featuring: @hautelysian and annaki
One could argue that he was enjoying his time at the party more when he was tagged around by the sisters with whom he’d shared a womb than any of the other guests attending the party — there was inseparability founded by more than their birthright, vermillion shades and the distant memories hewn of flesh singing from the bone and peeling apart. There was seven years that capsized the time spent with the taller of the sisters, and peculiarly, they fell into stride together as if Goliath had never wedged a rift between them all. Aside from the love of his life, the siblings he’d grown up stitched at the hip to enacted a soothing bell amid the overwhelming burble of talking heads and dizzying light fixtures. The six months that Atlas had arrived in town, the pair of redheads were not confounded by her isolation into the tiny trailer she’d rented for a while — instead, they bid the same effort that Annaki would have if the sybarite had fumbled into an episode of tacit catatonia and shut himself in. They ventured, they nurtured, and they fashioned a raft out of one another. If he were still a religious man, he would have recalled something of repetition to him over the years — God will not part these waters, but we can.
“Você está confortável?” the artisan was addressing them both as the role of gracious co-host’s husband this evening, a sincere undertone as a hand came to rest upon Atlas’ arm. He smiled with the ease of running water, scarcely known to many in attendance, and as the only brother in the trio — and the tallest — he relaxed his shoulders and offered a free hand to the both of them. Petite in proportion, his small hand loped through Atlas’, turning the back of her hand over and commenting wryly, “Den kálypses to tatouáz sou.” A set of matching ones — a significance of their bond and morbidly, a gateway of identification should the stroke of ill fate ever befall one of them as it had claimed other family members, not by blood but by youth. “I’m glad that you decided to come. I’m a mite out of my element when Micah is not around,” Atticus admitted, a fragmenting of Mancunian slang sneaking into his husky intonation.
theirs was not a willing presence. indeed, atlas’s attention was fixed elsewhere, upon hues of blued memories, discoloured from a drowning of self-medication. alcohol would not placate their heart palpitations but, fuck, atlas was willing to try.
for in her hand was a bottle of curaçao. they were a present-day van gogh, nourishing themselves with blue paint to match their veins and their sorrow and their heart ache.
the presence of their siblings should have been a comfort. but isolation carved into their sides and removed atticus and annaki from their flesh. no longer conjoint, atlas had been left to spill blood and guts from her open wounds and had done so alone for seven years’ time.
though try as her siblings might「 and, yes, they certainly did try 」to provide support and mending, it took half this year to satiate the hungry ghosts that dog her memories. six months spent embalming the remains of the atlas from prior and embroidering their bodily vessel with a new soul.
this atlas is not known for parties. perhaps, then, she should suggest her siblings seek out her miroir, someone more suited for the glamours of living.
she draws out a sigh through pursed lips, hallowed eyes shifting to the mirrored gazes of her siblings. atlas licks blood from one receding cuticle as she considers her words, tasting them upon her lead-coated tongue. ❝ my love for you both is the one thing i will never hide, ❞ though cracked fingertips do find the inked skin and massage the area thrice.
❝ please remember, i’m only here to support you. my stay this evening won’t be long. ❞
for atlas had transcended beyond the elements. though atticus may feel outside of his own, atlas has sought her own element to be in and found none. hers was a stature of folded arms and impassive glares to the sorry few that spared a glance in her direction. her scowl, too, would not upturn for many; only the daycare children and her siblings.
❝ how do you suggest we spend our time? ❞