you're always such a dear @hazelderiva - Tumblr Blog

pinned post!

gifs by jaal <3

hi im your local nile river, and im always doing my very best. im a 30 year old office lady. any pronouns work for me.

bsky

twitter

ao3

fandoms that im currently occupied in:

#pinned post

gjjuddmk2

creepymutelilbugger

#MEEEEEE #THANK YOU MAGS

dollsahoy

the exercise lady whose videos I follow says things like "Exercise is a celebration of what you can do, not punishment for what you ate" and "Think of some small thing you've wanted to change, and try making that change just for today so you don't stress yourself out over a major change" and "The brain craves blood"

fluffielox

i love the excellent things this lady has said

redbatchedcumbermayned

@hazelderiva

#nile queue #thank you fran! <3

kiyomitakada

people who dont maintag: here is a full analysis of a scene where i write out what each character considered the situation to be, why their pasts made them react the way they did, and why the eventual misunderstanding was as avoidable as it was inevitable… #rambles #idk if this means anything so i wont spam tags ^^;

people who do maintag: i hate blorbo #blorbo #from my shows

helenvaughans

#nile queue

allsadnshit

I feel like one of the biggest life hacks I've found after my twenties is that gravitating towards people who define themselves by what they love and are rather than what they oppose or aren't tends to lead to people who are more generally nice to be around

#nile queue

hiveswap

big fan of when you peel back all layers of a character and at the bottom of it there's love

hiveswap

why are they doing this? because they loved someone so much it caused the plot to happen. Grief counts btw

hiveswap

ESPECIALLY a big fan of when this isn't enough to make them a good person

#nile queue

mythalism

caleb xia is like. he’s your big brother. he's your mother. he’s your father. he's all you've ever known. he’s you. you're him. where do you end and where does he begin? he’s alive. he’s dead. he’s alive. hes your other half. he loves you. he’s lying to you. he loves you. he's lying to you. he will smother you. he would never hurt you. his hands are so gentle. they’re braiding your hair. they're stroking your cheek. they’re around your wrists. they're around your throat. he would never hurt you. he’s the reason you’re alive. you’re the reason he exists. he's a puppy who was weaned too early and cant stop peeing on the couch. he's pathetic. he's a rabid dog with someone's throat still stuck in his teeth. he makes sure you eat every night. he does the dishes afterwards. he would eat you instead if he could. he would swallow you whole. he made you your favorite drink. why aren't you drinking it? don't you trust him? he's setting you free. he’s locking you away. he's the bird in the cage. you're the dead lizard impaled on his beak. he’s a black hole. you can’t escape. he’s a white hole. you wouldn't even want to.

#thats my man everyone #nile queue

luna-azzurra

Forbidden Romance Sentence Starters!!

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "we can't keep meeting like this. someone's going to notice."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "i know this is wrong, but i can't seem to stay away from you."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "if they find out about us, everything falls apart. you understand that, right?"

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "delete that message. delete all of them. we can't leave evidence."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "you need to stop looking at me like that in public."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "meet me at midnight. you know where. come alone."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "we could run away together. leave all of this behind. just say the word."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "this is the last time. i mean it. ...why don't i ever mean it?"

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "i'm supposed to hate you. my family would disown me if they knew."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "pretend you don't know me when they ask. please. for both our sakes."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "every rule we break brings us closer to disaster."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "you're engaged to someone else. i'm just... what? what am i to you?"

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "they'll never accept us. we're from completely different worlds."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "i lied to everyone i care about just to be here with you tonight."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "this secret is killing me, but losing you would kill me faster."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "we have to choose. them or us. there's no middle ground anymore."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "i dream about a world where loving you isn't a crime."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "stop sending me flowers. people are starting to ask questions."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "one stolen moment with you is worth a thousand proper lifetimes without."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "they're watching. act natural. pretend i'm nothing to you."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "when this all falls apart—and it will—promise you won't regret me."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "i've never broken a rule in my life until i met you."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "we're playing with fire. eventually, we're going to get burned."

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 "choose me. just once. choose me over everything else."

#i need a cecilia and matvei tag rraaaaAAAAUUUGGHHH #nile queue

meanao3thoughts

a feel like the new generation of fanfic readers NEED to understand that clicking on a fic (interaction) does nothing. ao3 has no algorithm. your private discord discussions of fic do not reach the authors. if you do not actively engage with writers they will stop posting. this isn’t social media this is community.

#nile queue