An Explanation... and Possibly Bad News
I’ve been gone for a while, haven’t I? I wish I could convey just how sorry I was about that, because if there’s one thing that stresses me out to a level I cannot even begin to describe, it’s the feeling of letting people down. Which I have; I have let every single one of you down, and for that, I am immensely sorry.
As you could probably gather from so many of my previous posts, my life is incredibly hectic. I’ve been pulled thin to the point of snapping and have been ridiculously depressed over the state of my life, stressed over everything that is expected of me, and to be honest? RPing on tumblr has been the last thing on my mind, compared to dealing with the constant barrage of “DO THIS” shoved in my face offline.
Which makes me sad, because I have so many wonderful friends here who probably thought I dropped off the face of the Earth, and I really miss you all. I just have been… braindead? Broken? By the time I’m done with the day, I can’t even think straight, let alone write or be witty. And usually, I end up locked in a studio or something anyway.
What does this mean?
I don’t think I have the time or energy to keep up with these blogs anymore. Which hurts to even type, because I… I can’t even. I loved doing this, I got so excited about interacting with all of you, and now? I just can’t. I don’t have it in me.
Am I deleting my RP blogs?
No. I’m not. I keep hoping that—Wesker willing!—things will calm down and I can resume where I left off.
What about in-progress RPs?
If you want to continue threads—particularly Lloyd, since it was kind of important to his character’s story—just let me know and I’ll see what I can do. I don’t want to leave people hanging if it’s critical, because what kind of douchebag would I be if I did that?
And to my friends or people who want to speak with regular old Amber and not Wesker/Steve/Karsaga:
I have a personal blog at partykain, and an art blog at basementbeast. The personal blog is mostly reblogs, admittedly, since I don’t have time for much else, but I can be contacted through there. Basementbeast may see more use, because my grades are slipping for “technical reasons,” and I’m going to end up posting a lot of practice and classwork. I can also be contacted through there.
Again, I’m so sorry. I can’t even say just HOW sorry I am. When I made this blog, I never anticipated that this would happen. I seriously thought I could handle it.










