny Devitto looking types.  ❞  he quipped. If he were being completely honest, there were people around this place-- escorts and clients alike, that made him wish to partake in the fuck fest going on. They were ridiculously attractive, the one standing in front of him included. Hell, him especially.

❝ Stevie. ❞  He muttered under his breath, testing out the word. His mind traveled through old memories, searching for one that would tie the name to him. It was a bit self centered to think the man would name his child after anything relating to him, but he still hoped he left that much of an impression.  ❝ Like Stevie Nicks or? ❞ He wondered, hoping to get the backstory behind the name. They did use to listen to Landslide a lot after all. He didn’t even realize they were still standing in the lobby until the other brought it up and he nodded in agreement. ❝ That’s probably a good idea. I don’t want our bosses to see us hanging around doing nothing. Why don’t we go  to the infirmary? It’s chill at this time. Most sex related injuries happen at night around here.   

[theandrophile]

[tobiascainmore-deactivated20190]

“don’t even talk to me about that shit.”   he’s way too amused by this, he’d had his own horror stories— there were always those patients.  “I couldn’t do it man.  do what you do, be a nurse,  sure i’m giving and all that but I don’t know.”  he’s seen his aunt work many an odd hours,  ( not that he didn’t when he did his residency and everything ),  he just didn’t have the persona of a nurse not really.   needy people…. rephrase needy sick people were not exactly his idea of a rewarding career,   throw the cherry on the cake of his wife getting sick and everything is compounded for his burning need to flee in the opposite direction of those people.    needy people were okay,   tobias was needy when he could be and liked when his aunt doted on him when he was sick,  but like anything in the world,  its not everyones cup of tea or calling.  he liked being a surgeon, there was very little interaction with the patient. come in, do your surgery,  leave.  @harveyschlong

[harveyschlong]

there were a lot of patient horror stories to pick from and harvey went on a rant about most of them. he loved his line of work. he enjoyed every moment of it-- even wiping old people’s assholes, but it was the lack of gratitude that bothered him. most patients didn’t believe anything he said, all they wanted was for him to call the doctor. he’d studied and been around long enough to know what to do about a broken nose. and whenever they got better, not even a simple thank you. all the praise went to the doctor. “ sometimes i wish i went to med school, “ he mused “don’t get me wrong. i love what i do. but nobody cares about the nurses. you get all the glory.” he moved to stand in front of the other and grabbed tobias’ stethoscope, sticking it in his ears and connecting the other end to the man’s chest “do i look good doing it?” he smirked “'m doctor long, what are you feeling today, sir?”

[harveyschlong]

ofjulian‌: 

      HARVEY’S EVERY WORD PACKED A PUNCH , knocking the air out of his lungs. was there anything he could say ? anything he could do ? REGRET AND LONGING besieged him in tandem as his mind wandered through parallel universes — wishing he could catch a glimpse of how everything would have turned out if he never left , if committed his entire life to harvey. he missed harvey’s smile , his touch , all the moments they shared that were now just fleeting memories. but  perhaps , it was all just an INTRUSIVE THOUGHT . julian wouldn’t exchange his life for another —- especially after fatherhood brought him the greatest love he could experience. he just couldn’t help but think his life now would so much sweeter with harvey ——– or at least , the harvey he used to know.  ❝ i’m sorry , for everything , ❞ it was all he could say for now ; there wasn’t a single word in the english language that could express the magnitude of his remorse over the ABANDONMENT he inflicted on the other. harvey had every right to be angry at him , and the last thing he should do was defend his actions. ❝ but i’m happy for you. i wish it didn’t have to be like this, we being strangers ——- but i guess we’ve both moved on with our lives. i have a kid , the restaurant i’ve always dreamed of , and you’re — i hope everything worked out for you. ❞  a low , quiet sigh fell from his lips as his head kept on reeling over their unexpected reintroduction to each other. ❝ if you don’t want to talk —- guess i’ll see you around, harv ? hopefully next time, it’ll be with a smile. i’ve really missed it. ❞

           It didn’t make sense how a regular day could take such a wicked turn. His brain twisted in knots as he tried to make sense of everything. He wanted to be happy for Julian and a smile did slip through at the mention of a daughter, but he quickly returned to his sour expression. “ So you’re a client here? ” he deadpanned. It wouldn’t make sense otherwise. He owned a restaurant. He became everything he wanted to be. Maybe Harvey was the dead weight in his life, he though. Part of him wished he had failed because knowing he worked here would have been less painful than finding out he was here to pay for sex. He let out an exasperated sigh and grabbed his ex’s arm. The action contradicted every word he had said to him but he didn’t want him to leave. Not yet. There was so much he still wanted to know. He wanted Julian to stay even if just so he could yell at him. He allowed his touch to linger on his arm for longer than he should have before retrieving and tucking his hands away in the pockets of his pants.  “ Stay.” He whispered, his guards coming down as the word left his mouth. “ Tell me about your kid. And the mother. If I’m being honest I never thought you’d end up with a woman, but that’s a little comforting. At least none of these big city fellas could measure up to me.” he joked in an cartoonish southern accent.