…so I’ve decided to play myslef whilst I figure out next steps.
I find blogging about my T&D adventures humiliating. Which by itself turns me on! Weird huh. I also always take pictures; in case some takes an interest and makes me post them hence deepening my humiliation for someone else’s pleasure.
(I’m certain I’d make a good sub you know!)
I started the day with half an hour of edging over my Tumblr feed.
At lunch I took 2x hair bands and used them both as a very tight cock ring to go around my shaft and balls, making me uncomfortable and hard. Then using a high speed bullet vibe tied to my shaft with a girl pink ribbon I edged again for 20 mintues.
I should state now, I hate the bullet vibe! On every speed it has, within seconds, I’m coming without proper stimulation. This proceeded to be a very, very long 20 minutes. The longest gap I gave myself was no more than 20 seconds, the shorter gaps just 2 to 3 seconds. I lost count of how many times I hit the edge in that session but it felt like hundreds.
Again I know my role so I ensured every single drop of pre-cum I had was licked off my fingers (despite my not really enjoying it!). Believe when I tell you I licked more pre-cum in that 20 play than I’ve ever licked. I was throbbing with desire, panting and breathless at 20 minutes. I couldn’t wait to untie it and try to calm down. I’ve never pushed that hard before; not certain I could again without being made to TBH. It was hellish! Shame there was no one to enjoy it I guess.
After lunch I decided to proceed with some more torture. I lubed (with Durex Tingle) a large butt plug and inserted it. Placed some nipple clamps on (not clover clamps as they could honestly make me cry!) and locked my cock away in the steel chastity device.
I then settled down to 20 miuntes of new videos from the Barefoot Princess. This was again a truly intense session.
I was desperate to cum and the burning senstaion of the lube on the plug pressing hard against my burgeoning prostate had me futily trying to hump the inside of the chastity deivce that was crushing my balls and squeezing the life out of my desperate cock.
This session had me physically moaning out and loud and desperately trying to fuck the butt plug like a horny little girl in a desperate attempt to get some release. Needless to say it didn’t work! I did drip everywhere though. *shame*
This afternoon I had another 30 minute session of simply stroking my cock with baby oil and 1 finger.
Right now, a simple hand holding my cock would make me cum; I’m that close.
I took plenty of pictures. *cringes*
It’s been over 10 days since I last came. I have another session of teasing to do at 7pm this evening. And I’m home all day tomorrow too. What should I do tonight and during the day tomorrow? Feel free to contribute! Just please, no more bullet vibe! *begs and bows*
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