Thank you @thereal-lucifer-kingofhell and @voxpopulidei for giving this cursed yet hilarious idea 😂 I imagine Vox making the windows sound when shutting down (domdomdomdoooo)
I try to find time to draw the other page (s) this week.
I created some new stickers, keychains, standees, and pins! If you would like me to make something with previous art or a new design you're welcome to let me know! Avaliable here: https://acggoods.com/store/inkdreamsbeloved
I've been wondering. How do Alastor and Mimzy react each other's birthdays as well as their own? I imagine Alastor is the type who prefers not to make a big deal of it and would rather not celebrate. Mimzy is probably the polar opposite and loves being pampered and celebrated.
Pretty much. But also, I think Alastor doesn't really remember when his birthday is.
Bonus meme: POV u summon a demon and end up here (not canon)
Finally part 13! Here u go 🤲
The first page has been done forever, but I had so much trouble boarding and organizing the next few pages 😩 wanted to make sure it fit well. Good news is the next page is done, and the page after that has been boarded.
Plus a lil meme preview of the next page (not fully canon lol, maybe just internally) :3
another reason i love alastor is because he's for the people with Disorders.
the absolute worst thing to ever ever EVER happen to a disordered person, especially those of us with anxiety based disorders (or disorders with a side effect of anxiety) is for our fears and/or unhealthy coping mechanisms to be validated. and in most media where a disordered character takes the focus, writers try to show them Not being validated, to show that the Disorder is Lying and you can get better!! the disorder is lying to you and you need to know that!
but alastor? oh hell no. every fear and maladaptive habit he has is validated over and over, and it just pushes him further into his poor coping mechanisms and one day it's gonna get him. oh it's gonna.
analysis posted per the request of my honorable mutual @alastor-insanity, who got to hear all this first. when the dm reply reads "you should post this actually," who am i to refuse the call?
i think specifically of his hyperindependence. in the season 1 finale, alastor remarks to niffty that the hotel crew is enough to "make one sentimental." i genuinely don't think that he was lying in that moment. he didn't really have a reason to. he was starting to care a bit for these people, and maybe he even slightly believed that they cared back. yet, in the back of his head, he likely kept telling himself that they didn't care, that he shouldn't care, that the only person he can rely on is himself and it will Always be like that.
and then he loses to adam. and no one gives a shit. no one asks if he's okay, no one erects a statue or painting to honor his (for all they know) death, no one even inquires about him. and alastor is validated for his disordered thinking; he's proven right. he receives the negative reinforcement he was expecting and it only pushes him further and further down this trail.
in season 2, alastor goes to rosie and, in his own way, asks for help. he asks for her to fix his staff because that was part of their deal, and while unfortunate, rosie is one of the only other things he can rely on besides himself and his power because she's granted it to him. rosie says no, so alastor immediately launches himself into a plan independent of rosie, of any of the hotel crew, and hell, something that while intelligent is so damn impulsive and you can tell he wasn't quite happy with those consequences, despite getting what he wanted. and that's the thing...he ends up getting what he wants. he's free from rosie, he can fix his own staff. his disorder behavior is rewarded because he receives what he initially asked for help for, all by himself.
alastor's worldview, one where he believes that the only reliant person that will ever exist is himself, is not a healthy one. it prevents not only interpersonal relationships, but also one's own personal growth, and causes a ton of damage to someone's mental state. most people expect for their disordered worldviews to be challenged, because the thoughts are disordered and, at their core, incorrect, born from trauma rather than fact.
alastor is a unique representation in media because his disordered behaviors and thoughts are constantly validated, rewarded, and reinforced. as someone who experiences the same thing in my own life, i genuinely can't think of any other obviously disordered character who is heavily reinforced like this. and it's so refreshing.
but oh, is it going to be heartbreaking to keep watching.
This marks the end of chapter one 🥳 chapter 2 here we go! Vox can now get his claws and wires on human Alastor, and he could not be happier about it hehe
I make it a personal challenge to always improve the line art with each comic piece.
Anyhow, more of the mini comic inspired by Kidokear's one-shot "Show's Over" to come. Here are a couple of panels as a preview of what's to come. Nothing but good, quality times.
The link to the fan fiction is found here:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/77804896
I'm still on holiday, but I can feel a lot of the pressure that has built up over the last year finally lifting. The downside is that the urge to draw the pain out is also getting less, but I'm trying to integrate art into my daily life without being in crisis mode (any tipps are highly appreciated).
However, I also want to cherish these last few crazy months and since I love having something physical in hand, I've started making a book for myself, and it' feels super awesome to see my progress but also to read all the comments and conversations again (still thinking about, how to integrate them into the book)
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