Strangely Meaningless

All this time I was finding myself… I didn’t know I was lost. Act like a lady, think like a boss. Of. legal age. Easily judged, barely appreciated. Frustrated Writer. BS Architecture. Junior. Potterhead. Lunatic. Bipolar. Antagonist. Book-loving feminist. Dreamer. Loves movies, chocolates, doughnuts, siomai, tamarind, journals and Winnie the pooh.

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SethRang! "Crush at first sight"

Bihirang magkacrush si Seth sa mga babaeg mas matanda sa kanya. He finds it weird, lalo na yung mga kaklase niyang may crush sa teachers nila. Sure, some of their teachers are really pretty, but the age difference bothers him. Bakit hindi na lang sila magkacrush sa mga kaedad nila? Hindi talaga niya maintindihan.

Pero isang hapon, nang umuwi siya sa bahay nila, naintindihan na niya.

“Hi, you must be Seth?” sabi sa kanya ni Barbs nang pumasok siya sa kwarto ni Zerah. “Ako nga pala si Barbs. Kanina ka pa kinukwento sa ‘kin ni Zerah. So nice to finally meet you!” Her mouth curved to a small, shy smile.

That’s the first time he met his sister’s tutor. And she’s three years older than him.

(And to say that he’s royally fucked is an understatement.)

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do you ever pretend like you didn’t see something so the other person doesn’t feel embarrassed 

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750,324 people whose mama taught them right

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much has been said | a clark & leah fan mix (29 tracks)

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tracks and lyrics:

much has been said | bamboo. Much has been said / Said you’d never leave / Why’d it have to be / Harder than it had to be

the fight is over | urbandub.  Can you explain to me / what has become of us? / With words released / We can never take them back / Not even pleading can save us

umuwi ka na | rico blanco. Nasan ka na kaya / Okay ka lamang ba / Anong ginagawa ngayon / Sino ang kasama / Sana ay masaya

eyes wide open | gotye. Some people offered up answers / We made out like we heard, they were only words / They didn’t add up to a change in the way we were living / And the saddest thing is all of it could have been avoided.

fall in love | phantogram. Babe / The night has swallowed my soul / Could it be that I fell apart / It shows / The lines on my face ate away my smile / Could it be that I fell apart

breakeven | the script. What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? / And what am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up and you’re OK?

san francisco | (5 seconds of summer cover) natalie baker I wanna get back to where we started to the summer night / You know, you know, you know, you know we got it right / Yeah I wanna get back to San Francisco, in the fire light / You know, you know, you know, you know we had it right

and if my heart should somehow stop | james vincent mcmorrow.

Now everything that’s ever gone before, is like a blur / And it’s all because of you / And now I find, this city’s like a stranger to me / I once was fooled by Cadillac’s and honey / But no one feels like you / Not like you / Not like you / Not like you

stubborn love | the lumineers. And I don’t blame you dear for running like you did all these years / I would do the same, you’d best believe

depth over distance | ben howard. Hold on, wait until that lone sun / Breaks from the arms of the Lord / Hold on, though we may be too young / To know this ride we’re on

last love song | zz ward I won’t wake up and pick out your tie, oh no / You won’t come home and kiss me at night, oh no / We won’t lie in this king bed for two /Say goodbye to us saying “I dos,”

just a feeling | maroon 5. You’ve hit your low / You’ve lost control and you want me back / You may not believe me but I gave you all I had

after all this time | itchyworms. It’s never over / What I feel for you / All done (Won’t die) / We’re all getting older / But my heart keeps asking why

say something | (a great big world cover) all time low. And I / Will swallow my pride / You’re the one that I love / And I’m saying goodbye

dahilan | autotelic. Sa dinami-rami ng pinagdaanan / Hindi ko na maintindihan / Hindi ko na maintindihan / Ano na nga ba ang nangyayari? / Tinatanong ang sarili

the calendar hung itself | bright eyes. Well the clock’s heart it hangs inside its open chest with hands / Stretched towards the calendar hanging itself  / But I will not weep for those dying days. 

every ship must sail away | blue merle. Years pass, people change, bluer skies could turn to gray / Though it’s gonna hurt for now / every ship must sail away /Every ship must sail away

heart of the matter | (don henlely cover) hannah holbrook. I’m learning to live without you now / but I miss you sometimes / The more I know, the less I understand / all the things I thought I knew, I’m learning again.

heartbreak warfare | john mayer. Drop his name / Push it in and twist the knife again / Watch my face / As I pretend to feel no pain, pain, pain..

nobody’s perfect | jessie j. ‘Cause now I’m the one that’s hurting, yeah / And I hate that I made you think / That the trust we have is broken / Don’t tell me you can’t forgive me / 'Cause nobody’s perfect

both sides, now | joni mitchell. I’ve looked at life from both sides now / From win and lose and still somehow / It’s life’s illusions I recall / I really don’t know life at all

all i want | kodaline. All I want is nothing more / To hear you knocking at my door / 'Cause if I could see your face once more / I could die a happy man I’m sure

from where you are | lifehouse. I feel the beating of your heart  / I see the shadows of your face  / Just know that wherever you are  / Yeah I miss you  / And I wish you were here

nothing compares 2 u | sinead o’connor. It’s been so lonely without u here / Like a bird without a song / Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling / Tell me baby where did I go wrong

try | p!nk Funny how the heart can be deceiving / More than just a couple times / Why do we fall in love so easy? / Even when it’s not right

sad beautiful tragic | taylor swift In dreams I meet you in warm conversation / We both wake in lonely beds in different cities  / And time is taking its sweet time erasing you / And you’ve got your demons, and, darling, they all look like me

the mess i made | parachute But oh, I’m staring at the mess I made  / I ’m staring at the mess I made  / I ’m staring at the mess I made  / As you turn, you take your heart and walk away 

it’s not over | daughtry Let’s start over / I’ll try to do it right this time around / It’s not over / 'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

keep breathing | ingrid michaelson But all that I know is I’m breathing / All I can do is keep breathing / All we can do is keep breathing now

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To my favorite what if… It’s been a while since i last saw you. And i really miss you. I miss your voice and the look in your eyes whenever you stare at me. And i don’t know if you miss me too but that’s not important to me anymore. I thought that we were meant to be together, and i believed that you thought of that too. But it didn’t last or should i say, we never get there, it’ll always be ‘almost’. Maybe it was never meant to be the way we want it. We both tried it but we knew that it’s hard to keep something that doesn’t fit anymore. I loved you, i know you’ve felt that and i know you loved me, you did. Love is not enough to keep a relationship. I am so sorry that we could not find a way to make each other happy. We never get there but i wish we both tried. Up until now i am thinking about my what if. What if we both tried it? What if we get there? What if we’re still together until now? Ten years from now i will wonder how things would have been if we could have made it work. Your name will always sound like a tragedy to me. It will hurt me a little thinking that we should have gave it a try. I will tell everyone about the person i loved, to my favorite what if. I will tell them about how much I loved you, and how badly I wanted for it to work out but we decided to just stop and let go of each other. But i am glad that you became a part of me but it’s just sad that you’ll never be a part of my future.

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I need a photographer boyfriend to get my angles and make me look like art

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Need hihi 😉

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Ask Questions

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A. Why my last relationship ended. B. Favourite band. C. Who I like and why I like them. D. Hardest thing I’ve ever been through. E. My best friend. F. My favourite movie. G. Sexual orientation. H. Do I smoke/drink? I. Have any tattoos or piercings? J. What I want to be when I get older. K. Relationship with my parents. L. One of my insecurities. M. Virgin or not? N. Favourite place to shop at? O. My eye colour. P. Why I hate school. Q. Relationship status as of right now. R. Favourite song at the moment. S. A random fact about myself. T. Age I get mistaken for. U. Where I want to be right now. V. Last time I cried. W. Concerts I’ve been to. X. What would you do if (…)? Y. Do you want to go to college. Z. How are you?

WD

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Ask me! 😊

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*looks at pictures of myself as time progresses* wow you can literally see the life leave my eyes

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I miss everything about a relationship. I miss the little and deep talks, the good morning/ good night texts, the cuddles, everything. I want it back now. I want it back. The next time I’ll have one, I’ll never let go of it. Seriously.

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yes pls

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Dear future lover, if you’re reading this, you somehow managed to break through my walls and connect me with my other side. Now, I’m not gonna sit here and tell you how impenetrable those walls are and how amazing you are for breaking them. Hate to break it to you, but they’re pretty easy to tear down. I’m a sucker for infatuation. I love new things- and that’s exactly the problem. You’re a new thing. — A. Zerreitug

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To my favorite what if… It’s been a while since i last saw you. And i really miss you. I miss your voice and the look in your eyes whenever you stare at me. And i don’t know if you miss me too but that’s not important to me anymore. I thought that we were meant to be together, and i believed that you thought of that too. But it didn’t last or should i say, we never get there, it’ll always be ‘almost’. Maybe it was never meant to be the way we want it. We both tried it but we knew that it’s hard to keep something that doesn’t fit anymore. I loved you, i know you’ve felt that and i know you loved me, you did. Love is not enough to keep a relationship. I am so sorry that we could not find a way to make each other happy. We never get there but i wish we both tried. Up until now i am thinking about my what if. What if we both tried it? What if we get there? What if we’re still together until now? Ten years from now i will wonder how things would have been if we could have made it work. Your name will always sound like a tragedy to me. It will hurt me a little thinking that we should have gave it a try. I will tell everyone about the person i loved, to my favorite what if. I will tell them about how much I loved you, and how badly I wanted for it to work out but we decided to just stop and let go of each other. But i am glad that you became a part of me but it’s just sad that you’ll never be a part of my future.

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There’ll come a time in your life when you need to sit in one corner and think about giving up. It’s the time when you think nothing goes right and that everything is a mess. It’s the moment when you see black pages in your life; but that does not mean, you should stop writing and coloring your existence. You’re just in the shortest tunnel of life; so thinking about giving up doesn’t even make change.

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shoutout to all those people who crave affection but have no idea how to react when it comes their way, to all those who were never taught how to love and feel rejected and misunderstood because they want to show that they care about other people but they don’t know how, to all those who use sarcasm as a defense mechanism and never talk about their problems to others and pretend everything is fine because they just don’t fucking know how to express their feelings and worries and emotions: you are important and valid and right now you might feel lonely and miserable but i swear it will get better and you will be happy and i believe in you and you should too

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I'm scared of the probability that someday someone might just shatter the walls I've made myself; I'm intimidated by the thought of someone taking off my mask and seeing my bare face. I'm afraid that someone may see through my camouflage and decipher my true colors.. Oh how I want to be true, but I don't need to expose my transparency. Not everyone deserves the sight and please understand, I've built everything to protect myself from people who pierce through skin and watch it bleed. God knows how they've destroyed me in the past. (C) betsin art-parasites

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To the guy who broke my heart, I'm smiling today. Not because I've been thinking of you but because I know that I've accepted things I thought I can't. Thank you for breaking my heart and thank you for teaching me the real meaning of forever in just a number of days.. 😋 I'm smiling today but this is not about you anymore.

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People tend to be happier when they are kept busy, as this prevents them from thinking about the negative things in life.

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Hindi ko na crush yung crush ko. Hindi nya kasi ako inappiran e. Yung simpleng apir nga lang hindi nya mabalik pano pa kaya yung pagmamahal ko. charot

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I used to think you ruined me, which is true, but looking back on it, I think we ruined each other. Our love became unsalvageable, and for that I am sorry.

chasingsettingsuns (via wnq-writers)