mori

18|Horror-Fanatic|Loser Girl

[hatemori]

(㇏(•̀ᵥᵥ•́)ノ)₊˚⊹ Welcome to Mori Dumpster

My name is Mori

i'm 18 and an aries

real-life yandere and psychological madwoman

She/They/it

Lesbian Female

INFP

I love my gf. Dedicating majority of my life for her happiness and mines together <3 @lovemari

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₍˄·͈༝·͈˄ Hobbies Cooking, Drawing, Studying, Playing games and writing, and learning music(just started watching videos on guitar stuff)

₍˄·͈༝·͈˄ Interests

DDLC, Soul eater, Fashion, literature, Art, Music and blood.

₍˄·͈༝·͈˄ Obsession

Vampires and horror media as a whole

₍˄·͈༝·͈˄ Music

Good kid band

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₍ᐡඉ ̫ඉᐡ₎ This blog is honestly a combination of many things: my constant overthinking thoughts, my ideas, fantasies, dreams, and my hyperfixations. I do warn that this will cover yandere and horror themes with a pinch of loser behavior for most of the blog. I will also post silly pictures from time to time (including ALOT of Crona) or mention alcohol use. Occasional art and writings with psychological facts may appear as well.

I also enjoy helping, so if you want to ask anything, feel free to ask away.

๑´ㅂ๑) My yan types...(working on it) Warning: Yandere and horror themes are frequent here. Please don’t follow if you feel uncomfortable with these topics. Dni if you're racist and/or lgbtq(+)phobic that's all.

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lover’s quill - yan posting

bloodandbone - Horror posting

ask mori - asks

reposts - reposts

black blood - Crona related post

Lover thoughts - Gf stuff

Hyper bash - hyperfixation posts

dumpster - loser posting

chaos - random post about anything.

[hatemori]

When can I just give up already my mind my heart feel so tired. Life seem so hard right now even if people say I'm making it look like that. Being trans is just a mess and I get lost who I am everyday. I can't talk to anyone about this and it hard. Even trans friends in my circle don't really cope the same way I do so it hard asking for help knowing that it won't probably won't help. I'm in debt and finding another job seem like a painful process again. My motivation for art always all over the place like do I want to draw or not? I lay here in bed doing nothing productive and being a bum. I feel envy seeing other girls, jealous seeing selfies knowing maybe I won't look as a girl like they do. Keeping friends feel hard I want to talk more to them but everytime I feel like I'm either too much or don't fit their interests as much and I'm sick and tired of people talking over me or not paying attention to my words when I speak even if that sound selfish I sometimes just want to be heard even if it just me just saying something stupid. I'm just tired simple as that maybe I need therapy maybe trans therapy specifically but one of these days my brain will just pull itself apart. If only I can marry her now and not worry about a life like this and not be afraid for my life in the future for pulling my hair being who I express myself to be.

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Happy birthday my beautiful fiance!!!!! I love u!!!

@lovemari

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She my main reason why I don't actually off my self or for living on

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Panic! In static! Out-manic!

Don’t you find it all romantic, the way things used to be?

Classic, ecstatic, it’s magic

To trip the light fantastic, repeat it after me!

This is how it should be, in studio seats

My ego wired in the CRT

We can skip the sign-off

Ol' familiar scene, repeating

This is how it should be!

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I feel calm now such balance I missed it. For the people who for some reason follow me we're so back with yandere posting and other shenanigans might start adding game stuff

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I can't force myself to be positive through this episode like I always do or not feel so much hate. I feel so negative I just don't wanna overthink or think in the first place. I feel angry at everything including myself. My head hurts. I won't probably interact with this place for a week (even with how barely I do in the first place) or anywhere else. I'm just tired

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Extremely fatigued and mentally out of it but fear street new movie dropped

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Losing myself losing track of how a day feels and time in general. Panicking and just destroying myself. I'm scared

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Maybe im not good enough for her maybe she gonna find someone else I keep overthinking I can't stay positive for too long I'm terrible gf and I keep getting pressed bout a damn cruise trip I wanna cry or blank my brain with white noise

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Forever and Forever

by Mori

I love you from the top of your head

to the bottom of your toes.

Every inch of you breathes life

like a sunrise no one else sees.

If you ever say you're not enough,

I'll shake my head and hold your hand.

Because you are—

enough,

more than enough,

everything.

Even the cracks you try to hide

are stardust to me.

Even your silence hums like music

I want to dance to forever.

I want to be the kind of girl

who helps your smile stay a little longer,

who listens even when words fail,

who tries, really tries,

just to be the reason you glow.

So stay by my side,

and I’ll stay by yours—

Forever

and forever

and forever.

And if that’s too long,

then just

hold me now.

I love you mari.

[hatemori]

Oh seeing you all drunk and wasted I don't want your pretty head to think too hard one bit. Ill take care of you my love.. You'll only need me after all so relax with that pretty little head of yours

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I cherish every second with her. My sweet goddess oh how obsessive I am for her. I would take my heart and soul out just for her.

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Everyone need to stop talking to her. She only need me soley idc how greedy that sounds, but I love her. I rarely get any motivation as it is, but she my main motivation through everything.

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Ugh I just want to spend so much time with her and make her feel so safe. The urge to make her only talk to me and focus everything on me besides what she have to ofc. I can't do that I don't think that right but I'm madly in love with her talking to her from just casually about anything and relaxing on a random day to having a strong deep conversation about the thing she likes feels so right. I have a burning passion to keep her to myself no one can't have her or talk to her besides her close friends and family. You all won't be permissioned to do so and if that sounds controlling I want her to hit me on the jaw for that

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I miss her super much

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Having one of my mood swing episodes again And I can't stop feeling so hyper while crying and laughing god how much I hate this feeling. I need to sleep and I miss her so much im such a terrible gf