Hayter/Icarys/Jynx

| 16 | ASD, ADHD | Taxidermist, Artist | Genderqueer, Pan COMMISSIONS OPEN :] Current HFs/SpIns: Pokémon, dinosaurs, OCs, Metal Gear Solid, Berserk https://pronouny.xyz/u/icarys https://ko-fi.com/livingdead

[hayter-draws]

Made a new closed species, paid through PayPal KoFi or gift cards maybe ill accept art trades . Now excuse me while i go sleep ⚰️ oh yeah and both of those adopts in there are open still . USD

[autistic-af]

Medical Professionals: "Only professionally diagnosed autistics count as autistic."

Self-dxing Autistics: "Okay. I'd like to be diagnosed. I have all these symptoms and meet the criteria."

Medical Professionals: "No."

[catgirlapologist]

no but we gotta talk about how the way y’all reduce “neurodivergent” to just mean autism and adhd erases and harms other neurodivergent groups. neurodivergency encompasses SO many different conditions like ocd, schizospec disorders (schizophrenia, schizoaffective disorder, etc), personality disorders, bipolar disorder, tourette’s, dyslexia, dyspraxia, dysgraphia, dyscalculia and countless others. we all have a lot of experiences in common but all of these groups have their unique experiences as well. however, when neurodivergency and the oppression neurodivergent people face is discussed in online spaces, all of these other conditions barely get acknowledged. yes, our experiences aren’t all the same but we do have lots of things in common and it feels both frustrating and othering to see that get dismissed. when you say “neurodivergent” when you only mean autism and adhd you erase other nd groups from their own community by not taking their experiences into account. 

a lot of these conditions are already heavily demonized and othered, and seeing us be erased from our own community is hurtful. often we get treated as if the oppression we face based on our neurodivergency isn’t as severe as the oppression autistic people and people with adhd face based on their neurodivergency. the notion that the oppression we face is not as severe actively harms us because it dismisses our struggles and therefore enables our oppression.

please make sure to keep other neurodivergent conditions in mind when you talk about neurodivergency and don’t just reduce it to mean autism and adhd

[13faeinapenguinsuit]

Do you support minor self diagnosis?

I started cracking my knuckles in fifth grade. My parents asked me why, and I told them it made the pain go away. My parents told me that I was too young for my joints to hurt, and that I would ruin them if I kept cracking them.

By the time was fourteen or fifteen and entering high school, I hadn’t stopped cracking my knuckles. The hurt more, and the relief was more. I was convinced that I had arthritis.

My parents told me that I was too young to have arthritis.

Fast forward thirty seven years when my joints take a dive and I cannot even get out of bed on some days. I take chemo therapy pills twice a week, and I have two injections of chemotherapy ever four months. I have to take two medications every day just to manage the pain the chemotherapy doesn’t cover.

This at least allows me to get out of bed and on most days it allows me to go to school. It doesn’t make the pain go away, and on bad days I want to cry it gets so bad.

The diagnosis? Early Onset Rheumatoid Arthritis.

It went unchecked for twenty five years, my immune system eating away at my joints like a buffet even though I wanted to go to the doctor from day one.

If I had gone to the doctor and I had been wrong - they found nothing - well, we would have been out a few bucks for the doctor’s visit.If I was right - and I was right - I would have been treated for 20 years.

If I had gone to the doctor on my insistence that I had arthritis at fifteen, I would not be in pain today. This would have been treated twenty years go.

Do I support minor self diagnosis?

Yes. Absolutely.

I would rather a minor self diagnose and be wrong than a minor ignore their body and suffer for 20 years like me. No one is harmed by listening to a minor and taking their concerns seriously. But that minor might be harmed for the rest of their life you ignore them.

My choice is always to listen to the minors about their bodies.

[hayter-draws]

Some REALLLYY old art just cause i keep forgetting to post and I've been having trouble with motivation lately . I did these sometime in January.

That face on the bottom was from scorpys (Socpens) twitch stream , cant remember the context but i think he was showing us wrestling figures???

[hayter-draws]

ZOROARK BIDDING ADOPTS

Bids end 24 hours after the most recent offer!

GTAV CURLY SABER ‼️ SB $25 / AB $70

GTAV STANDARD ‼️ SB $20 / AB $65

SATURATED CURLY ‼️ SB $15 / AB $55

PASTEL SABER ‼️ SB $10 / AB $30

I also accept art and other character designs if you can't do PayPal, KoFi, or gift cards! The auction is also open on my Instagram, @/icarys.art :]

If you would like close-ups of certain details, have questions, or would like to place a bid, please DM me either here or on insta!

[hayter-draws]

Changed my mind since it's been months of working on these and waiting and nobody is interested lmao .

Offer to adopt, what's marked as the "sb" is the minimum amount I'm asking for the character, offer anything you want as long as it's that value or higher, including art of your own. I'm not very interested in other characters at the moment, but I'll take a look if that's all you can do.

Offer the amount marked "ab", and I'll throw in some art of the character with any completion/size of your choice.

Like the idea, but not these particular adopts? No worries! I can make a custom Zoroark design, and you can pay whatever you want over $15. I'll time it and apply my state's minimum wage, and if you choose to pay me that, I'll throw in the same benefits as the adopts' "ab" amount.

Don't like Zoroark? That's also cool! Message me your favorite Pokémon, and we might be able to figure something out ;]

My commission price sheet is here!

My Instagram account is here!

My Ko-Fi is here!

I don't need the money for an emergency, but I'm trying to save up so i can move out of an abusive household by the time i turn 19 (within the next 3 years). I'm a jobless, mentally ill, disabled, and transgender minor, so I'm hoping that selling art-related things can help me gain confidence and, in the future, afford things like gender-affirming treatment and maybe even a service animal. You don't have to support me if you dont want to or cant at the moment, but i feel like it might be important to share WHY I'm doing this. I really enjoy making these things, so I'll probably keep going no matter the interest i get from them, but Id appreciate the encouragement and support anyway LMAO--

[hayter-draws]

Yeah I'm just gonna rewrite this post BSBSBBS its so messy that it's starting to make me mad . Coming up soon

[hayter-draws]

ZOROARK BIDDING ADOPTS

Bids end 24 hours after the most recent offer!

GTAV CURLY SABER ‼️ SB $25 / AB $70

GTAV STANDARD ‼️ SB $20 / AB $65

SATURATED CURLY ‼️ SB $15 / AB $55

PASTEL SABER ‼️ SB $10 / AB $30

I also accept art and other character designs if you can't do PayPal, KoFi, or gift cards! The auction is also open on my Instagram, @/icarys.art :]

If you would like close-ups of certain details, have questions, or would like to place a bid, please DM me either here or on insta!

[hayter-draws]

Changed my mind since it's been months of working on these and waiting and nobody is interested lmao .

Offer to adopt, what's marked as the "sb" is the minimum amount I'm asking for the character, offer anything you want as long as it's that value or higher, including art of your own. I'm not very interested in other characters at the moment, but I'll take a look if that's all you can do.

Offer the amount marked "ab", and I'll throw in some art of the character with any completion/size of your choice.

Like the idea, but not these particular adopts? No worries! I can make a custom Zoroark design, and you can pay whatever you want over $15. I'll time it and apply my state's minimum wage, and if you choose to pay me that, I'll throw in the same benefits as the adopts' "ab" amount.

Don't like Zoroark? That's also cool! Message me your favorite Pokémon, and we might be able to figure something out ;]

My commission price sheet is here!

My Instagram account is here!

My Ko-Fi is here!

I don't need the money for an emergency, but I'm trying to save up so i can move out of an abusive household by the time i turn 19 (within the next 3 years). I'm a jobless, mentally ill, disabled, and transgender minor, so I'm hoping that selling art-related things can help me gain confidence and, in the future, afford things like gender-affirming treatment and maybe even a service animal. You don't have to support me if you dont want to or cant at the moment, but i feel like it might be important to share WHY I'm doing this. I really enjoy making these things, so I'll probably keep going no matter the interest i get from them, but Id appreciate the encouragement and support anyway LMAO--

[hayter-draws]

I'd meant to post yesterday but i felt bad in tha head woops have a trainersona it's a bit of an old piece though (May 28)

His name is Forzen, but you could call him Ty or Forz (it/he). It grew up in Unova, later moving to Johto, where he began to get interested in the gym challenge. Its first Pokémon was a Mareep named Nico, who is docile, yet enjoys fighting. He evolved into Flaaffy a short time after they arrived in Johto. Nico was relatively high-level when it happened.

Forzen's first Pokémon in Johto was a Cyndaquil called BaoZhan, and the rest of its team consists of Volcarona, Galvantula, Amped Toxtricity, and Frosmoth. His favorite Pokémon types are bug and electric.

I don't have much in mind right now for its story, but he does have a trainer friend who may or may not be his boyfriend. Also may or not be my partner's trainersona lmao-

[hayter-draws]

Just some old doodles (April 9) because I've forgotten to post the last few days 👍 the character + art on the left is my partner's, you can find him on Instagram at @/vortex.toucan >:]

The character on the left is Scott (he/him) and the one in the middle is one of my sonas, Icarus (it/he) :]

[hayter-draws]

Nobody asked, and yet, i still provide... Even more HTH /nsx

This time i have cartoonified Bayonetta . Yes. And if you're wondering why she has stubs of broken antlers my partner and i headcanon her as a transwoman ✨

[hayter-draws]

UNSTOPPABLE NEVADEAN CHAMPION!!!

It's MY first time drawing Tricky and I get to go overboard and use text !!! Funny little clown i love him so much and I've known him for less than two weeks. Hes just a funky lil dude

[hayter-draws]

M a n

I had a post in drafts that i was gonna post yesterday but i forgot :/

so here, have a tiky instead

[hayter-draws]

ZOROARK BIDDING ADOPTS

Bids end 24 hours after the most recent offer!

GTAV CURLY SABER ‼️ SB $25 / AB $70

GTAV STANDARD ‼️ SB $20 / AB $65

SATURATED CURLY ‼️ SB $15 / AB $55

PASTEL SABER ‼️ SB $10 / AB $30

I also accept art and other character designs if you can't do PayPal or KoFi! The auction is also open on my Instagram, @/icarys.art :]

If you would like close-ups of certain details, have questions, or would like to place a bid, please DM me either here or on insta!

[hayter-draws]

More Happy Tree Harem (/nsx!!!) because i am a simple little man . Solid Snake 👍

I see one hyperfixation and i see another and i smush them together like kids' dolls and i yell KISS KISS KISS and boom . These things are created

[hayter-draws]

Commission price sheet 👍

EDIT: There was a mistype. Woops! A fully colored "Waist and Up" drawing is actually $23, NOT $25. Additionally, headshots DO use the same brush and style as the rest of the examples; unfortunately, i didn't have an updated example of a headshot at the time of making this.

I also will draw in the Happy Tree Friends style. $8 per character if they're a species already existing in the series (squirrel, bear, etc.), and $10 if they aren't the species of a main character (dog, cat, etc.). DM me here or on Instagram (@/icarys.art) if you have questions or are interested.

Payment is PayPal/Ko-Fi only. I can use whatever palette you want, I'm just more comfortable with neon and bright colors.

[hayter-draws]

Happy Tree Friends OC/persona for a dumb little au BSBSBSB

Dumb little hyperfixation momence 👍 its name is Waffles (he/it) and the entire au is based off of a DIFFERENT au in which all my partner and my favorite characters live together and interact. We call it The Harem. Thus? This must be Happy Tree Harem /nsx

[hayter-draws]

I don't have a name for it yet, but it's a superhero (or. Well. An antihero.) AU of one of my sonas. I cant remember what i named the venom looking thing but i basically recreated Venom by accident a day before knowing anything about it. Anyway feel free to click for better quality i dont know how to work this thing

Its story is pretty spotty for right now, but they're a telikinetic/mind reader type hero, basic outline of its story is that it was a well-known hero, it had the accident where it got the parasite, everyone forgot about hero, it wreaks havoc under the parasite control, villain was sent to control it because he can't do evil science things on the population if there is no population, hero gets put in isolation basically and just teaches new heroes from its isolation place and the villain comes by to treat the parasite a bit