@nightsung

moved for the time being

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IN PREPARATION FOR THE SEMESTER STARTING IN TWO WEEKS,  AMY HAS MOVED BACK TO @nightsung FOR THE TIME BEING!

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do you see her?  see how cute she is?  yes,  you should write and plot with her.

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it’s really hard losing people…  it’s even harder getting them back.

amy abbott of the cw’s everwood,  canon divergent & affiliated with hartlost.   by zanza.

non-rp blogs don’t reblog!

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do you see her?  see how cute she is?  yes,  you should write and plot with her.

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THIS IS US.

PROMPT,   accepting.

nose scrunches as @immortalwords​ speaks,   and amy takes a few seconds to convince herself that she’d heard right  —  but she knows that the question  —   “what’s wrong with being normal?”   —  fits in perfectly with her own words.  that doesn’t mean she agrees with it...  not even a little bit.

“well,  for starters?”  it takes everything she has to keep a straight face,  because this is a serious topic and she wants to approach it like one  —  but right now that doesn’t feel possible.   “oh,  come on!  have you ever actually heard about anyone coming to a consensus as to a definition of ‘normal’?  like,  aside from the most textbook definition?”

glancing up,  amy laughs a little,  shaking her head.   “seriously,  bright considers himself normal,”   bright!  her brother!  the same person who’d worn the same shirt twice in a row last week thinking no one would notice!  thinking he’s normal?  no way.  with the thought she shifts to a full fit of laughter,  a broad grin spreading across her lips,   “i mean...  have you met my brother?!  he’s definitely not normal.”  

it takes a moment to regain composure   ❪  to some degree  ❫,   only then does amy continue,   “my point is that every single person has a different definition of normal,  which means there’s really no such thing.”   she sits in silence for a second before more words just come out before she has a chance to stop them.   “besides,  this town is more than a little weird,  so i don’t think anyone who lives here has any right to try and define normal,  or claim that we’re anything resembling normal.”

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endless amy appreciation   *   1 / ?

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It’s okay. We’re in this together. - Bright Abbott

requested by anon

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‘this is us’ (2016-) sentence meme feel free to change pronouns and descriptors as you see fit.

i love you as much as a human heart can love.

the best thing that ever happened to me was you telling me that you’d marry me. 

the moment i saw you, i knew you were my boy. 

you weren’t a choice. you were a fact. 

life is full of color. 

there’s no dying. there is no you or me or them. there’s just us.

what’s wrong with being normal?

sometimes you just got to do the right thing. you got to do the right thing, even if it’s not what you want.

the sexiest thing about a man is his sense of humor.

i believe in good people.

because to me, you are every part my son.

you are the love of my life, and our kids are our everything.

i don’t love twists. life has enough twists.

nothing bad ever happens on christmas eve.

i know you feel like you have all the time in the world, but you don’t. so stop playing is so cool.

because i care what everyone thinks, you know that.

it’s a helluva lot easier to accept what you are, in all your damaged glory, than to try and be someone you’re not.

i’d like to pay my respects.

my handsome boy. 

there you go. breathe with me. that’s it. breathe. everything’s going to be fine.

what are you doing out of bed?

you are an exceptional young man.

i’m thinking about what my dad would do.

i live in fear.

if i let up for a moment, i will remember that i am unwanted.

have fun.

you got it all wrong, son.

but the truth is, you never wanted me either.

you ready for your first day?

i’m going to teach you how to tie a tie. takes a little time, but you’ll get the hang of it.

don’t let my poor choice make you feel afraid to stay out, okay?

i want you to stand out. 

that must’ve been incredibly lonely. 

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THIS IS US.

prompt,   accepting even though it’s from my multi shhh.

truth be told,  amy’s only been half-listening to @ttrgrl​​ talk,  mind focused more on...  well,  nothing concrete.  it’s just been hints of ideas,  flashes of memory,  the words of a song she can’t remember the name of  —  that sort of thing.  it’s probably all related to just how tired she is,  right?  when’s the last time she’d slept through the night?  or put any real effort into anything?   that’s a question amy steadfastly avoids thinking about,  and maybe that’s why she catches a singular phrase in particular.

“i believe in good people.”   

gaze shifts to her friend,  and amy maintains a neutral expression as best she can,  offering the first words that come to mind.  they’re quiet and spoken with the same underlying harshness as just about everything she says these days.

“are you saying that because you think i’m a good person?  or to point out that i’m not?”

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it’s really hard losing people…  it’s even harder getting them back.

amy abbott of the cw’s everwood,  canon divergent & affiliated with hartlost.   by zanza.

non-rp blogs don’t reblog!

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𝑇𝐴𝑌𝐿𝑂𝑅 𝑆𝑊𝐼𝐹𝑇 -  ’ 𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑘𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒 ‘ 

Below is a collection of lyric starters taken from Taylor Swift’s eighth album ‘folklore’.

The album holds references to: sex, alcohol, blood, depression, warfare, toxic relationships, medical failure, death as well as lines that could be taken as suicidal thoughts and parental abuse — so please be mindful if you are sensitive to these subjects. All lyrics are posted as written on the album, but feel free to change pronouns or words to fit your purposes.

i’m doing good, i’m on some new shit.

i thought I saw you at the bus stop

the greatest films of all time were never made

if you wanted me, you really should’ve showed

we were something, don’t you think so?

if my wishes came true, it would’ve been you

in my defense, i have none for never leaving well enough alone

it would’ve been fun if you would’ve been the one

you know the greatest loves of all time are over now 

if one thing had been different would everything be different today? 

when you are young, they assume you know nothing 

i felt like I was an old cardigan 

a friend to all is a friend to none 

to kiss in cars and downtown bars was all we needed 

you drew stars around my scars but now I’m bleedin' 

i knew you’d haunt all of my what-ifs 

cause i knew everything when I was young

i knew i’d curse you for the longest time 

i knew you’d miss me once the thrill expired and you’d be standin’ in my front porch light 

i knew you’d come back to me 

the wedding was charming, if a little gauche

there goes the maddest woman this town has ever seen 

who knows, if she never showed up, what could’ve been 

she had a marvelous time ruining everything 

there goes the most shameless woman this town has ever seen 

i had a marvelous time ruining everything 

i can see you standing, honey, with his arms around your body 

it took you five whole minutes to pack us up and leave me with it

you were my town, now I’m in exile 

i can see you starin’, honey, like he’s just your understudy 

I’m not your problem anymore, so who am i offending now? 

there is no amount of crying i can do for you 

you didn’t even hear me out

you didn’t even see the signs 

cause you never gave a warning sign 

i gave so many signs

if I’m on fire, you'll be made of ashes, too 

even on my worst day, did i deserve, babe, all the hell you gave me? 

cause i loved you, i swear i loved you til my dying day 

i didn’t have it in myself to go with grace 

if I’m dead to you, why are you at the wake? 

you wear the same jewels that i gave you as you bury me 

you know i didn’t want to have to haunt you 

when i’d fight, you used to tell me i was brave 

and i can go anywhere i want just not home 

you can aim for my heart, go for blood but you would still miss me in your bones 

you had to kill me, but it killed you just the same 

i’ll show you every version of yourself tonight 

i want you to know i’m a mirrorball, i can change everything about me to fit in 

i’m still a believer, but i don’t know why 

are there still beautiful things? 

and though i can’t recall your face i still got love for you 

love you to the moon and to saturn 

i think your house is haunted. your dad is always mad and that must be why 

i think you should come live with me 

never have i ever before

will you call when you’re back at school?

i remember thinkin’ i had you 

for me, it was enough to live for the hope of it all 

so much for summer love

you weren’t mine to lose

i can see us twisted in bed sheets 

i’ve been having a hard time adjusting 

i didn't know if you’d care if i came back 

i just wanted you to know that this is me trying 

pulled the car off the road to the lookout, could’ve followed my fears all the way down 

they told me all of my cages were mental, so i got wasted like all my potential 

my words shoot to kill when i’m mad, i have a lot of regrets about that 

it’s hard to be at a party when i feel like an open wound 

that’s the thing about illicit affairs and clandestine meetings and longing stares, it’s born from just one single glance but it dies a million little times

you showed me colors you know i can’t see with anyone else 

don’t call me “kid,”

don’t call me “baby”

you taught me a secret language i can’t speak with anyone else 

you know damn well, for you, i would ruin myself a million little times 

were there clues i didn’t see? 

isn’t it just so pretty to think all along there was some invisible string, tying you to me?

time cutting me open, then healing me fine 

what did you think i’d say to that? 

fuck you forever

every time you call me crazy, i get more crazy 

when you say i seem angry, i get more angry 

it’s obvious that wanting me dead has really brought you two together 

i’m taking my time cause you took everything from me 

sir, i think he’s bleeding out

you dream of some epiphany, just one single glimpse of relief to make some sense of what you’ve seen 

doc, i think she’s crashing out

some things you just can’t speak about 

i won’t make assumptions about why you switched your homeroom but i think it’s ‘cause of me 

the worst thing that i ever did was what i did to you 

would you trust me if i told you it was just a summer thing? 

i don’t know anything but i know i miss you 

if i just showed up at your party, would you have me? 

our coming-of-age has come and gone 

i never had the courage of my convictions 

i could never give you peace 

i’m a fire and i'll keep your brittle heart warm if your cascade, ocean wave blues come 

all these people think love’s for show but i would die for you in secret 

would it be enough if i could never give you peace? 

your integrity makes me seem small 

i’d give you my sunshine, give you my best but the rain is always gonna come if you’re standin’ with me 

you know i left a part of me back in new york 

you knew the hero died so what’s the movie for? 

darling, this was just as hard as when they pulled me apart 

don’t want no other shade of blue but you. no other sadness in the world would do

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Send me 🗣️ for incorrect quotes of your muse and mine

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hit the heart for a starter in amy’s gilmore girls verse or her one tree hill verse,  please specify which and i’ll toss you a thing!

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Amy Abbott + Smiling/Happy

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⟹   STARS HOLLOW.   

doctor harold abbott jr. and his wife,  rose,  have lived in stars hollow their whole lives.   harold took over his father’s family medical practice after finishing medical school    he’s proud to be stars hollow’s primary provider of medical care,  and rose is a part of the town council where she attempts to reign in taylor’s more...  absurd tendencies.  the couple have two children:  brighton (or bright) and amy.  bright’s an athlete,  participating on many of the stars hollow high sports teams...  and if you ask amy?  he’s got approximately half a brain-cell.  meanwhile,  amy’s the stereotypical perfect daughter.  she dances,  and has been since she could walk,  the head of the school’s dance team and an advanced student at miss patty’s school where she focuses heavily on ballet.  a straight a student,  an overachiever,  and very much invested in the delightful absurdity of the town she loves.  

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@cardigcn​   ⇾   semi-plotted.

“brooke,  hey!”   she speed walks to catch up to the other girl,  hugging her books to her chest,   “you know i have my own team,  right?  i don’t have any interest in stealing anyone off your squad,  but i’ve heard from like three people that you think we’re rivals or something which is news to me,”

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here’s a STARTER CALL.   specify muse if you’re a multi  +  let me know if you have a preference between content with teen amy or adult amy!