above the waves

𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝙷𝙰𝙻𝙵 𝙾𝙲𝙴𝙰𝙽 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻.

[hauntyr]

#𝑯𝑨𝑼𝑵𝑻𝒀𝑹.            a  private  &  highly  selective  blog  for  phoebe  northcott  ,  an  original  character  inspired  by  the  cw  show  supernatural .   as  written  by  beth  (  27 , she / her  ) .   18+  only.   personals  do  not  interact.

𝑪𝑨𝑹𝑹𝑫    ,    𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑻    ,    𝑷𝑳𝑨𝒀𝑳𝑰𝑺𝑻.

𝑭𝑰𝑵𝑫 𝑴𝑬 :   @moltea​ (multi) , @braveher​ (clara oswald) , @nuvoled​ (stranger things oc) , @bruxta​ (witcher oc).

[ohisms]

𝑵𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑩𝑼𝑻 𝑽𝑼𝑳𝑵𝑬𝑹𝑨𝑩𝑳𝑬 .    ( soft  angst  starters.   )

❛  i  can’t  do  this  without  you .  ❜ ❛  it’s  not  safe  for  people  to  see  us  together .  ❜ ❛  please  don’t  leave  me  alone .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  know .  ❜ ❛  just  go .   get  out  of  here ,   go .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  even  trust  myself ,   anymore .  ❜ ❛  there’s  nothing  left  for  me  here .  ❜ ❛  i  still  need  you .  ❜ ❛  i  only  wanted  to  help .  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  doing  this ?  ❜ ❛  tell  me  it’s  not  true .   please .  ❜ ❛  i  have  to  do  this  alone .  ❜ ❛  how  did  you  get  this  scar ?  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  tell  me .  ❜ ❛  don’t  yell  at  me .  ❜ ❛  i  never  meant  to  hurt  you .  ❜ ❛  things  are  getting  bad  again .  ❜ ❛  you  should  go .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  said  enough .  ❜ ❛  how  dare  you ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  still  here ?  ❜ ❛  you  deserve  better .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  talk  about  it .  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  fix  this ?  ❜ ❛  why  do  you  hate  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  just  want  to  feel  something .  ❜ ❛  don’t  lie  to  me .  ❜ ❛  did  you  ever  care  about  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  regret  any  of  it .   not  a  single  thing .  ❜ ❛  how  could  you  say  that ?  ❜ ❛  i  never  asked  for  this .  ❜ ❛  this  isn’t  you .  ❜ ❛  i  need  to  go .   i  can’t  be  here .  ❜ ❛  what’s  that  supposed  to  mean ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  sober  enough  to  talk  about  this .  ❜ ❛  thank  you  for  being  gentle  with  me .  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  possibly  trust  you ?   after  all  you’ve  done ?  ❜ ❛  don’t  run  away  from  this .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  understand .  ❜ ❛  please ,  i  can’t  do  this  right  now .  ❜ ❛  can  you  forgive  me ?  ❜

[hauntyr]

@lastvessel sc.

it's no secret that hunters have major trust issues , a trait that comes with the job. bea is no exception to this , and perhaps she sometimes takes it a little too far. like now , for instance , as she holds a taser tightly in her hand. despite figuring out the man was also a hunter with a quick glance , it does nothing to dull the suspicion in her gaze. ❝ no sudden movements. i'll taze you in the balls , and leave you laying helpless in the sand whilst the tide comes in. ❞

[hauntyr]

psst like this & i'll send you some memes 💖

[hauntyr]

book dialogue starter call.        if you give this post a like , i’ll write you a starter based around a line of dialogue from a book i own. multis please specify muse(s) , and let me know if there’s a specific verse you’d like it set in! 💖

[soulrph]

breaking the ice prompts.

have you ever been too afraid to approach a mutual for plots and conversation? ever been intimidated by the idea of making that first step? then YOU need to know that ur valid and wonderful and it's natural but unnecessary to be afraid bc mutuals obviously wanna write with you if they followed you back. but u also need these prompts. ily. have some water. and some of these prompts--

" lovely/weird/terrible weather, huh? "

" hey! need some help? "

" sorry, i'm lost, could... could you help me? "

" i like your shirt! "

" woah, take it easy... you feeling okay? "

" oh my god, i'm so sorry! did i hurt you?! "

" you need to watch where you're going. "

" your shoelace is untied. "

" okay, don't panic, but i saw someone was following you for the last block. i thought i'd keep you company a while until they're gone? "

" walking home alone in the middle of the night is stupidly dangerous. come on. i'll keep you company a while. "

" hey! you left your wallet at the coffee shop. "

" see, normally people run AWAY from danger... who are you, again? other than the craziest person i've ever met. "

" engine trouble? "

" is this your dog? "

" don't i know you from somewhere...? "

" say, aren't you that one who was in the news this week? "

" i thought you looked familiar! "

" oh, man, i'm sorry! i'm so clumsy... "

" sorry, i've, uh... i've never eaten here before. what do you recommend? "

" excuse me? i could use a little help, if you don't mind... "

" oh! that was one nasty fall... are you alright? "

" come on. you'll catch your death, and my umbrella's big enough for two. "

" you know the host/hostess/couple/deceased? "

" not much of a party person, huh? "

" don't panic. i saw everything... you okay? "

" hey, uh... i just moved in next door. i thought i'd introduce myself. never know when you need a cup of sugar, right? "

" you're not from around here, huh? "

" help! help me! "

" was that person bothering you? "

" need some help with those? "

[hauntyr]

❛  they had british  accents?  that’s... hang on , what did they want to talk to you about?  were they well dressed?  snobby?  how many we- ❜

❛  woah , slow down.  two asshole men in expensive suits , wanted to talk about joining some organisation and uniting hunters.  forgot the name they gave...  ❜

❛  remember , now.  who were they?  ❜

❛  um...  letter men?  something about letters...  men of letters!  that’s it - hey, are you okay?  ❜

❛  i - uh... i have to go.  ❜

𝙱𝙴𝙰 + 𝚂𝟷𝟸  ||  𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙳𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝙰𝙱𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝙱𝙼𝙾𝙻.

[hauntyr]

BEA'S POLAROIDS.

[hauntyr]

book dialogue starter call.        if you give this post a like , i’ll write you a starter based around a line of dialogue from a book i own. multis please specify muse(s) , and let me know if there’s a specific verse you’d like it set in! 💖

[just-another-living-ghost]

I hate how deeply I crave affection and intimacy but how quickly I run from it. I hate that I wasn't loved in the way that I needed as a kid. I hate that I don't know how to be loved now

[hauntyr]

❛  this  is  where  the  body  was  found  ,  afraid  there’s  not  much  to  look  at.  ❜  

❛  thanks.  you  can  go  now.  ❜  

❛  miss  ,  i  don’t  think  you  should  be  alone  out  here.  what  with  bears  a- ❜ 

❛  i’ll  be  just  fine  ,  officer.  bears  are  the  least  of  my  concern  ,  trust  me.  ❜  

𝙱𝙴𝙰  +  𝚂𝟷𝟺   ||   𝙰  𝙷𝚄𝙽𝚃  𝙵𝙾𝚁  𝚃𝚁𝚄𝚃𝙷.

[hauntyr]

bea the type of person to tell you she’ll text you when she gets home and then just doesn’t 

[hauntyr]

𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙾𝙵 𝚆𝙰𝚈𝚂.

the  last  rays  of  sun  hit  the  glass  at  an  angle  that  makes  the  remaining  rum  glimmer  gold  ,  a  stained  glass  window  reflecting  on  an  old  picnic  bench.   the  paint  is  flaking  off  ,  the  wood  on  one  side  rotting  from  exposure  to  the  elements.   bea  picks  at  the  flakes  from  the  other  ,  less  worn  out  side.   her  fingernails  aren’t  a  pretty  side  ,  the  skin  picked  and  bitten  to  hell  ,  blood  and  dirt  packed  tight  underneath  from  the  latest  hunt.   she’s  sure  the  rest  of  her  looks  just  as  messed  up.   but  she’s  too  exhausted  to  care  ,  too  focused  on  the  success  and  the  bottle  on  the  table  to  be  bothered  about  how  she  looks.  across  from  her  sits  ellie  ,  looking  and  feeling  exactly  the  same.  

if  anyone  else  were  to  ask  to  join  on  a  simple  witch  job  ,  bea  would’ve  told  them  to  piss  off  and  be  done  with  it.   but  not  ellie  ,  never  ellie.   as  much  as  it  pains  her  to  admit  ,  she  can’t  say  no  to  the  person  who’s  saved  her  life  more  times  than  she  can  count.   her  company  isn’t  bad  either  –  not  that  she’d  tell  ellie  that.   it’s  like  she  knows  when  bea  needs  silence  ,  or  noise  ,  even  just  a  hug.

❝  you  stare  into  that  bottle  any  harder  ,  it  might  smash.  ❞    ellie’s  voice  brings  her  out  of  her  trance  ,  just  when  she  needs  it.  gaze  flickers  over  to  her  ,  and  bea  snorts  out  a  quiet  laugh.   she  suspects  her  friend  might  have  some  kind  of  mind-reading  powers.  it’s  a  theory  she’ll  have  to  test  when  she’s  had  some  rest.  

❝  actually  ,  i  was  hoping  to  fill  it  up  again.   bet  those  witches  could’ve  done  it.  ❞    bea’s  reply  comes  out  in  a  rasp  ,  throat  still  tender  from  whatever  spell  she’d  been  hit  with.   she’s  just  thankful  ellie  put  the  last  one  down  before  they  finished  the  incantation.   considering  how  their  previous  victims  had  died  ,  bea  knew  it  wouldn’t  end  pretty.  

it’s  ellie’s  turn  to  laugh  ,  shaking  her  head  a  little  before  picking  up  the  bottle  to  swirl  around.    ❝  damn  ,  we  should’ve  asked  them  for  a  trade  off.   unlimited  rum  for  their  lives.  ❞    she  pours  the  last  of  the  liquid  into  their  plastic  cups  ,  then  places  the  bottle  back  down.   it’s  an  empty  joke  ,  one  that  receives  a  hollow  laugh  from  bea.   the  moment  is  interrupted  by  the  beep  of  a  phone  ,  and  ellie  mutters  out  a  curse  before  downing  her  drink  and  standing  up.    ❝  gotta  go  ,  some  baby  hunter  needs  a  helping  hand  with  some  werewolves.  i’d  ask  if  you  wanna  come  bu-  ❞  

❝  but  i  always  say  no  ,  so  go.  ❞    bea  finished  for  her  ,  knocking  back  her  own  drink  but  makes  no  move  to  stand  up.   she’s  got  nowhere  else  to  be  right  now.   ellie  circles  the  table  and  bends  down  to  give  bea  a  quick  squeeze.   she  tries  so  prolong  it  but  bea  is  already  pushing  her  off.   ❝  okay  that’s  enough  physical  contact  for  the  month  ,  i’ll  see  you  later.   don’t  die.  ❞  

❝  oh  ,  my  beautiful  bea.   i  never  die.  ❞  

[hauntyr]

this might be a starter call?

[hauntyr]

anyways you should plot with me

[ohisms]

↪     ᵗʰᵉ 𝑫𝑼𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑻𝑶𝒀𝑩𝑶𝑿 .    (  a  collection  of  various unsorted sentence starters .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .   no longer updating .  )

why are you here ?

drive .  drive fast .

i think we should make an informed decision .

are you coming or not ?

you’ve been avoiding me .

[ name ] ,  what were you thinking ?

this should be your priority .

let me hold you for a minute .

get out of my way .  i won’t tell you again .

that wasn’t supposed to happen .

can you keep a secret ?

i don’t know what i did to deserve you .

you seriously think i could’ve done something like that ?

you’re safe with me .

sorry isn’t good enough .

where is all this coming from ?

who told you about that ?

sorry i’m late ,  i got caught up .

you’re being paranoid .

why are you looking at me like that ?

you’re the single most important thing to me .

all i’m asking is that you hear me out .

whatever they told you ,  it’s a lie .

we shouldn’t stick around here .

hold my hand ,  i don’t want to lose track of you .

[ name ]  …  truth or dare ?

i love you .  nothing’s gonna change that .

can you tell me what happened ?

you can’t come around here anymore .

back off ,  okay ?

what ,  you don’t have time for me anymore ?

you’re asking for too much .

i’m trying to start a new life .

what do you mean ,  you aren’t coming back ?

sometimes i think you must hate me .

why can’t we just talk about this ?

i know i fucked up ,  you can stop rubbing it in .

you’ve got quite a reputation .

i’m not usually like this ,  i’m sorry .

please ,  just let me explain myself .

i love watching you work .

we’re on the same team .

did you ever tell anyone ?

you’ve got a lot of explaining to do .

really funny ,  you’re very mature .

you call THAT a PLAN ?

can we get out of here ?

i thought things would be different .

this is not up for debate !

do whatever you have to do .

karma’s going to get you for that .

it could’ve been a lot worse .

i asked you to leave me out of this .

maybe it’s time to take a leap of faith .

i never want to see you again .

can you see how many fingers i’m holding up ?

i’m gonna be there when you get what’s coming to you .

you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me .

i’ve been waiting all night for this .

i told you not to contact me .

sometimes i really think you have a death wish .

what do you need ?  —  what can i do ?

i would do literally anything to keep you safe .

that was supposed to be a secret .

you haven’t called me that in years .

stop telling me to calm down !

we make a pretty good team .

i have so much i want to say to you .

i’m not going to let anyone hurt you .

can we please not do this right now ? 

wait ,  wait  …  just breathe for a second .

how are you holding up ?

why don’t you stay the night ?  i’ll take the couch .

i don’t need your protection !

you’re not making this easier on yourself .

are you going to let me in ?

i’m supposed to be protecting you .

i will kill you if i have to .

do whatever you have to do .

this is going to hurt ,  i’m sorry .

what happened to you ,  where have you been ?!

there was nothing you could’ve done .

you’re all i need right now .

i don’t believe in love at first sight .

have you been following me ?

i need you to believe me .

what do you remember ?

i’m not a good person .

what the hell’s going on with you ?

you’re being followed .

just when i thought my day couldn’t be any worse .

i’ve been having weird dreams .

so you’ve been lying to me this whole time ?

are you trying to get us killed ?

this is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me .

i never asked for your help .

you’re being followed ,  pretend you know me .

why has it started to feel different with you ?

don’t worry ,  i have a plan .

i heard everything .

do you need to sit down ?

i have the right to know what’s going on .

i’ve just gotta catch my breath .

stay out of my business .

what did you think was going to happen ?!

don’t cause a scene .

tell me something about you that i don’t know .

can i buy you a drink ?

what if  …  we played spin the bottle ?

this was never a problem until  [ name ]  came around .

you can’t ask me to make that choice .

are you seeing anyone right now ?

i need you to listen to me ,  we don’t have long .

you’re lying ,  that doesn’t make any sense .

you look  …  stunning .

what are you trying to prove ?

who died and made you the boss of me ?

you can’t just show up here like this .

let me make it up to you .

there’s no way i’m leaving you like this .

can we stay like this ?  just for a little longer .

i don’t need you to fight for me .

so  …  you lied to me ?

you’re the only one that can help me .

i can’t help you if you won’t let me .

i never introduced myself ,  i’m [ name ] .

i expected more from you .

you have no idea who i am ,  do you ?

are you real ?  is this real ?

can i stay with you ?  just for the night .

you’re going to get yourself killed .

why did you help me ?

tell me what i can do to help .

pick a card ,  any card .

i never wanted any of this .

i love you .   you don’t have to say it back .

do you wanna get out of here ?

what the hell are you talking about ?

i should have trusted you .

get your head out of the clouds .

how is any of this MY fault ?!

what aren’t you telling me ?

i can’t help you if you won’t let me .

it’s never just one with you ,  is it ?

you’re not supposed to know about that .

shut your mouth .

i haven’t kissed you yet ,  today .

where is this coming from ?

come over here and make me ,  then .

keep lying to yourself ,  see where it gets you .

i’m not a bad person .

is that what you wanted to hear ?

we can’t be seen together .

i can’t give you what you want .

i need you to leave .

are you drunk ?

i’m here ,  i’m here .  i’m not going anywhere .

you might want to take a seat for this .

have you been listening to anything i’ve said ?

i haven’t heard from you in weeks .

you’re jealous ,  aren’t you ?

who do you think you’re talking to ?

what are you reading ?

you could’ve killed me !

come on ,  we don’t have time for this .

i just need ten minutes of silence .

really ?  that’s all you have to say ?

we could leave ,  you know .  go far away .

you don’t look too good .

i never want to see you again .

why can’t you just leave me alone ?

i thought you died .

you’ll do anything for attention .

give me another chance .

how’s the weather up there ?

all you do is hurt people !

i’m sorry ,  none of this makes sense .

you need to get out of here before anyone sees you .

i told you i didn’t want you around here .

is that supposed to be a threat ?

you’ve changed .

don’t look at me like that .

it’s a beautiful day ,  don’t you think ?

i did what i had to do .

you never know when to stop .

i’ve got to get home ,  it’s getting late .

i have nothing to prove to you .

stop LYING to me  …  all you do is lie .

you don’t have to be nice to everybody .

don’t tell me what to do .

pull your head out of the past .

nobody can help me .  i can’t even help me .

we are not talking about that right now .

are you new around here ?

you have no idea what you’re starting .

i’m gonna get us out of here .

whatever you came here to say ,  i don’t want to hear it .

everyone’s staring at us .

is there anything i can do to help ?

i won’t cause you any more trouble .

– just follow my instructions for once !

do you want to come in ?

i just didn’t know what to do .

you need rest ,  lie down .

i’m not who you think i am .

i don’t know what you want me to say .

you’re not like anyone else i’ve ever met .

i feel like i’m going insane .

stop asking ,  you’re not going to like my answer .

i didn’t want you to see me any differently .

i wish i knew what to say to you .

don’t give me that look ,  you know what i mean .

you should be afraid .

do you still love me ?

i never thought i’d get this far .

the world doesn’t revolve around you .

i need you to give me some space .

i know what you’re doing ,  don’t play games .

you left me to die .

i’m beyond repentance .

when are you going to get it through your head ?

i missed you more than i thought i would .

i’m in love with you .

what do you need from me ?

i’ll kill them ,   just say the word .

[ name ] ,   what are you doing here ?

how can i help ?

you’re pathetic .

i need you to come pick me up .

where have you been ?  it’s eleven o’clock .

i couldn’t live with myself if i let you get hurt .

i can’t just pretend it didn’t happen .

you’re a real piece of work .

do you remember how we first met ?

when did all of this fall apart ?

that’s not what i came here for .

i would do anything for you .

i don’t need you to hold my hand through this .

are you sure this is the right thing to do ?

can’t we try to pretend things are okay ?

what is THAT supposed to mean ?

you’re always late ,  what am i supposed to think ?

there’s nothing you can do to fix this .

you’re far too kind to me .

can we go now ?  like ,  right now ?

i have to do this alone .

where’s your common sense ?

we aren’t supposed to be in here .

can you feel my heartbeat ?

i think i’ve seen you around before .

why are you acting weird ?

i have a really bad feeling .

i hate seeing you like this .

how am i supposed to react to that ?

what do you want most in the world ?

[hauntyr]

don't mind me just thinking about bea finding out the bmol are in america and her dry heaving in the bathroom of some motel for like an hour