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hi! welcome to my headspace. if you stumbled upon my profile due to my diary/journal entries, feel free to interact with them, I don't mind! maybe you related with what I wrote? I needed an outlet and this is what I decided to do. I might occasionally reblog some nsfw stuff, so be aware! although you can block that stuff in your settings, so I don't think it's a big deal, I thought a warning would be good! hope you enjoy my headspace as much as I hate it.
when you find out every single thing she told you, down to her abuser's name, was false. the end for now. bye yall.
you can't be friends with someone you were in love, I don't care what people say. "oh but you are young you don't know" yeah I do. no you can't. maintaining contact with someone like that only leads to two things: sooner or later you will fuck or it will fuck up your future relationships.
some of the stuff I have to write and say sometimes sounds too good to be true, but they really are the truth. I wish I was making some stuff up!
hot take for my journal: I think people who cheat should die.
I was born in the 2000s I swear I'm not a 50yo in disguise on Tumblr I'm just too desensitized to life recently don't let my sadposting fool you I'm just hopeless no commas or anything fuck this read it all in one go
hooking up = dating, dating = married, married = nonexistent. why is it so hard for people to just say they're dating? why are people so afraid of commitment?
I think the terms "hooking up" and "situationship" and the whole casual relationship thing have watered down real romances and the way people really connect. I know this isn't a new thing and has always existed (duh) but social media took it to a whole new level. how can you be flirting with someone and then be doing the same thing with different people shortly after? do you really want to have a connection? why do you get sad when you get treated like shit? what do you expect from living like this? why can't people just try and make things work out with one person? is it really that bad? I just get so frustrated and sad. it feels like I'm the outlier in the sea of my generation where this type of behaviour is heavily normalized.
I sound like an old person in this and I'm only in my early 20s. oh boy, maybe I am becoming a shell of my former self.
I think the terms "hooking up" and "situationship" and the whole casual relationship thing have watered down real romances and the way people really connect. I know this isn't a new thing and has always existed (duh) but social media took it to a whole new level. how can you be flirting with someone and then be doing the same thing with different people shortly after? do you really want to have a connection? why do you get sad when you get treated like shit? what do you expect from living like this? why can't people just try and make things work out with one person? is it really that bad? I just get so frustrated and sad. it feels like I'm the outlier in the sea of my generation where this type of behaviour is heavily normalized.
during these last few days, at night, when I get home from work, I keep thinking: what is wrong with me? why is it that I still love this woman after everything I went through? the screams, the temper issues, the angriness after I refuse to have sex because I knew she was in the middle of a mania episode and this would be rape (yes it would and if you disagree fuck you too), the complete dismissal and indifference during our last week, the arrogance at certain times... why? I clearly wasn't her first nor last to be treated this way, but I still care deeply about her, I still care about her well-being. maybe I should just stay alone if that's the type of relationship I keep getting myself into. I have some deeply fucked up thoughts going on in my head but I still haven't figured out why.
I ended things because she screamed at me and treated me like shit. she came back crying at my work and telling me she was going to kill herself and missed me. I then felt bad and we managed to get back together (I still loved her). I started being more and more passionate to compensate the way I left her before. she ends things with me because she is "overwhelmed" with life and wants to be alone and doesn't want to have someone so concerned about her well-being. well, so which is it? honestly, it's my fault for going back to her in the first place.
I told her many times I didn't want to do that but I trusted her enough that I eventually caved in. I didn't enjoy it, I didn't like it, I wanted to cry during it all, I don't know what to do.
two or three days ago, I can't think straight. I've lost the plot. I'm scared of telling that to anyone.
how to deal with the fact you got raped two days ago and no one will take you seriously? if people don't believe women every step of the way, imagine a man saying that. I don't know what to do.
I hope I don't sound awful writing these, but I just can't hold this anymore. I'm tired of being called a fa***t for simply taking care of myself or "acting soft". sorry my mother gave me good manners. sorry I don't act all "macho" for you. don't act all progressive when you clearly are just putting a facade. you aren't helping at all.
it's funny seeing and living with these so called "modern" and "progressive" women who act all misconstrued but behind the scenes are the most "oh you gotta act like a man!", "come on be a man!" type of women. funny how they never say that in public, only behind closed doors. acting all modern but wanting "classic" men. sweetie, these men hate you, and they are not hiding their hate. if you don't like me, don't pretend you do.