[heapingfern]

j. જ⁀➴ ♡ nineteen. black. she/they. genderfluid. bisexual. dean girl.

ᢉ𐭩 supernatural, stardew valley, percy jackson and the olympians, marvel, leon kennedy, jensen ackles, & more so basically anything ᢉ𐭩

do not interact — racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia and any discrimination won’t be tolerated. wincest shippers, do not interact.

[heapingfern]

i wish i liked reading as much as i like the idea of it sigh

[heapingfern]

thank you for the tag, sorry this is so late :( @violained

last song snowblind by black sabbath

currently watching sigh nothing rn

current obsession nothing again 😭

currently reading nothing 3x

currently working on LMFAO an appeal for semester suspension

last internet search "john boyle"

tags: @clemeowntine @oyounhouriyat + anyone else who wants to participate!!

[heapingfern]

okay so i know that you like step on me by the cardigans, but do u like losers also!! because that is my favorite song by them and i've just rediscovered it and have been listening on repeat all night !!!

OMG HI!!! i haven’t heard losers yet but this is making me feel like i should! just for you helena i will!!! i will actually follow through on this one this time, i swear! ty for the suggestion sunshine!!! :)) <333

[upful]

antiblackness in supernatural literally cannot be looked over at all like it’s generally just very there but even moreso is the blatant COLORISM. cassie the banes twins patience and every other light skinned black character on the show were never villainized or given like. an awful ending (although this doesn’t exempt them from the general racism they’d face. they’re still black.) and then you compare them to missouri and billie and rufus and gordon walker and it’s just disgustingly obvious what they really think of dark skinned black people

missouri being killed 12 whole seasons later and billie being twisted into the worst villain at the last minute and rufus only dying to further some random emotional plot of a white character and gordon walker having to embody the ruthlessly violent black character stereotype and even with isaac and tamara who were in ONE episode got this gruesome ending that was never addressed and jake was manipulated by yellow eyes for so long! his family was threatened and he was going through it all alone and still painted as the villain and i don’t know it just fucking sucks

[upful]

this post is gathering a lot more attention! i forgot to mention both victor — one of the first antagonists for sam and dean who was killed off directly after what was supposed to be a redemption arc lmfao and donnie/the other (unnamed) vessel for raphael

[malwareproductions]

hey. you have to love your trans brothers of color okay. and your trans sisters of color. and your nonbinary siblings of color. you have to okay. its simply non-optional

[lestatfag]

STAY SAFE!! [ID: the Gilbert Baker pride flag with the words “Happy pride to all those who are unable to celebrate openly and safely. You are loved and seen!” in all-caps black text over it. /end ID]

[hxneyfarm]

Happy pride month specifically to folks on the asexual and aromantic spectrum who oftentimes feel isolated and left out of the conversation. You belong here as much as the rest of us and I hope that you are all loved in a way that is comforting to you.

[violained]

happy pride month fellow queer lovelies !! extremely friendly reminder that i love you all, and that this blog is a safe space for you to be completely who you are, unapologetically and proudly ♡

you are loved and seen and i am so proud of you. you belong here, in this universe, just as much as everybody else. you deserve to be happy and to breathe and love and thrive and laugh and smile!

people can be awful and life can feel dark. it won't be forever. so fuck the people who tell you who you're "supposed to be" and go on to live limitlessly, believe in yourself wholeheartedly. you're beautiful, and special, and you belong everywhere.

and a big big hug to my other aromantics and asexuals, who sometimes face a lot of exclusion during this month, you belong in this space just as much as everyone else! so take up said space! you are not lacking anything, you are perfect entirely as you are !! ♡

♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

[heapingfern]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!!

[heapingfern]

if u get a ★★★★★ in ur inbox it means ur moot appreciates u, and your efforts in the community !!!!! send this to 10 mutuals to continue the love 🤍🌿

HELENA SUNSHINE :((( *cries* THANK YOU SM ILY!!! imagine me sending this back to you <333

[heapingfern]

I AM BACK IN THE U S OF A!! HOW R U BB HOW HAS LIFE BEEN IT HAS BEEN TOO LONG

YAYAYAYAY MY GF IS BACK!!! i’ve missed you sm lizzy baby, you don’t understand sigh. um things have been back n forth, i’ll be doing absolutely terrible and then i’ll be doing better. currently we’re at better. i have until june 12th to submit my appeal for my semester suspension gulp

[loveridden1999]

i don't care what those tiktok and instagram influencers tell you, have three meals a day!!! have a snack!! have that sweet treat!! have food that makes you feel good!!! especially if you're a woman!! starving yourself to look "desirable" will only make you desirable to people who want you to stay malnourished forever. it's a cycle of misery!!

[heapingfern]

just got up to get a snack bc i was still hungry even though it’s almost 3 am 😋😋

[heapingfern]

song req!

noah (stand still) - noah cyrus & billy ray cyrus 💛

HI ANON!!! ty for the song request :) i will check it out!!

[heapingfern]

jesus i’m on my fourth nap today LMAO

[hotgirlmeg]

imagine you have a movie with oscar isaac and john boyega and people fixate on adam driver instead. this actually happened

[heapingfern]

gonna vent! it’s 5 am rn and i’ve been up. i’ve been staying up late like this for a few days now. anyway i’m up right now and i’m just really tired. not the sleepy kind of tired tho that would make sense LOL. i’m mentally tired. being an adult has hit me hard. as a minor, i always thought getting through school and graduating high school would make me happier but it hasn’t. instead i’m at a point where i don’t know wtf to do. there’s still the same feelings i feel about myself except i’m way more lost now. and i’m so sick of feeling lost and like i’ll never make it out of the dark pit i’ve been in since i was 12. the feeling of not having a purpose except being a fuck up who has nothing going for myself bc i fail and isolate myself. i fail at education, life skills, and socializing. i just don’t know anymore.