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Summary: Weโre going back to the summer that started it all. Long before Carterโs matchmaking scheme, you, Jack, and Robby spent one life-changing summer together at the family cabin, and we finally begin to see how you and Jack fell in love and why the two of you never ended up together.
Warnings: age gap, mutual pining, brotherโs best friend, references to Jack joining the Army, protective Robby, mild jealousy, flirting, nostalgic young love, eventual heartbreak, Reader is nineteen, and Jack is twenty-one
Authorโs Note: Surprise! Flashback chapter! Weโre stepping away from the present for a few chapters so we can finally experience Jack and Readerโs summer together instead of only hearing about it. This is where everything began: the cabin, the country club, the Jeep, and two people falling much harder than either of them intended. And yes, we are finally going to learn why they arenโt together now.
Xoxo, Del
| Prologue | Chpt. 1 | Chpt. 2 |
The Robinavitch cabin appeared between the trees at the end of a narrow gravel road, exactly as you remembered it.
Small. Weathered. Slightly crooked.
The dark green shutters needed repainting, one corner of the screened porch sagged lower than the other, and the wooden steps leading to the front door had faded silver beneath years of sun and lake water.
Beyond the cabin, the lake flashed between the trees.
You leaned closer to the passenger-side window as Robby slowed the car.
His dark hair had grown long enough to fall across his forehead, and the beard he had cultivated during the semester made him look older, right up until he opened his mouth.
โYou say that like you havenโt been talking about this summer for months,โ you said.
Robby kept his attention on the gravel road.
โI was talking about the lake,โ he clarified. โThe cabin remains a death trap.โ
You looked into the back seat.
Two suitcases, a duffel bag, several grocery sacks, and an unreasonable number of Robbyโs textbooks had been wedged together with no recognizable system.
โYou packed your entire pre-med program,โ you observed.
Robby pulled into the clearing beside the cabin.
โIโm trying not to forget everything before fall,โ Robby explained.ย
โYou brought three anatomy books,โ you said.
Robby shifted the car into park.
โOne is physiology,โ he corrected.
โThat does not improve the situation,โ you replied.
Robby removed the keys from the ignition and looked toward you.
โYou mocked me when I failed my first organic chemistry exam,โ he reminded you.
You unfastened your seat belt.
โI mocked you because you said carbon had a personal vendetta against you,โ you corrected.
โIt did,โ Robby insisted.
You opened your door and stepped into the warm afternoon air.
The smell reached you first.
Sun-warmed pine. Damp earth. Lake water. The faint, familiar trace of old wood baking beneath the summer heat.
For the first time since finishing your final exams, something inside you loosened.
You closed the car door and looked past the cabin toward the narrow dock.
The aluminum fishing boat was still tied beside it, knocking gently against one of the posts.
โYou think the boat runs?โ you asked.
Robby climbed out on the other side of the car.
โIt barely ran last summer,โ he answered.
โSo no,โ you concluded.
Robby opened the back door.
โI didnโt say that,โ he argued.
โYou didnโt have to,โ you replied.
Robby pulled one of the grocery boxes toward him. The bottom immediately bowed. He tightened his grip around it.
โYou could help,โ he suggested.
You walked around the car and reached for your suitcase.
โIโm emotionally supporting you,โ you told him.
โThe pasta sauce is about to fall through the bottom,โ Robby warned.
โYou should have packed better,โ you replied.
Robby stared at you over the roof of the car.
โYouโve been here thirty seconds,โ he said.
โAnd Iโve already identified the problem,โ you pointed out.
Robby adjusted the box against his chest.
โIโm going to make you sleep outside,โ he threatened.
You pulled your suitcase free.
โYou need me,โ you reminded him.
Robby started toward the porch.
โFor what?โ he asked.
You dragged your suitcase over the gravel behind him.
โSomeone has to make sure you eat something besides bar peanuts and whatever the kitchen sends back,โ you explained.
Robby glanced over his shoulder.
โI survived an entire school year without you,โ he argued.
โYou called me because you forgot how long chicken lasts in the refrigerator,โ you reminded him.
Robby stopped at the bottom step and turned toward you.
โIt smelled fine,โ he defended.
โIt was gray,โ you said.
โThat doesnโt automatically mean bad,โ Robby replied.
โIt was chicken, Michael,โ you emphasized.
Robby pointed one finger at you.
โDo not use my government name before weโve even unpacked,โ he warned.
You smiled and pulled the suitcase toward the porch.
The front screen door stood open behind him.
You stopped.
It had always scraped against the porch floor, usually requiring one hard pull and a carefully placed shoulder to open. Now it hung straight in the frame.
โYou fixed the door?โ you asked.
Robby glanced back at it.
โNo,โ he answered.
You looked along the porch.
Several of the loose boards had been replaced. The steps no longer tilted beneath Robbyโs weight, and the path leading around the side of the cabin had been cleared of the branches that had fallen during the spring.
โThe railing too?โ you asked.
Robby climbed the first step.
โJackโs been here since Monday,โ he explained.
Your hand tightened around the suitcase handle.
You tried to make the reaction invisible.
Robby looked back at you.
It had not been invisible.
โDonโt,โ he warned.
You frowned at him.
โDonโt what?โ you asked.
Robby shifted the grocery box against his chest.
โWhatever your face just did,โ he answered.
โMy face didnโt do anything,โ you argued.
Robby stared at you.
โYouโre nineteen now,โ he said. โThis has to stop eventually.โ
You pulled the suitcase toward the porch.
โI donโt know what youโre talking about,โ you replied.
โYouโve known exactly what Iโm talking about since you were sixteen,โ Robby said.
โI donโt have a crush on Jack,โ you said, passing him on the steps.ย
Robby followed you onto the porch.
โYou asked whether he was coming before you agreed to spend the summer here,โ he reminded you.
โI asked who was staying at the cabin,โ you argued.
โYou asked about Jack specifically,โ Robby countered.
โBecause you two are attached at the hip,โ you said.
โWe are not,โ Robby replied, pushing the screen door open with his shoulder.
โYou study together even though he isnโt in school yet,โ you reminded him.
โHe wants to be prepared,โ Robby said.
โHe wants free tutoring,โ you corrected.
Robby stepped into the cabin.
โSame difference,โ he replied.
You followed him inside as he placed the grocery box on the small kitchen table.
The cabin had not changed much.
The kitchen still occupied one corner of the main room, its cabinets painted the same dull cream they had been for years. The living room held an old plaid couch and two mismatched chairs facing the wall of windows overlooking the lake.
Sunlight spilled across the worn wooden floor.
A hallway beside the kitchen led to the two small bedrooms and the bathroom. Through the living room, the screened porch stretched across the back of the cabin, its door propped open to let in the breeze.
A dark duffel bag sat beside the porch futon.
A pair of work boots had been lined neatly beneath the small table beside it.
Jackโs paperback lay facedown on one of the cushions.
You looked toward the porch.
โHeโs sleeping out there?โ you asked.
Robby began unloading cans from the grocery box.
โWhen the weatherโs good,โ he answered.
โAnd when it isnโt?โ you asked.
Robby nodded toward the faded couch.
โThat pulls out,โ he explained.
You looked at the cushions.
โThat thing has a mattress?โ you asked.
โTechnically,โ Robby replied.
โYou invited someone to sleep on that?โ you questioned.
โHe volunteered,โ Robby said.
โWhy?โ you asked.
Robby set a jar of pasta sauce on the counter.
โHe likes the porch,โ he answered.
You looked through the screens toward the water.
The futon faced the lake. A standing fan occupied one corner, and several clean work shirts hung over the back of a chair beside the screen door.
It already looked like Jackโs space.
Not temporary. Not as though he had come up for a weekend.
He was living here.
With you.
For the entire summer.
Robby opened another grocery sack.
โYouโre doing it again,โ he said.
You turned toward him. โDoing what?โย
โThinking too loudly,โ Robby answered.
You picked up a box of cereal.
โIโm wondering why you bought this,โ you said.
Robby looked at the brightly colored cartoon printed across the front.
โIt was on sale,โ he explained.
โYouโre twenty-four,โ you pointed out.
โIโm saving for medical school,โ Robby replied.
โThat is not a nutritional defense,โ you said.
Before Robby could answer, the sharp strike of a hammer sounded from behind the cabin.
You looked toward the open porch door.
Another strike followed. Then came the scrape of wood against wood.
Robby continued unpacking.
โHeโs fixing the railing by the dock,โ he explained.
โJack?โ you asked.
Robby looked toward you.
โNo, the other man living on our porch,โ he replied.
You ignored him and crossed the living room.
The screened porch was several degrees cooler than the rest of the cabin. Lake air moved through the mesh walls, carrying the sound of water against the shore.
You pushed through the outer door and stepped onto the narrow deck.
The hammering stopped. Footsteps sounded below.ย
Then Jack came around the side of the cabin.
He was shirtless.
Faded work pants sat low on his hips, one knee streaked with dirt. His dark curls were damp from the heat and flattened slightly where he had pushed his hand through them. A hammer hung loosely from one hand, and his discarded gray T-shirt had been tucked through the back of his waistband.
The summer had already begun settling into his skin, darkening his shoulders and the bridge of his nose.
You had spent most of your first year of college convincing yourself that your crush on Jack Abbot had been a teenage affliction.
It returned before he reached the porch.
Jack looked up.
His steps slowed.
For one quiet second, he simply stared at you.ย
Not through you. Not past you toward Robby.
At you.
His eyes moved over your face before dipping briefly toward the rest of you. The look was quick enough to remain polite, but not quick enough to miss.
Something shifted low in your stomach.
Jack stopped at the bottom of the steps. His mouth curved.
โHey, Robinavitch,โ he greeted.
You tightened your fingers around the porch railing.
โHey, Abbot,โ you replied.
Jack rested the hammer against his shoulder.
โWhen did you get here?โ he asked.
โAbout five minutes ago,โ you answered.
Jack glanced toward the open door behind you.
โAnd Robby already made you unload the car?โ he asked.
โHeโs very committed to traditional gender roles when boxes are heavy,โ you explained.
Robbyโs voice carried from inside the cabin.
โI can hear you,โ he called.
Jack looked past you.
โThat sounds like a personal problem,โ he called back.
Robby appeared in the porch doorway.
His gaze moved from you to Jack. Then down to Jackโs bare chest. Then back to you.
Robby closed his eyes.
โNo,โ he said.
Jack frowned at him. โNo what?โ
Robby opened his eyes and pointed toward him.
โPut a shirt on,โ he ordered.
Jack looked down at himself.
โItโs ninety degrees,โ he replied.
โI donโt care,โ Robby said.
You folded your arms.
โHeโs working outside,โ you pointed out.
Robby turned toward you.
โYou stay out of this,โ he told you.
Jackโs eyebrows lifted.
โSheโs been here five minutes,โ he observed.
Robby looked between the two of you.
โThat is already five minutes too long,โ he replied.
You stared at your brother.
โYou are being incredibly weird,โ you said.
Robby stepped onto the porch.
โIโm preventing an incident,โ he explained.
Jack lowered the hammer.
โWhat incident?โ Jack asked.
Robby looked toward you.
โShe once walked into a door because you took your shirt off,โ Robby answered.
You pointed toward him.
โI was sixteen,โ you argued.
Robby folded his arms.
โAnd the door was visible,โ he replied.
Jackโs mouth twitched.
You looked toward him.
โDonโt encourage him,โ you warned.
โI havenโt said anything,โ Jack replied.
โYouโre smiling,โ you accused.
Jack held your gaze.
โIโm happy to see you,โ he said.
The words came easily. Too easily.
Your pulse stumbled.
Robby looked toward the ceiling of the porch as though requesting patience from a higher power.
Jack glanced toward your suitcase near the front door.
โYou need help bringing things in?โ he asked.
โI can carry my own bags,โ you replied.
Jack stepped onto the first stair.
โI know,โ he said.
He passed close enough that his shoulder nearly brushed yours. You caught the faint scent of lake water, cut wood, and sweat. Jack reached the porch and looked down at you. Up close, he seemed broader than you remembered.
Or maybe you had simply never allowed yourself to notice before.
He nodded toward the cabin.
โShow me which bags are yours,โ he said.
Robby made a strangled sound behind you.
Jack looked toward him.
โWhat?โ he asked.
Robby pointed toward Jackโs discarded shirt.
โPut that on before you say another sentence,โ he ordered.
Jack pulled it from his waistband.
โYouโve gotten strange,โ he observed.
โYouโve gotten shirtless,โ Robby replied.
โItโs summer,โ Jack pointed out.
โItโs my sister,โ Robby countered.
You covered your face with one hand.
Jack stared at Robby. Then his gaze shifted toward you again. His smile returned, quieter this time.
โGlad youโre here, Robinavitch,โ he said.ย
You lowered your hand.
The lake glittered behind him. The porch screens hummed faintly in the breeze. Somewhere inside, Robby muttered under his breath about regretting the entire arrangement.
You looked at Jack.
โThanks,โ you replied.
You had been there less than ten minutes.
You were already in trouble.
By the end of the afternoon, your clothes had been folded into the narrow dresser in your childhood bedroom, Robbyโs textbooks had consumed half the kitchen table, and Jack had repaired another two boards along the dock.
He had also remained shirtless.
Robby had complained three more times.
Jack had ignored him three more times.
Dinner came from a pot of pasta balanced between Robbyโs flashcards and a stack of unopened mail their father had left on the counter.
Jack sat across from you, one arm resting along the back of his chair. He had finally put on a faded T-shirt, although the sleeves had been cut away so thoroughly that Robbyโs efforts felt largely symbolic.
Robby stabbed his fork into his pasta.
โGrounds starts at five tomorrow,โ Robby told Jack.
Jack reached for the parmesan.
โFour-thirty,โ Jack corrected. โWeโre finishing the back nine before the members come in this weekend.โ
You looked toward him.
โYou start work at four-thirty in the morning?โ you asked.
Jack shook parmesan over his plate.
โI start regretting my choices at four-thirty,โ Jack clarified. โWork starts at five.โ
Robby pushed one of his textbooks aside to make room for his glass.
โHe volunteered for it,โ Robby told you.
Jack looked toward him.
โI volunteered for a paycheck,โ Jack corrected.
You rested your forearms against the table.
โHow long have you been working there?โ you asked.
Jack set the parmesan between you.
โSince Monday,โ Jack answered. โThey bring grounds in early to get everything ready.โ
Robby gestured vaguely toward the lake with his fork.
โHeโs been coming back here and fixing this place after every shift,โ Robby explained.
Jack glanced toward the loose cabinet hinge beside the sink.
โSomeone had to,โ Jack replied.
Robby pointed his fork toward him.
โYouโre supposed to be resting,โ Robby reminded him.
Jack looked at the anatomy book beside Robbyโs elbow.
โYou brought homework on vacation,โ Jack pointed out.
Robby straightened in his chair.
โIโm not on vacation,โ Robby argued. โIโm working.โ
Jack leaned back.
โYou make drinks beside a lake,โ Jack said.
Robby narrowed his eyes.
โYou cut grass beside the same lake,โ Robby countered.
Jack lifted one shoulder.
โI also fix things,โ Jack replied.
You smiled into your glass.
โIs this what the last three days have been like?โ you asked.
Jack turned his attention toward you.
โQuiet, mostly,โ Jack answered.
Robby leaned back in his chair.
โAnd now sheโs here,โ Robby added.
You pointed your fork at him.
โYou invited me,โ you reminded him.
Robby looked toward Jack.
โIโm beginning to question several of my decisions,โ Robby said.
Jackโs mouth curved.
You caught the expression before he lowered his gaze to his plate.
The three of you ate for another moment while the last sunlight stretched across the kitchen floor.
You looked at Jack again.
โWhat are you doing after summer?โ you asked.
Jackโs fork paused against his plate.
Robbyโs attention shifted toward him.
Jack set the fork down.
โI leave for basic training in August,โ Jack answered.
You stared at him.
โYou enlisted?โ you asked.
Jack nodded once.
โA few months ago,โ Jack replied.
The answer should not have surprised you. Jack had been working since high school, taking whatever jobs he could find while trying to decide how to afford the future he wanted.
Still, the thought of him leaving settled heavily in your chest.
โFor how long?โ you asked.
Jack leaned back in his chair.
โBasic is a few months,โ Jack explained. โAfter that, it depends where they send me.โ
You looked down at your plate.
โAnd then medical school?โ you asked.
Jack rubbed his thumb along the edge of his fork.
โThatโs the plan,โ Jack answered.
Robby reached for his glass.
โThe Army will help pay for it,โ Robby explained.
Jack glanced toward him.
โIf I survive basic without punching anyone,โ Jack added.
Robby took a drink.
โThat remains a significant concern,โ Robby replied.
You looked back at Jack.
โWhen were you going to tell me?โ you asked.
Jack held your gaze.
โI just did,โ Jack answered.
You frowned at him.
โYou know what I mean,โ you said.
Jackโs expression softened.
โI havenโt seen you since Christmas, Robinavitch,โ Jack reminded you.
The quiet way he said your name made it difficult to stay irritated.
You lowered your eyes to your plate.
โWell, now youโre stuck with me all summer,โ you said.
Jack watched you for one long beat.
โThere are worse things,โ Jack replied.
Robby dropped his fork against his plate.
The metal struck the ceramic with a sharp clatter.
You looked toward him.
โWhat?โ you asked.
Robby reached for the fallen fork.
โNothing,โ Robby muttered. โIโm just realizing how long summer is.โ
By ten the next morning, you had learned three things about being the country clubโs newest beverage-cart girl.
The cart pulled sharply to the left.
The club polo trapped heat like punishment.
And the little white tennis skirt earned significantly better tips than the khaki shorts folded inside your locker.
You had just finished restocking the cooler when the beverage manager handed you a cash box and pointed toward the course.
โFollow the paved path, stay clear of the greens, and check in after the ninth hole,โ she instructed. โThe grounds crew is still finishing a few areas, so listen if they tell you not to drive somewhere.โ
You slid your sunglasses onto your face.
โUnderstood,โ you replied.
Ten minutes later, you turned onto the path beside the fourth fairway and found Jack waiting near a maintenance cart.
His work shirt was already damp at the collar. Dirt marked his forearms, and a shovel rested against one shoulder.
Jackโs gaze found you first.
Then it dropped to the tennis skirt.
The beverage cart veered toward the grass.
You corrected the wheel sharply.
Jackโs mouth curved.
You stopped beside him and folded your arms over the steering wheel.
โNot one word,โ you warned.
Jack rested one hand against the roof of the cart.
โI didnโt say anything,โ Jack replied.
โYou were about to,โ you accused.
Jack looked down at the tires.
โYouโre driving crooked,โ Jack observed.
You tightened your hands around the steering wheel.
โIt pulls to the left,โ you insisted.
Jack lifted his eyes to yours.
โMaybe you got distracted,โ Jack suggested.
You stared at him.
Jackโs smile deepened.
The summer had officially begun.
You reached into the cooler and pulled out a bottle of water.
โDo you want one?โ you asked.
Jack shifted the shovel against his shoulder.
โAre you offering?โ Jack asked.
You held the bottle against your chest.
โYou have money,โ you pointed out.
Jack rested one forearm against the roof of the cart.
โYouโre charging the grounds crew?โ Jack asked.
You looked toward the maintenance cart behind him.
โDo I get free rides?โ you asked.
Jack glanced at the empty passenger seat.
โMaybe,โ Jack replied.
You extended the bottle toward him.
โThen maybe this is free,โ you said.
Jack reached for it. His fingers closed around yours instead.
The contact lasted only a second.
It still sent a warm jolt up your arm.
Jack felt it too.
You knew because his eyes lifted sharply to yours.
Neither of you moved.
A groundskeeper shouted Jackโs name from farther down the fairway. Jack released your hand.
โComing,โ Jack called over his shoulder.
You pulled your arm back into the cart. Jack twisted the cap from the bottle.
โThanks, Robinavitch,โ Jack said.
You reached for the steering wheel.
โYou owe me,โ you told him.
Jack took a drink.
โIโll think of something,โ Jack promised.
You drove away before he could see the effect that had on you.
The cart still pulled to the left.
That was the only reason you nearly clipped the edge of the path.
It had nothing to do with Jack watching you leave.
At least, that was what you told yourself.
By the end of your first week, you had learned the route well enough to drive it without thinking.
You had also learned exactly where Jackโs crew would be working each morning.
He was usually somewhere between the fourth and seventh holes when you made your first round. By the second, he had dirt on his shirt and sweat at his temples. By the third, he was hungry enough to accept whatever sandwich you had managed to steal from the clubhouse kitchen.
You never admitted that you began packing an extra one.
Jack never asked why you always had his favorite.
On Friday afternoon, you found him kneeling beside a sprinkler head near the sixth green.
His sleeves were rolled above his forearms, and the back of his work shirt had darkened beneath the afternoon sun.
You slowed beside him.
Jack looked up at the sound of the engine.
His gaze moved over you slowly enough to make the heat feel worse.
โYouโre late,โ Jack said.
You stopped the cart beside him.
โYouโre not on my schedule,โ you reminded him.
Jack sat back on his heels.
โYou came through here at one-fifteen yesterday,โ Jack said.
You checked the small watch on your wrist.
โItโs one-twenty,โ you pointed out.
Jack looked at you.
โLate,โ Jack repeated.
You opened the cooler.
โI could keep driving,โ you warned.
Jack stood. Water darkened the knees of his work pants, and a smear of soil crossed one side of his jaw.
โYou wonโt,โ Jack said.
You pulled out a bottle of sports drink.
โYou sound confident,โ you observed.
Jack stepped closer to the cart. His faded work shirt clung slightly across his chest, darkened by the afternoon heat. Dirt streaked his forearms beneath the rolled sleeves.ย
โYou packed me lunch,โ Jack replied.
You glanced toward the wrapped sandwich beside the cash box.
โThat could be for anyone,โ you argued.
Jack reached past you and picked it up. His arm brushed yours.
โYou hate turkey,โ Jack said.
You looked at him.
โYou remember that?โ you asked.
Jackโs expression changed. The teasing softened into something warmer.
โI remember things about you,โ Jack answered.
Your hand tightened around the bottle.
For one dangerous second, neither of you looked away.
A golf cart approached along the path behind you.
The man driving it slowed when he saw you. He was young for a club member, probably not much older than Jack, with expensive sunglasses and the kind of confidence that came from never being told no.
โThere she is,โ the golfer called. โI was starting to think you were avoiding us.โ
You turned toward him.
โIโm making my rounds,โ you explained.
The golfer rested one arm across the steering wheel.
โYou could make an extra stop at the clubhouse when we finish,โ he suggested.
Jack went still beside you.
You had already dealt with three versions of this conversation that morning. You gave the golfer the same polite smile you had given the others.
โIโll make sure the bar knows youโre coming,โ you replied.
The golfer grinned. โI was thinking you could join me,โ he clarified.
Jack stepped closer to the beverage cart.
โSheโs working,โ Jack said.
The golfer looked toward him.
โI wasnโt talking to you,โ the golfer replied.
Jack folded his arms across his chest. โI noticed.โย
You looked between them.
โI can handle it, Jack,โ you told him.
Jack kept his attention on the golfer.
โI know,โ Jack replied.
The golfer glanced at the tools scattered beside the sprinkler.
โYou should probably get back to the grass,โ he told Jack.
Jackโs jaw tightened.
You reached over and placed one hand against his forearm. The muscle shifted beneath your palm. Jack looked down at your hand. Then he looked at you.
โIโm fine,โ you assured him.
Jack held your gaze for another beat.
โAll right,โ Jack said.
You turned back toward the golfer.
โIโm not interested,โ you told him.
The golfer lifted both hands from the wheel.
โWorth a try,โ he replied.
He drove away.
You watched until his cart disappeared around the bend. Then you looked toward Jack.
โYou scared off a paying customer,โ you said.
Jack picked up the sandwich.
โHeโll live,โ Jack replied.
โYou were glaring at him,โ you accused.
Jack peeled back the paper around his lunch.
โHe was bothering you,โ Jack said.
โI was handling it,โ you reminded him.
Jack looked at you.
โI know,โ Jack repeated.
You folded your arms over the steering wheel.
โYou do that for every beverage-cart girl?โ you asked.
Jack took another bite of the sandwich.
โDo what?โ Jack asked.
You tipped your head toward the disappearing golf cart.
โScare off anyone who asks her out,โ you clarified.
Jack looked down at the sandwich.
โHe wasnโt taking the hint,โ Jack replied.
You smiled.
โWas that bothering me,โ you asked, โor was it bothering you?โ
Jack pointed the sandwich toward the path.
โYou have other customers,โ Jack reminded you.
You started the cart.
โYouโre jealous,โ you said.
Jackโs eyes narrowed slightly.
โYouโre Robbyโs sister,โ Jack replied.
You leaned one elbow against the steering wheel.
โThat wasnโt a denial,โ you pointed out.
Jack stared at you.
You smiled and pressed the accelerator.
This time, when you drove away, the cart stayed perfectly centered on the path.
By the time you reached the next hole, your pulse still had not settled.
Neither had Jackโs.
You knew because when you glanced back, he was standing exactly where you had left him.
Still holding the sandwich.
Still watching you.
It should have embarrassed you.
Instead, you smiled for the rest of your route.
Over the next few days, the sixth hole quietly became your longest stop.
Jack began appearing beside the path before you reached it, usually with some excuse about needing water or checking the cartโs unreliable front tire. You started keeping an extra sandwich beside the cash box without admitting who it was for.
Neither of you mentioned the golfer again.
You did not have to.
Jack watched every cart that slowed beside you.
You watched for him around every bend.
By Friday, you knew what time his crew reached the back nine.
Jack knew when you made your final round.
Robby knew neither of those things.
You preferred to keep it that way.
That afternoon, you pulled alongside the maintenance cart and found Jack alone, loading tools into the back.
Jack glanced toward the beverage cart.
โYouโre almost done,โ Jack observed.
You rested your arms across the steering wheel.
โYou memorized my schedule?โ you asked.
Jack placed a wrench inside the toolbox.
โYou drive past me four times a day,โ Jack replied.
โThat wasnโt my question,โ you pointed out.
Jack closed the toolbox and looked at you.
โYouโre almost done,โ Jack repeated.
You smiled despite yourself.
โIn twenty minutes,โ you answered.
Jack leaned one hand against the side of your cart.
โRobby closes tonight,โ Jack said.
โI know,โ you replied.
Jack held your gaze.
โI can take you back,โ Jack offered.
You looked down at the cash box and straightened the bills inside it.
โYou could leave when your shift ends,โ you said.
Jackโs fingers tapped once against the cart.ย
โI could,โ Jack agreed.
You lifted your eyes to his.
โBut youโre going to wait?โ you asked.
Jackโs mouth curved.
โLooks that way,โ Jack replied.
You pressed your lips together, trying to hide your smile.
โYouโll be waiting twenty minutes,โ you warned.
Jack picked up the toolbox.
โI know,โ Jack said. โIโll be out front.โ
You pressed the accelerator before your smile could become humiliating.
Twenty minutes later, you stepped through the employee entrance and found Jack waiting beside the Jeep.
He had showered.
That was the first thing you noticed.
His grounds-crew shirt was gone, replaced by a faded gray T-shirt and clean jeans. His dark curls were still damp, drying unevenly in the evening heat.
Jack pushed away from the driverโs door when he saw you.
โReady?โ Jack asked.
You adjusted the strap of your bag over your shoulder.
โYou cleaned up,โ you observed.
Jack glanced down at himself.
โI was covered in dirt,โ Jack explained.
You looked at his damp hair.
โYou washed your hair,โ you pointed out.
Jack opened the passenger door.
โIt was also covered in dirt,โ Jack replied.
You tried not to smile as you stepped closer.
โVery thorough,โ you said.
Jack rested one arm along the top of the open door.
โI take hygiene seriously,โ Jack told you.
You climbed into the Jeep and placed your bag at your feet.
โIโm learning so much about you,โ you replied.
Jackโs mouth curved.
He closed your door, walked around the hood, and climbed behind the wheel.
The Jeep rolled away from the country club with the windows down and warm evening air moving through the open cabin.
You settled into the passenger seat as Jack turned onto the familiar road toward the cabin.
For several minutes, neither of you said much.
Jack drove one-handed, his wrist loose over the steering wheel.
You tried not to notice his forearm.
You failed.
Jack reached the intersection that led back to the cabin.
Then he drove straight past it.
You looked over your shoulder at the disappearing turn.
โYou missed it,โ you told him.
Jack kept his attention on the road.
โI know,โ Jack replied.
You turned toward him.
โWhere are we going?โ you asked.
Jack shifted his hand along the steering wheel.
โThereโs a carnival at the boardwalk,โ Jack explained. โI thought we could get something to eat.โ
You stared at him for a moment.
โThe carnival?โ you repeated.
Jack glanced toward you.
โUnless youโd rather go back and wait for Robby to bring home bar food,โ Jack added.
You felt warmth rise into your cheeks.
โThe carnival sounds better,โ you decided.
Jackโs gaze lingered on your face before returning to the road.
โGood,โ Jack said.
You looked through the windshield before he could see your smile deepen.
Neither of you called it a date.
Jack had not asked you on one.
You had not agreed to one.
But he had showered, changed his clothes, waited for your shift to end, and driven straight past the turn home.
It was a date.
And you were already wondering whether he planned to kiss you.
Summary: A day at the pool leaves you and Jack looking a little too much like a family. Later, Carterโs craving for โexceptional breadsticksโ somehow brings Jack directly to the restaurant where youโre having a date. Pure coincidence, obviously.
Warnings: Fluff, romantic tension, meddling nine-year-old, mutual pining, jealousy, references to Jackโs prosthetic, Reader goes on a date with someone else, Carter weaponizes breadsticks, Jack Abbot being deeply incapable of hiding his feelings.
Author's Note:ย A quick universe note before we begin: Jack is not a widower in this fic. This is an alternate canon created to make his romantic history with Reader work within the story. Thank you for all the love on Chapter One! I hope you enjoy The Breadstick Incident.
Xoxo, Del
| Prologue | Chpt. 1 |
Morning settled quietly over Robbyโs house.
You woke before Carter, slipped out of the guest room, and padded downstairs in sleep shorts and an old T-shirt. Pale sunlight stretched across the kitchen floor, and for the first time since you had arrived, the house was completely still.
You filled the coffee maker, pressed the button, and leaned against the counter while it sputtered to life.
Footsteps sounded in the hallway behind you.
You glanced over your shoulder and found Jack standing in the kitchen doorway.
His gray hair was flattened on one side, his glasses sat low on his nose, and a dark T-shirt hung loosely over a pair of sweatpants.
You looked him over.
โYou look comfortable,โ you said.
Jack dragged one hand through his hair as he entered the kitchen.
โThat sounded judgmental,โ he replied.
You reached into the cabinet and pulled out two mugs.
โIt was observational,โ you corrected.
Jackโs mouth curved as he stopped beside the island.
โIโm glad youโre learning,โ he said.
You poured the first mug and pulled the creamer from the refrigerator.
Jack watched you add it to your coffee.
โSo I remembered correctly,โ he observed.
You glanced at the bottle before looking back at him. โYou seem very proud of yourself.โ
Jack reached for the second mug and slid it toward you.
โI value accuracy,โ he replied.
You held the coffee pot above his cup.
โStill black?โ you asked.
Jack nodded.
โStill,โ he confirmed.
You filled his mug and returned the pot to the machine.
โThat remains deeply unpleasant,โ you said.
Jack lifted the coffee and took a careful sip. โItโs coffee.โ
You carried your mug toward the island.
โItโs punishment,โ you corrected.
Jack followed and took the stool beside yours. For a moment, neither of you spoke.
The silence was not awkward. It was simply noticeable without Carter filling it with questions, schemes, or increasingly suspicious observations.
Jack rested both hands around his mug.
โDid you sleep okay?โ he asked.
You tucked one leg beneath you on the stool.
โBetter than expected,โ you answered. โHow was the futon?โ
Jack stared into his coffee.
โHostile,โ he said.
A laugh slipped out of you.
โYou said youโd slept in worse places,โ you reminded him.
Jack turned his head toward you.
โI have,โ he replied. โThat doesnโt make the futon good.โ
You smiled into your mug.
โYou once slept three hours in a lawn chair with a paperback over your face,โ you reminded him.
Jackโs brows lifted.
โThat was different,โ he said.
You leaned one elbow against the island. โHow?โ
Jack took another sip of coffee. โI was comfortable.โ
You stared at him. โYour neck was bent at a ninety-degree angle.โ
Jack lowered the mug. โI was twenty.โ
You grinned. โYou also had the book stuck to your forehead when you woke up.โ
Jackโs mouth tightened as he tried not to smile. โIt was hot.โ
You laughed softly. โYou had the words printed across your face.โ
Jack looked at you over the rim of his mug. โAnd you still took a picture.โ
Your smile widened. โOf course I did.โ
Jack shook his head. โYou were a menace.โ
You lifted your mug toward him. โYou liked me.โ
Jack held your gaze for a beat.
โYeah,โ he said quietly. โI did.โ
The photograph from the night before slipped into your thoughts.
Jack with dark hair. Your head resting on his shoulder. Every letter you had written still sitting somewhere inside his house.
You traced one finger around the edge of your mug.
โYou really kept all of them?โ you asked.
Jack lowered his coffee. The amusement softened out of his face.
โYeah,โ he answered.
You looked down at the pale swirl of cream inside your cup. โEven the terrible ones?โ
Jack leaned his forearms against the island.
โEspecially the terrible ones,โ he replied.
You looked back at him. โWhy?โ
Jack held your gaze. His lips parted, but a door opened down the hallway before he could answer.
Small footsteps shuffled toward the kitchen.
Carter appeared in the doorway with his blanket wrapped around his shoulders and his hair sticking up in several directions.
He stopped when he saw the two of you sitting together.
Then he smiled. You narrowed your eyes.
โDonโt,โ you warned.
Carterโs smile disappeared with suspicious speed.
โI didnโt do anything,โ he replied.
Jack lifted his mug toward him.
โYou woke up,โ he pointed out. โThatโs something.โ
Carter crossed the kitchen and climbed onto the empty stool beside you.
โWhat were you talking about?โ he asked.
You lifted your mug toward Jack.
โThe time Uncle Jack fell asleep in a lawn chair with a book over his face,โ you answered.
Carterโs face lit with recognition. โI saw that picture.โ
Jack closed his eyes. โOf course you did.โ
Carter pulled the blanket tighter around his shoulders. โIt was in the box in the garage.โ
You smiled into your coffee. โItโs a good picture.โ
Jack opened his eyes and looked at you. โYou let me sleep like that.โ
You shrugged. โYou looked tired.โ
Carter looked between you. โHow long was he asleep?โ
โThree hours,โ you answered.
โIt was not three hours,โ Jack argued.
You turned toward Carter. โHe missed dinner.โ
Carterโs eyebrows rose. โYou didnโt wake him up?โ
You took another sip of coffee. โI put a towel over his legs.โ
Jack gave Carter a solemn look. โThat was the extent of her compassion.โ
You bumped your shoulder against his. โYou survived.โ
Jackโs gaze lingered on you. โBarely.โ
You glanced toward your nephew. โWhat do you want for breakfast, bud?โ
Carter pulled the blanket tighter around himself.
โPancakes,โ he answered.
Jack looked toward the pantry.
โDo we have pancake mix?โ he asked.
Carter nodded.
โDad keeps it above the cereal,โ he explained.
You started to slide off the stool, but Jack stood before you could.
โIโve got it,โ he said.
Jack crossed to the cabinet and reached above the cereal boxes.
You watched him pull down the box.
โYou know how to make pancakes?โ you asked.
Jack glanced back at you.
โIโm a grown man,โ he replied.
You lifted your mug. โThat wasnโt an answer.โ
Jack set the box on the counter. โI can follow directions.โ
Carter leaned forward on the island.
โCan we go to the pool today?โ he asked.
You glanced toward the bright sunlight filling the kitchen.
โThat could be fun,โ you answered.
Carter turned toward Jack. โWill you come too?โ
Jack opened the box and studied the instructions.
โI thought that was implied,โ he replied.
Carterโs face brightened. โAll three of us?โ
You looked across the kitchen at Jack. Jack met your eyes over the top of the box.
โLooks like it,โ you said.
Carter threw off the blanket and slid from his stool.
โIโm getting my swim stuff,โ he announced as he hurried toward the hallway.
You watched him disappear.
โHeโs very invested in all three of us doing everything together,โ you observed.
Jack pulled a mixing bowl from the cabinet.
โHeโs subtle about it,โ he replied.
You laughed as you carried your coffee toward the counter. โPainfully.โ
Jack measured the pancake mix into the bowl.
โPool, then your date tonight?โ he asked, keeping his attention on the box.
You leaned your hip against the counter beside him. โThatโs the plan.โ
Jack added water to the bowl. โWhat time?โ
You watched him begin stirring the batter. โSeven.โ
Jack nodded once. โYou know this guy well?โ
A smile tugged at your mouth. โYouโre asking a lot of questions.โ
Jack glanced at you over the top of his glasses. โIโm allowed to be curious.โ
You took a sip of coffee. โAbout my date?โ
Jack returned his attention to the bowl. โAbout your evening.โ
You smiled slowly. โThat sounded careful.โ
Jack kept stirring. โIt was meant to.โ
Carterโs footsteps thundered down the hallway before you could push any further. He returned carrying his swim trunks, goggles, and one flipper. You looked down at the collection in his arms.
โWhere is the other flipper?โ you asked.
Carter glanced at the single flipper. โI donโt know.โ
Jack set the whisk down.
โWe havenโt even finished breakfast,โ he said. โHow have we already lost equipment?โ
Carter looked toward the hallway. โIt might be in my room.โ
You pointed after him with your mug. โGo find it before breakfast.โ
Carter turned and hurried away again.
Jack watched him disappear. Then he looked back at you.
โSeven?โ he asked.
You smiled into your coffee. โStill curious?โ
Jack picked up the whisk again. โApparently.โ
By the time you reached the pool, Jack had been turned into a pack mule.
He carried the cooler in one hand and a canvas bag stuffed with towels in the other. Carterโs goggles dangled from two fingers, and the inflatable basketball had been wedged beneath his arm. You walked beside him carrying the sunscreen. Jack glanced down at the bottle in your hand.
โGlad we divided the responsibilities evenly,โ he said.
You held the sunscreen up between two fingers.
โThis is essential equipment,โ you replied.
Jack adjusted the cooler against his leg. โIโm carrying everything we own.โ
You looked him over. โYou seem capable.โ
Jack caught the way your gaze moved over him. โCareful, Robinavitch.โ
You smiled as you followed Carter through the gate. โJust appreciating the help, Abbot.โ
Jack watched you walk ahead of him.
โThat didnโt sound like appreciation,โ he muttered.
Carter chose a cluster of chairs near the shallow end and immediately dropped his bag onto the concrete.
โIโm going diving,โ he announced.
You caught the back of his shirt before he could escape.
โYouโre putting on sunscreen first,โ you told him.
Carterโs shoulders slumped. โI put it on at home."
Jack deposited the cooler beside one of the chairs.
โThat was almost two hours ago,โ he reminded him.
Carter looked between the two of you. โYou both sound like Dad.โ
Jack lowered himself onto the edge of a chair. โThat is the most hurtful thing youโve said to me all weekend.โ
You squeezed sunscreen into your palm. โStand still, bud.โ
Carter reluctantly turned his back to you.
While you rubbed sunscreen over his shoulders, Jack removed his sunglasses and placed them carefully inside the cooler bagโs front pocket. Then he caught the hem of his T-shirt and pulled it over his head. You looked up at exactly the wrong moment.
The years had changed him, but not nearly enough to make looking harmless. His shoulders were still broad. His chest was still solid, his body carrying the natural strength of someone who used it rather than sculpted it for display.
You dropped the sunscreen bottle. It struck the concrete beside your foot.
Jack looked toward it. โYou okay?โ
You bent quickly and picked it up. โSlippery.โ
Jack glanced at the dry bottle in your hand. โRight.โ
You narrowed your eyes at him. โPut your sunscreen on.โ
Jackโs mouth twitched. โYes, maโam.โ
You finished with Carter before straightening and slipping your cover-up over your head.
Jack had just opened the cooler. His hand stopped inside it.
You pretended not to notice his gaze catch on you.
Jack cleared his throat and looked deeper into the cooler as though something critically important had happened among the water bottles.
โWe have water,โ he announced.
You placed your cover-up over the back of the chair. โExcellent work.โ
Jack pulled out one bottle. โAnd juice.โ
You nodded once. โRemarkable.โ
Carter pushed his goggles over his eyes and looked between you. โWhy are you both acting weird?โ
Jack twisted the cap off the water bottle.
โHeat,โ he answered.
You nodded gravely. โVery dangerous.โ
Carter studied you for another second before apparently deciding the pool was more interesting than either of you.
โCome watch me dive,โ he ordered.
Jack pointed toward the walkway. โNo running.โ
Carter immediately slowed to an exaggerated march.
โIโm not running,โ he replied.
โYou were about to,โ Jack said.
Carter continued his dramatic march toward the deep end. โYou canโt prove that.โ
Jack followed him. โI saw you.โ
Carter glanced over his shoulder. โThatโs not proof.โ
You fell into step beside Jack. โHe might have a future in law."
Jack looked down at you. โHe has a future in prison.โ
Carter climbed onto the diving board and turned to face you both.
โWatch this!โ he called.
You raised one hand. โWeโre watching.โ
Carter bounced twice before jumping, tucking his knees against his chest and hitting the water with an enormous splash. He surfaced several feet away.
โDid you see it?โ he asked.
Jack folded his arms over his chest. โNo. Do it again.โ
Carterโs mouth dropped open. โYou were looking right at me!โ
Jack shrugged. โI blinked.โ
Carter scrambled toward the ladder. โYou canโt blink that long.โ
You leaned closer to Jack. โThat was cruel.โ
Jack watched Carter climb from the pool. โHe needs the exercise.โ
Carter performed the same dive three more times before deciding he needed a new audience activity. He swam toward the edge and pushed his goggles onto his forehead.
โRace me,โ he told Jack.
Jack looked down at him. โThat seems unfair.โ
Carter gripped the edge. โBecause youโre old?โ
You pressed your lips together. Jack slowly turned his head toward you.
โDonโt,โ he warned.
โI didnโt say anything,โ you replied.
Jack looked back at Carter. โI meant unfair to you.โ
Carter pushed away from the wall. โYouโre scared.โ
Jack stepped into the pool. โIโm reconsidering every nice thing Iโve ever done for you.โ
Carter paddled toward the lane markers. โFirst one to the other side and back wins.โ
You sat on the edge and lowered your feet into the water. โTry not to humiliate him.โ
Jack looked over his shoulder. โWhich one?โ
You smiled sweetly. โDealerโs choice.โ
Carter and Jack lined up against the wall.
You lifted one hand. โReady?โ
Carter lowered his goggles. โReady.โ
Jack braced one foot against the wall. โWhenever you are.โ
You dropped your hand. โGo!โ
They launched forward. Jack stayed beside him for the first few strokes before gradually pulling ahead. He touched the opposite wall, turned smoothly, and started back while Carter scrambled into his own turn behind him. Jack reached your side of the pool first and caught the edge beside your knee. Carter arrived several seconds later, slapping one hand against the wall before surfacing with a gasp.
โThat didnโt count,โ he declared.
Jack wiped water from his eyes. โYou lost by half the pool."
Carter pushed his goggles onto his forehead. โYou have a secret robot foot.โ
Jack stared at him.
โI have a prosthetic,โ he corrected. โIt does not make me swim faster.โ
You slipped into the pool and moved to Carterโs side.
โCan you prove that?โ you asked.
Jack turned toward you. โYouโre encouraging him.โ
You studied Jackโs prosthetic beneath the rippling water. โIโm asking important scientific questions.โ
Carter pointed toward Jackโs leg. โIt could have a motor.โ
Jack looked down at it. โWhere would I put the batteries?โ
Carter considered the question. โIn your pocket,โ he answered.
Jack spread both hands. โIโm wearing swim trunks.โ
Carter nodded with complete confidence. โA waterproof pocket.โ
A laugh escaped you. Jack looked between the two of you. โThis is ridiculous.โ
You shifted closer to Carter. โWe may need to inspect the equipment.โ
Jack immediately backed through the water. โYouโre not inspecting anything.โ
Carter grinned. โThat sounds suspicious.โ
Jack pointed toward him. โYou lost the race.โ
Carter lifted his chin. โBecause of the robot foot.โ
You held out your hand. โI think we have grounds for an appeal.โ
Carter slapped his palm against yours.
Jack stared at your joined hands. โIโm surrounded by criminals.โ
Carterโs attention shifted toward the basketball hoop at the other end of the pool.
โLetโs play basketball,โ he suggested.
Jack glanced at the floating hoop. โFine.โ
Carter retrieved the ball and tucked it against his chest.
โMe and Auntie against Uncle Jack,โ he announced.
Jack lifted his eyebrows. โTwo against one?โ
You moved decisively to Carterโs side. โYou have the robot foot.โ
Jack closed his eyes. โIโm never going to hear the end of this.โ
Carter smiled. โProbably not.โ
Jack opened his eyes and pointed between you. โNo holding. No scratching. No trying to drown me.โ
You took the ball from Carter. โYou take all the fun out of sports.โ
Jack moved backward toward the hoop. โI know how both of you operate.โ
Carter leaned closer to you. โIโll distract him,โ he whispered.
Jack stopped. โI can hear you.โ
Carter lowered his voice further. โNo, you canโt.โ
Jack rubbed one hand over his face. โThis is going to be a disaster.โ
It was. Carter attached himself to Jackโs right arm while you slipped around his other side with the ball. Jack tried to free himself without sending Carter underwater, giving you enough time to shoot. The ball struck the rim and bounced back toward Jack. Jack caught it one-handed.
โThat was holding,โ he said.
Carter continued hanging from his arm. โNo, it wasnโt.โ
Jack looked down at him. โYou are currently holding me.โ
Carter released him. โNot anymore.โ
You snatched the ball from Jackโs hand and swam away.
Jack stared after you. โThat was theft.โ
You cradled the ball against your chest. โYou were distracted.โ
Jackโs eyes widened. โBy the child physically restraining me.โ
Carter swam to your side. โThat sounds like an excuse.โ
Jack pushed his wet hair away from his forehead. โYou two deserve each other.โ
You passed the ball to Carter. โThank you.โ
Carter threw it toward the hoop. The ball bounced against the rim before dropping through. Carter shouted and threw both arms into the air. You caught him around the middle and lifted him partly out of the water.
โThatโs my nephew!โ you cheered.
Carter pumped one fist. โWeโre winning!โ
Jack looked toward the nonexistent scoreboard. โYou have one point.โ
You lowered Carter into the water. โAnd you have zero.โ
Jackโs eyes narrowed. โFine.โ
You recognized the expression immediately. Carter edged closer to you.
โWhat does that face mean?โ he whispered.
You kept your eyes on Jack. โIt means we made a mistake.โ
Jack took the ball from beneath the hoop. โYou have.โ
The next several minutes were ruthless. Jack blocked Carterโs first attempt, stole the ball from you, and scored before either of you reached the other end. When Carter tried to hang from him again, Jack lifted him beneath the arms and deposited him several feet away.
โYou canโt move players,โ Carter protested.
Jack caught the returning ball. โI just did.โ
You lunged for it. Jack moved the ball out of reach.
โYouโre cheating,โ you accused.
Jack held it above his head. โIโm taller.โ
You frowned. โThatโs not a skill.โ
Jack shrugged a shoulder. โItโs working.โ
You splashed water directly into his face.
Jack recoiled and brought one hand to his eyes. โThat was a foul.โ
You stole the ball from his other hand. โProve it.โ
Jack glared at you. โIt was water in my eyes.โ
Carter swam beside you. โItโs a pool.โ
Jack wiped his face. โThat doesnโt make it legal.โ
You backed toward the hoop. โAre you going to complain or defend?โ
Jack began moving toward you. โI can do both.โ
You twisted away, but Jack caught you around the waist before you could reach the hoop.
Your back met his chest.
His arm settled firmly across your middle, warm even beneath the cool water. The laughter caught somewhere inside your throat. For one suspended second, neither of you moved. Jackโs breath touched your temple.
โGot you,โ he said quietly.
Your fingers curled around his forearm. โThat feels like holding.โ
Jack loosened his grip, but he did not release you immediately.
โYou were cheating,โ he murmured.
You turned your head enough to catch the edge of his profile. โYou were losing.โ
A wave of water hit both of you. Jack released you as Carter surfaced beside you.
โAre we still playing?โ Carter asked.
Jack blinked and cleared his throat. โApparently.โ
You passed the ball directly to Carter. Carter shot while Jack was still recovering. The ball sailed neatly through the hoop. You and Carter erupted.
Jack stared at the basket. โThat shouldnโt count.โ
You slapped your palm against Carterโs. โIt counts twice.โ
โWhy would it count twice?โ Jack demanded.
Carter grinned. โBecause you were holding her.โ
Jack looked at you as though this were somehow your fault.
You shook your head. โHe has eyes.โ
Jack pointed toward the stairs. โBoth of you. Out of the pool.โ
Carter laughed as he swam away. โYouโre not the boss.โ
Jack followed him. โI have delegated authority.โ
You trailed behind them. โNot at the pool.โ
Jack looked over his shoulder. โEspecially at the pool.โ
By the time the three of you returned to the chairs, Carter was exhausted, and Jack had accepted that he had officially lost under whatever rules you and Carter had invented. Carter dropped onto the end of one lounger and reached for a towel.
โWe won,โ he announced.
Jack handed him the towel. โYou committed multiple crimes.โ
Carter dried his face. โStill won.โ
You sank onto the neighboring chair. โScoreboard, Abbot.โ
Jack picked up his water bottle. โThere was no scoreboard.โ
โThen you canโt prove we lost,โ you replied.
Jack stared at you. โI watched it happen.โ
You smiled. โThat isnโt proof.โ
Carter looked toward you with open admiration. โThatโs what I said earlier.โ
Jack lowered himself onto the chair between you and Carter. โThis alliance needs to end.โ
An older woman passed with a small girl walking beside her. She slowed when Carter leaned across Jack to steal a bottle of juice from the cooler. She smiled warmly at the three of you.
โYou have a beautiful family,โ she said.
You went still. Jackโs hand stopped halfway to his water bottle.
โThank you,โ Carter answered brightly.
The woman continued toward the shallow end before either adult managed to speak. Silence settled over the chairs. You looked toward Jack. Jack stared straight ahead. Carter pushed the straw into his juice pouch.
โShe thought we were a family,โ he observed.
Jack finally picked up his water. โWe heard her.โ
Carter took a drink. โShe said we were beautiful.โ
You reached for your towel. โShe was being polite.โ
Carter looked at Jack. โShe didnโt have to say anything.โ
Jack unscrewed the cap from his bottle with unnecessary focus. โDrink your juice, Carter.โ
Carter leaned back against the chair, entirely too pleased with himself.
You glanced toward Jack again. His sunglasses hid his eyes now, but the faint color climbing the side of his neck was much harder to conceal. You rubbed the towel over your arms.
โShe probably says that to everyone,โ you said.
Jack took a long drink. โProbably.โ
Carter looked between you. โYouโre both being weird again.โ
Jack lowered the bottle. โHeat,โ he replied.
You nodded solemnly. โVery dangerous.โ
The three of you smelled like chlorine by the time you made it back to the house.
Carter abandoned his pool bag just inside the door and started toward the hallway. Jack caught the strap before it hit the floor.
โAbsolutely not,โ Jack said.
Carter turned around. โWhat?โ
Jack lifted the dripping bag. โYou are not leaving this here.โ
Carter looked toward you for support. You removed your sunglasses and pushed them onto the top of your head.
โHeโs right,โ you told him. โTake it to the laundry room.โ
Carterโs mouth pulled into a pout. โYouโre both bossy.โ
Jack handed the bag back to him. โYou had plenty of opportunities to choose less responsible adults.โ
Carter dragged the bag toward the laundry room. โI didnโt get to choose.โ
Jack watched him go. โThat explains a lot.โ
You laughed and carried the empty water bottles toward the kitchen. Jack followed with the cooler.
โGo get ready,โ he said as he placed it beside the sink. โIโll deal with this.โ
You glanced toward the clock above the stove. โI have time.โ
Jack opened the cooler and began pulling out the remaining drinks. โYou also have pool hair.โ
You touched the damp strands near your neck. โAre you saying I donโt look good?โ
Jackโs hand paused inside the cooler. You waited. Jack slowly turned his head toward you.
โIโm saying you have somewhere to be,โ he answered carefully.
You smiled. โThat was not the question.โ
Jack looked back into the cooler. โGo shower, Robinavitch.โ
You laughed as you headed for the hallway. โCoward.โ
Jack pulled out a melting ice pack. โCorrect.โ
By the time you came back downstairs to retrieve your purse, freshly showered and wrapped in a robe, Carter was lying across the living-room couch with his arms folded. You stopped at the bottom of the stairs.
โWhatโs wrong with you?โ you asked.
Carter looked toward you. โYouโre leaving.โ
You crossed the room and sat beside his legs. โFor a few hours,โ you reminded him.
Carter shifted farther into the cushions. โWe were supposed to hang out.โ
โWe spent the entire day together,โ you reminded him.
Carter frowned. โThat was before.โ
You lifted his feet and placed them across your lap. โBefore what?โ
Carter frowned at the television. โBefore you had to go somewhere.โ
You rubbed one hand over his shin. โYouโre going to be here with Uncle Jack.โ
Carter looked toward the kitchen, where Jack was rinsing the cooler in the sink. โThatโs not all three of us.โ
Something pinched softly inside your chest. You squeezed Carterโs ankle. โIโll be back tonight.โ
Carter remained unconvinced. โHow late?โ
โI donโt know yet,โ you answered.
He studied your face. โWhere are you going?โ
You glanced toward the kitchen. Jack had his back to you, one hand braced against the counter while the faucet ran.
โBelliniโs,โ you answered.
Carterโs pout eased. โThe Italian place?โ
You nodded. โThe one downtown.โ
Carter sat up. โThe one with the breadsticks?โ
You laughed. โYes, the one with the breadsticks.โ
Carter hugged the cushion against his stomach. โCan you bring me some?โ
You rose from the couch. โIโll see what I can do.โ
Carter followed you toward the stairs. โAnd dessert?โ
โYouโre not coming upstairs,โ you told him.
Carterโs brow furrowed. โIโm not.โ
You looked at him over your shoulder. โYouโre following me.โ
โIโm going to my room,โ Carter answered.
You stopped. โYour room is downstairs.โ
Carter stopped at the first step.
Jack leaned against the kitchen doorway. โSheโs got you there.โ
Carter looked back at him. โYouโre supposed to be on my side.โ
Jack dried his hands and shrugged.
You started up the stairs. โStay down here, bud.โ
Carter watched you disappear around the landing before moving to the living room. Jack stood near the kitchen island, sorting through the takeout menus Robby kept shoved into one of the drawers. Carter sat on the couch with his knees pulled up beneath him.
โCan we go to Belliniโs?โ Carter asked.
Jack looked over. โWhy?โ
Carter shrugged. โI like the breadsticks.โ
Jack studied him. โYouโve been there?โ
Carter nodded. โWith Dad. They have really good breadsticks.โ
ย He paused, then added, โAnd cheese pizza.โ
Jack narrowed his eyes slightly. โYou are making a very passionate case for bread and cheese.โ
Carter lifted one shoulder. โIโm hungry.โ
Jack looked toward the ceiling, then back at him. โMaybe.โ
Carter brightened. โReally?โ
Jack pointed one finger at him. โI said maybe.โ
Carter settled back into the couch, visibly pleased with the progress he had made. Jack returned his attention to the menus.
โYouโre being weird,โ he said.
Carter picked up the remote. โIโm being hungry.โ
Before Jack could answer, footsteps sounded on the stairs. Carter turned first. You came down with your purse over one shoulder, your phone in your hand, and your shoes clicking softly against the floor. Carterโs face lit up.
โYou look really pretty, Auntie,โ he said.
Your expression softened. โThank you, bud.โ
Jack looked up. For one quiet second, he forgot what he was doing. His hand remained pressed against the open drawer, one menu caught beneath his fingers. The dress fit you in a way that made looking away feel strangely difficult. Your makeup was finished, your earrings caught the light when you moved, and you looked entirely too good to be leaving with someone else. You glanced toward him. Jack lowered his gaze to the menu. Then immediately looked back at you.
You adjusted the strap of your purse. โEverything okay?โ
Jack cleared his throat. โYeah.โ
Carter watched him with open interest. You crossed the room and bent to kiss the top of Carterโs head.
โIโll be back later,โ you told him.
Carter looked up at you. โBring back dessert.โ
You straightened. โIโll see what I can do.โ
Carter grinned, satisfied. Jack closed the drawer and carried the menus into the living room while you adjusted your purse and started toward the door.
Carter lifted one hand. โBye, Auntie.โ
You reached for the doorknob.
โHey, Robinavitch,โ Jack called from the living room.
You paused and looked over your shoulder. Jack stood beside the couch, one hand resting on the back cushion. This time, he let himself look at you without pretending otherwise. The corner of his mouth lifted.
โYou still got it,โ he said.
The words landed low and warm beneath your ribs. You rolled your eyes before either of them could see it. โDevastatingly romantic, Abbot.โ
Jackโs smile deepened. โI wasnโt trying to be romantic.โ
โGood,โ you replied as you opened the door. โBecause you failed.โ
Carter looked up at Jack from the couch.
โI thought it sounded romantic,โ he said.
Jack glanced down at him. Carter held up one hand. Jack hesitated for only a second before slapping his palm against Carterโs.
You stared at them from the doorway. โReally?โ
Carter grinned. โIt was romantic.โ
You shook your head as you stepped onto the porch. โGoodnight, boys.โ
Carter waved from the couch. โBye, Auntie.โ
Jackโs expression softened. โHave fun.โ
You looked back at him. โIโll try.โ You closed the door behind you.
Carter waited until your footsteps faded down the walkway. Then he looked up at Jack. โSo Belliniโs?โ
Jack kept his eyes on the closed door for another second.
โYou are really committed to this,โ he said.
Carter nodded. โThe breadsticks are really good.โ
Jack studied him. โYouโve mentioned.โ
Carter leaned forward on the couch. โAnd the cheese pizza.โ
Jack sighed and looked down at the T-shirt he had worn home from the pool. โLet me clean up first.โ
Carterโs face brightened. โSo thatโs a yes?โ
Jack pointed toward him. โThat is a โgo put your shoes on while I shower.โโ
Carter jumped from the couch. โThat sounds like a yes.โ
Jack watched him hurry toward the hallway. โIt sounded like instructions.โ
Carter called back from around the corner. โIโm getting my shoes!โ
Jack glanced once more toward the front door. Then he rubbed one hand over his face and headed upstairs. โThis better be exceptional pizza.โ
Belliniโs was warm, busy, and louder than you expected for a Saturday night.
The dining room carried the low hum of conversation beneath soft music, punctuated by silverware against plates and the occasional burst of laughter from the bar. Strings of small lights glowed above the exposed brick walls, making the restaurant feel intimate without trying too hard. David had arrived before you and was already waiting near the host stand when you walked in. He smiled as soon as he saw you.
โYou look beautiful,โ David said.
You adjusted the strap of your purse and returned the smile.
โThank you,โ you replied. โYou clean up pretty well yourself.โ
David glanced down at his button-down shirt.
โI wore the one without a hospital logo,โ he said.
You nodded approvingly. โA bold choice.โ
The host led you toward a booth near the center of the dining room. David waited for you to slide in before taking the seat across from you.
So far, there was nothing wrong with him. That was almost the problem. David was kind. He was easy to talk to. He asked questions and listened to the answers instead of waiting for his turn to speak. He had a pleasant smile, a stable job, and apparently no secret history involving your brother, a summer twenty years ago, or a box of letters hidden inside his house.
It should have been relaxing. Instead, you kept thinking about Jack standing beside Robbyโs couch. You still got it. You reached for your water. David glanced up from the menu.
โHave you been here before?โ he asked.
You shook your head. โNo, but my nephew seemed very invested in the breadsticks.โ
David smiled. โSmart kid.โ
A server appeared beside the table carrying a basket lined with white paper.
โThese are dangerous,โ she warned as she placed it between you.
David reached for one. โIโm willing to take the risk.โ
You laughed and tore a piece from another.
โI promised to bring some home,โ you explained. โSo Iโm going to need a second basket before we leave.โ
David lifted his eyebrows. โAlready making demands?โ
โMy nephew is nine,โ you said. โHis disappointment can be devastating.โ
โI have nieces,โ David replied. โI understand.โ
The conversation moved easily from there.
David told you about a scheduling disaster involving three departments reserving the same conference room. You told him about Robby leaving you in charge of Carter for the weekend and conveniently failing to mention that Jack would be there too. David paused with his glass halfway to his mouth.
โJack?โ he asked.
You reached for another piece of breadstick. โOld family friend.โ
The description felt technically accurate and completely inadequate.
David took a drink before setting the glass down. โThe uncle your nephew kept mentioning at work?โ
You looked at him. โCarter mentioned him to you?โ
David smiled. โWhen I stopped by the unit last week, he was waiting for your brother. He gave me a detailed ranking of every adult in his life.โ
You leaned back against the booth. โShould I ask where I placed?โ
David shook his head. โYou were first.โ
You smiled. โThatโs correct.โ
David reached for another breadstick. โUncle Jack was a very close second.โ
You exhaled a laugh. โThat sounds right.โ
David studied you for a moment. โHe seems important to him.โ
โHe is,โ you replied.
The answer came without hesitation. David nodded, but something thoughtful passed over his expression before he looked down at the menu again. The server returned to take your orders. David chose chicken parmesan. You ordered pasta and asked for an extra basket of breadsticks to take home.
When the server walked away, David rested his forearms against the edge of the table.
โSo your brother left you with his son and Uncle Jack for the weekend?โ
You smiled. โCarter arranged the Uncle Jack part.โ
Davidโs eyebrows rose. โHe arranged it?โ
You tore off another piece of breadstick. โHeโs nine and apparently developing a dangerous interest in logistics.โ
David laughed. โShould I be worried?โ
You looked across the table at him. โAbout Carter?โ
David nodded. โHe sounds formidable.โ
You reached for your water. โOnly when he wants something.โ
The conversation moved on, but it never quite found the rhythm it had before. David was still easy company. You still enjoyed talking to him. But there was a carefulness now, a quiet awareness sitting between you that neither of you named. You were telling him about a ridiculous argument you and Robby had once had over a family recipe when a familiar voice carried across the dining room.
โAuntie!โ
Your eyes closed. Across the table, David stopped with his fork suspended above his plate.
You slowly turned your head.
Carter stood several tables away, his entire face glowing with a level of surprise no child had ever performed convincingly. Jack stood behind him. He had changed into clean jeans and a dark button-down with the sleeves pushed to his forearms. One hand rested firmly on Carterโs shoulder. Jack looked directly at you. Mortification spread across his face.
Carter lifted one hand and waved with enormous enthusiasm.
โAuntie! Hi!โ he called. โI didnโt know you were here!โ
Jack closed his eyes. You stared at your nephew. David looked from Carter to Jack, then back to you. You did not take your eyes off Carter. Carter slipped free of Jackโs hand and hurried toward the table. Jack caught the back of his shirt after two steps.
โNo,โ Jack said firmly.
Carter looked over his shoulder. โIโm saying hi.โ
Jack shook his head. โYou said hi.โ
Carter frowned. โShe might not have heard me.โ
โThe entire restaurant heard you,โ Jack replied.
Several people at nearby tables were now openly watching. Carter smiled at them. Jack tightened his grip on the back of Carterโs shirt and gave you a helpless look across the room. You knew that look. I swear I did not know.
Carter twisted in Jackโs hold. โCan I go hug her?โ
Jack stared down at him. โYou can sit at our table and reconsider your choices.โ
Carter pointed toward you. โBut Auntieโs right there.โ
Jack looked toward your table again. โYes,โ he said. โI am painfully aware.โ
David pressed his lips together, but you caught the beginning of a smile. Carter ducked beneath Jackโs hand and made it three more steps before Jack caught him around the middle.
โCarter,โ Jack warned.
Carterโs legs continued moving uselessly above the floor. โI just want to say hi.โ
You finally lifted one hand. โLet him come over before you dislocate something.โ
Jack looked at you. โI am trying to remove him.โ
โYouโre carrying him through a restaurant,โ you replied.
Carter grinned as Jack reluctantly set him down. The second his shoes touched the floor, Carter hurried toward you.
โAuntie,โ he said brightly as he reached the booth. โWhat a surprise.โ
You looked at him. โIs it?โ
Carterโs smile faltered. โA little?โ
Jack arrived behind him and shoved both hands into his pockets.
โHi,โ he said.
You held his gaze. โHi.โ
Jack glanced toward David. Then back at you. โFor the record,โ he said carefully, โI was promised exceptional breadsticks.โ
Carter nodded. โThey are exceptional.โ
You looked down at your nephew. โYou knew exactly where I was.โ Carterโs mouth opened.
Jack pointed toward him. โThink very carefully before you answer.โ
Carter closed his mouth again. David set his fork beside his plate.
โYou must be Uncle Jack,โ he said.
Jackโs expression tightened almost imperceptibly before he held out one hand.
โJack Abbot,โ he introduced himself.
David shook it. โDavid Mercer.โ
Jack nodded once. โNice to meet you.โ
The words were polite. His grip, you suspected, was equally polite. Carter looked between the two men.
โDavid is the date,โ he explained.
You closed your eyes. โThank you, Carter.โ
Davidโs smile returned.
Carter turned toward Jack. โUncle Jack used to be Auntieโs boyfriend.โ
Your eyes opened. โNo, he didnโt.โ
โThat was a long time ago,โ Jack replied at the same time.
David looked between you. Carter brightened. โSee?โ
You stared at Jack. โYou are not helping.โ
Jack rubbed one hand over his face. โIโm sorry.โ
David leaned back in the booth. โThis is significantly more interesting than the conference-room story.โ
Jack looked toward him. โI am so sorry.โ
David smiled. โIโm not.โ
Carter rested both hands on the edge of the table. โThey kissed too.โ
Jack placed one hand over Carterโs face. โThatโs enough.โ
Carterโs voice came muffled beneath his palm. โIโm just explaining.โ
Jack looked down at him. โYou have explained nothing useful.โ
You glanced around at the neighboring tables. Several people were still listening.
โTake him to your table,โ you told Jack.
Jack nodded immediately. โThat was the plan.โ
Carter pulled Jackโs hand away from his mouth. โCan Auntie sit with us?โ
โNo,โ you and Jack answered together.
David laughed. Carter frowned. โWhy not?โ
Jack placed both hands on Carterโs shoulders and turned him around. โBecause she is on a date.โ
Carter looked back at you. โStill?โ
Jack began steering him away. โKeep walking.โ
Carter twisted enough to call over his shoulder. โWeโre over there!โ
You watched Jack guide him between the tables. Jack glanced back once. He mouthed, Iโm sorry. You shook your head, but you could not stop the smile pulling at your mouth. Across from you, David picked up his water.
โSo,โ he said, โI shouldnโt be worried?โ
You looked toward the booth where Carter was already pointing excitedly at something on the menu while Jack stared at him with the exhausted expression of a man reconsidering every decision that had led him there. Then Jack looked up. His eyes found yours from across the restaurant. You turned back toward David.
โItโs complicated,โ you admitted.
Davidโs expression softened. Not offended. Not surprised, either. Just understanding. He glanced once toward Jackโs table before returning his attention to you.
โI had a feeling,โ David said.
You looked down at your hands. โIโm sorry.โ
David shook his head. โYou didnโt do anything wrong.โ
You gave him a small, apologetic smile. โI went on a date with you while apparently being emotionally complicated.โ
David leaned back against the booth. โThat describes most adults.โ
A laugh escaped you. David smiled, then looked toward Jack again.
โHe matters to you,โ he said.
You followed his gaze before you could stop yourself. Jack was listening to Carter explain something with both hands, but his attention kept drifting toward your table.
โHeโs been part of my life for a long time,โ you answered.
David nodded slowly. โThat sounds complicated.โ
โIt is,โ you admitted.
David reached for his water. โFor what itโs worth, Iโve had a good time.โ
โSo have I,โ you told him honestly.
David smiled faintly. โBut there isnโt any chemistry.โ
You exhaled in relief. โNo. There isnโt.โ
Davidโs mouth curved. โGood.โ
Your eyebrows rose. โGood?โ
David laughed. โI was trying to find a polite way to say it.โ
You pressed one hand to your chest. โAnd here I was preparing to feel terrible.โ
โYou can still feel a little terrible,โ David offered. โFor my ego.โ
You smiled. โIโll schedule five minutes.โ
David lifted his glass toward you. โAppreciated.โ
You raised your own glass and tapped it lightly against his. โTo absolutely no chemistry.โ
David nodded solemnly. โTo a very pleasant administrative dinner.โ
You laughed, and the last of the tension left the table. By the time the server returned with the check, the date had shifted into something easy again. David paid for your dinner despite your attempt to argue, and you gathered the bag of extra breadsticks and the boxed slice of chocolate cake you had promised Carter. David stood beside the booth and reached for his jacket.
โDo you need me to walk you out?โ he asked.
You glanced toward Jack and Carterโs table. Carter was already watching you. Jack noticed him watching and followed his gaze. His eyes landed on the takeout bag in your hand, then moved to David standing beside you. You looked back at David.
โI took a car here,โ you explained. โIโll order another one.โ
David nodded toward the other booth. โI suspect you may have transportation.โ
You followed his gaze again. Carter immediately waved. Jack caught Carterโs wrist and lowered his hand.
You sighed. โI suspect youโre right.โ
David smiled. โGood luck.โ
You exhaled. โWith the nine-year-old or Jack?โ
David considered the question. โYes.โ
You laughed as you stepped away from the table. David leaned in and gave you a brief hug.
โIt was nice getting to know you,โ he said.
โYou too,โ you replied.
David pulled back and nodded toward the takeout bag. โProtect the breadsticks.โ
You held the breadstick bag against your side. โWith my life.โ
David headed toward the front doors. You watched until he disappeared into the crowd, then turned toward the other side of the restaurant. Carter immediately sat up straighter. Jack looked as though he would prefer to be anywhere else on earth.
You crossed the dining room and stopped beside their booth. Carter looked up from his plate. The breadstick in his hand slowly lowered toward his plate.
โHi, Auntie,โ Carter said carefully.
You folded your arms. โHaving a nice dinner?โ
Carter glanced toward Jack. Jack immediately shook his head.
โDo not involve me,โ Jack warned him. โYou did this entirely by yourself.โ
Carter turned back toward you. โThe pizza is really good,โ he offered.
You looked pointedly across the restaurant toward the table you had just left. โWhat an incredible coincidence that it happened to be here.โ
Carter took a small bite of his breadstick. โPittsburgh isnโt that big.โ
Jack stared at him. โThat is your defense?โ
Carter chewed slowly. โItโs true.โ
You held out one hand. โMove over.โ
Carter blinked. โYouโre sitting with us?โ
โFor a minute,โ you clarified.
Carter immediately scooted toward the wall. Jack watched you slide into the booth beside him, his expression shifting from mortification to cautious curiosity.
You looked toward Jack. โYou really didnโt know?โ
Jackโs expression shifted immediately. โNo,โ he said. โI swear.โ
You studied him for a moment. The mortification on his face was too genuine to fake.
You let out a breath. โOkay.โ
Jackโs shoulders loosened slightly. Then his gaze moved toward the front doors.
โIs David waiting for you?โ he asked.
You shook your head. โWe had a nice time, but there wasnโt any chemistry.โ
Jack went very still. For one brief second, relief threatened to show on his face. Then he pressed his lips together, lowered his eyes to the table, and reached for his water with the careful focus of a man attempting to conceal excellent news. Carter watched him over the top of his breadstick. You watched him too.
โYouโre working very hard not to look pleased,โ you observed.
Jack lowered the glass and arranged his expression into something sympathetic.
โIโm sorry it didnโt work out,โ he said.
You stared at him. โThat was terrible.โ
Jackโs mouth twitched before he could stop it. โIโm doing my best.โ
Your eyes narrowed. โYour best looks suspiciously happy.โ
Jack glanced toward Carter. โIโve had a difficult evening.โ
Carter bit down on his breadstick to hide his grin.
You sighed and let your gaze move over Jack. โLooks like youโre taking me home, Abbot.โ
Jackโs hand stopped halfway to the check. Carterโs eyes moved immediately to him. Jack cleared his throat and picked up the check.
โApparently I am,โ he said, working very hard not to look pleased for the second time in under a minute.
You caught the faint pull at the corner of his mouth. โTry to contain yourself.โ
Jack looked at you. โRobinavitch, Iโm exercising extraordinary restraint.โ
Carter smiled into his breadstick. You pointed toward him. โNot one word.โ
Carter swallowed and lifted both hands. โI didnโt say anything.โ
Jack reached for his wallet. โHe doesnโt have to,โ he muttered.
You looked down at Carter. โYou knew exactly what you were doing.โ
Carter lowered his hands and studied the remains of his pizza.
โI really did want to eat here,โ he said.
Jack slid his card into the check holder.
โThat does not make bringing me here under false pretenses acceptable,โ Jack told him.
Carter twisted his napkin between his fingers.
โIโm sorry,โ he said.
You held his gaze. โFor what?โ
Carter sighed. โFor bringing Uncle Jack here because I knew you were here,โ he answered.
Jack lifted one finger. โAnd?โ
Carter frowned at him. โThereโs more?โ
Jack raised his eyebrows.
Carter sighed again. โAnd for yelling across the restaurant.โ
You nodded. โThank you.โ
Carter studied your face. โAm I grounded?โ
Jack picked up the check holder. โThat is a conversation for your father.โ
Carterโs expression brightened. โSo no?โ
Jack slid from the booth. โThat was not what I said.โ
You picked up the breadstick bag and balanced the cake box beneath your arm. Jack immediately held out one hand.
โGive me that,โ he said.
You tightened your grip on the bag. โI can carry bread.โ
Jack looked at the purse hanging from your shoulder, the cake box balanced beneath your arm, and the bag in your hand.
โClearly,โ Jack said.
You surrendered the bag. โBossy,โ you muttered.
Jack tucked it against his side. โEfficient,โ he corrected.
Carter climbed out of the booth and glanced toward the front of the restaurant.
โSo youโre done with the date?โ he asked.
You looked down at him. โYes.โ
Carter nodded slowly.
โBecause there wasnโt a spark?โ he asked.
You stopped walking. Jackโs hand went still between Carterโs shoulder blades. You and Jack looked at him.
โWhere did you learn that?โ you both asked at the same time.
Carter glanced between you.
โTV,โ he answered.
Jack resumed guiding him toward the exit.
โYou have reached your question limit,โ Jack told him.
Carter walked reluctantly beneath his hand.
โI only asked one,โ he argued.
Jack steered him around another table. โYouโve asked enough for the entire restaurant.โ
You followed them through the dining room and out onto the sidewalk. Carter hurried several paces ahead and began searching the rows of cars.
โWhereโs the truck?โ he called.
Jack pointed toward the far end of the lot. โUnder the light.โ Carter started to run.
โWalk,โ Jack ordered.
Carter slowed without turning around.
โI am walking,โ he called back.
You and Jack continued across the parking lot behind him. After several steps, you glanced at Jackโs clean shirt and dark jeans.
โYou cleaned up nicely,โ you said.
Jack looked down at himself. โYou sound surprised.โ
โYou spent the afternoon being accused of swimming with a motorized foot,โ you reminded him.
Jack nodded.
โIt was a difficult recovery,โ he said.
You smiled.
โThe button-down helped,โ you added.
Jack looked toward you. His gaze lingered for one quiet beat.
โThat dress helps too,โ he said.
The teasing response you had prepared disappeared. You looked ahead.
โCareful, Abbot,โ you warned.
Jack opened his mouth, but Carter tugged impatiently at the rear door handle.
โItโs locked!โ Carter called.
Jack lifted the keys. He unlocked the truck, and Carter climbed into the back seat. Jack reached the passenger side before you did and opened the door. You stopped beside him.
โI can open a door,โ you said.
Jack kept one hand on the handle. โI know.โ
You looked at him. โThen why are you doing it?โ
Jack glanced toward the open cab.
โBecause I got here first,โ he answered.
You narrowed your eyes but climbed inside. Jack placed the breadsticks carefully on the floor near your feet before closing the door. By the time he rounded the hood and slid behind the wheel, Carter had already leaned forward between the seats.
โCan I have a breadstick now?โ Carter asked.
Jack inserted the key into the ignition.
โNo,โ Jack answered.
Carter looked toward you. โAuntie?โ
You buckled your seat belt. โYou heard him.โ
Carter dropped back against the seat.
โYouโre supposed to be nicer,โ he complained.
Jack started the engine.
โSheโs learning,โ Jack said.
You looked toward him.
โI am not,โ you replied.
Jack pulled out of the parking space.
โDenial is the first stage,โ he said.
Carter was quiet for a moment in the back seat. Then he leaned forward between the seats.
โIโm sorry I ruined your date, Auntie,โ Carter said.
You turned slightly in your seat to look at him.
โYou didnโt ruin it,โ you assured him.
Carter frowned. โI yelled across the restaurant.โ
โYou definitely did that,โ you agreed.
Jack glanced at Carter through the rearview mirror.
โAt an impressive volume,โ Jack added.
Carter sank lower against the seat. โSo I did ruin it.โ
You shook your head. โNo. David and I probably werenโt going on a second date anyway.โ
Jackโs mouth curved before he could stop it. You caught the smirk from the corner of your eye.
โDonโt,โ you warned him.
Jack looked toward the road with exaggerated innocence. โI didnโt say anything.โ
Carter leaned forward again. โYou look happy.โ
Jack checked the mirror. โYou have lost your observation privileges.โ
Carter smiled. โThatโs not a real thing.โ
Jack adjusted his grip on the steering wheel. โIt is now.โ
You settled back into your seat. โHeโs right, though.โ
Jack glanced toward you. โWhose side are you on?โ
You smiled. โThe truth.โ
Carter lifted one hand from the back seat. You reached behind you and slapped your palm against his.
Jack stared straight ahead. โUnbelievable.โ
Carter dropped back into his seat, apparently satisfied. The truck grew quiet as Jack drove away from the restaurant. Several minutes passed before Carter spoke again.
โCan I have one of the breadsticks when we get home?โ he asked.
You looked over your shoulder. โTomorrow.โ
Carter groaned and rested his head against the window. โThatโs forever.โ
Jack glanced at him in the mirror. โYouโll survive.โ
โI might not,โ Carter mumbled.
โYouโve had pizza and three breadsticks,โ Jack reminded him.
Carter closed his eyes. โIโm still growing.โ
By the time Jack turned onto Robbyโs street, Carterโs breathing had evened out. You glanced behind you.
โHeโs asleep,โ you said softly.
Jack checked the mirror. โScheming is exhausting.โ
You nodded. โHe had a busy evening.โ
Jack pulled into the driveway and switched off the engine. You reached for the breadstick bag and cake box while Jack looked toward the sleeping child in the back seat.
โYouโve got the food,โ Jack said as he opened his door. โIโll get Carter.โ
You looked pointedly toward his prosthetic. โGood plan. You do have a secret robot foot.โ
Jack stared at you over the roof of the truck. โGet out, Robinavitch.โ
You laughed as you climbed down. Jack opened the back door and carefully unbuckled Carter. Carter stirred as Jack lifted him, one sleepy arm winding around Jackโs neck.
โDid Auntie come home?โ Carter mumbled.
You stepped around the truck. โIโm right here, bud.โ
Carterโs eyes barely opened. โGood.โ
Jack adjusted Carter against his chest. โGlad we cleared that up.โ
Carter rested his cheek against Jackโs shoulder. โUncle Jack took you home.โ
You met Jackโs eyes over Carterโs head.
โHe did,โ you confirmed.
A faint, sleepy smile crossed Carterโs face before his eyes closed again. You unlocked the house and held the door while Jack carried him inside. The two of you moved through the quiet hallway without needing to discuss what came next. You switched on Carterโs bedside lamp. Jack lowered him onto the mattress. You pulled back the blanket while Jack removed his shoes.
Carter stirred when you covered him.
โBreadsticks,โ he murmured.
You brushed one hand over his hair. โTomorrow.โ
โAnd cake?โ he whispered, his eyes still closed.
โTomorrow,โ you repeated.
Carter sighed against the pillow. โOkay.โ
Jack switched off the lamp, and you followed him into the hallway. You pulled Carterโs door nearly closed behind you.
โHeโs going to wake up at six demanding carbohydrates,โ Jack whispered.
You started toward the kitchen. โThat sounds like your problem.โ
Jack followed with the restaurant bag. โHow did this become my problem?โ
You shrugged. โYou agreed to the breadstick expedition.โ
โI was deceived,โ Jack replied.
You clicked your tongue. โYou were outsmarted by a nine-year-old.โ
Jack set the bag on the kitchen counter. โI preferred deceived.โ
You placed the cake in the refrigerator while Jack leaned one hip against the counter. For the first time since leaving the restaurant, the house was completely quiet. You closed the refrigerator.
โThank you for bringing me home,โ you said.
Jack folded his arms. โWe were coming here anyway.โ
You nodded, suddenly unsure what to do with your hands. โStill. And thank you for handling Carter.โ
Jack glanced toward the hallway. โIโm not sure handling is the word Iโd use.โ
You smiled. โYou tried.โ
Jack looked back at you. โIโm sorry he put you in that position.โ
โI know,โ you said. โItโs okay.โ
Jack held your gaze. The silence stretched just long enough to become noticeable.
You stepped toward the hallway, then paused beside him.
โFor the record,โ you said.
Jack turned his head. โWhat?โ
You let your gaze travel deliberately over the clean button-down before returning to his face.
โYou still got it too.โ
Jack went very still.
You smiled before he could recover. โGoodnight, Abbot.โ
You walked toward the stairs.
Behind you, Jack cleared his throat. โGoodnight, Robinavitch.โ
At the foot of the stairs, you glanced back.
Jack stood where you had left him, one hand resting against the counter and the faintest hint of a smile at the corner of his mouth.
Heat climbed into your cheeks. You shook your head and continued upstairs.
Jack remained in the kitchen beside a bag of contraband breadsticks.
The evening had not gone exactly according to Carterโs plan.
He had been caught. He had been lectured.
He was almost certainly going to hear about it from his father.
But Auntieโs date was over. Uncle Jack had been jealous. And they had come home together.
Carter would have called the breadstick incident a success.
Summary: You arrive at Robbyโs house expecting a quiet weekend with Carter and find Jackโs truck already in the driveway. Carter insists the overlap is accidental. Neither of you believes him. By the end of the night, an old photograph, a box of letters, and one unanswered question make it clear that Carterโs plans are only getting started.
Warnings: no major warnings; past romantic history, references to Jack leaving for Army basic training, meddling-child behavior, emotional incompetence, competitive board-game conduct
Author's Note:ย
Welcome to the first official chapter of The Nephew Trap!
After discovering photographic evidence of Auntie and Uncle Jackโs long-ago summer romance, Carter has decided that their current relationship status is unacceptable. His first step is simple: get them into the same house for an entire weekend and hope they remember how much they like each other. Unfortunately for Jack and Reader, Carter is remarkably good at selective honesty. This chapter has forced-proximity babysitting, adjoining rooms, Jack being interrogated during a game of catch, domestic taco preparation, an aggressively competitive game of Sorry!, and the reveal that Jack kept every letter Reader sent him during basic training.
Carter may be nine, but he has a plan.
Xoxo, Del
| Prologue |
Jackโs truck was already parked in Robbyโs driveway.
You slowed behind it, one hand still resting on the steering wheel, and stared through the windshield.
Jack was not supposed to be there until Saturday evening.
At least, that was the arrangement Robby had given you. You were staying with Carter while he attended a medical conference, and Jack was covering the few hours you would be gone for dinner Saturday night.
Simple.
There was no reason for Jackโs truck to be sitting in the driveway before noon on Friday.
The front door opened before you could reach for your overnight bag.
Carter stepped onto the porch in basketball shorts and a faded Pirates T-shirt. His face brightened when he spotted you.
โAuntie!โ Carter called as he hurried down the steps.
You climbed out just in time for him to throw both arms around your waist.
โHi, bud,โ you said, bending to squeeze him. โDid your dad leave you anything edible before he abandoned the state?โ
Carter pulled back and nodded. โHe made eggs.โ
โThen Iโll postpone calling social services,โ you told him.
You opened the back door and pulled out your overnight bag. As you lifted the strap onto your shoulder, Carter rocked on the balls of his feet beside you.
Your attention shifted to the truck.
โWhy is Uncle Jack here?โ you asked, pointing toward it.
Carter followed your gesture. โHeโs staying too.โ
Your hand stilled on the strap. โHeโs what?โ
Carter turned toward the house. โHe brought groceries.โ
You followed him across the driveway, your confusion growing with every step.
โCarter,โ you said as he reached the porch, โUncle Jack is supposed to come tomorrow while Iโm at dinner.โ
Carter pushed open the front door. โI know.โ
โThen why is he here now?โ you asked as you followed him inside.
Carter stepped into the entryway and looked back at you. โI asked him to come early.โ
You stopped beneath the doorway. โYou did what?โ
โI called him,โ Carter explained, as though this were the obvious solution.
Before you could ask why your nine-year-old nephew was independently reorganizing his childcare arrangements, Jackโs duffel caught your eye.
It sat beside the stairs, zipped shut, with a sweatshirt folded over the top.
You pointed toward it. โWhy does he have luggage?โ
Carter glanced at the bag. โBecause I told him to stay.โ
โFor tonight?โ you asked, looking back at Carter.
โFor the weekend,โ Carter clarified.
You stared at him.
Carter returned the look with a level of composure no child caught rearranging multiple adultsโ lives should possess.
Jack stepped out of the kitchen before you could question him again.
He carried two paper grocery bags against his chest, with a receipt caught between his fingers. He wore jeans and a dark T-shirt, and his reading glasses sat low on his nose while he scanned the receipt. His gray hair was slightly disordered, as though he had already run his hand through it several times that morning.
Jack looked up.
His gaze found your face first, then dropped to the bag hanging from your shoulder.
He stopped walking.
โYou brought a bag,โ Jack observed.
You shifted your attention pointedly toward his duffel. โSo did you.โ
Carter slipped past both of you and returned to the kitchen island.
โGood,โ Carter said as he climbed onto a stool. โEverybodyโs here.โ
Jack slowly turned toward him. โWhy did you say that like this was a scheduled outcome?โ
Carter looked between you and Jack. โBecause I invited both of you.โ
You set your overnight bag beside Jackโs duffel and followed them into the kitchen.
โWhat exactly did you tell him?โ you asked, pointing toward Jack as Carter began tracing his finger along the edge of the counter.
Carter kept his eyes down. โThat you had plans.โ
โOne date,โ you corrected as you folded your arms. โTomorrow night.โ
Carter dragged his finger slowly along the edge of the counter. โBoth of you.โ
That landed differently.
You looked at Jack again.
โItโs two nights,โ you said finally.
Jack studied your face. โAre you sure?โ
You picked up your bag from beside his. โNo. But apparently I am outnumbered.โ
Carterโs expression brightened instantly.
Jack glanced at him and then back at you.
โThat recovery was suspiciously fast,โ Jack said.
Carter grinned. โI feel better.โ
โYouโre a menace,โ you told him.
Carter smile grew. โDad says I get it from you.โ
You stared at him.
Jack coughed into his fist.
You turned sharply. โWas that another laugh?โ
Jack shook his head as he reached for the grocery bags. โBreathing.โ
โYou should see someone about that,โ you muttered.
Jack carried the groceries farther into the kitchen, his smile still visible in profile.
Behind you, Carter watched the two overnight bags resting together beside the stairs.
The first part of his plan had worked.
You hooked your fingers beneath the strap of your overnight bag and lifted it onto your shoulder.
โWhich room am I in?โ you asked, turning toward Carter.
Carter slid down from the stool and headed for the stairs.
โThe guest room,โ he answered over his shoulder.
Jack retrieved his duffel from beside yours and followed the two of you.
โAnd where is Uncle Jack sleeping?โ you asked as you started upstairs.
Carter reached the landing and pointed toward the end of the hall.
โThe office,โ he said.
Jack adjusted the strap of his duffel.
โThe office has a bed?โ he asked.
Carter crossed the hall and pushed open the door.
โIt has a futon,โ he explained.
Jack peered into the room.
โThat is not quite the same thing,โ he said.
Carter pointed toward the folded futon against the wall.
โIt turns into a bed,โ he insisted.
Jack stepped inside and lowered his duffel onto it.
โIโve slept in worse places,โ he conceded.
You stopped in the doorway behind him.
โThat is not a particularly enthusiastic endorsement,โ you said.
Jack glanced back at you.
โIt wasnโt meant to be,โ he replied.
Carter crossed the office and opened a door beside the bookshelf.
โThereโs a bathroom too,โ he announced.
You followed him through the doorway and found a narrow bathroom with another door on the opposite side.
Carter opened that one and stepped into the guest room.
โAnd Auntie sleeps in here,โ he said, gesturing toward the bed.
You set your bag on top of the comforter before looking back through the bathroom.
โThe rooms connect,โ Carter beamed.
Jack stood in the opposite doorway with one hand resting against the frame.
โConvenient,โ he said.
Carter smiled. You caught it.
โWhy do you look so pleased?โ you asked, narrowing your eyes at him.
Carterโs expression immediately flattened.
โI donโt,โ he replied.
Jack looked down at him. โYou do.โย
Carter turned toward the hallway.
โIโm going downstairs,โ he announced before slipping out of the room.
You watched him disappear.
โHeโs being weird,โ you said.
Jack removed his glasses and began wiping the lenses against the hem of his shirt.
โHe successfully manipulated both of us into spending a weekend together,โ he replied. โI think weโre past weird.โ
You watched him slide the glasses back onto his face.
โYou really thought I might not be here?โ you asked.
Jackโs hand paused beside the frame.
โHe sounded worried,โ he answered.
You leaned one hip against the dresser.
โThat isnโt what I asked,โ you said.
Jack lowered his hand. For a moment, he said nothing. Then he glanced through the open bathroom toward your room.
โYou had plans,โ he said.
You folded your arms across your chest.
โOne date,โ you reminded him.
Jack lifted one shoulder.
โI didnโt know that,โ he replied.
โYou could have called me,โ you pointed out.
Jack gave you a look.
โAnd said what?โ he asked. โโYour nephew told me you have a mysterious social life. Please account for your movementsโ?โ
A laugh escaped you before you could stop it.
Jack smiled at the sound.
โYou could have asked whether I was still covering the weekend,โ you said.
Jackโs smile faded into something quieter.
โYou said yes to Robby,โ he replied. โI didnโt think youโd leave Carter without someone.โ
You held his gaze.
โNo,โ you said. โI wouldnโt.โ
Jackโs expression softened.
โI know,โ he answered.
The certainty in his voice settled strangely beneath your ribs.
You looked away first and reached for the zipper on your bag.
โYou could still go home,โ you said as you opened it.
Jack remained in the bathroom doorway.
โI could,โ he replied.
Neither of you moved.
From downstairs, Carter shouted both of your names.
You pulled a folded shirt from your bag and placed it on the bed.
โCome on,โ you said, turning toward the hallway. โBefore he plans the rest of our lives.โ
Jack pushed away from the doorframe and followed you into the guest room.
You had almost reached the hall when his voice stopped you.
โHey,โ Jack called softly.
You turned back toward him.
Jack stood between the two rooms, one hand tucked into the pocket of his jeans.
โGood to see you,โ he said.
The last of your irritation slipped away before you could hold on to it.
โYou too,โ you replied.
Jack smiled.
It was small and warm and painfully familiar.
Carter called your names again, louder this time.
You tilted your head toward the stairs.
โWe should go before he comes looking for us,โ you said.
Jack stepped into the hallway beside you.
โHeโll give us another thirty seconds,โ he replied. โThen heโs coming up.โ
As though summoned by the prediction, Carter shouted again from downstairs.
You started toward the stairs.
โThere it is,โ you said.
Jack followed, smiling faintly.
A few minutes later, Carter slipped into his bedroom and closed the door behind him.
He crossed to his nightstand and lifted the book resting on top of the old photograph.
Separate rooms were not ideal.
Connected rooms would have to do.
Carter lowered the book into place again and hurried out to the kitchen.
He found you standing at the kitchen island, removing groceries from one of the paper bags while Jack arranged them inside the refrigerator.
Carter stopped in the doorway.
You passed Jack a carton of eggs without looking up.
Jack took it from your hand without looking back.
Neither of you seemed to notice.
Carter did.
โWhat are we doing today?โ Carter asked as he entered the kitchen.
You pulled a loaf of bread from the bag and glanced toward him.
โWhat do you want to do?โ you asked.
Carter climbed onto his stool.
โI donโt know,โ he replied, resting his elbows on the island.
Jack closed the refrigerator and turned toward him.
โThat is not a useful contribution,โ Jack said.
Carter looked at you.
ย โAuntie usually has ideas,โ he pointed out.
You placed the bread on the counter.
โAuntie usually has advance notice that sheโs planning activities for three people,โ you replied.
Jack reached into the second grocery bag.
โI bought lunch,โ he offered.
You glanced at the container in his hand.
โYou bought enough lunch for the Steelersโ offensive line,โ you observed.
Jack set the container of deli meat beside the bread.
โI was told your availability was uncertain,โ he reminded you.
Carter quietly lowered his gaze to the island. You looked toward him.
โNice try,โ you said.
Carter traced one finger through a small patch of condensation.
โI didnโt say anything,โ he replied.
โYou didnโt have to,โ you told him.
Jack removed a bottle of coffee creamer from the bag and set it on the counter.
Your attention caught on the familiar label. Your favorite.
โYou bought that?โ you asked, pointing toward it.
Jack followed your gaze.
โItโs creamer,โ he answered.
โI can see that,โ you said as you picked it up. โRobby doesnโt drink this kind.โ
Carter looked at the bottle in your hand.
โDad drinks the plain one,โ he confirmed.
Jack began folding the empty grocery bag.
โI must have grabbed the wrong one,โ he said.
You turned the bottle around and looked at the label. โYou accidentally grabbed the exact creamer I use?โ
Jack kept his attention on the paper bag.
โIt was next to the other one,โ he replied.
Carter looked between you.
โYou knew which one Auntie likes,โ he said.
Jack flattened the bag against the counter.
โI have seen her drink coffee before,โ he answered.
You studied him. โYou remembered.โย
Jack finally looked at you.
โYou still use it, donโt you?โ he asked.
Your fingers tightened slightly around the bottle.
โYes,โ you admitted.
Jack gave a small nod.
โThen I remembered correctly,โ he said.
The simplicity of the answer left you with nowhere to put the sudden warmth spreading through your chest.
You opened the refrigerator and placed the creamer inside.
Carter watched you put it beside Jackโs carton of milk.
One shelf.
That seemed promising.
You closed the refrigerator and turned back toward the island.
โLunch first,โ you decided. โThen we can figure out the rest of the day.โ
Carter sat straighter.
โCan we go to the batting cages?โ he asked.
Jack pulled a cutting board from beneath the counter.
โI thought you hated the batting cages,โ he said.
Carter frowned at him. โI donโt hate them.โย
โThe last time we went, you said the pitching machine was trying to kill you,โ Jack reminded him.
โIt was throwing too fast,โ Carter muttered.
You leaned against the counter beside Jack.
โWe can go somewhere else,โ you offered.
Carter glanced between you. โCould we all go to the park?โย
Jack set a knife beside the cutting board.
โAll three of us?โ he clarified.
Carter nodded.
โYouโre both here,โ he said simply.
Jack looked at you. You held his gaze for a moment before lifting one shoulder.
โThe park sounds harmless,โ you said.
Jack turned back toward Carter.
โThe park it is,โ he agreed.
Carter smiled. You reached for the bread.
โWhat kind of sandwich do you want?โ you asked him.
Carter looked at the ingredients spread across the island.
โTurkey and cheese,โ he answered.
Jack opened the container of turkey. โWith mustard?โ
Carter shook his head.
โMayonnaise,โ he corrected.
You opened the refrigerator again.
โYou hated mayonnaise last month,โ you said as you searched the door.
Carter rested his chin in his hand.
โI changed my mind,โ he explained.
Jack glanced toward you.
โHeโs allowed to grow,โ he said.
You found the jar and placed it beside him.
โYouโre defending him because he complimented your grocery choices,โ you accused.
Jack picked up the jar. โHe has excellent judgment.โย
Carter smiled at Jack. You pointed the loaf of bread at both of them.
โI see how this weekend is going to go,โ you said.
Jackโs mouth curved as he reached for the bread.
โYouโve been here less than an hour,โ he reminded you.
โAnd Iโve already been deceived, outvoted, and assigned half a bathroom,โ you replied.
Carter raised his hand from the island.
โYou got the better bedroom,โ he pointed out.
You looked at him. โWhose side are you on?โ
Carter considered the question. โBoth.โ
Jack glanced toward him.
โThat sounds suspiciously diplomatic,โ he observed.
Carter lowered his hand.
โIโm hungry,โ he announced.
You exchanged a look with Jack.
Jack passed you two slices of bread. You accepted them and moved closer to the cutting board.ย
For the next several minutes, the three of you fell into an easy rhythm. Jack assembled the sandwiches. You sliced strawberries. Carter stole slices of cheese whenever he thought neither of you was watching. Jack caught his wrist on the fourth attempt.
โThat belongs on your sandwich,โ Jack said, holding Carterโs hand above the cutting board.
Carter looked at the piece of cheese between his fingers.
โIt was extra,โ he argued.
Jack glanced toward the sandwich.
โIt was the last piece,โ he replied.
You covered a laugh with the back of your hand. Carter looked toward you for help. You shook your head.
โYou were caught in the act,โ you told him. โI canโt save you.โ
Carter placed the cheese reluctantly onto the bread. Jack released his wrist.
โThank you,โ Jack said.
Carter watched Jack turn back toward the counter. Then he looked at you. Then at Jack again.
The photograph had not lied.
You fit together so easily.
Carter only had to make sure the two of you noticed.
The park was quiet for a Friday afternoon.
You spread a blanket beneath a wide tree at the edge of the field while Carter carried two gloves and a baseball toward the open grass. Jack stopped beside the blanket and held out your book.
โYou left this in your bag,โ he said.
You looked up at him. โYou went through my bag?โย
Jack shifted the sunscreen tucked beneath his arm.
โI was looking for this,โ he explained.
You took the paperback from him.
โAnd somehow found my book instead,โ you said.
Jack lowered the sunscreen onto the blanket.
โIt was a complicated search,โ he replied.
Carter lifted his glove from several yards away.
โUncle Jack,โ he called. โCome on.โ
Jack glanced toward him.
โIโve been summoned,โ he said.
You opened the book across your lap.
โTry not to injure each other,โ you told him.
Jack started backing toward Carter.
โHeโs nine,โ he reminded you.
You raised your eyes from the page.
โI was talking to him,โ you said.
Carter laughed as Jack turned toward the field.
You watched them move farther into the grass before lowering your attention to your book.
Carter threw first.
The ball sailed high and slightly to Jackโs left. Jack caught it easily, transferred it to his throwing hand, and sent it back in one smooth motion.
Carter caught it against his chest.
โNice,โ Jack called as he adjusted his glove.
Carter pulled the ball free.
โIโm glad Auntie is here,โ he said.
Jack glanced toward the blanket beneath the tree. You had stretched out on your stomach, ankles crossed behind you, with your attention fixed on the page.
โYeah,โ Jack replied as he looked back at Carter. โMe too.โ
Carter rolled the baseball between his palm and glove.
โSheโs pretty cool,โ he said.
Jack raised his glove.
โShe is,โ he agreed.
Carter threw the ball back.
โAnd nice,โ he added.
Jack caught it near his shoulder.
โUsually,โ he replied.
Carter frowned across the grass.
โSheโs always nice,โ he insisted.
Jack pulled the ball from his glove.
โYou didnโt know her when she was seventeen,โ he said.
Carterโs expression sharpened.
โWhat did she do when she was seventeen?โ he asked.
Jack sent the ball back toward him.
โNothing Iโm telling you without your father present,โ he answered.
Carter caught the throw against his chest.
โSheโs funny too,โ he continued.
Jack adjusted the glove on his hand.
โShe thinks she is,โ he said.
Carter glanced toward the blanket.
You turned a page, entirely unaware of the conversation happening across the field.
Carter tucked the ball against his hip. โAnd sheโs really pretty.โ
Jackโs eyebrows rose. โYou think I havenโt noticed?โ
Carterโs face brightened.
Jack immediately pointed the baseball at him. โThat is not permission to do whatever youโre doing.โ
Carter lifted his free hand.
โIโm not doing anything,โ he claimed.
Jack gave him a long look. โYou called me under false pretenses, arranged adjoining rooms, and now youโre listing your auntโs best qualities,โ he said. โYouโre doing something.โ
Carter shifted the ball beneath his arm.
โIโm making conversation,โ he replied.
Jack held out his glove.
โThen make conversation about baseball,โ he said.
Carter drew his arm back.
โHave you ever had a crush on someone?โ he asked as he threw.
Jack caught the ball but did not immediately return it.
โThat is not about baseball,โ he pointed out.
Carter shrugged.
โI used to have a crush on someone in my class,โ he explained.
Jack studied him for a moment.
โDid she know?โ he asked.
Carter looked down at his glove.
โNo,โ he admitted.
Jack tossed the ball back more gently.
โWhy not?โ he asked.
Carter caught it against his chest.
โI didnโt tell her,โ he said.
Jack nodded slowly.
โThat would do it,โ he replied.
Carter picked at one of the laces on his glove.
โThen she started liking somebody else,โ he added.
Jackโs expression softened.
โIโm sorry, buddy,โ he said.
Carter lifted his head.
โHave you ever done that?โ he asked.
Jack narrowed his eyes slightly.
โDone what?โ he asked.
Carter shifted his weight.
โLiked someone and not told them,โ he clarified.
Jackโs gaze drifted toward the blanket again.
You had shifted onto your side, one hand tucked beneath your head while you read. The breeze lifted a few loose strands of hair across your cheek, and you brushed them away without looking up.
Carter followed Jackโs gaze. Jack finally turned back to him.
โYeah,โ he answered quietly. โI have.โ
Carterโs eyes brightened.
โWas it Auntie?โ he asked.
Jack pointed the baseball at him again.
โCatch,โ he warned.
He threw the ball before Carter could ask anything else.
Carter scrambled to raise his glove and caught it awkwardly against his shoulder.
โThat wasnโt an answer,โ he called.
Jack lifted his glove.
โIt was the only one youโre getting,โ he replied.
Carter considered him for a moment. Then he drew his arm back.
โOkay,โ he said.
He threw the ball. Jack caught it. Carter waited exactly two seconds.
โDid you ever kiss Auntie?โ he asked.
Jack dropped the ball.ย
From the blanket, you looked up at the sound of Carterโs laughter carrying across the field.
Jack bent to retrieve the baseball.
โWhat happened?โ you called.
Jack straightened and looked toward you.
โNothing,โ he called back.
Carter cupped his hand around his mouth.
โI asked him a question,โ he shouted.
Jack reached over and lowered Carterโs arm.
โShe doesnโt need the details,โ he said.
Your eyes narrowed from beneath the tree.
โWhat question?โ you called.
Carter opened his mouth.
Jack placed the baseball directly into it before he could answer.
Carter spluttered and pulled it away.
โYou canโt do that,โ he protested.
Jack walked backward across the grass.
โI just did,โ he replied.
Carter wiped the ball against his shirt.
โThatโs gross,โ he complained.
Jack raised his glove.
โThen stop asking questions that make me panic,โ he said.
You watched them for another moment.
Jack said something you could not hear. Carter grinned. Jack pointed at him in warning.
You shook your head and returned to your book, smiling despite yourself.
Across the field, Carter tossed the ball back to Jack.
The questions had worked.
Uncle Jack still thought Auntie was pretty.
That was important information.
By the time you returned to Robbyโs house, Carter had grass stains on both knees and Jack had lost whatever authority he had started the afternoon with.
โHe cheated,โ Carter announced as he kicked off his sneakers in the entryway.
Jack closed the front door behind him.
โI adjusted the rules,โ he corrected.
You lowered the folded blanket onto the bench.
โYou threw the ball farther every time he caught it,โ you said.
Jack placed the gloves beside the door.
โThat is called encouraging growth,โ he replied.
Carter pointed toward him.
โHe made me run into a bush,โ he said.
Jack looked down at him.
โThe bush was avoidable,โ he replied.
โIt moved,โ Carter insisted.
You turned toward Jack.
โThe bush moved?โ you asked.
Jack lifted one shoulder.
โI wasnโt watching the bush,โ he said.
Carter started toward his bedroom.
โIโm telling Dad,โ he called over his shoulder.
Jack watched him go.
โYour father has done worse,โ he called after him.
Carter disappeared. You bent to pick up one of the sneakers he had left behind. Jack reached the other one first.
โHe learned from Robby,โ Jack said as he set it beside its match.
You straightened.
โThat is an unfair accusation,โ you replied.
Jack looked at you.
โIโve known your brother longer than Carter has,โ he said.
โYouโve also encouraged him for decades,โ you pointed out.
Jack considered that.
โThat is fair,โ he admitted.
Carter shouted from his room that he could not find a clean shirt. You looked toward the hallway.
โHe has an entire dresser,โ you said.
Jack picked up the blanket.
โAnd yet the shirt remains hidden,โ he replied.
You pointed toward the kitchen.
โYou start dinner. Iโll find the missing clothing.โ
Jack gave you a small nod.
โI can do that,โ he said.
You started down the hall while Jack carried the blanket toward the laundry room.
By the time you returned, Carter had changed into clean shorts and a T-shirt and taken his usual place at the kitchen island.
Jack stood at the stove, breaking ground beef apart in a skillet with a wooden spoon.
โWhat are we making?โ you asked as you walked into the kitchen.
Jack glanced over his shoulder.
โTacos,โ he answered.
You crossed to the refrigerator and opened it.
โGood choice,โ you said.
Jack turned back to the stove.
โI thought so,โ he replied.
You took out the tomatoes and lettuce, then opened a drawer for the cutting board. Jack shifted slightly to give you more room at the counter. You set the tomatoes beside the sink and reached for a knife. Without looking, Jack slid one toward you. You took it from the counter.
โThanks,โ you said.
Jack nodded as he stirred the meat.
โMm-hm,โ he replied.
You began slicing the tomatoes while he added seasoning to the skillet. Carter watched from the island. Jack opened the cabinet above him and reached for the taco shells. You moved the cutting board aside before his elbow could catch it. He set the box down in the space you had cleared. Neither of you commented on it. You finished the tomatoes and reached into the refrigerator for the cheese. Jack lowered the heat beneath the skillet.
โLettuce too?โ he asked.
You set the cheese on the counter.
โAlready out,โ you answered.
Jack glanced down and found it beside your cutting board.
โRight,โ he said.
You began shredding the lettuce while he drained the meat. Jack reached behind you for a serving bowl. You shifted left before he had to ask. He passed close enough that his shoulder brushed yours.
โSorry,โ he murmured.
โYouโre fine,โ you said without looking up.
Carterโs gaze followed the movement. Jack poured the meat into the bowl and set it on the island. You carried the tomatoes and lettuce over behind him.
โCheese,โ Jack said as he turned back toward the counter.
You handed it to him before he finished reaching. Jack looked at the bag in your hand, then at you.
โThanks,โ he said.
You smiled faintly.
โMm-hm,โ you replied.
Carter rested his chin in his hands. Neither of you had discussed who was doing what. Jack had started the meat. You had filled in everything around him.ย
By the time dinner was ready, the counter held the beef, tomatoes, lettuce, cheese, salsa, and warm taco shells in a neat line. Jack carried the last bowl to the island.
โPlates,โ he said.
You opened the cabinet and took down three.
โAlready on it,โ you replied.
Carter watched you place them beside the food.
The park had given him answers.
Dinner was giving him evidence.
After the last plate had been loaded into the dishwasher, Carter disappeared down the hallway and returned with a blue box tucked beneath his arm.
โCan we play Sorry!?โ he asked as he carried it into the living room.
You lowered yourself onto the rug beside the coffee table and held out your hands.
โAbsolutely,โ you answered.
Jack paused beside the couch.
โThat was alarmingly enthusiastic,โ he observed.
You took the box from Carter and pulled off the lid.
โItโs a board game, Jack,โ you reminded him.
Jack sat on the edge of the couch and leaned toward the table.
โItโs a board game you once refused to finish because Robby sent you back to start,โ he said.
You gathered the red pawns.
โRobby cheated,โ you replied.
Jack claimed the green pieces.
โHe drew a Sorry! card,โ he corrected.
โHe enjoyed it too much,โ you argued as you placed your pawns in their starting circle.
Carter settled cross-legged across from you and arranged the blue pieces.
โAre you not supposed to enjoy winning?โ he asked.
You glanced toward him.
โNot that much,โ you explained.
Jack placed his final pawn on the board.
โThat is exactly how much you should enjoy it,โ he countered.
You looked across the table at him.
โThat explains a lot about you,โ you said.
Jackโs mouth curved.
โIโm comfortable with that,โ he replied.
Jack reached for the deck, but you took it before he could.
โIโm shuffling,โ you announced.
Jack withdrew his hand.
โWhy?โ he asked.
You began shuffling the cards.
โBecause you bend them,โ you explained.
Jack leaned back against the couch.
โI do not bend the cards,โ he argued.
Carter looked toward him.
โDad says you do,โ he offered.
Jackโs expression tightened. โYour father is unreliable.โย
You placed the deck in the center of the board.
โCarter goes first,โ you decided.
The game remained peaceful until Jack drew a Sorry! card.
You saw his eyes settle on your red pawn.
โNo,โ you warned as you placed one hand beside it.
Jack lifted a green pawn from start.
โI havenโt done anything yet,โ he said.
โYouโre looking at mine,โ you accused.
Jack reached around your hand and replaced your red pawn with his green one.
โSorry,โ he said as he returned your piece to start.
You stared at the displaced pawn.
โYou donโt sound sorry,โ you told him.
Jack settled back onto the couch.
โIโm honoring the title of the game,โ he replied.
Carter laughed from across the table. You pointed toward Jack.
โRemember this when you get a chance to send him back,โ you instructed Carter.
Jack looked toward your nephew.
โSheโs recruiting you into a vendetta,โ he warned.
Carter reached for the deck. โWill it help me win?โย
You nodded firmly.
โYes,โ you answered.
Jack shook his head. โNo.โ
Carter drew his card.
โIโll decide later,โ he replied.
Several turns later, Jack moved one of his green pawns within a few spaces of home.
You watched him sit back with a satisfied smile.
โYou look smug,โ you observed.
Jack rested one ankle across his opposite knee.
โIโm winning,โ he replied.
You drew an eleven. Your attention went immediately to the green pawn near home. Jack followed your gaze and lowered his foot to the floor.
โDonโt,โ he warned.
You lifted the card between two fingers.
โDonโt what?โ you asked innocently.
Jack pointed toward your other available pawn.
โYou have another move,โ he said.
You reached for the red piece across from his.
โNot a better one,โ you replied.
You switched the pawns, placing yours close to home and sending Jackโs back across the board.
โSorry,โ you said sweetly as you discarded the card.
Carter burst into laughter. Jack stared at his displaced pawn.
โYouโve been waiting to do that,โ he accused.
You smiled across the table.
โSince you sent me back to start,โ you confirmed.
โThat was fifteen minutes ago,โ Jack reminded you.
You folded your hands beneath your chin.
โAnd I remembered,โ you said.
Jack looked at you over the top of his glasses.
โYouโre vindictive,โ he told you.
You leaned back on one hand.
โYou like that about me,โ you replied.
Jack held your gaze for a beat.
โOccasionally,โ he admitted.
Carter looked between the two of you before quietly drawing his next card.ย
By the end of the game, all four of Carterโs pawns were safely home while you and Jack each had two stranded on the board.
โI won,โ Carter announced as he raised both arms.
You stared at his blue pieces. โHow did that happen?โย
Jack leaned forward and inspected the board.
โHe played the game instead of trying to ruin my life,โ he explained.
You looked up at him. โYou started it.โ
Jack began collecting his green pawns.
โAnd you escalated,โ he replied.
Carter gathered the discarded cards into a pile. โCan we play again?โย
You returned your red pieces to their starting circle.
โAbsolutely,โ you answered. โI want a fair game.โ
Jack reset his pieces and looked down at you.
โThe first game was fair,โ he said.
You narrowed your eyes at him.
โYouโre afraid Iโll beat you,โ you challenged.
Jack leaned forward, resting his forearms on his knees.
โYou came in third,โ he reminded you.
You placed your last pawn into start.ย
โI beat you emotionally,โ you replied.
Carter frowned. โWhat does that mean?โย
Jack kept his eyes on you.
โIt means she lost,โ he explained.
You pushed the deck toward him.
โShuffle the cards, Abbot,โ you ordered.
Jack smiled as he picked them up.
โYes, maโam,โ he replied.
Carter watched the look that passed between you. Neither of you noticed him set his blue pawn down.
โIโll be right back,โ he announced as he pushed himself to his feet.
You adjusted one of your red pieces.
โWhere are you going?โ you asked.
Carter backed toward the hallway.
โI need something from my room,โ he answered.
Jack began shuffling the deck.
โYou have thirty seconds before we start without you,โ he warned.
Carter hurried down the hall.
โYou canโt start without me,โ he called over his shoulder.
Jack squared the deck against the table.
โThen youโd better move quickly,โ he replied.
Carter slipped into his bedroom and crossed to the nightstand. He lifted the book resting on top of the old photograph.
From the living room, your voice carried down the hallway. โYouโre bending the cards.โ
Jack answered a moment later. โI am not bending the cards.โ
Carter picked up the photograph carefully by its edges.
It was time to find out exactly what had happened that summer.
Carter returned to the living room with the photograph tucked carefully behind his back.
Jack looked up from the deck in his hands.
โWhat do you have?โ he asked as Carter stopped beside the coffee table.
Carter kept one hand hidden behind him.
โI found something,โ he announced.
You adjusted one of your red pawns inside the starting circle.
โThat sentence rarely ends well,โ you said.
Carter stepped closer and placed the photograph in the center of the board. Jackโs hands went still around the cards. Your fingers froze against the red pawn.
The faded photograph lay across the path between your pieces, half covering the deck Jack had been shuffling.
You recognized the Jeep first. Then Jackโs dark hair. Then yourself, curled against his side with your arms wrapped around one of his and your head resting on his shoulder.ย
For one disorienting second, the room seemed to tilt backward through time.
Carter rested both hands against the edge of the coffee table.
โWere you boyfriend and girlfriend?โ he asked.
โNo,โ you answered immediately.
โYeah,โ Jack said at the same time.
You turned toward him.
โWe were not,โ you insisted.
Jack lowered the cards onto the table.
โThat isnโt how I remember it,โ he replied.
Carter looked between the two of you.
โSo one of you is wrong,โ he concluded.
You picked up the photograph by its edges.
โNo one is wrong,โ you explained. โWe just never called it that.โ
Jack leaned forward, his forearms resting on his knees.
โYou never called it that,โ he corrected.
You looked at him over the photograph.
โNeither did you,โ you reminded him.
Jackโs mouth pulled slightly to one side.
โI didnโt think I needed to file paperwork,โ he said.
Carter frowned.
โBut you liked each other?โ he asked.
You glanced back down at the picture. Jackโs smile in it was easy and unguarded, his cheek pressed lightly against the top of your head.
โYes,โ you admitted.
Beside you, Jack watched your face.
โVery much,โ he added.
Your eyes lifted to his. The quiet certainty in his answer caught you off guard. Carter leaned closer to the table.
โDid you kiss?โ he asked.
You turned sharply toward him.
โCarter,โ you warned.
Carter pointed at the photograph.
โYouโre sitting on him,โ he said.
You looked down at the image.
โI am sitting beside him,โ you corrected.
Jack studied the picture.
โYou were mostly on me,โ he said.
You stared at him. โThat is not helpful.โ
Jackโs mouth twitched.
โIt is accurate,โ he replied.
Carterโs eyes brightened.
โSo you did kiss,โ he concluded.
You lowered the photograph to the table.
โThis conversation has taken an unfortunate turn,โ you said.
Jack reached for the picture before you could move it farther away.
โWhere did you find this?โ he asked as he lifted it.
Carter folded his hands in his lap.
โIn the garage,โ he answered.
You looked at him.
โWhen were you in the garage?โ you asked.
Carter shifted on the rug.
โWhen Dad and I were looking for my glove,โ he explained.
Jack studied the faded photograph again.
โRobby kept this?โ he asked.
Carter nodded.
โIt was in a box with a lot of other pictures,โ he said.
You leaned toward Jack and looked down at the image in his hands.
โI didnโt know this existed,โ you admitted.
Jack rubbed his thumb lightly along the worn white border.
โNeither did I,โ he replied.
Carter watched the two of you study the photograph together.
โWhat happened?โ he asked.
You looked toward him.
โWhat do you mean?โ you asked.
Carter pointed between you and Jack.
โIf you liked each other, why did you stop?โ he clarified.
Jackโs fingers tightened slightly around the photograph.
โI left,โ he answered.
Carter turned toward him.
โWhere did you go?โ he asked.
Jack rested the photograph against his knee.
โArmy basic training,โ he explained.
Carterโs brow furrowed.
โSo you broke up?โ he asked.
You exchanged a glance with Jack.
โThere wasnโt really anything to break up,โ you said carefully. โWe knew he was leaving.โ
Jack looked down at the photograph.
โIt was one summer,โ he added.
One summer.
As though the length of something determined how much it had mattered.
Carter looked at you.
โDid you miss him?โ he asked.
You smiled faintly despite yourself.
โOf course I did,โ you answered.
Jackโs gaze lifted to yours. You looked away before the moment could settle too deeply.
โI wrote letters to him,โ you added.
Carter turned back toward Jack.
โLetters?โ he asked.
Jack nodded.
โLots of them,โ he answered.
You gave a quiet laugh.
โThey were mostly nonsense,โ you said.
Jack looked offended.
โThey were not nonsense,โ he argued.
You lifted your eyebrows.
โI once sent you four pages about Michael eating the yogurt I had hidden in the back of the refrigerator,โ you reminded him.
Jack pointed toward you with the photograph.
โIt had your name on it,โ he said.
โExactly,โ you replied.
Jack nodded once.
โThat was theft,โ he said.
Carter looked between you.
โDad stole your yogurt?โ he asked.
You nodded solemnly.
โYour father has always been a criminal,โ you told him.
Jack smiled before he could hide it. Carterโs attention shifted back to him.
โDid you write back?โ he asked.
Jack tapped the edge of the photograph against his knee.
โWhen I could,โ he answered.
You looked toward him.
โHe wrote terrible letters,โ you said.
Jack turned his head.
โI was busy,โ he replied.
You raised your eyebrows.
โYou once wrote, โItโs hot. Training is hard. I miss real food,โโ you reminded him.
Jack pointed toward you with the photograph again.
โAll accurate,โ he said.
Carter smiled.
โWhat did Auntie write about?โ he asked.
Jack glanced down at the picture.
โHome,โ he answered. โHer job. Her friends. How school was going. Whatever your dad had done to annoy her that week.โ
You folded your arms.
โMichael gave me plenty of material,โ you said.
Carter looked thoughtful for a moment. Then he turned toward Jack again.
โDo you still have Auntieโs letters?โ he asked.
You reached toward the board and began straightening the discarded cards.
โThat was a very long time ago, bud,โ you said.
Jack did not answer. Your hand slowed. Carter waited. You looked over at Jack. He was still holding the photograph, his eyes fixed on the younger versions of both of you.
โJack?โ you prompted.
Jack lifted his gaze.
โYeah,โ he answered quietly.
Your fingers stilled against the cards. Carter sat straighter.
โYou kept them?โ he asked.
Jack nodded once.
โAll of them,โ he said.
The room went very still. You searched his face.
โYou still have every letter I sent you?โ you asked.
Jack held your gaze.
โTheyโre in a box at my house,โ he explained. โWith some other things from then.โ
You swallowed.
โYou never told me,โ you said.
Jack glanced down at the photograph again.
โYou never asked,โ he replied.
There was no accusation in the answer. That somehow made it land harder. Carter looked between you, barely containing his satisfaction.
โSo you were boyfriend and girlfriend,โ he concluded.
You turned toward him.
โThat is not what we said,โ you replied.
Carter pointed toward Jack.
โHe kept all your letters,โ he said.
You folded your arms.
โThat still doesnโt mean we called each other boyfriend and girlfriend,โ you explained.
Jack leaned back against the couch.
โIโm still voting yes,โ he said.
You stared at him.
โThere was no vote,โ you replied.
Jackโs mouth curved.
โThere is now,โ he said.
Carter accepted the photograph when Jack handed it back.
โTwo against one,โ he announced.
You pointed at him.
โYou do not get a vote,โ you told him.
Carter looked down at the photograph.
โI found the evidence,โ he said.
Jack covered a laugh with one hand. You narrowed your eyes at him.
โDo not encourage this,โ you warned.
Jack lowered his hand.
โIโm not,โ he replied.
โYou absolutely are,โ you said.
Carter held the photograph against his chest.
โDo you still like each other?โ he asked.
The question quieted the room.
You looked at Jack. Jack looked back at you. Neither of you answered quickly enough.
Carter noticed.
You reached for the game pieces.
โBedtime,โ you announced.
Carter frowned.
โItโs not bedtime,โ he protested.
You began dropping the pawns into the box.
โIt is for children conducting interrogations,โ you said.
Jack checked his watch.
โThat feels legally questionable,โ he observed.
You looked at him.
โWhose side are you on?โ you asked.
Jack settled deeper into the couch.
โCurrently? Carterโs,โ he answered.
Carter grinned. You pointed toward the hallway.
โBoth of you are impossible,โ you said.
Carter rose from the rug and carried the photograph toward his room.
ย The adults could argue about what to call that summer.ย
They had liked each other.
ย They had kissed.
ย Auntie had written letters.
ย Uncle Jack had kept every one.
And when Carter asked whether they still liked each other, neither of them had said no.
Summary: While searching the garage for his missing baseball glove, Carter Robinavitch finds an old photograph of his aunt curled against Uncle Jackโs shoulder. His dad, Robby, makes the mistake of telling him the truth. They loved each other once. They are both single now. And Carter has recently discovered The Parent Trap.
Warnings: no major warnings; references to Jack leaving for Army basic training, old romantic history, and a scheming nine-year-old
Author's Note:ย Welcome to The Nephew Trap, a new Jack Abbot x Reader mini-series featuring Robbyโs sister!Reader, an old summer romance, forced-proximity babysitting, and Carter deciding the adults require logistical assistance. The Photograph is our prequel: the moment Carter discovers Auntie and Uncle Jack used to be in love, and, thanks to a recent viewing of The Parent Trap, begins developing a plan. Expect second-chance romance, domestic chaos, old love letters, breadstick-based deception, and Robbyโs nine-year-old son becoming everyoneโs problem.
Xoxo, Del
The search for Carter Robinavitch's missing baseball glove had started inside the hall closet and eventually driven them into the garage, where Robby was beginning to suspect it had disappeared into whatever dimension also contained unmatched socks and every screwdriver he had ever purchased.
โIt has to be out here,โ Robby said as he pulled a cloudy plastic tote away from the wall. โYou had it when we played catch last weekend.โ
Carter stood beside the workbench with his hands planted on his hips. โMaybe you put it somewhere.โ
Robby looked over his shoulder. โItโs your glove.โ
โYou touched it too,โ Carter argued.
โI threw a baseball into it,โ Robby said. โThat does not make me responsible for its long-term storage.โ
Carter tilted his head. โYouโre the adult.โ
Robby stared at his son for a long moment.
โThat argument only works when it benefits you,โ Robby said.
Carter shrugged without remorse. โIt benefits me now.โ
The July heat had settled thickly inside the garage despite the wide-open door. Sunlight stretched across the concrete floor, catching dust in the air. Somewhere down the block, a lawn mower droned steadily, and the smell of freshly cut grass drifted in on the occasional breeze.
Robby lifted the lid from the first tote and stared down at several tangled extension cords, a broken desk lamp, and a curved piece of plastic that no longer appeared connected to anything useful.
โNo glove,โ Robby announced.
Carter leaned over the side of the tote. โWhatโs that?โ
โEvidence that I donโt know how to throw things away,โ Robby said.
Carter picked up the plastic attachment and turned it over. โWhat does it do?โ
Robby took it from him and examined it. โI have no idea.โ
โThen why do you have it?โ Carter asked.
โBecause the second I throw it away, Iโll discover itโs the only thing keeping the house operational,โ Robby said.
Carter nodded solemnly. โThat makes sense.โ
โIt really doesnโt,โ Robby muttered.
He pushed the tote aside and reached behind two folded camping chairs. His fingers caught on the softened corner of a cardboard box wedged between an old cooler and the wall.
Robby pulled it free, sending a thin cloud of dust into the air.
Carter coughed dramatically and waved one hand in front of his face. โWhatโs in there?โ
โProbably more evidence of poor decision-making,โ Robby said as he wiped his palm over the top.
The cardboard had bowed inward with age. Its flaps were folded loosely over one another, and there was no label written across the side.
Carter immediately dropped to his knees beside it.
โCareful,โ Robby warned as Carter reached for the top flap. โIt might be important.โ
Carter glanced at the buckling corners. โIt looks old.โ
โOld things can still be important,โ Robby said.
โYou said the vacuum piece was garbage,โ Carter reminded him.
โThat was different,โ Robby said.
Carter looked up. โHow?โ
Robby opened his mouth.
Nothing came out.
A small smile appeared on Carterโs face. โYou donโt know.โ
โIโm your father,โ Robby said as he sat down on an overturned bucket. โIโm allowed to be inconsistent.โ
Carter pulled the box closer. โIs that a real rule?โ
โIt is in this garage,โ Robby said.
Carter peeled back the flaps and found the box filled with photographs.
Most were loose, their glossy surfaces faded and dulled with time. A few remained inside paper envelopes with dates scrawled across the fronts in blue ink.
Carterโs face brightened. โThese are old pictures.โ
Robby leaned forward to look inside. โThat appears to be the theme.โ
Carter pulled out the first photograph.
A much younger Robby stood waist-deep in lake water, both arms thrown into the air and his mouth open in outrage. Sunlit water droplets hung around him, and a dark object floated several feet away.
Carter held the photograph up. โWhat happened to you?โ
Robby squinted at it. โYour aunt shoved me off the dock.โ
Carter studied his fatherโs expression. โWhy?โ
โShe was violent,โ Robby said.
Carter looked over the top edge of the picture. โWhat did you do first?โ
Robby shifted on the bucket.
Carter continued watching him.
โI may have thrown one of her sandals into the lake,โ Robby admitted.
Carter glanced at the object floating behind him in the photograph. โIs that the sandal?โ
โProbably,โ Robby said.
โThen she wasnโt violent,โ Carter decided. โShe was getting it back.โ
โWith my body?โ Robby asked incredulously.
Carter placed the picture carefully on the concrete. โIt worked.โ
Robby pointed at him. โYou are disturbingly loyal to her.โ
โShe gives me money for the ice-cream truck,โ Carter said.
โSo your loyalty has been purchased,โ Robby said.
Carter reached into the box again. โThatโs how money works.โ
The next photograph showed you and Robby sitting on the hood of an old car. You had one arm hooked around your brotherโs neck while Robby held two rapidly melting ice-cream cones away from both of you. You were laughing.ย
Carter smiled down at it. โAuntie looks the same.โ
Robby leaned closer. โTell her that. Sheโll like you even more.โ
โHer hair is different,โ Carter observed.
โSheโll like that part less,โ Robby said.
Carter placed the photograph beside the first and reached into the box again.
The next photograph made Carter laugh before Robby could see it.
โWhat?โ Robby asked as he held out his hand. โLet me see.โ
Carter passed it over, still grinning.
The picture had been taken at the end of a wooden dock. Robby and Jack were soaked through, barefoot in their swim trunks, and caught halfway through what looked like a wrestling match. Jack had one arm hooked around Robbyโs neck while Robby had both arms locked around Jackโs waist, both of them grinning at the camera like they had spent the entire afternoon making themselves everyone elseโs problem.
Carter leaned closer and pointed at Jack. โHis hair is different.โ
Robby looked down at the photograph. Jackโs hair had been dark then, wet curls falling over his forehead.
โIt wasnโt gray yet,โ Carter added.
โNo,โ Robby said. โIt wasnโt.โ
Carter studied the picture for another moment. โWho won?โ
โI did,โ Robby answered.
Carter looked at the way Jack had Robby caught beneath one arm. โIt doesnโt look like you did.โ
Robby lowered the photograph. โA picture only shows one second.โ
Carter raised a skeptical brow. โWas that second before Uncle Jack threw you in?โ
Robby set the photograph on the floor. โWeโre moving on.โ
Carter smiled. โThat means yes.โ
โIt means history has been imperfectly preserved,โ Robby countered.
Carter began sorting through the remaining photographs, creating loose, uneven piles on the garage floor.
There were pictures of you, and Robby stretched across a picnic blanket, each trying to shove the other out of the frame. Jack asleep in a lawn chair with an open paperback covering his face. All three of you crowded around a bonfire. Robby holding up a small fish while you stood behind him pretending to gag. Jack wearing mirrored sunglasses and looking deeply unimpressed with whoever held the camera.
An entire summer had been preserved in square, sun-faded pieces.
โWhy is Auntie wearing Uncle Jackโs hat?โ Carter asked as he held up another picture.
Robby glanced over. โBecause your aunt stole anything that wasnโt physically attached to someone.โ
Carter looked at the baseball cap sitting low over your eyes. โDid she give it back?โ
โProbably not,โ Robby said.
Carter selected another picture. โWhy is Uncle Jack asleep on the grass?โ
โHe claimed it was comfortable,โ Robby said.
Carter looked at him. โWas it?โ
โNo,โ Robby answered.
โThen why did he sleep there?โ Carter asked.
โHe was in his twenties,โ Robby said with a shrug. โLogic was still developing.โ
Carter placed that photograph onto the pile and reached deeper into the box.
Then he stopped.
Robby did not notice immediately. He had moved to the shelves and was checking behind a stack of old folding chairs.
When Carter remained quiet for several seconds, Robby looked back.
His son sat perfectly still, one photograph held carefully between both hands.
โWhat did you find?โ Robby asked.
Carter did not answer.
His brow had furrowed as he stared at the picture.
โCarter?โ Robby prompted as he straightened.
Carter slowly turned the photograph around.
Robby recognized it immediately.
You were curled sideways in the passenger seat of Jackโs old Jeep, your knees pulled close. Your arms were folded across Jackโs shoulder, and your cheek rested on top of them, your body tucked comfortably into his side.
Jack sat behind the wheel in a plain white T-shirt, his head tipped back against the seat. His dark hair was thick and wind-tossed, and his eyes were closed. A soft, private smile rested on his mouth.
The lake stretched blue behind you beneath a nearly white summer sky.
Nothing about the photograph had been arranged.
That was what made it intimate.
You looked as though you had folded yourself against Jack without thinking. Jack looked as though he had forgotten anyone else was there.
Carter looked from the photograph to Robby.
โSheโs using him as a pillow,โ Carter said.
โShe had a tendency to do that,โ Robby replied.
Carter looked down at the picture again. โDoes she still?โ
โNo,โ Robby said.
Carter raised his head. โWhy not?โ
Robby turned toward the shelves again. โPeople get older.โ
โThat doesnโt answer the question,โ Carter said.
Robby closed his eyes briefly.
โNo,โ Robby admitted. โIt doesnโt.โ
Carter traced one finger carefully along the faded white edge.
โUncle Jack looks happy,โ Carter said.
Robby glanced back at the photograph.
Jack did look happy.
Not the quiet, restrained happiness Robby knew now. Not the small smile Jack gave Carter after a joke or the tired amusement he wore after a manageable shift.
He looked young and completely unguarded.
He looked gone for you.
โHe was,โ Robby said.
Carterโs eyes shifted to your face. โAuntie looks happy too.โ
โYeah,โ Robby said softly. โShe was.โ
Carter studied the two of you for another moment.
Then he looked up at his father.
โWere they boyfriend and girlfriend?โ Carter asked.
Robby huffed out a quiet laugh. โThat depends which one you ask.โ
Carter shifted closer. โWhat does Uncle Jack say?โ
โHe says they were,โ Robby replied.
Carter glanced down at the photograph. โWhat does Auntie say?โ
โShe says it was only a summer,โ Robby said.
Carter frowned. โThatโs not no.โ
โNo,โ Robby conceded. โIt isnโt.โ
โDid they kiss?โ Carter asked.
Robby gave him a warning look. โIโm not discussing your auntโs kissing history with you.โ
Carter pointed toward the photograph. โThey look like they kissed.โ
Robby pressed his lips together, trying not to laugh. โYouโre nine.โ
โI know what kissing is,โ Carter said.
โThat is not the reassuring statement you think it is,โ Robby replied.
Carter looked at the photograph again. โWhy did they stop being boyfriend and girlfriend?โ
Robby reached into the box and began gathering some of the scattered pictures. โJack joined the Army. He left for basic training at the end of that summer.โ
โDid they break up?โ Carter asked.
โNot exactly,โ Robby answered.
โDid they have a fight?โ Carter asked.
โNo,โ Robby said.
โDid Uncle Jack do something bad?โ Carter continued.
โNo,โ Robby replied.
โDid Auntie?โ Carter asked.
โNo,โ Robby said again.
Carterโs frown deepened. โThen why did they stop?โ
โBecause Jack left,โ Robby explained.
โBut he came back,โ Carter pointed out.
โEventually,โ Robby said.
โAnd Auntie was still here,โ Carter added.
Robby gave him a wary look. โYes.โ
Carter stared at his father. โThat doesnโt make sense.โ
โNo,โ Robby said before he could stop himself. โIt doesnโt.โ
Carterโs expression changed.
It was subtle, a thoughtful press of his mouth, a slight narrowing of his eyes, but Robby recognized the look. His son had found a problem, and he was beginning to organize it inside his head.
Robby held out his hand. โLet me have that before you bend it.โ
Carter kept the photograph resting on his knees. โDid Auntie want Uncle Jack to stay?โ
โI donโt know,โ Robby said.
โYou know everything about Auntie,โ Carter insisted.
โI absolutely do not,โ Robby replied.
โShe calls you every day,โ Carter said.
โThat doesnโt mean she provides a detailed emotional transcript,โ Robby told him.
Carter studied Jackโs face. โDid Uncle Jack want her to wait?โ
Robby hesitated.
Carter immediately looked up. โYou made a face.โ
โI did not make a face,โ Robby said.
โYou did,โ Carter insisted.
โI have one face,โ Robby replied.
โYou have lots of faces,โ Carter said. โThat was your yes face.โ
โI donโt have a yes face,โ Robby argued.
โYou do when Auntie asks if you ate lunch,โ Carter said.
Robby pressed his lips together.
Carter nodded knowingly. โThat one too.โ
Robby stood and brushed the dust from his jeans. โWe were looking for a baseball glove.โ
Carter held the photograph against his shirt. โDid Auntie talk to him after he left?โ
โShe wrote to him,โ Robby said as he moved another cooler away from the wall.
Carterโs eyes widened. โReal letters?โ
โYes, real letters,โ Robby answered.
โWith stamps?โ Carter asked.
โWith stamps,โ Robby confirmed.
Carter stared at him. โWhy didnโt she text him?โ
Robby looked back over his shoulder. โBecause some of us lived before constant internet access.โ
Carterโs expression suggested this was barely believable.
โDoes Uncle Jack still have them?โ Carter asked.
Robby turned back to the shelves. โHow would I know?โ
โYouโre his best friend,โ Carter said.
โI do not inventory Jackโs personal belongings,โ Robby replied.
Carter looked down at the picture. โThey look like they loved each other.โ
The simple certainty in his voice made Robby pause.
Robby considered correcting him. He could have explained that they had been young, that it had been brief, and that sometimes affection survived long after a relationship ended.
Instead, he remembered Jack leaving that summer.
He remembered you pretending not to be heartbroken.
โThey did,โ Robby said quietly.
Carter raised his eyes. โDo they still?โ
Robby went still.
Outside, a dog barked twice. The air conditioner hummed through the garage wall, and a dry leaf scraped across the concrete.
Carter looked deeply unimpressed. โThat usually means yes.โ
Robby frowned. โWho told you that?โ
โMovies,โ Carter said.
โThat explains very little and concerns me greatly,โ Robby replied.
Carter glanced toward the house, where the television waited in the living room.
Robby began stacking the photographs and returning them to the cardboard box.
โWeโre done with ancient history,โ Robby said. โHelp me check beneath that tarp.โ
Carter glanced down at the Jeep photograph one last time.
While Robby turned to shift a pair of folding chairs and a cooler, Carter folded the picture against his palm, not enough to crease it, only enough to hide it, and slipped it carefully into the deep pocket of his shorts.
By the time Robby turned around, Carter was crouched near the canvas tarp with both hands apparently empty.
Together, they dragged the cooler several inches from the wall.
The edge of the canvas tarp shifted with it, revealing the worn leather pocket of Carterโs glove beneath a collapsed camping chair.
โThere,โ Robby said as he pointed. โYour glove.โ
Carter dropped to his knees and pulled it free. โI knew it was out here.โ
Robby stared at him. โYou accused me of losing it.โ
โI was considering possibilities,โ Carter said as he slid the glove onto his hand.
โYou owe me forty minutes,โ Robby told him.
Carter opened and closed the glove. โHow do I give you minutes?โ
โIโll figure something out,โ Robby said.
Carter headed toward the open garage door, striking the glove with his fist as though catching an invisible ball.
At the threshold, he stopped.
โYour conference is next weekend, right?โ Carter asked as he turned back.
Robby bent to replace the lid on a storage tote. โYeah.โ
โAnd Auntieโs staying with me?โ Carter continued.
โSheโs taking most of the weekend,โ Robby answered.
Carter slipped one hand into the pocket containing the photograph. โIs Uncle Jack coming too?โ
โHeโs covering Saturday while your aunt has plans,โ Robby said.
Carterโs fingers settled against the faded edge of the picture.
โOnly Saturday?โ Carter asked.
Robby looked up. โWhy?โ
Carter withdrew his empty hand from his pocket. โNo reason.โ
โThat sounded like a reason,โ Robby said.
Carter began walking backward toward the house. โCan we watch a movie tonight?โ
Robby narrowed his eyes. โWhich movie?โ
โIโll pick,โ Carter said as he turned around.
โThat answer did not make me less suspicious,โ Robby called after him.
Carter disappeared inside without responding.
Robby remained in the garage, surrounded by open bins and displaced camping equipment, with the uneasy feeling that he had just told his son something he would eventually regret.
Inside the house, Carter carried the photograph directly to his bedroom and tucked it beneath the book on his nightstand.
Then he returned to the living room, picked up the remote, and searched until he found the movie he remembered seeing advertised.
Two girls smiled back at him from the screen beneath the title.
Carter settled into the couch and selected The Parent Trap.
By the time Robby came inside, Carter was watching very carefully.
Auntie was staying Friday.
Uncle Jack was only coming Saturday.
Carter kept his eyes on the girls scheming across the screen.
Pairing: Andrew Pope Cody x lover!reader
Warnings: heavy angst, hurt, blood, injury, gunshot wound, knife wound, graphic descriptions of medical procedures, emotional breakdown, guilt, established relationship.
Summary: You begged Andrew to let you go on a job, but when things go brutally wrong, you are used against the Cody brothers. Left severely injured and bleeding out, Andrew is forced to stitch you back to life.
A/N request + my first bloody angst andrew fic !!
๐ based on this request๐
Disclaimer: This story is pure fiction and written solely for entertainment purposes.
Andrew had told you no.
Heโd told you no at least a dozen times, trying to keep you in the safety of the house. โI don't have a good feeling about this, baby.โ heโd muttered into your hair the night before.
But you were tired of being left behind in the house.
You begged. You told him you could handle it.
Now, you were choking on your own blood, tied to a chair as Andrewโs worst nightmare was playing out in real time.
The plan was simple, or as simple as a Cody job ever got. A quick exchange, a lockbox of clean bonds, and out. But the crew they were dealing with wasn't looking to trade; they were looking for revenge since they noticed the Cody's were at his territory.
When you woke up, the metallic taste of blood was thick on your tongue. The room was dark, standing in the shadows was a man whose face you couldn't see, holding a burner phone.
And on the other end of the line was Andrew.
"I don't give a shit about the bonds," Andrewโs voice came through the speaker. It didnโt sound like him. The usual calculating edge was entirely gone, replaced by desperation. "You touch her, and I will personally dismantle every single person youโve ever spoken to."
"She's alive, Cody," the man holding the phone drawled, stepping closer to you. He drew a hunting knife from his belt. The blade caught the weak light. "But the price just went up. You brought your own weakness to a jobโฆ not so intelligent of you, isnt it? That costs extra, I know you would give everything for her. Poor she. She's really beautiful, you know? Looks like an angelโฆ such a shame I have to make her bleed."
"Name the place." Andrew roared through the phone. You could hear the screech of tires in the background. "Weโll bring the cash. All of it. Don't fucking touch her."
"I don't like your tone, Andrew," the man said smoothly. Without breaking eye contact with you, he drove the knife down into your thigh.
The scream that tore from your throat didn't even sound human. It was an agonizing tear as the blade sliced deep, dragging through muscle and severing a major artery. Dark arterial blood instantly began to pump through your denim.
"No! NO!" Andrew shrieked over the line, the sound of his voice breaking completely. "Stop!"
"Relax, man, I'm just making sure you understand the stakes," the man said. He pulled the knife out with a sickening squelch. The room started to spin. You started losing blood, very fast.
"I'm going to kill you," Andrew whispered, a shaking promise. "I am going to rip your fucking throat out."
"Bring the bonds to the docks. Container 42. Then I will tell you where she is. You haveโฆ ten minutes maximum before she bleed out. And Andrew? No brothers. No help. Just you. You were the only one who knew about the lockbox."
The man hung up the phone. He looked down at you, tossing the bloody knife onto a table. "Let's make sure you don't try to run, pretty thing."
He pulled a gun from his waistband. You couldn't even move to cringe away. A bullet pierced your leg and shattered your calf muscle. The force of a kick to your side knocked you and the chair down completely. You hit the ground hard, the pain so blinding that your brain simply shut off the signals, leaving you floating in a numb void.
You couldn't breathe. You couldn't scream anymore. You could only watch the blood expand toward the floor.
You have no idea how much time has passed. Your body was cold, beginning to tremble slightly. The pain in your leg had disappeared; you could barely feel you lower body. Exhaustion was taking over your body when the door was kicked open.
Through the haze of your fading consciousness, you heard gunfire. Rapid, deafening, and relentless. There were no shouts, no warnings, just the execution of the men in the room.
Then, hands were on you. Untying you and then on your face.
"Hey, hey, look at me. Look at me, baby, please."
Andrew dropped to his knees in the puddle of your blood. His face was pale, his eyes wide and bloodshot. He looked entirely broken. The fierce Andrew Cody was gone; this was just a man watching his world end.
He ripped his flannel off, his hands shaking so violently he could barely manage it, and shoved it hard against the gaping wound in your thigh.
You let out a pathetic whimper, your fingers feebly twitching against his vest.
"I know, I know, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry," he sobbed, pressing his weight into the wound to stop the bleeding. He took your face in his other hand, his thumb smearing blood across your cheek as he tried to keep your eyes locked on his. "Stay with me, fuck, baby, please. Do not close your eyes. You hear me? You gotta stay awake for me."
"Andrew..." you breathed, the word barely a puff of air. "C-Cold."
"I know, I know, baby, I'm right here." He looked up, screaming toward the doorway. "Baz! She's bleeding out!"
Baz appeared in the doorway, his face grim, already calling a dirty backalley doctor. "All clear. Car's running. Move."
Andrew scooped you into his arms, lifting you gently despite the horrific injuries. As he pulled you against his chest, your blood soaked entirely through his shirt. He ran out into the pouring rain, holding you like you were made of glass, pressing his lips against your forehead over and over again.
"I shouldn't have let you come," he whispered fiercely into your hair as he threw you into the back seat of the truck, climbing in right after you to keep pressure on your wounds. "I should have locked you in the house. This is on me. This is all on me."
A deep agony appeared in his chest when your eyes started closing. "Baby, hey, open your eyes, don't do that," he desesperatly tried to keep you awake, and took your hand with his free one. "Squeeze my hand if you can hear me, please give me a sign, anything." You moved your fingers, interlacing them lightly with his, pressing gently. He sighed and screamed Deran to hurry.
The truck screeched away into the night and Andrew held you tight, his tears mixing with the blood on your skin, begging god to let you open your eyes one more time.
Andrew's hands were glued to your thigh. They couldn't go to a hospital, not with gunshot wounds, not with a Cody job gone loud. It had to be the house.
Andrew carried you in. When he laid you down on the hard wood, the bright lights showed the true horror of it all: the deep slice in your leg and the bloody mess of your calf.
"Get out," Andrew rasped after some seconds, not looking at his brothers. "Everyone out. Leave."
"Andrew, you need help withโ" Baz said after starting an IV, but Andrew whipped his head around, his eyes were wild.
"Out!" he roared.
The brothers backed away, closing the doors to the room, leaving only him and the sound of your ragged breathing.
Andrew tore open the medical kit, his hands fumbling with the bottles of antiseptic, local anesthetic, and heavy nylon sutures.
He knew how to patch a wound, heโd done it for his brothers a hundred times, but this was you. Every touch felt like he was breaking you further.
"I have to numb it, baby. I have to clean it first," he whispered, his voice cracking.
The moment the antiseptic hit the open laceration on your thigh, your body convulsed. An agonizing shriek tore from your throat, your fingers clawing at the edges of the table. Your hips buckled from the sheer, burning agony of it.
Seeing you twist in pain broke whatever fragile hold Andrew had on his emotions.
A choked sob escaped his chest. As he prepped the needle to start stitching, tears finally spilled over his eyelashes, hot and fast. He looked so broken in that moment, his massive shoulders trembling as he tried to thread the needle through his blurred vision.
"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry," he wept openly, a sound so raw it made your heart hurt worse than your physical wounds. "Itโs my fault. I shouldโve been faster. I shouldโve kept you in the house. I did this to you."
The local anesthetic was finally starting to dull the sharpest edges of the pain into a throbbing ache. Through the haze of exhaustion and blood loss, you looked at him. You had never seen Andrew look so defeated. He looked like a terrified child trapped in a monster's body.
Slowly, weakly, you lifted your uninjured arm. Your fingers were trembling, but you managed to reach up, pressing your palm against his wet cheek.
Andrew froze at the sensation of your skin. He leaned heavily into your hand, closing his eyes for a brief second as if your touch was the only thing keeping him from losing his mind.
"Andrew..." you croaked. "B-baby." He looked down at you. "N-not your fault," you whispered, trying to force a smile through your trembling lips. "I... S-stop. Don't c-cry."
"You almost died," he choked out, his voice a broken whisper. He took a ragged breath, trying to steady his hands as he lowered the needle to the edge of the knife wound on your thigh. "I can't... I can't lose you. If you die, I don't survive it. I don't."
"'m here," you promised softly. "Fix m- me up. I t-trust you."
Hearing those words, knowing you didn't hate him, knowing you still trusted his hands to put you back together, gave him the focus he needed.
Andrew wiped his eyes on his shoulder and started working. He was meticulous. Every pull of the thread was agonizing, and you still cried out, your grip tightening on the table. Every time you gasped, he would mutter a soft "I've got you, I''m sorry, almost done, baby," using his voice to soothe you.
By the time he finished stitching your thigh and packed the gunshot wound in your calf with clean gauze, the sun was just beginning to peek through the sky.
The table was a mess of blood and medical waste, but the bleeding had completely stopped. Your breathing had evened out, a faint color returning to your body as the IV fluids Baz had quickly started before leaving the room took some effect.
Andrew gently lifted you from the table, carrying you into his bedroom. He laid you down on the bed with agonizing care, supporting your body as your head hit the pillows and placing the IV bag in an IV pole.
Baz and Smurf had already been inside. While Andrew was finishing the stitches, they had silently gone to work turning his bedroom into a makeshift recovery ward. On the nightstand sat a fresh IV pole, lines, and bags of O-negative blood, the benefit of having a dirty paramedic on the Cody payroll. Smurf had even left a clean, damp washcloth and a bowl of warm water resting on the dresser.
Andrew didnโt say a word, he felt a grim wave of relief that, for once, his family had anticipated exactly what you needed to survive.
You were entirely spent, your eyes half closed, skin still holding a pallor of someone who had lost far too much blood.
"I'm going to take very good care of you, I promise, I love you so much, I can't lose you," Andrew whispered.
He still didn't want anyone else touching you right now, so he did it himself. His hands were steady now as he spiked the blood bag, hanging it from the pole where the already started fluids where. He knew exactly how to find the veins, next to the other line.
"Small pinch, baby, I'm sorry," he murmured.
You let out a tiny hiss as the needle slid in, but you kept your half closed eyes locked onto his face. He taped the line down securely, and within seconds, the blood began to flow down the clear tubing and into your system.
Andrew let out a long breath and grabbed the warm washcloth Smurf had left and sat heavily on the edge of the mattress. With gentle strokes, he began to wipe the dried blood from your forehead, your cheeks, and your collarbone, cleaning away the horror of the night.
"The blood will help. It'll make the cold go away," he whispered, pressing the warm cloth to your cheek.
As the transfusion did its work, a faint warmth began to creep back into your skin. You felt the freezing numbness in your limbs slowly begin to lift. Weakly, you curled your fingers around the edge of her t-shirt.
"Thank you, baby."
Andrew closed his eyes when he heard your voice again, then leaning down to give you a soft kiss.
"Don't thank me," he muttered against your lips, his arms wrapping around you as he carefully climbed into the bed, mindful of the IV lines and you injuries. He pulled you against his body, his eyes fixed on the plastic bag as it slowly dripped life back into your body. "Just stay. Stay here with me. Don't leave me."
You were going to be okay. The road to recovery would be long, and Andrew would likely never let you within ten feet of a Cody job ever again. As he held you in the quiet safety of his room, the crushing guilt finally began to ease.