INDEFINITE HIATUS .

ind. multifandom oc . sel. + semi-private . low-medium activity . est. 2014 + written by nia .

[hatestohurt]

hi, hello, bonjour ! welcome to my rp blog for an independent and fandomless original character ( recently moved back to her own blog after being on my multi ). mutuals only. cared for by nia.

                                               carrd // memes // pinterest

[hatestohurt]

❝ you know...my favourite thing about having you cook for me isn’t the food, ❞ lila snipes a carrot from the pile of diced vegetables and pops it into her mouth, gaze glued to elijah’s bared forearms.

@enduringlystoic​​ gets a thing cos we’ve missed the bae​

[hatestohurt]

@hatestochange​ sent :  ❛  fuck you’re cute.  ❜

Lila stopped mid-stir of her coffee, eyes glancing up at Nick as a blush burned from her cheeks to her ears; and even though they were the only two in her apartment, Cordelia still turned to look over her shoulder to make sure he wasn’t talking to someone else and/or hallucinating. Weirder things have happened. ❝ I’m not loaning you any money. ❞

❥ feeling things meme || always accepting

[amourmemes]

❥    feeling   things   ,   a   sentence   meme   .

what are they called again ? emotions ? ugh .   ( taken off of pinterest )

❛  you were dead.  yet, here you are.  ❜ ❛  speak your mind even if your voice shakes.  ❜ ❛  you inspire me to be nothing like you.  ❜ ❛  every day i wake up more tired than i’ve ever been.  how long will i stay like this?  ❜ ❛  fuck you’re cute.  ❜ ❛  don’t get attached.  ❜ ❛  i am fire.  i am hatred.  i am consuming.  ❜ ❛  there is a certain amount of truth behind everything that people do.  everything they do tell you a little something about them.   ❜ ❛  i wanna fucking date you, stupid.  ❜ ❛  which is it?  are you in love with a person or an idea?  ❜ ❛  you will get better.  maybe not today, but someday.  ❜ ❛  there’s a reason i never told you all of this.  ❜ ❛  let’s get drunk and tell each other everything we’re afraid to say sober.  ❜ ❛  i wanna see what happens when i don’t give up.  ❜ ❛  yeah you’re cute but are you good for my mental health??  ❜ ❛  … and then i just snapped.  ❜ ❛  i still repeat the things you said to me in my head.  ❜ ❛  your hands are scarred from murder, and yet i trust them completely.  ❜ ❛  shit.  i think i have feelings.  ❜ ❛  i believe in annoyed at first sight.  ❜ ❛  what did it mean to you?  any of it?  ❜ ❛  can someone please be proud of me?  like fuck, i’m trying.  ❜ ❛  i sometimes wonder if things only get better so that they can get worse again.  ❜ ❛  hey, sometimes you gotta kill a guy.  ❜ ❛  i broke my rules for you.  ❜

[rollingstoneboycomplex]

when Lemony Snicket wrote “I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you everyday” that hurt me

[heavensickness]

Full paragraph hurts even more.

“ (…) I will love you as we find ourselves farther and farther from one another, where once we were so close… I will love you until your face is fogged by distant memory. I will love you no matter where you go and who you see, I will love you if you don’t marry me. I will love you if you marry someone else and I will love you if you never marry at all, and spend your years wishing you had married me after all. That is how I will love you even as the world goes on its wicked way.”

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marveloustherapist​:

He ran his hand thought his beard as he watched her relax and become more uncomfortable all at one. ❝ Do you not want to talk about her? She’s your lifeline. It means something, and she’s believed in you this whole time, gotten herself in some rather precarious positions to try and save you two. But if you want to talk about something else you can suggest something else. You could tell me about your relationship with your brother. ❞

❝ I would genuinely rather be put in a room alone with Rumlow than talk about my brother today. ❞ Her hands curled into tight fists where they rested on top of her knees before loosening, the processing repeating twice more before Cordelia decided to just slide her hands beneath her thighs instead. After taking a long moment to think of any other potential topics, the blonde sighed, almost deflating as she did. ❝ Lina has done more for us...for me than I ever deserved, especially in the beginning when I too naive to truly grasp that the situation we were in was not...healthy, for many reasons. She should have given up on me. I would not have blamed her if she had. ❞

[hatestochange]

“ Music gives a soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination and life to everything.  ”

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[ava-sharpe]

ENDLESS GIFS OF: SARA LANCE ♡ Legends of Tomorrow  →4x06

[starcitysirens]

Favorite Sara Lance fight scenes [5/?] - Sara vs. A.R.G.U.S.

[hatestohurt]

trageadies​:

 “     𝙾𝙷 𝙿𝙻𝙴𝙰𝚂𝙴   ,     people stopped listening to me a while ago.   believing i was too soft to say no .    ”

❝ not that i’m advocating murder, or anything, but... maybe just...kill those people. show them you’re not soft at all and that you should be heard. ❞

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visionhe​:

❛    your paper,  i must admit,  is one of the best i’ve ever read.  it’s incredible,  really.  ❜

❝ that’s a relief. i know ❛ nature versus nurture ❜ is a pretty badly beaten horse, so i was a bit...hesitant to turn it in, actually. ❞ she almost didn’t, and probably wouldn’t have if she hadn’t spent so many nights not sleeping to make sure it was done on time.

[princesheriff]

“What if being Prince Charming isn’t enough? And I start losing and it keeps going and I lose everything that matters to me?”

                            Written by Nadia. Est. 2014. Formerly at prxncecharming

[hatestohurt]

marveloustherapist​:

❝ SHIELD believed you both had a better chance of success together, which is why I’m the therapist and whoever set the mandate isn’t, ❞ he said, making a mental note to keep the two of them apart from now on, and hopefully he could manage to reach out to Christoph in some way on his own, but he wasn’t truly sure that the man had any interest in deprogramming. It was a primary function of his job to figure these things out, Cordelia however… Nathaniel gestured towards his couch.  ❝ I won’t enforce anything that doesn’t help you. I’m not here to cause you more harm. I here to remind you there is more than this anger. Like with your friend, Magdalina. She’s why you’re here isn’t she?  ❞ Hopefully he could shift her mind away from her brother.

Cordelia quietly scoffed at the idea of SHIELD wanting anything past one less person on Hydra’s roster, but...at least she was a little more willing to try; even if being here made her unimaginably uncomfortable. ❝ I’m not angry, ❞ she hesitated a brief second, contemplating trying to leave before the blonde sighed and returned to her previous seat. Cordelia also thought about ignoring his question about Lina, knew that, really, she probably should. All she felt was guilt and disappointment in herself. ❝ She was smarter than my brother and I combined. Knew it was better to be a glorified pariah than deal with what it meant to remain under Hydra’s thumb. Do we have to talk about her? ❞

[soulrph]

betrayal  prompts.

as requested by a deliciously angsty nonnie!! i hope you have as much fun writing with these as i had making them!!

to the traitor.

“ wait… it was you? this whole time, it’s been you? “

“ how could you do this to me?! “

“ you’ve thrown your own family to the wolves, i hope you know that! “

“ i knew it… loyalty never was your cup of tea, was it? “

“ of course! it’s been you all along, hasn’t it? “

“ traitor! what have you done?! “

“ do you expect me to be surprised? it’s hardly the first time you’ve betrayed me. “

“ but… we’re family/friends/in love… “

“ you’d betray the one/people you love?! “

“ i trusted you! “

“ look me in the eye, you backstabbing snake! see what you’ve done! “

“ you may have them all fooled, but trust me. i don’t forgive easily. “

from the traitor.

“ oh, don’t look so surprised. i never was one for loyalty. “

“ betrayal. revenge. quite similar, if you think about it. “

“ did you really think something so coincidental as blood could guarantee you my undying loyalty? “

“ god, i really had you fooled, didn’t i? “

“ it has been such fun fooling you. really, it has. “

“ being related to you is beyond my control. but betraying you? now THAT was fun. “

“ i’ve spent far too long living in your shadow. it’s time to reverse roles for a bit. “

“ your trust has been rather nice, but… the money is infinitely better. “

“ you’re actually surprised, aren’t you? my acting must be better than i thought… “

“ yeah, yeah, i’ll pay for this, i know, but… well, it seems like i’ve BEEN paid for it, haven’t i? “

“ it’s nothing personal. survival of the fittest, blah blah… you know how it is. “

about the traitor.

“ we’ve been played. “

“ they sold us out! “

“ it was all a trap! this whole thing! god… i’m gonna kill ‘em, i swear… “

“ god, i told you not to trust them! “

“ it’s not your fault. they fooled us all. “

“ they lied to us? “

“ how could they do this?! after everything we’ve been through… “

[killedhitler]

                 ❝ he is a weapon, a killer.                     DO NOT FORGET IT.                     you can use a spear as a walking stick,                     but that will not change its nature. ❞

                                           MADELINE MILLER .

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[superscanaries]

[hatestohurt]

                                                        ╳    FLAWS.

moody.   short - tempered.   emotionally unstable.   whiny.   controlling.   conceited.   possessive.   paranoid.   lies.   impatient.   cowardly.   bitter.   selfish.   power - hungry.   greedy.   lazy.   judgmental.   forgetful.   impulsive.   spiteful.   stubborn.    sadistic.   petty.    unlucky.   absent - minded.   abusive.   addict.   aggressive.   childish.   callous.   clingy.   delusional.   cocky.   competitive.   corrupt.   cynical.   cruel.   deranged.   egotistical.   envious.   insecure.   insensitive.   lustful.   delinquent.   guilt complex.   reclusive.   reckless.   nervous.   oversensitive.

                                                      ♔    STRENGTHS.

honest.   trustworthy.   thoughtful.   caring.   brave.   patient.   selfless.   ambitious.   tolerant.   lucky.   intelligent.   confident.   focused.   humble.   generous.   merciful.   observant.   wise.   clever.   charming.   cheerful.   optimistic.    decisive.   adaptive.   calm.   protective.   proud.   diligent.   considerate.   compassionate.   good sportsmanship.   friendly.   empathetic.   passionate.   reliable.   resourceful.   sensible.   sincere.   witty.   funny.

                                                      🖌    SKILLS  &  HOBBIES.

art.   acting.   astronomy.   animals.   archery.   sports.   beach combing.   belly dancing.   bird watching.   blacksmithing.   boating.   calligraphy.   camping.   candle making.   casino gambling.   ceramics.   racing.   chess.   music.   cooking.    crochet.   weaving.   exercise.   sword.   fishing.   gardening.   ghost hunting.   ice skating.   magic.   engineering.   building.   inventing.   leather working.   martial arts.   meditation.   origami.   parkour.   people watching.   swimming.   puppetry.   pyrotechnics.   quilting.   reading.   collecting.   shopping.   socializing.   storytelling.   writing.   traveling.   exotic dancing.   minor / major potion tricks and trinkets.