Through The Artist Eyes

|Kenzie|

[1st-1]

[hatterzzgonnahate]

I want to go back to when we were perfect.. we were so good. We were in the best state. I dont know what happened. I dont know. This just makes me so sad. I just want to go back. My heart kills for how we used to be. Why does this happen..

[hatterzzgonnahate]

When you tell him you relapsed and he didn't care..

He didn't chase after you

He didn't hug you

He didn't say it will be okay

He didn't tell you he loves you

Nothing..

He went to bed

How did this become us.. how did we end up here... why do you not care... and how did my terrible horrible thought take over my mind and actions once again...

[demon-keeping]

[thewindowofthesummerhouse]

 Х Р А М

[mentalquotes]

“Stop thinking that other people are going to come and save you. You gotta save yourself.”

— Rae Earl

[yrotagrup-deactivated20240321]

[demon-keeping]

[demon-keeping]

[the-moon-whisperer]

[in-over-my-head]

What is it about me that makes me so easy to ignore?

[evaughn]

[encyclopediatragica-deactivated]

the 3 emotions: angry, nothing, the pain of everything that has ever happened to me

[fxlthyangxl-deactivated20240122]

[weltenwellen]

Vladimir Nabokov, Letters to Véra

[hatterzzgonnahate]

Id say its been 10 years of this nonsense...

I hate it

I hate that this is my go to..

Why this

I always do good for a long time then i fall right back into it

I hate myself

I hate this

I hate what i become

I hate it all

[lvgvcy-deactivated20260523]

If I'm arguing I care, if I'm silent, I'm done