I have no life

(I hate writing shit like this I hate hate hate ha-) I mostly post about qsmp, granted, but I also sometimes post about my ocs, linguistics, Hannibal, bg3, and any other interest I might have at this current time.

[hatoolmeow]

I'd like to write an intro post one day but I always see these really cool-looking ones that others make and then it makes me procrastinate and I'm like "oh i can do it later-"

Just take the idea out of my brain and post it for me help

⋆·˚ ༘⋆·˚ ༘ Si-Te, 5w4, sp/so, RLOAI, mel-phleg.⋆·˚ ༘

⋆·˚ ༘ Hello!! I am Hatool. I am Jewish, AroAce, and I use any and all pronouns, but I am usually referred to with she\her (I'm most likely Agender but gender is mad confusing I'd rather just ignore the concept).

⋆·˚ ༘ I post about my hyperfixations, different interests, and maybe if I'll feel comfortable enough I'll post about my ocs too. Currently, it will just be 99.9% qsmp and then 0.01% of everything else. I use "#hatool meows" for anything I myself post to Tumblr because I need to find shit I wrote in an easier way than just sitting around for hours searching random words.

⋆·˚ ༘ REBLOG >>> LIKES. Also please if you follow me remember that you should edit your blog so you don't look like a bot. I won't block you because I would feel bad but I will be staring at your blog seriously thinking about it. Plus, other people will be blocking you because of it.

⋆·˚ ༘ I will post art when I finally get my chance to make a deal with the devil and just... acquire the ability to draw.⋆·˚ ༘⋆·˚ ༘

[metamorphos111s]

Im slowly forgetting your faces

[suggiecries]

Blah blah gay minecraft roleplay

[raynilikescats]

really hoping that the Tumblr just ate my posts because the alternative is that people have seen my posts about the misogyny of the mcyt community and ignored them is honestly annoying. This isn't about me this is about the fact that shit is happening in the fandom and we're just. letting it??? what the fuck???

These are REAL people with REAL emotions and if you can't handle that, maybe you're the problem?? These creators are allowed to speak out about issues, and we should spread the word!

Tumblr is THE "gay" website and yet the way we water everything down to "oh look its yaoi!" is so queerphobic at heart because 99% of the time you are skipping over canonical yuri, ignoring complex characters and lore, and generally amping up the male dominant view on things that needs to go!

Take a minute to think about this all, because so many of us are guilty for making this mistake, but take a moment and think. Realize that maybe you need to learn to enjoy the media without diluting it to only talk about the mlm moments. this is 2026 and we can do better.

Go support content creators of gender minorities! Go support smaller creators! Go appreciate the crazy amounts of effort and love poured into these narratives! I'm not telling you to go hate on ships, i'm telling you to look beyond them.

[yoki-loves-stars]

Dude chill out nobody wants your loser you can keep him

[xshinina]

WANNA GET READY FOR "THE MIKU MOVIE"? Here is a basic guide to the main cast that isn't Vocaloid:

(haven't seen the movie yet but this should be helpful)

[doodlespatulas]

Doomed yaoi (Heinrich Umheimlich × Colin Becher)

[prettyholic7]

Brb gonna teach Heinrich Unheimlich how to play Project Sekai

[vinestaff]

for what it's worth, i was telling the truth when I said I enjoyed working with you

[ranran-111-deactivated20250104]

wait till he gets to the glass pane jumps

[das-sena]

[gabenguy]

optimus prime defeats jimmy

[skufdaddyswansea]

Jimmy and Swansea at Their Worst

The crash of the Tulpar sees Jimmy thrust into a leadership role for which he was hopelessly unprepared, and in the months that follow, his chain of poor decisions leads to dire consequences for all those aboard, himself included. But he wasn't alone in that marathon to rock bottom. If we follow his footsteps downward, we'll find Swansea's right there next to his.

At the surface level, the two already have a lot in common. They're both brash to the point of rudeness, openly dissatisfied with their lives, and have short fuses.

Notably, Swansea can also be overly critical of Anya.

...But, to be fair to him, he's like that with everyone.

When they really start to converge is after the crash. Looking at Swansea's relationship with Daisuke, it's almost a microcosm of Jimmy's relationship with the crew. While he initially makes an effort to do the right thing, he inevitably gives in to his worst impulses and fails. In Swansea's case, he falls off the wagon. This may look like only a personal weakness, especially compared to Jimmy's more outwardly destructive behaviour. But in his position, even the harm he does to himself reflects outward.

Daisuke is the only other member of the Tulpar that we see "indulging" in the mouthwash. Swansea has no idea that he's sprawled on the floor, sick on dental hygiene products, devoid of his characteristic cheer. If he did know, what could he even say? After all, Daisuke was only following his example.

Later on, Swansea's alcoholism prevents him from protecting Daisuke in a much more literal sense.

All his secrecy and isolation were for nothing.

One of the major reasons he withdrew from Daisuke was because Daisuke was much too naive to hide the cryopods from the others; he probably never would have accepted that everyone else would have to die for him to survive. Swansea took extreme measures to guard the Utility room from Jimmy, all to protect Daisuke. But in doing so, he gave Jimmy the perfect opportunity to take advantage of those very traits he wanted to protect.

In this moment, both Swansea and Jimmy fail Daisuke. They both let their weakness blind themselves to danger. And they both realize their mistakes far too late to save anyone.

But it's through this ugly truth that Swansea is able to break off from their path. With the last of his hope gone, he can do what Jimmy can't: he accepts it. And he does what he knows is right, even if it breaks him to do so.

I think Swansea also sees some part of himself in Jimmy. Maybe even what he could have been if he didn't fight so hard against his demons. That's why in his final act, he tries one last time to get through to him. It was too late to make things right with his kids, or for Daisuke. Or even himself.

Of course, he knew it was futile. Jimmy was never going to listen. Because what really set them apart in the end was irreconcilable; the gulf between them was shaped by their ideals.

Swansea wanted to be a better man. Jimmy wanted to be a hero.

[dead-dove-orchid]

[psychicskulldamage]

I can fix this

[doodled0g]

I can see Swansea in those boomer fishing dad memes. I don’t know how to describe them. I’m beaming them psychically to you please understand.

thanks for the suggestion! sorry these are so messy but i hope you like em anyways ^_^!!

[bright-eyed-dizzy]

they deserve to smile (swansea is smiling on the inside)