In My Head

Been here for a while, addicted to my worst habbits

[ohnoregrettio]

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Snacks

Apple Chips- 193 cals

Breakfast

3 Ingredient Banana Pancakes-183.5 cals for the entire thing

Actual Pancakes

Breakfast Ideas

Breakfast Wrap-169 cals

Breakfast Cereal

Flax Egg-37 cals

Oatmeal with apple- 102 cals

Toastless French Toast-53.6-ish Calories

Waffles- cals depend on how many you make

Lunch

Lunch Plan (smoothie and wrap)

Pb and j-30? cals

Tuna Rice Cakes-75-100 cals

Dinner

Chili (vegan)-65.3 cals Ramen-29 cals Spring Rolls (vegan)-39.5 cals Squash Spaghetti  Veggie Hot Dog-119.5 Calories  Veggie Burgers-101.2

Dessert

3 Ingredient Peanut Butter Powder Cookies

Brownies-37 cals

Brownie in a Mug-40 cals

Blueberry Scones-103.5 cals

Donuts(Healthy/Vegan/Gluten Free)- 229.4 cals

Chocolate Banana Brownies-submitted

Chocolate Pudding-157 cals

Chocolate Pumpkin Bars- 1,300-ish cals (for all)

Fudge- 138.4 cals

Lemon Chia Seed Scones-423.3-428.8 cals

Lava Cake, Low Cal-41.6 cals

Lemon Mug Cake-302 cals

Magic Chocolate Bar-49 cals

Microwave Cake-21 cals

Healthy Blueberry Muffins-139.3 cals

Oatmeal Cookies(No Cook, Vegan)-24-58.8 Calories

Drinks

Apple Cider Vinegar Master Post

Frappuccino- 29 cals

Homemade Hot Chocolate- 15 cals

Lemon Soda- 24 cals

Strawberry Banana Smoothie-76.5 cals

Starbucks 1

Starbucks 2

Peanut Butter Milk Shake-166.666 cals

Side-Type Dishes

Cloud Bread

Deviled Eggs-43.1 cals

Fries (oilless)

Mexican Cauliflower Rice

Mediterranean Baked Sweet Potatoes-256.2 cals

Spring Roll-39.5 cals

Rice Cakes-You have to add your calories

Healthy Carrot Fries

Soups

Chicken Noodle Soup

Carrot Ginger Soup- 555 cals

Egg Drop Soup-154 cals

Hot and Sour Soup

Spicy Tomato Cabbage Soup- 130 Calories

Tomato Soup

Spreads/sauces/etc

Almond Butter, Vegan, No-Cook-52.4 cals Cashew Sour Cream- 169 cals Sweet Lemon Cashew Glaze-372 calories for the entire thing Sweet and Sour Sauce Peanut Butter-16 cals Roasted Cauliflower and Bean Dip-273 cals for 6 servings

Restaurant Safe Foods

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Cute Things

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Self Care

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Alternatives To Self Harm

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[ohnoregrettio]

wow i actually updated it? for real??

who is she and where is alex??/??2?

[mirarlay]

It's not that I don't know what harm I'm inflicting on my body chasing after an impossible body it's just that I can't help but keep chasing...

[mirarlay]

It's not that I don't know what harm I'm inflicting on my body chasing after an impossible body it's just that I can't help but keep chasing...

[recaption]

[hear-i-am-again]

I haven’t skipped a meal on purpose in a long time.

I haven’t starved myself until I was falling over in a long time.

I haven’t hated myself like I do now I’m a long time.

This is the start. This is the end.

[wishing-for-deathx]

I wish I lived alone so that I could starve myself in peace and with ease

[mentalwordvomit]

Am I just feeling good or am I manic?

[sup-i-want-to-die]

How old were you when you realised that sitting alone and being visibly broken won’t make anyone come and help you

[hear-i-am-again]

10

[dankmemeuniversity]

[valtsv]

what i REALLY want to do is knit my friends chunky wool sweaters in ugly patterns and send them jars of homemade jam and lavender honey and sugar-crusted shortbread wrapped in brown paper tied up with knotted twine and handwrite them letters on thick yellowish paper infused with dried wildflowers i picked and pressed myself but nooooo i have to “study” and “work” so that i can earn ‘‘‘money’’’ and pay ‘‘‘bills’’’. fuck all life.

[skeleton-www-bones]

i stresses me out when ppl count black coffee and diet soda as 2 cals

[bluecloudrider-deactivated20190]

“You don’t seem like you have a disorder” Well yeah because I get shunned every time I show signs.

[clandestinite-ashes]

i pour so fucking much effort into looking High Functioning

[positivity-roses]

If you find yourself asking “Should i really eat breakfast today?” or “Can i really allow myself to have a snack now?”, this post is your answer: 

Yes. Go eat, darling. Food is good. You deserve it. 

[project-of-society]

[hear-i-am-again]

it’s been two days and I already feel smaller

[trapcard]

everybody is all “ I support people with mental illnesses” until these people start showing symptoms lmao

[scorpionemoji-deactivated202108]

to elaborate, yeah people will understand the basic symptoms such as sadness and or being nervous but once someone starts having random fits of rage, inconsolable panic attacks, no energy or motivation to do shit, hallucinations, paranoia, mood swings, etc. everybody is suddenly like “woah what the fuck just stop…”

[hear-i-am-again]

I started to recover recently, but one of my friends referenced how I used to look when i first moved here. She said I used to be sickly thin... she was talking about before my ED, and I don’t ever remember being thin. Anyway, that made something click in my head and I’ve relapsed