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07112020

-what a life to live

-unhappy

#heylei #5659

06052020

-I feel alone

-Independent

-Wanting something

#heylei #5659

06022020

-Everything sucks

-Feels like the work I do is meaningless and a constant loop of frustration

-All the accomplishments feel like a singular grain of sand

-You dont care so neither should I at this point

-I am unhappy and at a low again

#HeyLei #5659

01262020

-this day always sucks

-i continue to build more hate towards you

-i want and crave something that will never be tangible

#HeyLei #5659

01242020

-I feel overwhelmed and lost as if I have no sense of direction

-I want to feel as if Im in the path of success and growth, but it feels like thats something I feel I can never get to

-I feel as if I can never find the closure I need in order to grow, in order to move forward, or in order to show my worth

-I work so fucking hard and feel so great, and build myself up to finally feel proud of my accomplishments, just to have one night of fucking overthinking push me into my fucking grave

-I thought I was better than this and thought for awhile that I was finally over feeling such emotions, but no, heres my dumbass now just being fucking angry and frustrated with myself

-I wish I had the support I so dearly crave in life but it feels like Im just filling in voids I can never fill

#HeyLei #5659